Hidden Love | By : SandKitty Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Rock Lee/Gaara Views: 1617 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“You can stay here for the night then,” Lee said in a soft tone and laughed a little. “Careful she is in a playful mood...” He said then he walked back into the living room with two warm cups of hot cocoa. “Want some?” He asked his lover holding the small red cup out to him.
Gaara looked confused then stared more at the cat. "What do you mean playful mood? What is she gonna do?" He asked and smiled a little seeing the cat barely fit under the couch. 'There is a lot I have not thought about...Temari knows about Lee since she caught me crying about him the other day...but Kankuro is still pissy about me liking guys...and he is still mad at Lee for not talking to me for all those years..heh good thing he is rarely at home.' He thought. “Bat at your hand, now do you want some hot chocolate or not?” He asked sticking his tongue out at the redhead trying not to frown. Looking at him made him a little sad. He had told his father about what had happened, minus a few key details of course, so he was not worried that he would mind much at Gaara staying there or even him dating Gaara. Yet he was still concerned things about their families would not work out.. that on one side something would mess up and they would be forced to stay apart even out of secret and Lee did not want that. Gaara reached under the couch to poke the cat then got up and walked over to Lee taking the cup. "Thanks.." He said and sat down on the couch and took a sip of the hot chocolate. 'Is now a good time to talk to him..or should I wait..' He wondered and looked down at the little stuffed cat in his other hand. “So.. earlier you said you needed to talk to me about something.. what was it..?” Lee asked as he sat down next to Gaara taking a sip of his own hot chocolate from a green mug before setting it down and looking right at Gaara as you are supposed to do in a serious conversation. Gaara froze for a moment then glanced at him. 'Can he read minds?? ...A-Alright I can do this...I need to try and not be so scared to talk about big things with him..' He thought and set his mug on the coffee table and stood up starting to pace to warm himself up. "Look um...are you going to...always hold what I did with Riku a-against me...I mean I can understand if you do...I just don't want that every time you look at me t-that's all your going to think about...is my mistakes.." He said and folded his arms staring down at the floor not able to met the older males eyes. Lee felt his heart squeeze at hearing Gaara's words and his happy attitude went right out the door as his body slumped. He thought over it for a moment before leaning in, gently catching Gaara's head looking at him, “I thought I told you what you did with Riku does not matter to me.. I was upset.. and I said some stupid things.. but what I said before.. about you and me.. that being your first time.. is true... to me.. I was your first and you were mine.. it was special and we were together... that is all I see when I look at you.. how perfect you are in every way and how lucky I am to have you...” Gaara's eyes widened looking up at him and he bit his sore lip. "But..I am not perfect...I am far from it..I m-mean look what I have done to myself.." He said pushing his hat up to show his kanji on his forehead. "I g-got that to remember to never fall in love again...i-it was a scar before a t-tattoo...and I have pissed off most of the s-school so everyone hates me..I have already caused a lot of issues for you." He muttered and pulled his hat back down feeling ashamed having kanji there. Lee reached up and he took the hat off leaning into Gaara even more. “Do not care.... you are perfect to me.. in every way imaginable... Who cares what has happened who cares what will happen.. all that matters is I am with you... you are mine and I am yours...” Lee gently brought Gaara's hand up and placed it on his chest while placing his own hand on the redhead's chest. “We became connected when you accept my hidden love for you and I will be damned if I let you go now..” Gaara felt his eyes start to burn hearing this and looked down at Lee's hand his red bangs covering his eyes. 'D-Does he really m-mean that?...W-Well for now I s-should be happy...t-though I am still scared what the future will hold..' He thought and lifted his other hand up to grab onto the older males on his chest and squeezed it. 