Of Silver Linings and Blue Yonder | By : Sasunarufan13 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 18517 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Author's note: Sorry for the late update, guys. I still had to finish the chapter today ^^; Also, yes, you'll have to wait a bit longer for the sequel to the picture drama LOL Because I'm evil like that.
On another note: I'm not entirely sure about this chapter, because the mood seems to change at times and yeah. So just a warning I guess :/
Thanks to the following reviewer: smint45
Warnings: Deidara's pov; set in the past, a few months after their first date; lemon; some foul language
Dedicated to: ANON, Sweetciel
I hope you'll like it!
Chapter 27
"And? How was it, meeting the family?" Naruto grinned, gnawing on his straw. He finished typing a text message and placed his phone back on the table. "Sorry, one of my classmates asked when we could meet up for our project," he added apologetically.
"It's fine, un." Deidara waved his hand and wrinkled his nose. "It was – interesting."
Naruto knitted his eyebrows together; concern flashing up in cerulean blue eyes. "That doesn't sound really good," he said cautiously.
The long haired blond exhaled slowly and leant back in his chair, momentarily distracted by the bell ringing when a new customer entered the small café. "It wasn't bad, really," he answered, fingers tapping an unrecognisable beat on the table. "Just – intense? His mum definitely likes me and his younger brother didn't seem to mind me, but his father, un … I don't know, he just came across as really strict, un."
His friend blinked. "Do you think his father doesn't approve of you?" He sounded incredulous, as if the idea alone of someone not liking Deidara was ridiculous and the older Omega smiled.
"Itachi says his father likes me, but … I guess I'm just not used to people that standoffish, un." Deidara shrugged, chugging the last bit of his cappuccino down.
"Well, he'd be insane not to like you," Naruto spoke matter-of-factly, spinning his mostly empty glass of orange lemonade between his hands and leaving the abused straw alone for now.
"Thanks, but you're probably biased, un," Deidara chuckled.
"Pssh, no, I'm not," the younger man retorted lightly and then his eyes glinted in that particular manner that spelt trouble and Deidara stiffened, wariness creeping up on him.
"What?"
"Looks like you're quite happy with him, hm?"
"Yeah, I am," Deidara replied and unwillingly he smiled. He had been together with Itachi for three months so far and he was happy. Which was rather surprising considering he had initially been very wary to date an Alpha. Past bad experiences with Alpha had caused him to be suspicious of that particular group, but he was glad Itachi had been persistent in his courting. Otherwise Deidara would have let slip an amazing man between his fingers.
"I'm happy for you," Naruto told him sincerely before he supported his chin on his fist and smirked. "Sooo … Does he live up your expectations?"
"What expectations are you – oh my god, Naruto-kun!" Deidara hissed as soon as he realised what exactly his best friend was implying.
The younger Omega looked at him innocently. "What? Just curious." He shrugged. "He sounds perfect from the way you talk about him, so …" He waggled his eyebrows and laughed when Deidara kicked his leg.
"You're the worst, un," Deidara told him flatly.
"Oh please," Naruto snorted, tipping his chair back so that he was balancing on two legs. "Don't act coy now. I've known you for two years now, that shit doesn't work on me, you know that."
Sky blue eyes rolled and Deidara clucked his tongue. "I'm not acting coy, idiot. I just – don't have anything to say." He flushed and looked away, ripping a napkin into several pieces.
"Wait, nothing?" Naruto repeated surprised and he dropped his chair back onto its four legs with a 'thunk'. "What do you mean, nothing?"
"Why are you so surprised, un? It's simple; we haven't done anything. Not much anyway," Deidara amended, thinking back at the few times he and the older man had fooled around. The furthest they had gone so far was bringing each other off with their hands and mouth. They had stopped every time before things could proceed further.
"Oh, sorry, I just thought …" Naruto floundered, clearly taken aback. "Well, given that it's September, I thought that – well, it doesn't matter."
