Blue As The Sky | By : bluegenjutsu Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1631 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Pairings: main ShikaNaru, KakaIru, LeeSaku, KibaShino, ChouHina, InoNejiTen (triangle). The main focus of this story is on ShikaNaru and the other pairings are only mentioned in this story.
Warnings: This is yaoi, so there will be homosexual pairings in this story. If this bothers you then please don't read this story. Mature content, crude language, cursing and sexual references are in this story.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of it's characters. This story is a work of fiction based on the Naruto manga and anime series.
Thoughts are represented by italics.
Chapter Three – Shikamaru realizes his true feelings
For the next hour, Naruto and Shikamaru lay quietly next to each other. Both were busy with their own thoughts. Even Naruto didn't feel like talking for once and just wanted to enjoy the peacefulness of the place and think about his friend.
Then their peace was disrupted by the approach of two girls arguing with each other.
“I'm getting really tired of you hanging all over him all the time! Ever since you lost Sasuke you've been trying to get Neji for yourself! I told you before that he is mine!” Tenten's voice was full of anger.
“Hah! You're just jealous that he likes me now! You don't have a chance in hell to get him, you're too plain! Neji likes blondes.” Ino pulled her ponytail, of pale blonde hair, over her shoulder.
“You have no idea what he likes! Besides, I don't think Neji likes women that dye their hair.” Tenten smirked at Ino.
“This is natural, mouse girl!” Ino would have gone on but she noticed Shikamaru and Naruto lying on the ground nearby. “Shika! Tell this mouse girl she can never compete with my beauty!”
Oh God, please kill me now. Shikamaru closed his eyes, then sighed heavily.
“Hey Ino and Tenten!” Naruto smiled at them.
“Oh, hey Naruto.” Ino said grudgingly. She wanted Shikamaru to defend her against Tenten, so she didn't want Naruto to take over the conversation.
“Hi Naruto and Shikamaru. You two seem to be enjoying yourselves.” Tenten smiled at Naruto.
“Shika! Why aren't you taking my side?” Ino was angry that Shikamaru was ignoring her.
“I don't know why I should get involved in girls' fights. It's between the two of you. So leave me out of it.” Shikamaru kept his eyes closed, hoping that Ino would leave him alone.
Naruto knew his friend wanted Ino to stop bothering him. So he decided to help him out. “Um, Ino...why are you and Tenten fighting about Neji anyway? I thought that you both were friends.”
Ino looked at Naruto with a frown on her face. “Well, we are, but that doesn't mean I should let Tenten have Neji.” Ino then got a dreamy look on her face and smiled. “Neji is so cool and so gorgeous! He's the best looking guy in the village and he's so great, that he's already a jounin.”
Tenten glared at Ino.
“Oh...you know, this is just like when you and Sakura-chan fought over Sasuke. Friends shouldn't fight over other people like that.” Naruto nodded to himself. I would never do that with my friends. Especially with Shika. I care about him a lot and I would never get in the way of his happiness.
“How would you know what friends should do or not do, you idiot! You don't even have that many friends, if any!” Ino glared at Naruto.
Shikamaru's eyes snapped open and he turned to look at Ino. “You can be such a bitch sometimes, Ino! You're the one that doesn't have that many friends! Naruto is my best friend. If you say something cruel like that to him again, I will forget you are a girl and beat the crap out of you.” Shikamaru's face was filled with anger and his eyes held a threat in them.
Naruto had looked at Shikamaru as he yelled at Ino. He was surprised at how his friend was looking at her and what he said. Shika is defending me against his old teammate. I should feel hurt by Ino's words right now, but all I can feel is happiness. He really cares about me.
Ino was shocked at Shikamaru's words and the threat. Her face had become pale and she had backed away at the look in his eyes. She was speechless at the moment.
Tenten was happy to see Shikamaru put Ino in her place. How could she be so cruel to Naruto. He doesn't deserve it. I'm glad Shikamaru defended Naruto. She smiled at the dark-haired genius, even though he didn't see it.