'His heart is beating fast to..' He noticed and gripped onto the taller males jacket a little. Lee's breathing picked up a little and his eyes closed halfway. “You understand... I love you.. and only you...” Lee whispered and then he leaned in fully and pressed his lips to Gaara in a loving manor so happy to feel the soft ones against his own since he had been craving them for two weeks. Gaara blushed deeply caught off guard by the sudden kiss then slowly closed his eyes and kissed back. 'I m-missed being kissed like this..' He thought and shyly pulled Lee a little closer, he kept his hand on his chest feeling the fast heart beat. 'I k-keep forgetting..L-Lee must get nervous sometimes to...I n-need to stop being so distant with him...no one has made it through my barriers like this before..' He thought and leaned into his boyfriend a little. Lee continued to kiss back and he smiled feeling Gaara's heart was beating just as fast as his own and his eyes closed fully as he moved so Gaara was laying on the couch and he was on him, gently kissing him, lips caressing over each other. “Mmn....” Gaara felt that tingling feeling in his lips again that happened every tine the older male kissed him, he shyly wrapped his arms around Lee's neck and pulled him down closer. He was brought out of his pleasurable daze when the front door opened and they heard a gasp. Gaara turned his head to the side breaking the kiss and turned red seeing Lee's father standing at the door way. "Uh...hello?" Gai said staring wide eyed at the two. Lee quickly scrambled off of the redhead when he heard his fathers voice and he coughed standing up. “Oh uhh hey dad.. would you like some hot chocolate now that you are home?” He asked quickly rushing off to the kitchen trying to pretend nothing had happened at all. Gaara laid there for a moment too embarrassed to even move before slowly sitting up and pulling his hood down lower. "H-Hello.." Gaara stuttered and Gai gave a nod before walking into the kitchen and shutting the door. "Well er...Lee you two are dating right?...He's not female but you two are being er safe..? I don't really know what kind of 'talk' we are meant to have.." He said sweat dropping. 'Is there a book that can help me understand how to support my son who is er...gay?' He wondered not having a problem with it at all. Lee sweat dropped a little turning around, “Dad... I do not need the talk...” He said as most teenagers would before he finished stirring the hot chocolate handing it to him. “A-and of course we are being safe!” He said turning bright red since the truth was they weren't. But Gaara didn't have anything and neither did he so why did they need to be careful? It was not like Gaara was going to suddenly get pregnant. Gai blinked then took the mug. "Alrighty then.." He said then smiled and walked over patting his son on the head. "It is good to see you got your youth back! You have been so depressed these last two weeks and I was starting to worry. I am guessing Gaara-kun is going to be coming around here again?" He asked cheerfully and started to drink the hot chocolate. Lee blinked then grinned and nodded, “Hai! He will be over as much as I can get him to come over.. uh... yeah and no coming home earlier than you tell me next time okay?” He said sweat dropping a little and blushing before looking to the floor. “Gaara is also staying the night just to let you know,” He said. Gai grinned seeing his son so happy then ruffled his hair. "Haha alright, alright. You should order pizza then." He said then raised a eye brow at his son acting awkward. "You really like him huh? Take extra blankets up to your room it's snowing and not much heat gets up stairs so it will be a cold night." He said being a normal fussing father and then drank down the the hot chocolate. “I will I will thank you.. and yeah.. I.. I care about Gaara-kun more than anything else in this world..” He said before smiling at his father. “Alright I will order some pizza, pepperoni for you?” He asked while moving over and grabbing the phone leaning out the door a little to call out. “I am ordering pizza what kind do you like Gaara-kun?” Gai chuckled and then sat down at the table setting down his pack and pulling out papers since he needed to grade students. "I wish I didn't have to sub for health...darn Kakashi leaving me with his work." He muttered and pulled out his pen. Gaara jumped from his spot on the floor since he was trying to get Cailey out from under the couch again. "Uh a-any is fine." He said sweat dropping. 'I wonder what was said...is he ok with me being with Lee?!' He thought chewing on his lower lip. “Um alright..” Lee said and he called the place ordering two large pepperoni pizzas and then hanging up. “Kakashi-sensei is a lazy teacher,” Lee said playfully to his father before walking over and giving him a hug. “I a, going to go spend time with Gaara-kun, you have fun okay? We will be down for dinner,” He said before slipping out of the kitchen back into the living room. “Get her yet?” "Alright have a youthful time you two!" Gai called then glared down at the papers and home work from students. 