Because of their heat.
As an Omega they went into heat every month, but a couple of months in the year – like September and October – their heats were much worse, especially if they had a partner. Suppressants took off the edge somewhat, but a heat couldn't really be ignored.
"We decided to wait and get to know each other better first, un," Deidara explained, drawing circles into some spilled sugar on the table.
When Itachi had told him he wanted them to take their time with each other, the long haired Omega had been shocked. Even though he hadn't known Itachi for that long, he had proven that he could be trusted and wouldn't force the blond to do anything he didn't want to do, but still it had been surprising. Deidara had become far too used to Alpha being pushy and wanting more after a short time that he hadn't even known how to react when Itachi reassured him he would wait. He had suspected it was some kind of trap at first and had had his guard up for a while every time he met up with the dark haired man.
Yet the man never broke his promise and awaited Deidara's cues to do anything that went further than just kissing and cuddling.
That had really pleased the Omega and made him appreciate the older man even more. Except that lately he was starting to feel rather antsy, eager to take that last step; even feeling a tad disappointed when instead of continuing, Itachi merely took him in his arms and just rested next to him.
Now Deidara didn't tend to have a problem with voicing what he wanted and not wanted. He could be pretty clear when he wanted to be and yet with Itachi he couldn't seem to voice the thought that he was ready for more, that if it depended on him they were done waiting and getting to know each other better. He longed to know how it felt like to have Itachi in him and the strengthened heat of September didn't help matters at all.
It was maddening.
"But you want more?" Naruto asked with a knowing look in his eyes, crossing his arms on top of the table.
Sometimes it was annoying how well the younger Omega knew him.
"Maybe," Deidara muttered and looked away, his cheeks heating up.
Naruto hummed, twirling his straw around in his glass. "Well, maybe it's time to let him know that you're done waiting, hm? If you're lucky, he's done waiting too." He winked and grinned, but when his eyes fell on his phone, he paled and cursed, snatching the device off the table. "Ah shit! Sorry, Deidara-kun, but I need to leave. Dog breath is going to freak out if I'm not there on time."
He slapped some money on the table to cover his share. "I'll talk to you soon, okay? Bye! Good luck with Itachi!" And then he was gone.
"Let him know, un?" Deidara muttered, staring into his empty cup. Well, it wasn't like anything would change if he kept quiet, that was true.
But how to approach this?
'You want to come over tonight?'
His thumb hovered above the 'send' button as he reread his message over and over again, wondering whether he should change something about it or not.
"Ah, fuck it," he sighed and pressed down, watching nervously how the message was sent.
It was seven thirty, but the Alpha was most likely still at the office. He had told the blond that it was a busy time at work, but seeing as it was Friday, Deidara felt slightly less guilty about disturbing the older man. Everyone needed to relax, right? Especially at the start of the weekend.
At least that was what he told himself as he bit down on the nail of his thumb, anxiously staring at his phone, waiting for the screen to light up again with a reply.
Despite watching the screen like a hawk, Deidara still jumped in surprise when his phone buzzed and the small screen lit up with a greenish glow, announcing that he had a new text message.
'I'm on my way.'
"Okay, right," Deidara muttered and placed his phone on the kitchen counter, worrying his lower lip between his teeth. So Itachi was on his way to him; considering he came directly from his office, that meant it would take him around forty minutes to arrive at the blond's place.
Forty minutes that the Omega would spend worrying whether or not he was about to screw things up.
Fuck.
His gaze fell on the small plastic bag resting on the counter and his stomach flipped; his breath leaving him in a shuddering exhale. What the hell was wrong with him? It wasn't like this was going to be his first time, so there was no need to be so nervous. All he had to do was ask Itachi whether he wanted to take things further. Simple, right? A conversation that every couple had, no big deal.
