Need You Now | By : djserani Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3670 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Kakashi couldn't move, didn't want to, not for anything. At some point, he knew he'd have to, but right then, there was no place he could think of in the world he wanted to be more. His face was still buried in Iruka's soft hair, the younger man's arm around him and that incredible body up against his own.
What had just happened was… beyond words. He, Kakashi Hatake, was completely stunned.
The first time he'd made love with Yamato had been like this and there were times now and again where his lover stunned him. But he had to admit that the combination of the two of them together with him didn't, couldn't, quite compare. There was something else here he couldn't pinpoint, didn't know how to explain. He just knew it was not what he'd expected.
He did know one thing for sure. They couldn't go back to being just friends after that. He didn't really think they'd just been friends for a while now, but that was beside the point. One way or the other, there was no way they were now. He just had no idea what they were going to do with it.
Yamato couldn't seem to stop touching and kissing the man under him. He needed him to know what was going on in his head, but like he'd been with Kakashi early on, he just didn't seem to know what to say or how to say it.
Part of that, he was sure, was that he didn't know, himself, what he was thinking. He knew that he'd never felt like that before. Knew that nothing was quite the same. He'd gotten close with Kakashi, no doubt about that, but there was something more with the two of them together with him that just made him feel that much… more... Stunned? Incredible? Complete? All of the above.
He leaned up then and Iruka looked at him. He saw it, couldn't mistake the love on the younger man's face and it felt so good. He leaned forward and claimed the lips, pouring his own love into it, trying to show him what he couldn't yet say with words.
He didn't know what it would mean for them, except that they could no longer just be friends. No, there was much more here, now, too much for that. But that could be dealt with later. Right now, right now he just wanted to show him, reassure him, that they weren't going to fuck him over like he'd had happen so much before.
When Yamato pulled back, Iruka swallowed hard, staring into the dark eyes in the other man's face. He couldn't possibly believe what he was seeing. He knew what he'd felt, what couldn't have been mistaken during that.
But to see it, not in the middle of things, but afterwards, when everyone he'd ever been with -- including Raido, closed up or shut down, it was still there. No, it simply wasn't possible. He couldn't believe it.
He felt the lips on his other shoulder as Kakashi stirred. He raised his head and looked down at Iruka and the same look that he couldn't believe was on Yamato's face was on his, too. He swallowed again, trying to find his voice, not that he knew what he'd say, anyway.
The copy nin kissed him, and this was slow and soft. Not like the kisses he gave when he was arousing his lover, no, these were something else. These were… No, no, Iruka didn't, couldn't, believe that.
Still, he gave in to the need to close his eyes and return them. He knew when he'd started this that if he made love with them -- and he'd definitely made love with them, not fucked them -- when he made love with them, he wouldn't be able to hide his feelings. So he knew that it was there, the raw emotion behind the kisses he gave and he could do nothing to hide it.
They broke apart, both with unsteady breathing, eyes locked. Iruka broke the contact first and looked over at Yamato, who was watching them. The other man glanced at Kakashi and they shared a kiss of their own and it felt so much like this was something they were all part of.
No no no no. It didn't work that way! If Raido had been right about one thing, it was that. Partners didn't just open things up and suddenly accept another member into their relationship.
He closed his eyes, trying so hard to understand what was happening. The only thing he knew was that he was more in love with them than he'd ever been. The only thing he could be sure of was that it would be harder to be around them now that he knew what it was to have them inside of him, their lips on his, taste their bodies. Feel them shudder through their orgasms. Orgasms that he'd given them.
It didn't matter, because he realized he knew something else. No matter what happened from there, he couldn't give them up unless they pushed him away. Maybe it was pathetic, maybe it was sad, but he'd take every card game, every movie, every dinner or lunch he could and he'd treasure them. God, that did sound pathetic, but he couldn't do anything else, either.
He couldn't figure it all out now. Instead, at a loss for what else to do or say, he took a deep breath and tried for bravado. "Um, it looks like I need another shower."
