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When I look inside...	By : Shancai Category: Naruto AU/AR > General Views: 1064 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Oki, time for Chapter 3! I didn�t send it to be beta read because I wanted to update as soon as I finished, I took too long already >< So it may have some flaws and misspellings. Next chapter will be betaed, Carmen-san offered herself to be my beta reader, I hope the offer is still standing, I�ll send her my 4th chapter to be betaed! I tried to put less dialogue in this chapter, I think I use that too much. It will have dialogue but it won�t be as much as it was in the previous chapters. I hope you enjoy this chapter as well, and please REVIEW!!! Yosh, now on with the reading, go, go xD

Disclaimer : Unfortunately I don�t own Naruto, nor Sasuke, nor any of the characters, Kishimoto-san owns them , if I owned them they would be really scared kukuku >=3
Previously in chapter 2:

�I don�t understand Naruto, how can this be happening?� Sasuke clenched his fists, he was shaking nervously.

�I�I don�t know either, I�m just as surprised as you are. I thought he was�dead.�

�This time I�ll make sure he really dies.�

Sasuke took off skating furiously to the reason of his anger, Naruto went after him desperately.

�Sasuke stop!�

The brunette just ignored him, his rage was pounding furiously in his heart.

�I�m going to kill you, you MOTHERFUCKING BASTARD!!!�

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Chapter 3

Naruto went desperately after Sasuke, he was able to hold the brunette�s wrists and tightened his hand around it, he didn�t want Sasuke to do any senseless actions. He never saw him with this raging fury pounding, well, except maybe for that time� The raven haired boy glanced back, his face red with fury, his breaths hasty and painful, he locked eyes with Naruto, his gaze demanding that the blonde released him. Naruto didn�t comply with that tightening his hold even more and shaking his head slightly. Sasuke was loosing his temper.

�Stop Sasuke, he�s not worth it!� Naruto gave a desperate shout.

Sasuke stopped struggling and slowly adverted his eyes to Naruto, he was staring at his friend dumbfounded, his eyes as wide as the ocean, he felt the urge to punch Naruto right then and there.

�Not worth it you say?? NOT WORTH IT??� Sasuke grabbed Naruto�s shoulders shaking him greatly, his grip was so strong that he bruised Naruto�s skin. �This fucking bastard killed my entire family, my ENTIRE family!!! Right before my eyes! And you were there too Naruto! You were there too, he killed your sister damn it!!! Right there, you saw it too, you saw everything too!! He almost killed you, he left those damn marks on your cheeks and you have the nerve�to tell me� that he�s not�worth it??� Those last words were spoken between raging breaths.

Naruto released himself from Sasuke�s hold and punched him furiously. Sasuke whipped the blood rushing from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand and looked up at Naruto, his eyes questioning.

�NO Sasuke, HE�S NOT WORTH IT!! What the fuck is wrong with you?? If you want, go ahead and do what you please, go and kill him, make yourself a bastard like him, a murderer, go, if you�re ok with that, but I swear�if you do that, I�ll never look at your face again. EVER!!!�

A sudden smirk was heard and both boys quickly glanced at the man in question. A louder smirk was heeded and then it slowly turned into a piercing insane laughter. Sasuke straightened himself trembling from the fury, the grudge against that man that he thought was dead, and now, out of nowhere, he appeared right before him, the very man that ended all his happiness that day, that made his life miserable with years of nightmares about that fucking damned day , he was suffering with every sharp knife that was now stabbing him slowly, opening old wounds that he was starting to let go, not forget, just letting go.

�You foolish little brother.� The man started. �Hn, you�ve grown, and I see that you still hang around with Naru-chan.� The teasing voice of the man was heard.

�Don�t you fucking dare to say Naruto�s name, you fucking bastard!!!� Naruto held Sasuke close to him. �Calm down Sasuke, you�re reacting the way he wants you to.�

�Well, well, aren�t we pissy.�

�What do you want Itachi?� Naruto�s voice was low, he was clenching his fists trying to control himself, he wasn�t showing it, but like Sasuke, Naruto was exploding with hate, he was fighting with everything he had to remain the least calm.