Except that for some reason it felt like a big deal and Deidara twisted his right sleeve around his wrist before his hands went to his ponytail and he removed the hair tie out of it. His long, blond hair fell down straight across his back and he raked his fingers through it, untangling it. As soon as it felt smooth again, he pulled every strand up, save for a lock covering his left eye, and put it up in a high ponytail.
The moment he lowered his arms, anxiety shot through him again and he took a deep breath to calm down. It didn't help. Shit, he was acting ridiculous. Everything was going to be fine; why was he getting so worked up?
In hopes of calming himself down, he went over his list again: he had put the dirty laundry in the basket; there were clean sheets on the bed; he had showered; he had taken his suppressants and he had bought a new bottle of lube. There was nothing else to be done, but wait for Itachi to arrive. Although now he wished he had waited with his shower until now so that he had something to do while he waited.
Wanting something to do, he took the bottle of lube out of the plastic bag and put the bag with several others underneath the sink. Clear plastic was wrapped around the light blue bottle and he wrestled with the edges of it for a while until he managed to rip it off. He disposed of the plastic wrapper in the bin and stared at the bottle for a moment before abruptly putting it down on the counter.
And now there was a bottle of lube standing on his kitchen counter. Rolling his eyes at himself, he snatched it off the counter and left the kitchen. He passed a painting of a hawk taking off flight with a mountain in the background – a birthday gift from Naruto one year ago. On his way to his bedroom he walked past several photos framed on the wall. There were couple of his parents with him, several of him and his friends with Naruto usually embracing his neck with one arm while grinning widely and one of his first boyfriend, Sasori. They had a rather amicable break-up and they still occasionally talked and met up if the red haired man was in town.
The carpet on the stairs muted his footsteps; a look out of the small window on the landing showed that it had started to rain softly, the drops on the window barely making any sound.
The curtains in his room were half drawn and this close to autumn it had become pretty dark already. The light was switched on and the bottle of lube was dumped on the nightstand. Like an idiot he kept hovering next to the bed, wondering whether he should stuff the lube into the top drawer or just leave it on his nightstand for easier access.
Well, it wouldn't really matter where the bottle was stashed if Itachi didn't want to sleep with him.
"Damn it," he muttered and let himself fall backwards on his bed; the pleasant scent of fresh linen curling up in his nose.
It wasn't a question of attraction; Itachi's reactions to him when they fooled around were a clear enough indicator that the dark haired man was attracted to him. But why then hadn't the Alpha attempted to go further these past few months? Was he just waiting for Deidara to give him the cue or was it something else? Maybe he just wasn't interested in that part of sex?
Deidara knew of people who loved getting off with either a mouth or a hand, but who also drew the line there and didn't want to go further. Was that the case for Itachi? Was that perhaps the reason why he hadn't tried to go further?
Or had Deidara's past relationships messed him up so much that he had come to expect an Alpha to be pushy and wanting to have sex immediately? Maybe Itachi was just being respectful and waiting for Deidara to announce that he was ready for more and the blond was just working himself up in a tizzy for nothing.
He scowled at the ceiling; he had to stop being such a stupid mess about this. Either Itachi would agree to go further or not; it wouldn't be the end of the world if he didn't want to yet.
Who knew? Maybe he would want to go further and then tonight – Deidara shivered as a new wave of heat spiked through him – they would go all the way.
Three consecutive rings of the doorbell startled him, his heart beating faster, and he hastened downstairs, feeling like his heart would jump straight through his chest.
Itachi was clad in a sharp grey suit; his black tie loosened. Dark eyes regarded the blond amused as the younger man did a double take and Deidara scowled.
"Come in, un," he muttered and stepped aside. He caught a whiff of Itachi's alluring scent, heightened by his heat, and the Omega in him crooned madly, revelling in the enticing smell. If he wasn't on suppressants, he probably would have started leaking by now.
"Good evening," Itachi murmured and hands landed on Deidara's hips, pulling him closer, barely allowing him time to close the door. Lips descended upon his and he returned the kiss enthusiastically, his own hands gripping Itachi's jacket tightly.