The other two gave him long, piercing looks, obviously aware of what he was doing. They glanced at each other, yet another look Iruka couldn't decipher, then Kakashi smiled. "I think we all do." He rolled away and sat up. "It'll have to be quick, but we might fit. Come on." He stood and held his hands out. Iruka blinked at them for a moment, but they each took a hand and went into the bathroom together.
It was quick, but they each managed to clean up before the water ran completely cold. Poor Yamato ended up with the worst of it, but they promised to make it up to him, somehow. The heated gaze he gave Iruka over it made the younger man blush and only helped his confusion. Because that would mean that he'd want more. And that led back to the fact that he already had a partner and partners just didn't do that.
By the time they were dry, though, he really was starting to get tired and his mind, in self defense, pushed the thoughts away. The last few days had been way beyond anything he was used to and try as he might, he couldn't fight the yawn.
"Uh oh, I think someone needs sleep." Kakashi said as they got back out to the main room. He grinned over at Yamato. "I think we wore him out."
Yamato grinned back, barely suppressing his own yawn. "Maybe he wore us out. I'm not far behind him." He turned and pulled the blankets down on the bed. "Think you can deal with being between us?"
Iruka blinked in surprise. "I thought… I'd just stretch out on the floor." He'd expected to pull his pants on and stretch out under his blanket.
"What the hell for?" Kakashi asked, a look of genuine puzzlement on his face.
"Um, well…" Shit. How was he going to do this without fucking them up? Because he wasn't going to, it was that simple. He wasn't going to fuck up their relationship with his crap and come between them, forcing himself in. They may have just had, for him at least, mind-blowing sex, but that didn't mean they'd want him curled up with them for the rest of the night, too. "I… didn't think there'd be enough room for all three of us." It was the best he could come up with.
Kakashi accepted that with a look that said he knew better, knew there was more, but he let it go. "Well, Yamato does tend to sprawl," he said, then rolled his eyes when the man in question snorted. "But this is about the size of our bed at home and there's usually still space. So, yeah, there's room."
Iruka's lips twitched. "You do sprawl. You were rather stretched out this morning," he said, ruefully. "I could just, um, take one end, though." Then if they wanted to cuddle with each other, he wouldn't get in the way.
"Whatever you're comfortable with," Kakashi said, shooting Yamato a look. "I'll sacrifice myself and take the middle."
"Sacrifice," Yamato scoffed. "Fine. You get to sleep next to him."
Iruka blinked at him, then shook his head. They were very confusing. They were certainly acting like they wanted him there and that didn't make a lot of sense to him. He climbed under the blankets and turned on his side, facing away from them, no clue how to deal with that. As the other two settled, he felt the copy nin's arm come around him and pull him backwards until they were spooned. A moment later, he felt another hand on his hip, obviously Yamato's. He closed his eyes and tried to force the confusion away.
Just enjoy it. Just take what you can. Inner-Iruka reminded him and with that thought firmly in his head, he shoved the confusion away and settled in. Surprisingly, he fell asleep not long after.
He surfaced to consciousness slowly. When he felt the warm hard body at his back, the first thing he thought was that the last four days had been one long dream. The time with Kakashi and Yamato, the party, the fight with Raido, shutting down, the mission, all of it.
He hadn't opened his eyes yet, or he would have recognized the room. Or, at least, realized that he wasn't home. But he hadn't yet. He also didn't register to the fact that the bed was much bigger than it should have been. But instead of thinking about these things, he lay there quietly, only focused the warm lips on his back.
And that's when he realized it was, in fact, not a dream. Raido's lips didn't feel like that, never felt like that. Those were Kakashi's lips. He'd never forget what they felt like for as long as he lived.
"I know you're awake." Kakashi whispered, dotting his back with more kisses.
Iruka took a deep breath, fighting the moan at the feel of the mouth on him. "Yes." He shifted, turning to face the copy nin. He tried to back up, but the arms around him wouldn't let him move. They pulled him a little closer, even, and tangled his legs up with Iruka's. He fought the gasp when he felt their hard cocks brush.