�What do I want?� He rubbed his chin looking up, then locked eyes with the boys with the most dreadful look Naruto had ever seen. �I wasn�t expecting you to be here, but I�m glad we met at this ice rink, what a coinciden��

�Stop with the bullshit you motherfucker!!�

�Tsc, seriously Sasuke, you have no manners at all. And here I was trying to say that I have a present for Naru-chan.�

Naruto widened his eyes in astonishment, what did he mean by that? What present?

�Kaya-chan, are you ready yet?� Itachi shouted.

K-Kaya?? No way, it can�t be, there�s no fucking way!!!!! Sasuke adverted his eyes to Naruto immediately, the blonde was shaking nervously, his mouth half open and an expression of pure horror and shock was all over his face, tears started running down his cheeks as he fell on his knees.

�I knew you would like the present.�

A blonde blue eyed girl made her way to Itachi�s side. She was about 15 years old. She had a wide smile on her tanned face. She looked at Naruto and threw him a big warm smile.

�Hi there big brother!�

Naruto and Sasuke were completely frozen, this was too much for them to handle, too painful, too shocking, after all these years trying to forget, after all the struggle to let go, he appeared again, Itachi, Sasuke�s older brother who was supposed to be dead, and now, Naruto�s younger sister who was also supposed to have died in that massacre by Itachi�s hands. Their minds were completely bewildered; their hearts were filled with pure hatred for that day, and for the very person who caused it.

Naruto started coughing really hard on his knees, with one hand on the floor and the other one grabbing his shirt near his heart, he was having trouble in breathing, his arms and legs gave out and he fell onto the floor completely lying down.

�NARUTO!!� Sasuke ran immediately to his friend�s side, he lifted Naruto from the floor and turned him, he put an arm around the back of the blonde boy holding him close.

�Ooohh! I see that Naru-chan still has that problem, poor boy, such a weak heart.�

Itachi walked away laughing and motioning for kaya to follow him, she followed waiving goodbye to Sasuke and Naruto without a single worry on her face, it was just like Itachi�s face, emotionless.

�I�ll leave for now�But expect my visit sometime. Sasuke-Chan.�

What did you do with her? The brunette didn�t have time to think it over, Naruto was coughing and shaking, his breathing was fading away. He laid Naruto on the floor carefully and went to get help. A few minutes later an ambulance arrived, they asked the reason of Naruto�s condition, Sasuke simply replied that Naruto suddenly started having trouble breathing, he couldn�t tell them what really happened, no way.

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Sasuke was walking around in circles, thinking about what happened the day before. How could all of this be possible? It all happened so fast, it seemed almost unreal, but looking at Naruto lying on the hospital bed was the proof that it was all true. As a child Naruto had many heart problems, he was fragile, but as the years went by he became stronger, his condition improved, Sasuke accompanied him all the way since back then, he always cared too much for Naruto, though sometimes it didn�t seem so, he did. The thought of losing the blonde terrified him. He glanced at Naruto and smiled gently, he was sleeping so peacefully. But as soon as he wakes up he�ll remember.
The brunette sighed and opened the room door carefully, before stepping outside he glanced at Naruto. I�ll be right back, dobe.

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�I don�t know for sure what the state of his condition is, his medical record says that he improved quite a bit these past few years.�
�That�s strange, according to this record when he was a child says that his heart problem was very serious, and had no chance of improvement.�
�Then how could he��
�I don�t know, there�s something strange going on.�

What are they talking about? Is it about Naruto?. Sasuke walked discreetly to a window near the two speaking nurses, one of them was holding a note book with some files.

