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Loving The Insanity	By : EntityLvr Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 911 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Loving The Insanity
- 2-Grounded
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Chapter 2

Everyone takes their seats and uncovers their food. After about five minutes of quiet eating, green eyes lift up and lock with black before narrowing with annoyance. “Stop looking at me.”
Itachi raises a brow. “Why?”
The obviously agitated redhead scowls. “Because I say so.”
Itachi can sense Deidara and Kisame watching quietly as they eat. One glance over confirms his thoughts and that Sai is, as usual, in his own world. He then looks back at the male in front of him. “That’s hardly a reason.” He’s enjoying poking at him. Liking the fire in those eyes. He watches Gaara tense but before he can answer, or maybe attack, a smooth deep voice flows through the dining area.
“Now now, everyone. Eyes on your food and continue eating.” The guard didn’t even look up from his book when he spoke. Talking during meals is discouraged because fights can easily happen and they have utensils while eating. Plastic but can still be deadly in their hands.
The room went back to silence, the only sound being the ones coming from eating.
This floor’s head guard is Kakashi Hatake. He’s the only staff member able to control or bring down all six patients/prisoners. Though Kisame and Hidan always take more effort. He has messy silver hair and different colored eyes. He also wears a mask covering the lower half of his face. Itachi hasn’t asked about it, mainly because he doesn’t care. There are three other guards but Itachi hasn’t cared for their names.
Then there’s the warden, Nagato Ame. Itachi has only met him two times. First when he was brought in and the second when Hidan had started a fight with Kisame and Kakashi had called for some backup. It was at that time that they discovered that Itachi is the best way to calm Kisame down. Nagato has orange hair and intense eyes that can creep you out if you look at them too long. He also has signs of past piercings, probably from a rebellious phase in his youth.
When the Warden came Itachi had fully seen the seriousness of it. So he had calmly informed Kisame to sit down and stop acting like a petulant brat. All while reading a magazine. After a moment Kisame had done what he was told. Hidan was taken to isolation once again and everyone felt a bit disturbed at the power Uchiha has over the other.
The head doctor is Tsunade and she’s in charge of all the prisoners’ health in the asylum. She makes visits to each floor once a week for general physical checkups. Though sometimes she comes up for surprise ones if there has been any problems. She is amusing and definitely doesn’t look her age. Her large breasts are also impressive. Though everyone knows not to mess with her in any way. She may be a doctor but she has no problem keeping people from being shit heads.
Ino and Sakura are their floor’s nurses and they are sweet in their own ways. Finally the main psychiatrist is Dr. Yuki. He insists that they all call him by his first name, Haku, and Itachi sees no reason to question it. They have appointments with the feminine looking man twice a week but are allowed to request any extra sessions they need.
Breakfast is soon over and they all stand. Kakashi pushes off the wall, putting his book in his pocket, before going to stand by the door while they exit. Itachi watches as Gaara moves out first and isn’t surprised when he goes straight to his room. Before he can go into his own room Kakashi stops him.
“You’ll be waiting in your room until your appointment with Dr. Haku. No exceptions.”
Itachi sighs but gives a nod. “Understood.” He goes into his room and decides to read his book. Yeah. He definitely needs to get Sasuke to bring him a new one. He probably should have told him yesterday when on the phone. Oh well.
An hour later Sakura comes to his doorway. “Itachi. Time for your session.”
Itachi sets down the next book he’s reading and stands. “Of course. Thank you Sakura.” He follows the nurse through the halls, even though he knows the way by now. Must just be for safety or something. Maybe to make sure he actually goes? Yeah, that’s probably it.
Once at the door marked ‘Dr. Haku Yuki’, he knocks once before going in. The office is only slightly more inviting than the rest of the place. Instead of white the walls are painted a cream color and there are a few colorful paintings as well. One comfy chair and one couch. Near the back is a desk with a few things on it.
Haku is currently sitting in his comfy chair. He looks up with a serene smile. “Hello Itachi. Please lay down and let’s begin.” His voice is soft, calm, and yet also has an edge to it that says not to mess with him.
Itachi nods and goes to the couch to lay down, getting comfy. “I suppose you heard about breakfast.” It wasn’t a question and they both know it.
Haku nods, settling back with his clipboard. “Yes I did. Go ahead and tell me about it.”
Uchiha sighs but explains anyway. “I was watching Gaara eat and he noticed. He told me to stop, I said I wouldn’t. It upset him and…” He tries to think of the best way to phrase this. “I guess I liked him upset.” He shrugs. “Then Kakashi broke it up. It looked like Gaara wanted to hit me.”