'Did a student really need to draw a semen on their paper?' He thought sighing. Gaara looked up at Lee and shook his head. "I can't reach her and she just bats at my hand." He said. “Oh well then here,” Lee said smiling and he easily picked up the chair holding it and once Gaara got the cat he set it back down. “Come on we can go do something in my room until the pizza gets here,” He said smiling as he yelled out, “race you up stairs!” and then he dashed up the stairs purposely locking Gaara out though. Gaara sweat dropped and looked down at the cat who was used to Lee yelling. "Hey!" He got up and went up stairs then knocked on the door. "Lee open the door." He said and started to pet the cat in his arms. “What do I get if I do?” Lee asked while playfully grinning behind the door leaning on it and listening for Gaara's response. The redhead blinked and looked down at Cailey. "Uh your cat?" He said sounding confused. Lee opened the door and he pouted looking at Gaara. “I was hoping for a kiss or something.. not my cat...” He muttered before moving back over to his bed laying down allowing Gaara to come in the room if he wanted to while he stared at the ceiling. "Well I couldn't give you a kiss through the door Lee-kun." Gaara said playfully then set down Cailey and shut the door behind him. He looked around the room and then shivered. "It's freezing in here!" He said pulling his hood down lower and moving over to sitting on the bed, he pulled off his boots then pulled his legs onto the bed. Lee blinked and he took his shoes off then he pulled Gaara into him and pulled the blankets over them. With his lips right next to Gaara's ear he whispered, “I did not even notice... but I can help warm you up if you need me to Gaa-ra-kun~” He purred out enjoying teasing his uke trying to act as if there was not a two week period in which they did not speak or touch each other. Gaara blushed and then shyly snuggled into his side. "Oh s-shut up." He muttered and closed his eyes enjoying how warm the older male was. "Be lucky I am even snuggling you." He said in a playful tone and relaxed a little. “What do you mean? Do you not want to be close to me anymore?” Lee asked but then he jumped when Caliey jumped up right in between them and laid down starting to purr and bat at Lee's face to get his attention letting out a small mewl. Gaara opened his eyes to look at the cat and laughed a little. "Aww...your cat has such a cute meow." He said and reached out to pet her. "I think she is jealous I am getting all your attention." “Right right, the two women in my life fighting over me,” Lee said laughing a little enjoying how much Gaara got angry when he called him a woman and he reached his hand out to touch the purring cat as well. The redhead twitched and lightly pinched Lee's arm. "What did you call me! The only time I would look like a woman is when I am forced to play one on stage." He muttered and rolled onto his back and folded his arms. "Hmph." Lee gently pushed his cat off the bed and then he rolled Gaara back forcefully and he got on top of the redhead, straddling him while his hands pinned his shoulders to the bed. “Now that is not true Gaara-kun you look like a flat chested woman from the waist up all the time...” Lee said and he leaned in licking Gaara's cheek. “But that is not a bad thing.. it just attracts me to you... you are obviously a male but at first glance you could be mistaken.. I like how different from normal people you look.. no need to go and pinch me..” He said pouting. Gaara gasped and blushed a dark red. "I d-don't know if l-looking like a girl is a g-good thing..but no one mistakes me when I am w-wearing my sweat shirt." He muttered and squirmed around. "...You really like that I am different..?" He asked and then moved his hand up to rub Lee's arm where he had pinched him. "One little pinch didn't hurt big baby.." The redhead added in a playful tone. Lee smiled and nodded to the smaller boy, “Looking feminine is a good thing.. I am saying you look delicate... sweet.. and beautiful...” Lee said in a soft tone and he leaned down, nuzzling his head into his neck before giving it a light kiss and then a lick. “Hmm... no it really hurt.. I think you owe me now...” Gaara shivered at the lick and felt his heart start to beat faster. "Y-Your the only one in my w-whole life to ever think I w-was...b-beautiful.." He said and closed his eyes half way looking at him. "I owe you? What do I owe you?" He asked and blew Lee's bangs out of his eyes. Lee closed his