�How did you have access to those files? Specially this one, it�s very old and the clinic no longer exists.�
�I know, it burned down, I don�t know how this came into here either.�

Sasuke arched a brow, they must be talking about Naruto for sure, and it was true, the clinic where Naruto made his exams burned down right after Itachi killed his family, how can they have that file? It�s impossible. What�s going on? First Itachi appears with Kaya after all these years, and now the nurses had access to that file that was supposed to have disappeared too? This is a freaking mess. Must be a fake, there�s no way that�s the original, could it be some trick of Itachi to put in danger Naruto�s health? Sasuke clenched his fists and banged them furiously on the wall.

�There�s no way I�ll let him!!!!!!!!�

�Heh?!�

The two nurses were staring at Sasuke with worried faces, he excused himself for being so loud and disappeared into the long corridor back to Naruto�s room. There was definitely something going on.

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A pink haired girl was sited at a table near the window in the school canteen. A blonde girl was next to her. They had been sitting there for more than an hour, most of the students had already left for their classes.
�Hey Sakura, are you gonna skip class?� The blonde girl asked waiving her hand in front of the other girl�s face.
�Ino, I won�t die if I skip class once, I�m one of the best students at school, it�s not a big deal if I miss one class.�
�Well, alright, but I have to go, my grades aren�t as god as yours, see ya later.�
Ino stood up grabbed her things and headed off to class, Sakura also stood up but headed to the yard. It was a bright summer afternoon, Sasuke hadn�t appeared all day, nor had Naruto, this was all very strange, they were nowhere to be seen, they were not in the dorm either. Sakura wanted Sasuke at every cost, not because she really loved him, but because she never looses, at least not to someone like Naruto. She was a selfish brat. Sakura had an obsession with Sasuke since they were little, but he only had eyes to Naruto. Sasuke was always the most popular guy in school, she was always the most popular girl, none of the other low rate girls stood a chance with Sasuke, they were too ordinary. Sakura assumed from the beginning that she could make him look at her. She was wrong, he didn�t hold the least interest in her. Naruto was always hated by everybody, the lowest of low, still he had all of Sasuke�s attention like nobody had, her self-centred mind couldn�t comprehend that. Naruto, Naruto, always Naruto, that bastard.

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Half lidded azure eyes stared at the white empty ceiling, he couldn�t hear anything except the sound of his heartbeat through the machine standing next to the left side of the bed. Naruto realized he was in the hospital, and memories from the day before started to rise in his consciousness. He remembered the face of his sister, just like Itachi�s face, this all seemed a pretty bad joke, but unfortunately, it was real. The emptiness of the ceiling was starting to get interesting somehow, analyzing it carefully he noticed some cracks and some paint already washing off leaving what�s underneath showing, a light greyish colour. Such trivial thoughts, but he didn�t want to think about what happened in the ice rink. The soft click of the door knob brought him back to reality, he glanced to his right side and saw Sasuke entering the room giving a warm smile when he noticed the blonde was awake.

�Are you alright Naruto?�

The blonde looked at Sasuke, a blank expression in his features.

�I�m ok.�

His voice did not have the same intensity as before, that voice didn�t seem Naruto�s voice, it was low and sad, Naruto was always loud and his voice was always firm, this voice was weak and empty. That made Sasuke�s heart squeeze, he�d known Naruto for years and years, and not even once, not even with his illness, not even with the supposed death of his sister did he let himself down like this, he was the one that helped Sasuke when he lost his entire family, he supported him and gave him words of comfort, and filled him with the confidence of a better future. That�s how Sasuke managed to get through his family�s death, because Naruto was there.

�Do you want something to eat? I�ll have the nurse bring something.� Sasuke was about to dial the number to call a nurse but his action was interrupted.

�I don�t want anything.�

Sasuke put down his cell phone and sat on the bed facing Naruto. The blonde turned his face away from the brunette�s gaze resting his eyes on the window. Sasuke didn�t like this attitude and grabbing Naruto�s chin he leaned closer to his friend, Naruto was taken aback by Sasuke�s sudden reaction, he stared dumbfounded into black orbs.