“Well, apologize to him, Ino. Right now.” Shikamaru was not going to let Ino off the hook until she said she was sorry.
Ino realized she had been unnecessarily mean to Naruto. She had overreacted to what he had said to her. She walked up closer to Naruto and looked down at him. She attempted a smile. “I-I'm sorry for what I said to you, Naruto. I really didn't mean it. I wasn't thinking clearly. Can you forgive me?”
Naruto smiled back up at her. He wasn't really mad at her, even though he should be. “That's okay, Ino. I forgive you. I guess you were just feeling upset.”
Ino smiled a genuine smile at the blond boy. “Thank you. But my being angry or upset is not an excuse for what I said to you.” Ino looked at Shikamaru to see if he was still angry with her.
Shikamaru had stopped looking at her when she had given her apology and was now looking up at the clouds again. Good, she feels remorse. I don't know if I can forgive her yet myself. I still feel angry. I hope she goes away now.
Ino decided it was time for her to go. She was still feeling guilty and needed to get away and find something to get her mind off what had happened. “Well, I think I'll go to the flower shop and see if my mom needs any help. I'll talk with you guys later.”
“Bye Ino!” Naruto was happy that she was going, even though he wasn't angry with her. He wanted to be alone with Shikamaru again.
“I have to go too. I'll see you later Naruto and Shikamaru.” Tenten smiled at them and then followed Ino back to the village.
“Bye Tenten!” Naruto then turned to look at Shikamaru. He just looked at him for a while and didn't say anything. What is this feeling I'm feeling now? Happiness is close, but it's something more than that. I want to just grab Shika right now and hug him tightly. Saying 'thank you' doesn't seem to be enough.
Shikamaru could see, out of the corner of his eye, that Naruto was looking at him. Hmm, wonder what he's thinking? I can see a smile on his face.
Naruto rolled over to face Shikamaru then moved himself closer to him. Then he braced one arm on the ground and raised himself up to lean over his dark-haired friend. He looked down into Shikamaru's eyes, then he looked down at his lips.
Well, this is interesting. Looks like Naruto wants another kiss. Shikamaru waited to see what the blond would do next.
Naruto leaned his head down to the dark-haired boy and then kissed him.
Shikamaru kissed him back and then licked at Naruto's bottom lip to get him to open his mouth for him.
Naruto realized what his friend wanted and parted his lips for him.
Shikamaru's tongue then delved into the other boy's mouth and he played with the blond's tongue. Then he explored the rest of his mouth.
Naruto moaned at the pleasure that his Shika was giving him. So good. I never knew a kiss could feel like this. I want it to go on forever! Naruto then copied what his friend had been doing, and thrust his own tongue into the other's mouth and explored.
It was the dark-haired genius' turn to moan. Naruto is a fast learner. Shikamaru wrapped his arms around his blue-eyed companion and pulled his body over onto his own. He had spread his legs to allow Naruto's legs in between. Then he grabbed the blond by the back of his neck, keeping one arm wrapped around his waist. He held Naruto close to him and started kissing him even more passionately.
Naruto wanted to get even closer to Shikamaru, but he found he was already as pressed up against him, as he could be. So he decided that he wanted to play with Shikamaru's hair. Naruto managed to get his right arm to move up enough so he could reach the other boy's ponytail. He grabbed it and then started running his fingers through the dark hair. I didn't know that Shika's hair was so soft.
Shikamaru wanted more. He started rocking his hips up in slow strokes into Naruto's hips.
The blond let out a loud moan and tried to move away out of embarrassment. But Shikamaru had a tight grip on him and wasn't letting him go.
The dark-haired genius kept kissing Naruto over and over again, the kisses growing more heated as the minutes went by. He kept up the rolling of his hips into the blond's.
Both boys were getting hard and the friction caused by their arousals brushing together, was driving them both mad with desire.
But Naruto began to feel afraid of what was happening between them. He knew he wanted to keep feeling the pleasure that Shikamaru was giving him, but he was afraid that things were going too fast.
