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Hearts desires	By : foxkitsune300 Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1339 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Author notes: Moodysavage is the muse for chapter 21!
~*~*~*~*Chapter 21~*~*~*~*
“Get out.” Yuudai’s black eyes narrowed dangerously on the two men.
Naruto stared at his son, heartbroken, rejected, yet still hopeful he didn’t mean it, but the brunette’s glare just darkened at Naruto. He was done with the blonde’s actions. Leaving his village, and for what? To make sure Yuudai was ok? Sasuke watched as the blonde’s face paled, obvious heartbreak in his zircon eyes. His child or not, Sasuke would have gladly killed the boy for causing such emotions to harm his blonde lover.
“Yuudai! Don’t talk to your mother in such a way!” Sasuke’s voice was harsh, cold, and uncaring towards the boy’s emotions, his pain. Anything concerning the teen was not of importance to the Uchiha.
“Do not talk to me as if you care. Hokage! If you want to talk to me, get rid of the buffoon!”
Sasuke’s eye twitched. He reached towards his weapons pouch, unclasping it. Naruto’s hand on his own stopped him. The blonde knew what he was planning.
“Sasuke… Please… let me talk to him alone…”
“Whatever.” Naruto smiled watching his husband walk away. He took a breath before walking to the bed, sitting at Yuudai’s feet, zircon met onyx. No words were said for a moment
“I want you to go back to Konoha. You do not need to be here and Base and I will follow in a few days.” Naruto watched his son’s facial expressions. Yuudai obviously didn’t want Naruto near him. He wanted to be alone, to close himself off.
“You know Yuudai, pushing people away doesn’t help… Not mentally anyways…”
“What do you know? You and I are obviously different.”
“No we are not… We are very much the same!”
“I am not going to allow my rapist to fuck me every night! I am not going to marry my rapist! I actually care about myself enough to not put myself in that situation. I’m not going to give anyone anything to gossip about!”
“Is that what this is about!? How it looks to other people?! Yuudai I raised you better than that!”
“You never raised me to be the bitch of some sick twisted rapist!” Naruto’s eyes went wide and he couldn’t control himself. When Yuudai had said such things about himself, about Sasuke, it irked him. He never meant to hit his son but he just wanted him to stop. Maybe some time away from Naruto was really all Yuudai needed?
“I…. I’m sorry…. I’ll go….”
Yuudai’s face never turned to look at his mother. His black eyes locked onto the floor, a frown marring his beautiful face. Naruto slowly walked out of the room as tears began to fill his zircon eyes. He’d screwed up and made his bad relationship with Yuudai much worse.
“Let’s go Sasuke… I want to get to Konoha by tomorrow morning….” Sasuke watched his husband walk off down the halls. He’d heard the slap and he could see Naruto’s guilt. Sasuke let out a soft sigh. He hoped Yuudai and Naruto’s relationship got better.
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Yuudai stared at the floor, his eyes darkening. He was not expecting to be hit by Naruto, not for speaking his mind. He had obviously hit on a sensitive chord with Naruto when mentioning Sasuke in such a hateful tone. Yuudai looked at the window and growled softly.
“Enjoy your show?” Eiji climbed back inside with Daichi holding tightly onto the wolf god’s neck watching his brother with wide eyes.
“Yuudai… how could you be so mean to mom?”
“Don’t you start! You’re going back with mom to Konoha! Eiji, you will go with them too!”
“I’m not leaving your side.”
“I’m not giving you any room to argue! I’m sick of you all, EVERYONE! Get out!” Eiji stood and stared at the raven haired boy. He did not like to be ordered around. He was the leader of his pack, no one ordered him around. But he could see that Yuudai just wanted to be alone, something he probably never had time to do.
“Fine…” with that, the older brunette picked up the small redhead and jumped out the window, landing softly onto the ground. Yuudai sat in his room alone. As he closed his eyes, his head resting back on the pillow, his mind began to fill with images of the three demons.
“Yuudai?”
The brunette groaned opening his eyes. He frowned staring into emerald green eyes. Not really the person he wanted to be alone with right now, but he was ok with Gaara’s presence. The man had always been a father figure to Yuudai and had never done anything to crush the respect Yuudai gave him.
“I don’t want you to talk… Just listen.” The brunette frowned, watching the Kazekage as Gaara took a seat on the chair beside the bed. He was silent for a moment, as if trying to think about what to say and how to say it.
“You are being an idiot.”
Yuudai began to frown at the man. If he’d just come in here to put Yuudai down, then the raven didn’t even want to be near Gaara.
“Let me continue… You are being an idiot… and you are treating your mother horribly… Naruto never asked for any of this…”
“He did when he married that sack of shit!”
“That is not what this is about and you know it.” Yuudai’s eyes went wide. He began to tense and look away…
“This is not about your mother marrying his rapist…. You didn’t care about that at all until recently… What you’re really pissed off about… is that you were attacked... the same way he was. You have always thought you were stronger than your mom, you could always protect him.” Gaara looked at Yuudai. The boy’s head was low, his bangs covering his face.
“You’re not angry at anyone… but yourself… You were hurt… You were forced to do things… things no one should ever be forced to do. You feel like you cannot protect your mother anymore… You are not pushing people away to hurt them….It’s to punish yourself.” Silence filled the air. Yuudai’s body began to shake, his eyes wide and full of questions. He couldn’t have summed it up better himself. How had Gaara figured it all out after only seeing Yuudai’s reactions once?!
“How…”
“Your mother went through the same thing… kind of…. Right after you were born… he wanted to give you up. He wanted to give you to a loving family. He was scared… scared you would be hurt because he was weak…”
“What stopped him?”
“You…. He couldn’t bear the thought of you not at his side… Yuudai, Naruto loves you. You are his son. You are Yuudai Uzumaki and you will always be his flesh and blood.”
“I…”
“Don’t…. I want you to stay in Suna for a few days. Get rested and then I will accompany you back to Konoha.”
“What about all your work?”
“I’ve got siblings… They can handle it.” Yuudai shuddered at the evil smirk the redhead gave him. Something told him this wasn’t the first time Gaara had planned to run out on work and it wasn’t going to be the last.
“I want you to realize that you are not weak. You are one of the strongest Nin I have ever seen, but you will never prove it to anyone… if you keep pushing everyone away.”
Yuudai nodded slowly.
“Thank you…. Papa…” Gaara smiled softly. Standing from his seat, he leaned over kissing the top of Yuudai’s head before leaving the room. The brunette smiled softly staring outside and for the first time in days he felt….Ok.
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