�Uzumaki!�

Hearing Sasuke calling him by his last name was enough to change his surprised features into a deep scowling.

�What do you want, can�t you just leave me al��

�Never!� Sasuke practically shouted to Naruto�s face.

Naruto�s eyes went wide as Sasuke kept on talking.

�I�ll never leave you alone you dobe! I�ll always be here stupid! Who do you think I am? I would never leave you in a situation like this, you never left me, in those hard times, you never gave up on me, you were always there cheering me up, you were always there, so don�t ask me to do something like that!!�

Sasuke�s nose was almost touching Naruto�s, he was panting from all the screaming, he kept staring at Naruto�s cerulean eyes waiting for a reply, when he noticed it wouldn�t come he stood up from his position on the bed and sat on the chair instead. After a moment of awkward silence Naruto straightened up and leaned himself on the pillow.

�Thanks Sasuke��

�You�re such a dobe, if I didn�t love you I would hate you so�mu�ch�� Sasuke you idiot!!!! Sasuke mentally slapped himself for letting out that sentence.

�W-what??� Naruto looked at him so quickly that Sasuke could swear he heard a crack from his neck.

�As�a�friend! Uzumaki, I love you as a friend, what else could it be dobe?� hope he buys this one.

�Oooh, I see� right.� Naruto rubbed the back of his head weakly smiling.

The afternoon was almost over, Naruto had just fallen asleep, Sasuke was seating in the same chair for hours, his ass was hurting. He stood up and leaned against the wall looking out the window, it was dark already, he could see the city lights, different colours, different shapes, different intensities, he never noticed the beauty of the night sight before, he never had the time nor the patience to do such things, besides the view from the dorm wasn�t exactly thrilling.

��love you�� These words came to his mind, earlier in the day he said them to Naruto. Do I love him? I thought it was just a crush, or maybe physical attraction, I mean, I always liked him, but that�s because we were always friends, when I started wanting him, I thought it was just a phase, but, I said I loved him without thinking, is it really how I feel? Or is my mind playing tricks on me? Deciding to leave the subject for later, he strode out of the room to get some food. I�m going crazy!

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�Come on lazy bum! You can leave the hospital today. Jesus, get the fuck up Uzumaki!!� Sasuke slapped Naruto�s forehead.

�Ouch!! What a nice way to wake someone, you�re so mean!�

�I�m shouting for like half an hour!!! It�s your fault. And it�s almost eleven o�clock in the morning, so stop complaining!�

Naruto finally woke up and started dressing himself.

�Argh, I hate these hospital outfits, they�re ugly and you can�t dress anything else, I�m completely naked without this thing.� Naruto whined while taking off his hospital clothes which left him completely stripped. He had a tanned skin and toned muscles, they weren�t too big nor too small, they had the right proportion. He turned himself to face Sasuke who was by now having a major nosebleed the moment Naruto twirled. The blonde grabbed some oil he had at the bedside table and started spreading it through his well defined chest down to his abs leaving him with a sweaty look. Sasuke wanted to ask what the hell that was for, but he was having a little problem between his legs and wasn�t too sure about the condition of his voice. Naruto continued spreading the substance through his legs, Sasuke couldn�t take it anymore, he had to do something or he would jump to Naruto right now.

�AAA!!! Naruto, can you stop putting that stuff on yourself and just get dressed already??????� Before I fuck you senseless!!

�I have to put this on my entire body you stupid, and stop complaining and help me.�

Did he just heard right? Help him?? I could help you alright, but not with that.

Trying to maintain control Sasuke headed to Naruto.

�W-what do you want me to�fuck!!� Sasuke bent down putting his arms around his stomach, he was too excited, without a word he took off to the bathroom, put himself under the shower and turned the cold water on without worrying about taking off his clothes.