Haku nods and writes down some notes. “And did you want him to hit you?”
He thinks about it and comes to the strange conclusion that, “Yes. I believe I did.” He frowns. “Though I admit that I don’t know why.”
The feminine man chuckles. “Because you crave violence. And while in here you do not get it. You wanted him to hit you so that you could punish him for the action.”
Itachi looks at him, face unreadable. “I’m not sure I agree with that. I don’t want to punish him. I want to care for him.” He readjusts himself on the couch a bit as he takes in what he just said. “Hence why I don’t know why I want him violent.”
Haku raises a brow. “Like I said. You crave violence. And we’ve gone over this before Itachi. Your caring for people is you having control over them. If he hit you then you would feel it’s your duty to correct his behavior.” He then helpfully points out, “You have done the same to Kisame and to Deidara.” He would have added Sasuke, but he knew better than that.
Itachi actually looks a bit shocked and slightly confused. “I have? I don’t remember that.” He frowns, really not liking a faulty memory. It used to be perfect before coming in here and taking those meds.
Haku chuckles, the sound strangely joyful. “Of course you don’t. You don’t recognize it as a problem therefore it’s not put into your mind that there even is a problem.” He decides to expand on that. “With Kisame, you enjoy that when he gets violent or acts up you can calm him down. You enjoy that he listens to you. For Deidara you enjoy him relying on you for comfort and companionship.”
Itachi takes it all in and truly thinks about it. “I guess…I do enjoy control. It is exciting to know I have power.”
Haku writes something down for that. “So you wish to also ‘care’ for Gaara?”
Itachi doesn’t miss the inflection on that word. “Yes I do. He is intriguing and I want to get closer.”
Haku sighs and writes it down as well. He knows that telling Itachi not to is pointless. They’re confined to this floor and eventually they will interact. They can try to stop him but it won’t work. It has never worked. He decides that it’s time for the next subject. “Today is Sasuke’s visit, correct?” No real need in asking but it was always better to be cautious on this subject.
Itachi smiles at that. “Yes.” Ah, he loved his baby brother. So beautiful and innocent even after all these years.
“And will you tell him about what happened?”
Uchiha thinks about it for a little before nodding. “I believe I will. He will be upset if I hide it from him.” And he never wants to upset Sasuke.
For the next hour they continue to talk about medications, sleep, and appetite. Finally near the end Haku breaches the last topic.
“Before you go I must inform you of your punishment for this morning. You will remain in your room for the rest of the day. Including during meals and recreation. You will still have your visiting privileges as nothing really came of the disturbance.” He gives that polite smile. “You may go to your room now Itachi.”
The man nods and gets up before going to the door. Sakura is waiting outside it to escort him back to his room. Now time to wait for his visit.
-o-
At 11:00 am finds Itachi sitting in his room, waiting for a certain visit. All the patients are allowed a visitor unless the patient loses that right. Not many of them have visitors though. He takes a deep breath and recognizes Sasuke’s scent immediately, hears his footsteps down the hall. He looks to the door and stands with a gentle smile. His baby brother is here. The elder raven goes over and hugs him, kissing his head. “Otouto. Wonderful to see you.”
Sasuke smiles and hugs him back. He watches as Kakashi walks away before he goes fully in the room. “Why didn’t you greet me?” There is a tiny bit of a pout on that cute mouth.
Itachi sighs. “I may have caused some mischief this morning. I’ve been told to stay in my room.”
That makes Sasuke chuckle. “So you got grounded?”
Itachi shrugs. “In a sense yes.” He then raises a brow. “Besides, I remember someone else in this room getting grounded quite often.”
Sasuke rolls eyes. “Yeah yeah. So what did you do?” It couldn’t have been that bad if the punishment is only staying in his room.
Itachi sits down and pats the spot next to him. He only continues when Sasu sits down. “There is a new patient here. I may have pushed his buttons during breakfast.”
“Seriously? Come on aniki. Even I know the rules. You couldn’t think of a better time to do it?”
Itachi finds it amusing that he seems to only be pointing out ‘when’ Itachi did it instead of the fact that he did it. As if doing it at a different time would have been better. It definitely fills in a part of him to know that Sasuke also doesn’t regret Itachi killing their parents.
He smiles and pulls Sasuke against him. “Very true. It was a spur of the moment decision and I’ll admit not one of my best moves.” He’ll only ever admit that to Sasuke of course.