He was pushed back against the wall forcefully and a photo frame next to him rattled, but thankfully didn't fall on the floor. Not that Deidara was particularly worried about that; not when a tongue slipped between his lips and started caressing his own, playfully dancing with it. 'Playful' probably wasn't a word that one would think about when looking at the powerful Alpha, but Deidara had discovered early on that looks could be very deceiving.
When they broke apart, a gasp left the blond and he shook his head, in an attempt to dispel the haze he had fallen in.
"Hello to you too, un," he said, a bit breathless, and Itachi smirked; one hand shifting from Deidara's hip to his arse.
"How was work?" Itachi inquired; innocent tone belying the lust lingering in his eyes.
Sky blue eyes stared at him unimpressed. "Really? You want to talk about work, un?" Deidara scoffed, looping his own arms around Itachi's waist. His hand slipped underneath the suit jacket and traced over the Alpha's spine; his fingertips tingling as they danced over smooth fabric.
"Do you want to talk about something else then?" the dark haired man asked amused and lightly tugged at the end of Deidara's long ponytail.
The Omega narrowed his eyes. "As a matter of fact I do," he stated and ignored the way his heart started beating faster again and his skin started to heat up.
"Oh?" Itachi cocked his head and smiled faintly. "What do you want to talk about?"
He had been debating for several days now how he should start this particular conversation. With his previous partners there hadn't really been any need for this kind of talk. They had shown with their actions when they wanted more and Deidara had either followed them or refused. He couldn't recall one time he actually had had to talk about wanting more.
So after several days he had decided that slowly easing into the conversation was the right way to approach this.
Which was, of course, why his brain now decided to screw him over and he blurted out, "I want you to fuck me."
Itachi stiffened and the slight widening of his eyes gave away that the blond had caught him off guard. A groan of mortification escaped Deidara and he slumped back against the wall, wishing for a hole to open up in the ground and swallow him up as his face reddened.
"That was – I didn't mean to say it like that, un," he muttered, rubbing his hands over his eyes.
Fuck, this was embarrassing!
Itachi cleared his throat and a strong hand came up underneath the blond's chin, tilling his head up so that he was forced to look the Alpha straight in the eye. "Well, I'm not sure how you meant to come out with it, but you made yourself pretty clear," he said dryly.
"You don't have to if you don't want to," Deidara muttered and resisted the urge to fidget.
"Trust me, it's not a matter of my not wanting you," Itachi murmured and his hand slipped from Deidara's chin to cup his right cheek. "I just didn't want to pressure you, so I was waiting for you to be ready."
The blond stared at him, partly awed, partly incredulously. "How are you real?" he marvelled, surprised and touched by how considerate the Alpha in front of him actually was. How on earth had he managed to capture this beautiful man's attention?
"Should I be concerned that that is your reaction to being told I was merely being respectful and waiting for you to feel ready?" Itachi raised an eyebrow and his eyes flashed, shoulders tensing visibly.
Not in the mood at all to talk about some of his shittier partners, Deidara licked his lips and shrugged. "No, not really. Doesn't matter, un. So you, uh, want to, you know?"
The positively devious smirk colouring pale lips made Deidara's stomach clench and his breath hitched when the Alpha leant down and caressed his neck with his lips; his warm breath tickling sensitive skin. "Lead the way," Itachi murmured; dark eyes smouldering.
The Omega didn't have to be told that twice.
"Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?" Itachi murmured; his dark gaze roaming over Deidara's body as the blond laid naked underneath him on the bed.
Their clothes had been dumped on the floor as soon as they had entered the bedroom. They had been impatient with it, wanting to get each other naked as soon as possible; in fact Deidara was pretty sure he had heard a couple of buttons popping off Itachi's shirt when the Omega had become too impatient with the small buttons.
"Beautiful isn't really a word you attribute to a man, un," he complained, but his protest lacked heat as skilful hands travelled over his chest; thumbs rubbing and circling over his nipples until they peaked underneath the touch.