The teacher glanced over Kakashi's shoulder to see Yamato all stretched out as usual. He had one arm thrown up over Kakashi's waist, but otherwise, he was spread all over. He couldn't stop the grin.
"Sprawled. The man would take up half of a bed that was the size of a large hot spring, I swear." He chuckled, then dropped a kiss on Iruka's nose. "Did you sleep well?"
He blushed at the kiss. "Yes, actually, I did. Did you?" Iruka didn't quite know what to make of this. Should they be this… cuddly? Close? This was as intimate as he'd ever been with Raido - moreso, even. But he wasn't this man's partner. And oh, God, it felt so good. Waking up with them, the kisses, that smile.
He wasn't even sure what to call what happened the night before. A one night stand? It's not like he picked them up - or they picked him up - in a bar or someplace for the sole purpose of sex. So, maybe not, but there was no guarantee there would be more. Despite the way they were waking up, despite the fact that they were still very naked, of which he was very well aware, it wasn't a given.
They were on a mission, though, and that already made things different. So this certainly wasn't typical of anything. For instance, he couldn't remember ever having sex on a mission before. That was definitely a new one. He also wouldn't be getting up to take the walk of shame, not that he'd done a lot of those, anyway.
He resisted a sigh, barely over the confusion and the current state of things. He was very aware of just how naked they were. As Kakashi pulled him even closer, their legs tangled together even more, their arousals rubbed fully against each other and it took everything in him to keep from moaning out loud because of it. But the feel of the other man's hard cock against his own was so good.
And those hands. Dear god, those hands moving over him. Down over his back, cupping his ass, laying on his hips. It took every ounce of willpower he had to keep from rubbing himself against the other man.
"Yes, I slept very well. I was very comfortable." Kakashi's eyes met his and he dropped a few more kisses on Iruka's face as he said that. The younger man just laid there at a loss. He knew what he meant - comfortable against Iruka, comfortable next to them and able to relax - not always possible for a shinobi, even after having sex with someone.
"Such a thoughtful face. Care to share?" Kakashi asked, then didn't give him a chance to answer, because he chose that moment to kiss him.
Oh god, those lips. They were incredible, there was no other word to describe them. Iruka would never be able to kiss anyone else again without thinking of him. Unless it was Yamato. He was fairly certain Yamato would obliterate any thoughts except himself from Iruka's mind, too.
He got lost in the kiss, threading his fingers through the silver hair. He nibbled lightly at Kakashi's tongue then sucked on it. He'd spent his time the night before learning everything he could and his knowledge earned him a loud moan.
"You're too good at that," Kakashi whispered with a groan when they broke apart.
"Uh uh. You're the one that's so good." He nibbled at the lips, unable to stop himself, lost enough in the kiss to speak without thinking too much.
"Don't stroke his ego. He's bad enough about that now as it is." Yamato said from the other side of Kakashi.
"The jury is still out on who kisses better." Kakashi said with a smile. "You and I could never agree. Maybe we can ask Iruka."
"Hell no, I'm not answering that." He chuckled. "And risk not being able to kiss one of those incredible mouths?" As soon as he said it, his brain engaged and he stopped dead. Dear god, did he really say it that way? Out loud? Who said he'd get to anyway? They weren't his, dammit! He swallowed hard, conveniently ignoring what he was already in the process of doing at that moment.
"Well, it's kind of hard to judge when you spend all your time kissing him." Yamato said as he came around the bed and slipped in behind Iruka, oblivious to the shift in his mood. He moved up against the younger man's back, his erection nestled in the cleft of Iruka's ass, running his own hands over the other man, too.
Kakashi didn't miss the change in the teacher, though. He stared at him, mismatched eyes reading him so much better than he ever wanted to be read. The copy nin closed that tiny distance between them and this kiss wasn't one of the light playful ones. This one had emotion behind it that Iruka had convinced himself he was imagining.
It was there. Oh, it was there. But he still couldn't bring himself to name it, couldn't bring himself to really believe it's possible. So, he refused to recognize it for what it was.