eyes halfway from the sudden blow in his face before he whispered out, “What will you give me?” He asked making sure his voice was a purr, hinting he was trying to be a little sexual as well as being playful. Gaara smiled a little liking it when his boyfriend was playful. "How about a kiss on the head." He said not realizing how pervy that sounded as he leaned up to kiss his forehead then laid his head back down on the bed, his hair fanning out on the covers. “N-ngh...” when he heard that Lee became a little hard but then he sweat dropped a little from the kiss on his forehead. So he leaned in and whispered into Gaara's ear, “No.. I was thinking something more like a kiss on my other head...?” He mumbled out while moving a little to get comfortable. Gaara blinked twice then his cheeks turned a dark red. "W-What? Are you j-just saying things o-or are you serious?" He asked and made a noise when Lee's moved. 'W-Would it be t-to soon to do things..? I mean we just kinda got back together..' He thought. Lee blushed and he pulled back, “Sorry... I uh... I should not have said that...” He mumbled and he got off of the redhead, rubbing his own arm. “Um... w-what do you.. want to do..?” He asked while he thought in his mind, 'Dang it... I missed him so much... and I just want to be so close to him again.. but isn't it wrong to want that right now..?' Gaara sat up and moved so he was sitting beside him. "N-No no it's ok..it's just a bit awkward since your f-father is home.." He said waving his hands then lightly touched his shoulder. "Um I could give you a massage...you feel really tense.." He added and tilted his head. The older male blinked and then he nodded leaning over and lightly kissing Gaara. “U-um.. that will be nice... just um be careful where you are touching okay?” Lee asked and he moved to sit on the end of the bed so his back was to Gaara. “I love you,” he said in a soft voice. The redhead blushed from the kiss then scrawled over till he was sitting on his knees behind Lee. "Alright..and why do I need to be careful your not hurt right?" He asked and reached around him to unzip his jacket and pull it down and off him. "You haven't been getting in fights right?" He asked frowning then tugged at the end of Lee's shirt. "Arms up please I need to remove this." He commanded. Lee winced, “A few.. not many..” He mumbled and he lifted up his arms a little turned on at his uke bossing him around. “Umm... just.. I also.. just be careful,” he added and he took a deep breath to relax himself before looking over his shoulder waiting for Gaara to start. Gaara gasped looking at a cut on his lovers back and then hugged him around his neck from behind. "Why were you getting in fights...I thought I was the trouble maker.." He mumbled and nuzzled his head into the side of Lee's in a loving manner. “Ah ah.. careful.. that still hurts... and a lot of guys talk about you behind your back.. I did not notice because I was always distracted by you in school.. but it is true... I did not like the things they said...” Lee told him and he leaned his head to the side a little trying to get where he could give his lover a light peck. Gaara blinked in surprise then leaned and lightly kissed the side of his boyfriends mouth. "You don't have to do things like that...I don't want harm to come to you because of me..most of the school hates me and I have accepted that.." He muttered though he couldn't help but think it was kind of sweet Lee would defend him like that. “Well I have not.. no one speaks about my Gaara-kun like that...” He muttered his voice taking on a slightly dark tone before he grinned and leaned back, nuzzling his head into Gaara's neck. “Mmn... now how about that massage?” he inquired. Gaara closed one eye when he was nuzzled then smiled, he lifted his hands up set them on Lee's shoulders and began to knead the tense and sore muscles. "Jeez Lee-kun..you are all knotted up...and I kind of like it um...when you call me yours.." He admitted blushing faintly. “Mmnn.. w-well you are mine...” Lee murmured out before he let out a small groan hissing a little and shifting, leaning over somewhat. “N-Ngh.. really be careful... I hurt lately..” He told Gaara, his eyes closing as he tried to ignore the slight pain. Gaara winced and then leaned in to kiss his shoulder over a scar. "Gomen...but I have to be able to get the knots out and your so tense that no matter what I do will hurt...don't you have a hot tub?" He asked wanting to be warm but at the same time be out in the snow. “Y-Yeah it is outside under the deck,” Lee muttered and he hissed again pulling away somewhat. “Nhh... it feels good but it hurts...” He whined a little half talking about his back, half his body talking about somewhere else. “B-be gentler...” "Well could go in that..it would help your sore muscles since all I seem to be doing is hurting you." Gaara said and moved his hands down his back wanting to just feel him for a moment, he had missed being so close to the older male. "And I love being outside so it would be fun." When Gaara stopped rubbing and he just ran his hands down his back Lee shivered and let out a small groan, “Ahh... o-okay but after dinner, i-it should be here soon...” He replied to Gaara leaning into the light touch now. Gaara pouted then shrugged. "Alright that works..do you want me to keep going till the food gets here?" He asked letting his hands keep lightly touching the tan skin. 