Yume To Akumu | By : KuroKitsune Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4790 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Ok, my readers. You just got lucky. My muse showed up drunk and sang this. i kow it short, but it needed to be that way or else it wouldn't match what my muse gave me. Here you go, another chapter to munch on.
By the time the sun rose I had made up my mind. I was tired. Not only had I not slept, but I was tired of fighting. I was tired of the constant battle, the constant pain. I wanted it all to stop. I didn't want to fight anymore. I remembered why I was here in the first place.
When mom came to check on me I was dressed ready to give Naruto my answer. She gave me a hug and said that what ever I chose she would always love me, and she would take care of dad.
I left the house not even looking at dad or Itachi. I didn't know what to say to them. I remember then as people that never loved me and was unsure if I could hide that.
I walked thought the village and really looked at everything. I noticed how some things looked so real and how others where a duller version of realty. It was easiest to tell with the flowers. The bright colors showed the unreality the most.
I looked at the people. It was harder to tell with them. Most looked normal, but a few that I knew looked different. The people that I knew better looked more fake. I briefly wondered why, but then decided I didn't care enough.
I wandered all over the village, not stopping to talk to anyone, but a few told me that Naruto as looking for me. I only thanked them and moved on. I didn't want to talk yet. I was walking past a shop when I saw Sakura and Lee sitting in a booth across the street.
They looked happy together. After a few minutes of watching, Kakashi crashed the date. I smirked as Sakura started yelling about uninvited perverts showing up. Before I even realized it, my feet started moving again.
I must have walked all over the village. I saw everyone I knew, and people I never noticed before. I looked at the trees and the flowers. I noticed the buildings that needed paint, and the cracks in the pavement. I just walked for hours looking at every detail only to forget most of it after a few minutes.
I was walking past the academe when the wind blew the swing hard enough to cause it to squeak. I stopped and just looked. I remember when I had first seen that swing. Naruto had been on it.
I had been walking to the store with my mom when I saw him. He looked so alone. I had wanted to go up to him and see if he would play with me but mom pulled me away, saying not to mess with him.
I searched my memories and found one that was not mine. It was that same day but instead of walking on I had gone up to him. The smile I had been given was worth the scolding my mother gave me for wandering off. And at seeing Naruto all dirty she had offered him a bath and a hot meal.
"I wish that was what really happened."
It was well after dark when Naruto caught up to me. I don't really remember where all I had been but I had ended up back at the swing. I was just sitting there thinking.
"I've been looking for you all over!" he said, worry clear in his voice.
I didn't ay anything. I just looked. He didn't look fake, but I knew he was. Maybe I just wanted him to be real so bad that my mind was ignoring all the signs that he wasn't.
"I want this to be real. I want my family back. I want this baby to be real, so I can love her. I don't want to have to fight anymore."
"Then you wont." I hadn't realized I ad spoken out loud till he answered.
"You don't have to be a ninja here. You can just stay home and love our baby girl all day. You can have your family back and have one of your own. All you have to do is take my hand." he said reaching out to me.
I wanted this so bad. The dream with my baby in it flashed before my eyes only to be clouded over with tears. I shakily reached for his hand.
'Don't….. Don't leave me again.'
See what I mean? If it had gone on it wouldn't look right! Anyway I hope for all of us that my muse keeps singing later, for she has passed out now. Hope you lie it and let me know what you think! I love hearing what you guys have to say, it just makes my day!
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