I Saw You....Walking In The Rain | By : Mija Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1128 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I Saw You….Other side of the Coin
By Mija Disclaimer/Warnings: I do Not own Naruto or any of its characters, nor do I make any money from writing this or any other fic. Same warnings as the first part, violence, a bit of cussing but not much, boy/boy relationship thingys or mentions of it. A/N: Thanks for the nice comments, this part should have been on the first part of the story, at least the original had, well parts of it cause the sequel I had had planned before was supposed to be several years later. But I had cut this part out for reasons I cannot fathom now. So I found myself stuck as to how to do this part after I rewrote the first. This part is just a flashback sort of thing, it shows Naruto’s POV and what REALLY happened between him and Sai. This was always the real reason Naruto and Sai were together that day, This way there will be some sort of if not closure but a bit of understanding in case the sequel is never posted. A/N: Lol, I know the song isn’t OLD old, but since my son, nieces and nephews consider ME old and it was a song I listened to back in the day, meh, lol. Glad someone other than me has heard of the song, it’s cute and so is its sequel. Again this fic really doesn’t have anything to do with said song, And I do NOT own it. (Song is by Oran “Juice” Jones for those who are interested can find it on youtube, under I Saw You Walking In, The Rain.) Naruto sat on his bed in the small bedroom he shared with his lover and boyfriend, doing his homework. He smiled as he thought of Sasuke. The man could be such a cold emotionless bastard, but Naruto loved him with all his heart. He didn’t think anyone but him, got to see the real Sasuke. The caring gentle lover and man who liked to sit with him on the couch after dinner and snuggle as they talked about their day, or just watch some T.V. Or Sasuke, the man, who would throw a small hissy fit if Naruto didn’t kiss him goodbye when he left the apartment first. The lover who would take him with so much passion, causing him to see stars, then coddle him, afraid he had hurt him. Naruto loved the man when he was silly like that. And his smile, Oh when Sasuke flashed a true smile at him, Naruto’s heart skipped a beat. Sasuke’s smiles were so rare and rarely shown to anyone but a select few, smiles he so freely showed to Naruto, which made Naruto feel like he was the luckiest man in the whole wide world. He knew some found it weird that Naruto claimed to love Sasuke as much as he swore he did, since he and Sasuke had only been dating for 8 months, living together for 5. But he and Sasuke had known each other longer than that. He had meet Sasuke back in their freshman year of college, they were juniors now, and to top it off when they had met he had been going out with his childhood friend Sai. So yes Naruto could understand where some would think things had moved too fast. And yes at times Naruto felt a little guilty at times. Like most people, men and women alike, Naruto had found Sasuke attractive back when they first met, but unlike most people, he knew his boundaries. Yes, he found Sasuke attractive, so did Sai, a lot of couples often looked and found others attractive, but it didn’t mean they were looking for something else, or contemplating cheating on their lovers, it was what it was, admiring someone from afar, nothing more. And Sasuke was nice to look at, really nice to look at, but he would never have done anything to risk his relationship with Sai, he had loved Sai. So ya, again it was strange, even to him, and he understood that, not that his and Sasuke’s relationship was any of anyone else’s business. But he understood how it might look to others, how he was with Sasuke now, only a year or so after, he and Sai broke up. But Naruto’s and Sai’s break up had had NOTHING to do with Sasuke or how Naruto had first found Sasuke attractive. It was just on odd and very nice coincidence that months after he and Sai broke up, Sasuke asked him out, and figuring why not, Naruto accepted and the rest was history so to speak. As opposite as they were to one another Naruto and Sasuke had had so many things in common, little things but it was enough. They often talked as if they had known each other all their lives, they bickered but it was a nice sort of bickering, making them laugh more than anything. He didn’t know what it was but for Naruto, he and Sasuke just clicked, and as weird as it sounded moving in with Sasuke hadn’t felt fast, it had felt right, as if they had always been together and would always be together. Sighing, Naruto