Sasuke sighs and relaxes with a smile. “Well anyway. You should probably try to fix it later. It’ll make it easier I’m sure.” Black eyes look at him. “Do you want to be friends with him?” The question has a deeper meaning that they both know. A meaning that needs to be hidden in innocent words.
Itachi nods without thought. “Yes.”
“Then do it. You only have Deidara here right?” Sasuke waits for an answer but after getting none he glances back at him. He sighs at the blank gaze before gently touching Itachi’s cheek. He watches him jerk out of the daze he had gone into. “What’s his name?”
Itachi smiles, eyes getting a bit clearer. “Gaara. Rather beautiful in a morbid way.” Hair the color of blood and eyes full of hatred.
Sasuke’s not too sure what that means but trusts that Itachi likes it. So he nods. “Okay. Well later on you should make friends.”
The elder Uchiha chuckles. “I shall. Now, tell me what has been happening.”

Lunch passed without incident, Itachi having to spend it in his room. Sakura had stood in view of the other eating to make sure no utensils or anything were taken. It was annoying but he brought this fate upon himself. He pauses in eating as he considers whether it was worth it and comes to the conclusion that it was. And that he’ll be ready to do it again.
-G-
Gaara stands outside the office of the therapist. Or whatever it’s called in here. The nurse that had escorted him is waiting to the side which he finds annoying. He knocks once before going in. His eyes move around the room, assessing everything. Then they land on the feminine looking man.
Haku looks at him with a gentle smile. “Gaara Subaku. Please sit down.” It may have sounded like a suggestion on the surface but Gaara knows an order when he hears it.
And he hates it. But he does as he was told and sits down, as it would be stupid to start a fight over something as small as this. He doesn’t say anything.
Haku settles himself further in his chair with his notepad in his lap. “Gaara. I would like for you to explain why you’re in here, in your own words. I’ve read your case file but I want to hear your side.”
Gaara highly doubts it. “…why?”
The doctor doesn’t take offense to the tone of voice. “Because it will help us figure out how to keep you safe and calm.” Best to be straight forward with them.
After a few moments of silence the redhead releases a grunt. “The man touched me so I killed him. My ‘siblings’,” he makes a disgusted face at that, “knew and did nothing. So I killed them too. Simple.”
Haku writes that down. “Well when you look at it that way it does seem simple.” Those few sentences give Haku a good idea of the mindset the other is in. He can immediately tell that Gaara will never see what he did was wrong. Just like all the others in here. “How long was he touching you?” Gaara actually growls at that and sends the other a glare. But Haku just continues to smile. “You can be as angry as you want but you’re in here for an hour so let’s make the most of our time together, hm?”
Gaara’s eyes narrow. Something is off about this doctor…a hidden violence. Interesting. “Until I left after high school to live with my friend.” There. That should give a general idea.
Haku again writes it down. “Do you believe you belong here?” This was a question he tends to ask all the patients every now and then to tell if their mindset has changed at all. It never does.
The redhead’s response is immediate. “Yes.” His voice hardens. “But they deserved it and I’d do it again without hesitation.”
Haku expected that. “And now onto our next topic. Your altercation with Itachi this morning.” He takes a note of the low growl he receives from that. “Tell me what happened.” He knows Itachi’s version so now to hear Gaara’s side of it.
Gaara is quiet for a few moments before finally speaking. “Was eating. Looked up. Saw Uchiha was looking at me and told him to stop.” His scowl came back. “He tried to start something. That guard got him to stop.”
Haku gave a slow nod. “Were you going to physically attack him?”
The redhead shrugged. “Might have. I just wanted him to stop looking at me and obviously words weren’t enough.”
“If he does it again will you react the same?” Haku figured he knew the answer.
“Most likely. I don’t like people looking at me or touching me.”
And so the doctor made a note of that. “Well unfortunately you’re going to have to get past that. Nurses and doctors will be touching you, nonsexual of course, and we can’t stop people from looking at you.” He gave a pleasant smile. “If you react negatively too many times we’ll be forced to step in and correct your behavior.”
Gaara’s eyes sharpen. “That sounds like you do illegal things to keep us in control.”
A shrug was the response to that. “Think what you will.” He doesn’t actually deny it, which Gaara picked up on. “Next topic is medication. I will prescribe you something for anger and anxiety to start with.”
-o-
On his way back to his room from the session with Haku, Gaara suddenly senses someone come up behind him. “Hello Gaara.”