"Still waiting." Yamato said behind him and Iruka couldn't resist the laugh. Kakashi finally loosened his arms and he turned around to face the other man.
Yamato didn't even give him a chance to so much as blink. His mouth covered Iruka's and he did let out a moan then. His tongue slid along the younger man's and Iruka simply stopped breathing. My God that mouth was talented.
This man had done his own learning. He pulled back and nibbled at Iruka's lips, then deepened the kiss again. He kept this up long enough that the younger man was convinced he'd forgotten everything, including his own name. How could he do that?
He pulled back and grinned at the look on Iruka's face. "I'd say I win this one."
"Still not convinced." Kakashi said and pulled Iruka back around to face him. He captured the lips again and made love to the younger man's mouth. He threaded his fingers through the long brown hair and held him close, pouring everything he could into the kiss.
Iruka was wondering if it was possible to orgasm from a kiss. Because at the rate things were going, he was going to. When they broke apart, Yamato tried again, turning him back in for another from him. He was just as bad as Kakashi, giving everything he possibly could with it. Nibbling, sucking, doing anything and everything and Iruka damned near passed out from it.
When they broke apart, he rolled onto his back and just stared at the ceiling in stunned silence. Any thought processes he had going earlier were gone. Blank. He was completely blank. The only thing he could think about in that moment was their kisses.
He was thinking something when they'd started this contest, he was sure of it. For the life of him, he couldn't remember what it was. It was right there, just out of reach.
"We broke him," Kakashi said.
"You did. You started it," Yamato said.
"You were the last to kiss him." This from Kakashi.
"Okay, but… well…um, what do we do now?" Yamato asked.
"I have an idea," Kakashi said and it was the devilish tone of voice that started to get through to Iruka. But before he could do anything, the copy nin had slid under the covers and taken the younger man's cock into his mouth.
He lasted approximately ten seconds. He didn't count them or anything, he didn't have the mental capacity for that. But he was fairly certain that it was only about ten seconds of Kakashi's mouth on his cock before he exploded and came, hard. "KAKASHI!" He couldn't hold in the shout, hands fisting in the silver hair as he filled the man's mouth with his cum.
"Um, I might have to give you that one," Yamato said as the copy nin resurfaced with a grin on his face.
"Well, I think the kisses probably got him pretty worked up," Kakashi replied.
"I'd just been trying to figure out if it was possible to come from one," Iruka said in a dazed voice. He was still staring at the ceiling, but was finally starting to find his brain. He'd apparently left it somewhere south of his belly button. He swallowed, took a deep breath and when that was successful, turned to look at Kakashi. "What the hell was that about?"
"You were broken." He chuckled. "Yamato broke your brain. Something needed to be done."
"I heard that conversation." He blinked a few times and glanced at the other man. "And for the record, it's a tie."
"Not fair," Yamato pouted. "You have to pick."
"Nope. Uh uh. No way," Iruka said, shaking his head. "I am not. You're both lethal with those mouths. It's not fair to ask me to pick. Good grief," he said, his mind still on them. He pushed the thoughts away. He was finally starting to be able to think again. And with that, came the realization he'd gotten off, but they hadn't. That thought brought another and it was his turn to grin wickedly.
Without a word, he slid under the covers. A little while later, when he resurfaced, Kakashi and Yamato looked at each other. "Iruka wins."
When they climbed out of bed a short time after that, Iruka waited for the awkwardness to seep in. They dressed quickly, all of them more than a little hungry after the exercise from the night before. But when he was sure it would get weird, it didn't.
Instead, they dropped random kisses on him the same as they did for each other. They touched him as much as they touched each other and he found himself reciprocating without really thinking about it. He teased them and joked with them as much as they did with him. Whether they were doing it consciously or not, he didn't know, but it kept the awkwardness he expected away. And made him feel a part of it all.
The only thing that gave him pause was when Yamato wanted to brush his hair. After a brief hesitation, he gave him the brush. "If you don't want me to, it's okay," he said uncomfortably.