�What did he say? What do I want him to fuck??!� Naruto asked himself while staring dumbfounded at the door.Sasuke sure is getting weird.

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About half an hour later Sasuke was back in the room and to his relief Naruto was fully dressed now. The blonde glanced back at Sasuke and started staring, he was strolling towards the brunette having to go around the bed that was in the way, his eyes a little narrowed as if he was trying to see something he couldn�t. Sasuke took a sip of his ice tea looking nervously at Naruto, what the hell was the dobe doing? Naruto stopped when he was only a few inches apart from Sasuke, tilting his head to the left like a dog he continued staring at Sasuke�s dumbfounded expression, not being able to suppress his curiosity Sasuke opened his mouth.

�What???????�

�Hmmm...� Naruto tilted his head to the other side. �Say Sasuke...�

�What the hell is it???� The brunette shouted desperately.

�Have you ever had sex?�

Nearly choking on his ice tea Sasuke threw a deadly glance at the blonde boy.

�Oh c�mon, what�s that show for? It�s a perfectly normal question.�

�Normal question?? That�s not a normal question, it can be normal when asked in context of a conversation, you just pulled it out of nowhere!!� Slapping Naruto�s forehead Sasuke headed for the door, immediately followed by him that pulled at his shirt making him stop and turn around.

�It�s your fault, before you ran like mad out of the room you asked me what I wanted you to fuck. That�s why I started thinking if you ever had sex, I mean, you�re always surrounded with pretty girls, haven�t you fucked any of them?�

�Whaa??� First of all don�t use fuck, it sounds dirty, and second, just because I�m always surrounded by pretty girls doesn�t mean I have to sleep with them!!! Argh!!�

�Well, I just assumed...�

�You assumed wrong, and I didn�t ask you that quest...Oooh, I kinda did...but it was not a question...Anyway, going back to the subject, I don�t feel desire for any of them, I don�t want them, you have to want someone to do that.�

�Do you feel desire for someone Sasuke?�

�I do, but don�t even think of asking who because I won�t tell you.� Sasuke smirked walking to the stairs with Naruto following behind with a large frown.

�Stupid Sasuke, you never say anything.�

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A loud thud echoed through the room followed by Naruto�s screams of pain.

�Geesh Naruto, you threw yourself on the bed like some wild animal, you�re so clumsy.� Sasuke said walking over to Naruto who was rubbing his head furiously. The brunette removed his friend�s hand out of the way to see the damage, he pulled behind some blonde bangs leaving Naruto�s forehead showing. He looks so vulnerable like this, Sasuke thought while rubbing his finger gently on a bruised spot.

�Does it hurt here?�

�Yeah Sasuke, don�t do that!!� Naruto bawled in pain pulling away Sasuke�s hand.

�Alright, sorry, how are you feeling? Is...your heart ok?�

�Yes, Sasuke, do you think Itachi will be back?�

Taking a deep breath Sasuke replied �He most certainly will, I don�t know when, but he�ll show up again.�

Naruto pulled his knees to his face crossing his arms. The idea of Itachi coming back looked almost surreal, Naruto was truly afraid, he was afraid for Sasuke, surely Itachi would try to do something to him. Naruto crawled over to Sasuke and grabbed his arm resting his head on his friend�s shoulder.

�Naruto?!�

�Please Sasuke, just let me stay like this for a while.�

The brunette smiled and planted a gentle kiss on the blonde�s forehead.

�Do you want to go to school today? We can still catch the afternoon classes.�

�No Sasuke, it�s good to be back but, let�s just stay here for the day, two days won�t do any difference to you, after all you�re a high rank student Mister perfect.� Naruto smirked teasingly.

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It was kinda small this chapter, but I wanted to update, I didn�t even send it to be betaed =_= Gomen ne! It has some errors in the days, I just noticed, Hopefully the next chapter will be betaed and longer, thanks for reading and please REVIEW!! Tell me if you�re enjoying it!
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