The redhead turns and eyes Uchiha carefully. “What do you want?”
Itachi’s reply is confusing to Gaara. “To care for you.”
He frowns more. “Why would you care about me?” Something is extremely wrong about what is happening. He has a strong feeling he needs to have caution.
Itachi slowly and gently rests a hand on Gaara cheek. The action which would normally be soothing makes Gaara tense even more. He gives a soft chuckle and his eyes get a somewhat scary glint to them. “That is a good question. Why indeed? But I have no answer for you. I do not know why, only that I care.” Well that’s not completely true anymore since Haku explained it. But Gaara doesn’t need to know that.
Even though he wants to pull away, Gaara stays as still as a statue. Green eyes narrow. “You’re going to do it no matter what I say. Aren’t you?” It isn’t really a question and he knows it.
“Most likely yes.” Itachi gets a teasing look in eyes. His emotions seeming to change rapidly. “According to the doctors I have an obsession with caring for people.” They actually say it’s a controlling obsession with possessive qualities in the guise of caring. But once again, Gaara doesn’t need to know that.
Gaara blinks. “And that’s…bad?” He’s obviously confused by that.
Itachi shrugs. “That’s my opinion. Though I think the part that worries them is I do not take kindly to being rejected.” Something is woven in the tone of his voice that gives Gaara pause.
It makes a slice of worry shoot through him. “Explain.”
Another shrug is given and Itachi’s expression turns to one of either boredom or passivity. “Again I cannot. I tend to black out. I wake up in a jacket in solitary confinement. But I assume it’s rather intense as I have not fully been told what happens.”
Gaara slowly nods. “Ah…” He takes a few seconds to think about it. “A friend should be seeing me tomorrow. Allow me to discuss it with him.” He hopes this isn’t seen as a rejection.
Itachi considers it before nodding. “I give you until tomorrow evening curfew to decide.”
“Anything else that sets you off?” He figures it will help to know. Especially since this is probably going to happen no matter his answer. He just wants to get Naruto’s opinion first.
Itachi gives a chilling smile. “Anything negative about my baby brother.” His eyes harden with a glint of his madness. “He is mine.”
Gaara quickly nods. “Got it.” He is not a fan of the knowledge that he felt fear at that. Luckily he doesn’t have to tell anyone it. And Gaara is good at hiding what he feels.
Itachi’s expression turns to calm and pleased. “Good. Now I must return to my room before they realized I’ve left.” The Uchiha gives a strange chuckle. “Being grounded is interesting.” He turns and heads back to his room a few doors down.
This makes Gaara realize that Itachi broke the rules twice just to get to him. He doesn’t know how to feel about that. With a small shake of his head he goes back to room.
A few minutes later the nurse with pink hair, “Who the hell has pink hair?”, tells Gaara it’s recreation time. She then tells him that he either stays in his room or goes outside.
Considering that Gaara doesn’t really want to stay in his room anymore due to being in it all day, (well except for the Itachi incident), he agrees and is led to the Gathering Area.
“This is where you line up for recreation and to go to group therapy on Mondays.”
In the area is the guard called Kakashi and while he looks like he’s absorbed in his book, Gaara will bet anything that he is paying attention to every little thing the prisoners do.
Soon the other patients show up, except for Itachi of course and they all slowly look Gaara over, most likely judging him. He scowls as he realizes that agreeing to this means he’ll have to actually interact with others. Perhaps he made the wrong choice. But backing out now shows weakness and that is never a good thing to show around other predators. And there is no denying that’s what everyone stuck here is. A predator of some kind.
Once the four allowed to go outside are there, Kakashi puts his book away and moves in front of them and one of the other guards takes position behind them. Kakashi glances back. “Since there is a newcomer I will explain the rules. No fighting is allowed. If I see blows exchanged then you’re brought inside and lose your privilege for the next four days.” He obviously can’t stop verbal fights but that’s always a risk with this many psychos here. “Second rule is all clothes must remain on.”
Gaara raises a brow at this. “What?”
The blond groans. “It was one time, yeah!”
Kakashi’s voice is still pleasant. “Hence why it is now a rule. So it doesn’t get repeated.” He turns back around and leads the way.
Gaara finds himself slightly curious as to how they’ll be outside when they’re on the top floor. He doubts that they’ll be in an elevator or stair well. His question though is answered and actually impresses him slightly. They go out a locked door, (opened by key and passcode), and into what looks like a small outside courtyard. On the top floor of the building. Well this is interesting.
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