'Why is he so tense? What has he been doing this past week?' He wondered. “Yes please... just do not push in... okay?” Lee said in a soothing tone as he opened his eyes halfway to look back at his redhead. 'I was so worried that he really hated me these last two weeks... I really want to just pounce him right now and prove to him I love him to death.. no no bad thoughts...' Lee had to think to himself shaking his head a bit and looking back to the floor. Gaara blushed faintly as he started to gently rub his shoulders. 'Thoughts stay pure..stop noticing his scent...and the fact he smells really nice..' He thought and bit his lip. He jumped when there was a sudden meow and looked down to see Cailey walk under the bed and sweat dropped. "She is gonna attack my legs when I get off the bed I know it.." Lee gulped and then he turned saying in a soft tone, “You know before... I was not joking with what I said...” He then let his eyes close halfway once again as he gazed at the redhead chewing on his lip. “I thought I told you to stop that habit...” He scolded leaning in and using his thumb to gently push Gaara's lip down so he would not chew on it. The redhead snapped out of the little daze he had slipped in and looked confused. "Huh? Nani?" He asked then blushed darker when Lee touched his lip. "Ow...hey I only bit through it today..I normally don't do that.." He said shivering a little at the how gentle the touch was. “I do not care stop it...” Lee whispered and he leaned in kissing Gaara lightly on the lips unable to help himself and he licked away some of the blood that had formed since he opened where it had been bit. “You do not like pain so this probably does not feel nice so knock it off..” He breathed out while pushing Gaara back once again. Gaara turned red when Lee licked his lips and made a noise when he was pushed down. "G-Gomen...it's a bad habit I know...and I have done it so much I only feel it a little awhile later." He mumbled and tried hard not to think about the fact Lee was leaning over him shirtless. Lee smiled, his silky hair falling down and into Gaara's face a little as he grinned widely. “Well still stop it... and keep touching me.. I liked it...” He said in a somewhat demanding tone before he leaned down and started to kiss Gaara again moving to where he was only straddling one of the boy's legs so he could reach down and gently run his hand on the other one. Gaara made a noise in the back of his throat and shyly ran his hands up and down his seme's chest being able to feel his heart beat. 'I k-kinda like it when he g-gets bossy..' He thought and kissed back deeply feeling the pain in his lip just fade away. The older man let out a small noise into the kiss before he started to move so he was pulling Gaara closer, nibbling and licking at his lower lip lightly wanting the young male to part his lips for him. Meanwhile his other hand moved up higher and he gently squeezed Gaara's butt, trying to make him feel good. Gaara let out a small moan into the kiss from the squeeze and opened his mouth letting his lovers tongue inside. 'M-My heart is beating so fast...' He thought and tilted his head into the kiss a little. The door suddenly opened. "Hey Lee the food is her-Whoa!" He said and Gaara turned as red as his hair and pulled back. "Gah!" “Holy shi-!” Lee jumped back off of Gaara but he fell on the floor landing hard on it with a loud thud letting out a groan. “Oowww...” He muttered and then suddenly Cailey pounced on his head wanting to be playful clawing his cheeks and he freaked standing up. “Ahhh!! off!!” He yelled tossing the cat onto the bed. Gai blinked looking at the two and then picked up a sock off the floor. "Will you put a sock or something on the door knob! I really don't want to keep walking in on things!" He said awkwardly and then tossed the sock so it landed on Lee. "Er..you two want to have pizza?" He asked and the redhead nodded. "Thanks for throwing your cat on me Lee." 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