What if this ruins our friendship? What if Shika should decide later on that he didn't really want to do this with me. Then he would start to avoid me and stop being my friend. Is this pleasure worth losing his friendship? No. He's the best friend I have ever had and if I lost him I would be lonely again. I need him.
Naruto put both of his hands against Shikamaru's chest and started pushing at him to get him to let go. He pulled his mouth away and then looked away from his friend. “Please, Shika. We need to stop.”
Shikamaru groaned. Why does he want to stop now! It was so good. I know he was enjoying it. “Why? I know you liked it.” Shikamaru hadn't let go of Naruto yet.
Naruto then forced himself to meet Shikamaru's eyes. “Yes, I liked it a lot but...you are my best friend.”
Shikamaru was puzzled. “Yes I am, but what has that got to do with it?”
Naruto looked surprised at Shikamaru's words. “It has everything to do with it!”
Shikamaru gave Naruto an exasperated look. “You're not making any sense right now, Naruto.”
Why can't Shika understand! I thought he was smarter than me! “Shika, what we were doing, was not what best friends are supposed to do. I don't want to lose you!” Naruto was almost in tears at this point.
Shikamaru looked surprised for a moment. What is he talking about? Does he think I'm only using him? That all I want from him is sex?
Shikamaru's voice took on a serious tone. “Naruto, listen to me. No matter what happens between us, I will always be your friend. I care about you more than I care about anyone else. I'm not one for long speeches, but I want you to understand this. I just don't care about you as a friend. Even as a best friend. For a while now, my feelings have grown into something more. All I do is think about you all the time. I want to be more than a friend to you.” Shikamaru finished his speech and waited for Naruto's response.
He wants to be more than a friend. He cares about me more than anyone else. I feel the same way, don't I? That is why I'm so afraid to lose him. I want more too, but I'm still a little afraid. Even though he said all that to me, I'm afraid to believe it. But I want this so bad! “I think about you all the time too. I think about what you mean to me and how lucky I am to have you. I guess I'm just too scared to lose you, Shika.” Naruto held back the tears that wanted to fall out of his eyes. He didn't want Shikamaru to think he was a crybaby.
“I already told you that you won't. What more can I say to you to get you to believe me?” Shikamaru was starting to feel desperate. I don't want Naruto to be afraid to get closer to me. How am I going to get it through his thick skull that I love him! Oh. I love him.
Shikamaru felt surprised at that last thought, but then just shrugged mentally. Okay, I love him. There's nothing wrong with that. If I tell him though, will he believe it?
Naruto mentally banged his head against a wall. Why am I being so stupid! I'll drive him away with all my doubts. “I believe you, Shika. You've never lied to me, and I'm sorry for doubting your words.”
“Good, then...” Shikamaru forced Naruto's head back down to him and kissed him hard. Then he let him go. “I think we've both said enough for now, and you probably need some time alone to think.”
Naruto grinned. “Um, you're right.”
Naruto got up off Shikamaru and stood, then he moved a little away from him. “Shika?”
Shikamaru got up off the ground and faced Naruto. “Yeah?”
“Do you want to come over to my apartment later and have dinner with me? I really want to spend some more time with you today.” Maybe when he comes over, I'll have everything figured out in my head and be ready to take the next step in our relationship.
Shikamaru smiled at Naruto. “That sounds good. Cup ramen?”
Naruto laughed. “No! For you I will get take out from Ichiraku's.”
Shikamaru grinned. “You spoil me, Naruto!” Then he laughed.
Naruto blushed, then grinned. “You deserve it! So about six?”
“I'll be there.”
“Cool! Well, see you then, Shika.” Naruto smiled shyly.
“Yeah, see you then.” Shikamaru smiled as he watched Naruto walk away from him. I do love him. Why didn't I see that before? I wonder if I should tell him tonight.
Shikamaru then frowned. I don't want to scare him. I guess I will just have to wait till the time is right. There is no need to rush it. We have all the time in the world. Then he smiled again and put his hands in his pockets. He strolled away whistling.
TBC
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