Convictions | By : MagicalReality Category: Naruto > General Views: 5049 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: Naruto belongs to Kishimoto-san. I own nothing and I make nothing from writing this. |
Disclaimer: Naruto belongs to Kishimoto-san. I own nothing and I make nothing from writing this.
Pairing: One-sided? NaruSasu
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Yaoi, AU, language, some dubcon. Don't like, don't read.
A/N: Second half to Study Break. It turned out different than I had planned. Um, third part maybe? Anyway, enjoy, duckies!
P.S. As always, I do take requests and reviews are love. I'm just reaaaaally behind. /sigh/
Uneven Pieces
He hadn't spoken to Naruto in two weeks. Sasuke felt like a coward the way he was ignoring the blonde. He avoided the Naruto in the hallways at school, ignored his calls and didn't read the text messages. He didn't want to talk about that incident. He didn't even want to remember it.
Sasuke snorted in disbelief over this whole situation. He never would have guessed that his first kiss would go to Naruto of all people. The idea itself was completely asinine.
The teen made his way into the library, past rows of reference books and towards the stairs leading to the top floor. He'd finally decided to confront his friend head on and knew for a fact that the blonde would be waiting for him in their spot.
Sasuke rounded the corner and stopped in his tracks, surprised that the table he tutored Naruto at was empty. He could’ve sworn he saw the teen head towards the library earlier. He scowled as he set his bag down onto the table then headed off into the bookshelves, determined to find Naruto.
He weaved through the books about animal care and others about the occult. Eventually he came to a section that made him wholly uncomfortable: teenage sexuality, mainly of the homosexual variety. Why would they put a section like that in a high school library?
He finally found his target around the corner from one of the shelves, sitting on the floor with a book propped open in his lap. He looked so riveted by what he was reading that all Sasuke could do was sit there and watch as Naruto skimmed though page after page of information. He'd never seen the idiot so focused on a book before.
Sasuke looked around at the shelves again and it was suddenly very clear as to why Naruto was even in this section.
"Dobe." Sasuke said quietly, startling Naruto into dropping his book, a blush sinking into his cheeks. The blonde boy scowled at him as he stood up, dusting off the seat of his pants then bending to pick up the book he'd been reading.
He put the book back on the shelf and turned to meet Sasuke's eyes, his bottom lip wedged between his teeth, being lightly chewed on. Naruto looked utterly embarrassed but he tried to make himself look as nonchalant as possible as he leaned back against the bookcase.
"You-" Sasuke began, unable to find the right words for just how irritated and confused he'd been in the last two weeks. "You're an idiot." he sighed, reaching a hand up to rub the frown lines off his forehead.
Naruto went red again and opened his mouth to say something, but all that came out was a whimper. He sounded like a little girl.
"What do you want, Sasuke?" Naruto asked him wearily, tucking a folded piece of paper into the back pocket of his pants. The dark haired teen was drawn to the action for a second, but then he met Naruto's eyes and he frowned .
"What the hell are you doing looking at books about homosexuality?" he asked, although he knew the answer already. It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that his friend was confused about which side of the road he stood on.
"What do you want, bastard?" Naruto repeated the question, and when the blonde finally looked him in the eye, Sasuke could see just how much the kissing incident had affected him. Naruto hadn't been sleeping well, that much was obvious from the slightly darker skin under his eyes.
"I want an explanation." Sasuke growled, narrowing his eyes at the younger boy in disdain. Naruto snorted and turned away to leave, but Sasuke grabbed his shirt and yanked him back. "You kissed me and I want to know why." he demanded, pushing the blonde up against the nearest bookshelf with a little more force than what was probably necessary.
Naruto mumbled out a soft 'ow' as he rubbed his shoulder, studiously ignoring Sasuke as the teen tried to meet his eyes.
"Look, you fucking moron. You can't just kiss someone and not expect them to sit idly by and forget it ever happened. Especially when it's me!" Sasuke was yelling by the end of that sentence, a hot flush crawling its way up the back of his neck. He could feel the sting of it on his skin. It was ridiculous how angry Naruto could make him sometimes.
"You have every right to be angry, okay?" Naruto said quietly, putting his hands on Sasuke's shoulders and pushing the teen away. He sighed and leaned back against the bookshelf, crossing his arms over his chest with a dejected look. "I don't know why I did it, either. It just felt right."
"It just felt right." Sasuke mocked him, shaking his head in disbelief.
"Shut up, asshole, it did!" Naruto hissed at him, his face turning red. Sasuke wasn't sure if it was from his embarrassment or anger and he didn't really care, anyway. "Everything was fine until you leaned over me! If you'd just-"
"So now it's my fault?" Sasuke interrupted him, barking out a harsh laugh that had Naruto backing up a step or two. He looked a mix between angry and scared all of a sudden. "Don't you fucking blame this on me. You're the one that decided to kiss me. I didn't have anything to do with it!"
Sasuke swore under his breath and turned away from the blonde, already sick of this whole situation. He was reluctant before to confront the other boy about it and now he knew why.
Before he had even taken a single step away, Naruto grabbed his wrist with a hint of desperation and yanked him closer. Sasuke felt his back hit the metal shelves of the bookcase as Naruto pressed into his front. His hands automatically jumped to the other's shoulders as the boy leaned into him tightly, his breath warm on Sasuke's mouth.
"I'll give you to the count of three to get off me before I kick your ass." he threatened, but Naruto didn't seem all that concerned. He hummed softly and nosed under Sasuke's chin like he was some sort of ridiculously satisfied cat.
"I can't help it. You smell really good." Naruto murmured, as if that was enough to appease his friend. The blonde nudged Sasuke's chin up with his nose and brushed a feather light kiss over his jugular.
Sasuke hated how badly that small action made him shiver. He really just wanted to knee his friend in the balls and leave. None of this made any fucking sense.
Naruto gripped Sasuke's forearms tighter and angled his head carefully, so that his lips were right where he wanted them. Sasuke had to wonder what why he wasn't moving to punch the idiot in the face.
"Don't even." he said harshly, turning his head away from the other boy's and defiantly keeping his mouth closed. It was awkward, the way Naruto was pressing into him. It felt like they were two uneven pieces of the same puzzle. They just didn't fit together.
The moment Naruto's lips brushed over his was the moment Sasuke found reason and punched the blonde, in the exact same spot as two weeks prior. Naruto stumbled into the opposite bookshelf, his hand cupped over his cheek. He looked so broken that Sasuke couldn't even look him in the eyes.
"This can't happen." Sasuke told him coldly as he straightened out his jacket. His fingers were trembling and he couldn't get them to stop, so he shoved them into he pockets of his pants and gripped the fabric tightly. He didn't want Naruto to see them. "Whatever the hell this is can't ever happen."
"But-" Naruto began, his eyes welling up with tears against his will. Sasuke bit his lip and clenched his hands tighter into his pants. The shaking had moved up his arms. "You can't just walk away from me again, Sasuke. I won't let you!" Naruto growled at him.
"Watch me." Sasuke didn't look over his shoulder as he said this, because he already knew what he was going to see. Naruto was falling apart at the seams, all because Sasuke didn't want to acknowledge this tension between them.
He walked away without another word, his his breath choppy and his back ramrod straight. He grabbed his bag and walked quickly down the stairs, tuning out the shouts of his name from the top floor.
He knew that fucking kiss would be their downfall.
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