"No! No. It's not that." He frowned, then sighed at himself, annoyed, and sat in front of the other man. "Raido used to do it. Stupid to let it bother me."
"No it's not." He frowned. "Kakashi doesn't do anything like that for me, but I think I can understand it. Are you sure?"
"Yes." He paused. "Please?"
After another few seconds, the older man lifted the brush and started to pull it through the long brown hair. "Tell me if it hurts."
"Not going to happen. I have a tough skull."
"Very tough." Kakashi said, coming out of the bathroom. "Downright stubborn."
"You know, Kakashi, I'm not sure he's someone to piss off." Yamato commented as he continued brushing. "He's pretty scary."
"Yeah, I know. But I think I can take him. I'll just kiss him," the copy nin said with a laugh.
"That is so not fair," Iruka said with a pout.
"Tell me about it," Yamato murmured and Iruka laughed.
"What are you two saying?" Kakashi asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Nothing." Yamato and Iruka said at the same time, then laughed together.
Kakashi shook his head. "Not fair, ganging up on me."
Yamato and Iruka started laughing even harder. Iruka turned around and dropped a kiss on Yamato's cheek. "You're slacking," he said, with a pointed look at the hairbrush.
"Sorry, sensei," he said contritely, going back to the brushing.
"Yes, better behave or I'll take the ruler to you!" Iruka joked.
Yamato went still. Iruka looked over the shoulder at him and raised an eyebrow. The man's face had drained of all color. Iruka turned to Kakashi in confusion. The copy nin was holding on to his amusement carefully. "He, um, likes to be spanked."
Iruka blinked. The images that conjured nearly broke his brain again. "Oh my." Iruka cleared his throat, his own color draining, knowing that he was going to have difficulty standing. His face flushed and he plucked the brush out of the still hand, intending to finish it himself.
That woke Yamato up. He took the brush back and Iruka thought he heard him mutter something about wishes. "What's that?" Iruka asked him.
"Nothing. Absolutely nothing," Yamato concentrated on the hair.
"If you two are through being perverted, I'm hungry," Kakashi said from near the door.
Iruka and Yamato glanced at each other. "We're perverted?" Yamato asked.
"We don't walk around reading porn in public," Iruka added.
"We at least save it for private," Yamato finished.
Kakashi blinked at them. "You two are going to kill me." He sighed. "Come on. Food."
Iruka tied his hair up and the three of them left the room. They met Naruto in the hallway as he was coming out of his room. "Hey! I was just on my way to find some ramen. You guys want to come?"
They glanced at each other, shrugging. "Sounds fine," Kakashi said. "Do you know what might be open in the storm?"
"Nah, but Matsuri-san seems to know just about everything around here," Naruto said as they headed for the stairs. He touched Kakashi's shoulder. When the copy nin glanced at him, Naruto slowed a bit.
The older man just raised an eyebrow. "Is something wrong with Iruka-sensei?" Naruto asked him.
Kakashi blinked at him. "Why?"
"Well," he said, scratching the back of his head, "something didn't seem right on Monday before we left for the mission."
Kakashi cleared his throat. "Oh, um, he's okay. He got into a fight with Raido before he left and they split, that's why he wasn't doing too well on Monday, but he's okay now."
"Is he mad at you guys?" Naruto asked.
"Why?" Kakashi asked, puzzled.
"Well, I heard him shouting at you guys last night."
Kakashi sent up a bid for patience. No one could be that thick. Not even Naruto. "No, Naruto, he wasn't shouting…at us." Kakashi said, a blush on the cheek above his mask, looking anywhere but at Naruto. He waited just a moment and finally, the blond got it.
"Oh. OH. Um, o…kay." Naruto cleared his throat.
"Right, so um, don't say anything to him, okay?" Kakashi scratched the back of his head.
"Nope. Not going to say a word," Naruto said. Kakashi glanced sideways at him. He was blushing.
"Um, good." Kakashi turned back to his lovers, leaving a stunned and embarrassed Naruto to follow.
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