Fuck, he had never really liked it when his previous partners had played with his nipples, but Itachi proved to be the exception once again. The teasing touches felt electrifying and a shiver danced across his spine. In an attempt to gain some control back, his own hands started to explore the Alpha's muscled chest. Even after seeing the pale man naked a couple of times before and having touched his chest, the blond man still marvelled at the muscles clenching and moving underneath his fingertips. Where the older man found the time to work out was a mystery to Deidara, but he wasn't exactly complaining.
"Where's the sense in limiting words to a specific gender?" Itachi asked rhetorically and shifted, spreading Deidara's legs further apart. He stopped tormenting the blond's nipples and instead one of his hands caressed blond hair still tied together in a ponytail. "I really love your hair," he murmured and carefully removed the hair tie, letting the long hair spill out across the pillow.
"So beautiful," he whispered, golden strands wrapped around his hand as he closed the remaining distance between them and kissed Deidara; their kiss quickly turning filthy and wet and the Omega couldn't supress a loud moan, his cock twitching eagerly when a hand dipped down and caressed his lower stomach.
"You're not so bad yourself, un," Deidara muttered when they separated with a gasp and his fingers started toying with the hair tie in Itachi's hair. He had never seen the Alpha with his hair loose and he figured it was time to remedy that. He removed the tie gently and watched how raven black hair spilt down, falling over strong shoulders and the tips lightly brushed Deidara's collarbone.
The corners of Itachi's mouth twitched. "Glad I have your approval," he murmured and then they were kissing again and Deidara got lost in the scent and taste of the Alpha as their lips rubbed and caressed each other and tongues curled and danced around the other one, sometimes lightly sucking.
Their hands started wandering once more, caressing and stroking smooth skin; digging into muscles when the other one touched a particularly sensitive spot. Itachi sucked a bruise right underneath the blond's collarbone, the spot blooming red, and Deidara took revenge, marking Itachi in his neck in a spot that he wouldn't be able to hide with his shirt collar.
Black eyes glittered knowingly when Deidara pulled back with a smirk and then a whimper escaped the blond when a hand grabbed his cock; a thumb spreading his pre cum around on his tip.
"Oh fuck," he breathed and there was a flash of reddish black eyes before Itachi set about sucking his brain out through his dick, making him howl and his back arch when the older man hollowed his cheeks and sucked and his tongue licked and lapped every inch of skin it found.
His entire body was trembling, his fingers burrowing themselves into rumpled sheets as heat coursed through his veins like lava; pleasure, tingling, hot, indescribable pleasure rushing through him, causing every cell in his body to sing and him to turn into nothing but a shivering mess as hair caressed his thighs and a devilish tongue licked and caressed the head of his cock.
"I-It-Itachi, I'm going t-to," Deidara stammered; his vocal chords seemingly giving up and he whined in distress when Itachi suddenly pulled away, leaving him bereft and cold. "Wh-what the fuck?" Blue eyes shot open and stared wide eyed and accusingly at the Alpha sitting between his knees, licking his lips. "Why did you stop?"
His breath hitched and he froze when dark eyes heated with pure desire and lust gazed back at him.
"Because I want you to come when I'm fucking you," Itachi replied, all matter-of-factly as if he hadn't just turned Deidara's brain into mush with that particular line.
"Oh shit," Deidara whispered and Itachi smiled sharply and Deidara's toes curled into the mattress as another shiver raked through him.
The previous times when they had messed around, Itachi had remained rather gentle, cautious as if he was afraid that one wrong move would cause Deidara to balk. This time was completely different and Deidara loved every second of it.
The bottle of lube was opened and three fingers coated with the clear gel like substance before a first finger slipped past his rim and a mouth found his again. It had been quite a while since he last had had sex with someone and the initial intrusion felt odd and burned a bit. If he hadn't taken his suppressants, his natural slick would probably help easing the preparation, but he was taking his pills and they would have to make do with artificial lube.
"More," he gasped against reddened lips and a tongue slipped inside his mouth at the same time a second finger entered him, spreading and stretching his muscles. The two fingers caressed his inner walls and slipped deeper inside than the first one before they retreated and thrusted back inside, as a mimicry of what was to come.
A third finger soon joined the other two and when they pressed against a hidden spot deep inside Deidara, the Omega groaned deeply, sparks shooting through him. Again and again they pressed and prodded the spot and by the time Itachi pulled his fingers back, Deidara was nothing but a trembling, sweaty and unintelligible mess.
"You ready?" Itachi asked and Deidara would have felt embarrassed by the mess he had turned into with just the preparation alone but he caught the rough, restrained tone in the Alpha's voice and it pleased him to know that he wasn't the only one affected.
"Yeah, go on, un," he sighed and wrapped his arms around Itachi's neck and swung his legs around the older man's waist.
He felt the tip of Itachi's cock bump against his stretched and slick entrance and slowly, very slowly, Itachi slid inside, stretching inner muscles even more. When he was completely inside, he paused and the two men laid there panting for a bit, each one of them adjusting to the new sensation.
He felt full. That was the first thing Deidara became aware of when he calmed down a bit and the burning sensation diminished. Experimentally he shifted a bit and clenched his muscles together. A low groan reverberated through Itachi's body and his hips snapped forwards, driving himself even deeper into the blond.
"You can move," Deidara muttered against a damp cheek and the dark haired man nodded before slowly pulling back.
Only the tip of his cock remained inside before he thrusted back in and he set a slow rhythm; his thrusts long and deep.
"It-Itachi," Deidara whimpered, nails digging into the Alpha's back, as he started feeling lightheaded from the intense pleasure building up.
"Sssh, I've got you," Itachi murmured, pressing kisses on bruised lips; the both of them too out of breath to properly kiss.
Deidara had expected something rough, the Alpha showing him he was the one in control, especially now with their heats coursing through their bodies, but instead he got something that closely resembled tender love making and tears spilled out, rolling down his cheeks before he could stop them; too overwhelmed by the different sensations assaulting his system.
Lips softly kissed his tears away and when blue eyes opened, sight blurry with tears, they looked straight into soft black and that was the moment Deidara knew he was completely gone.
A few more thrusts, lips worrying the spot underneath his left ear, and a hand slipping around his leaking cock, were enough to throw him over the edge and he came with a loud moan, white flashing across his closed eyelids, Itachi's name dancing on his lips.
Boneless, his limbs feeling like jelly, and out of breath Deidara collapsed on the bed, staring dazedly at Itachi, whose eyebrows were furrowed and his jaw clenched as he moved faster and faster.
"Itachi," he called out and dark eyes snapped to his. "Come."
As if that was what he had been waiting for, Itachi's head snapped back and he slammed back inside Deidara one more time before his hips stilled and the blond felt heat rushing inside him, coating his inner walls as the Alpha moaned lowly; dark strands plastered against his face.
Panting Itachi fell back next to him and Deidara shifted his legs, feeling empty. An arm slid around his shoulder and he shuffled closer against the dark haired man, placing his head on his shoulder.
They were both sticky and sweaty and too hot and they were in desperate need of a bath. Deidara didn't mind and he had a sneaky suspicion Itachi wasn't likely to move soon either.
He was perfectly content to stay right where he was: in Itachi's arms.
Itachi shifted his head and Deidara looked up when he felt eyes on him. They looked at each other and smiled, sharing a deep, slow kiss.
No more words were exchanged that night as they fell asleep.
Wrapped in each other's embrace; peaceful and warm.
AN2: Next chapter will have the outcome of the picture drama, I promise :)
Please leave your thoughts behind in a review; should you spot any mistakes, please point them out to me.
I see you all in the next chapter!
Cuddles
Melissa
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