closed his text books and got up to answer the phone which had been ringing for about five minutes now. Naruto had been off in la la land thinking of him and Sasuke that he hadn’t heard the phone at first. Walking to the living room he picked up the phone, which to him sounded angry, like it was pissed at him for not answering it right away. Did anyone else ever think that the longer a phone rang the more it seemed to get louder and louder and angry as if IT was the one wanting him to pay attention to it? Probably not, but eh, he was weird like that at times and although Sasuke said he was a dobe, he said he was HIS dobe and it was one of the things he loved about him. Smiling at the thought, Naruto put the phone to his ear. After saying hello and not getting a response, Naruto looked at the phone in his hand and wondered if they had hung up. No, the phone said it was connected. So putting it back to his ear he gave it another shot before he hung up. “Hello? Anyone there?” “Na..Naruto?” came a low husky, groggy sort of voice that Naruto frowned trying to immediately put a face and name to the voice. Then it clicked. “Sai? Sai, whats wrong? You don’t sound normal.” Naruto asked, concern clearly lacing his tone. He didn’t care what anyone thought or said, he and Sai had been friends for forever, before they had started to date, and he refused to let all that go after they broke up. Why they broke up was between him and Sai, no one else. Although he found it very hard to keep it going when it pissed Sasuke off, he loved Sasuke but he refused to give up someone he considered family. Sasuke needed to trust him if he loved him, because Naruto would never cheat on Sasuke. And Sasuke should know that, just as Naruto trusted him, even with all the females and males that threw themselves at his teme. Yes Naruto got jealous but he trusted his lover. “Naruto..can..can you come to my place? I need to see you?” Sai replied, his tone sounded broken, gravel like. Now Naruto wouldn’t have hesitated for one second to agree, but he flashed on a recent argument he had had with Sasuke. Sasuke was positive Sai wanted Naruto back and hated it when Naruto and Sai hung out together alone. As much as Naruto hated it, he understood Sasuke’s concern and had tried to cut down on the times he and Sai hung out alone, they usually hung out when Sasuke was with them or one of their other friends now, much to Sais disgruntlement. “I’ll meet you at the coffee shop by your place. I can’t stay long, Sasuke should be home soon and I want to be back in time to make dinner for him. I’ll be there in ten.” Naruto responded and hung up the phone before Sai could say anything, he didn’t want to have another argument over Sasuke’s jealousy with Sai. Or hear the comments Sai usually made about Sasuke’s irritation with his and Sais continued friendship. Between Sai and Sasuke, Naruto was slowly losing his marbles. He was going to sock both of them one day. After grabbing his coat, keys and cell phone, Naruto left and made it in about 15 minutes to the coffee shop just down the street from Sai’s brownstone studio apartment. When he walked in he quickly found Sai sitting at a table for two looking deeply into a cup of something, Naruto figured tea, since Sai was a big tea drinker. “Sai?” Naruto called to him as he approached the small table, he gasped slightly at seeing Sai’s face when the pale, raven haired man looked up at him. His face was ashen, paler than usual, which was saying something, his hair was a mess and his eyes were red and puffy. “Sai, what’s wrong” Naruto asked almost in worry, as he went to his old friend and hugged him. Sai rarely showed much emotion outwardly, and so to see him look so broken right now, scared Naruto and worried him. “It’s Shin.” Sai whispered back, standing up to receive Naruto’s embrace and returned it with his own. The last word was choked out as Sai broke down into sobs. “He..he was in an accident…he didn’t make it Naruto.” Sai added as he totally broke down into barely there cries of sorrow and grief. “Oh God..Oh God Im soo sorry Sai…so sorry.” Naruto said, his own voice choked up and full of pain. He didn’t know what to say, what he could do to make his dear friend better, not that anything could right now, how could it? How do you make someone feel better when they just learned that their loved one was dead? All he could do was be there for him and hope his own presence eased some of the pain. It seemed like they stood like that for a long, long time, Naruto holding Sai, while Sai hugged him tightly and cried into his shoulder. Naruto’s own tears streaked his face and he tried to hold back his own sobs as he did his best to comfort his friend. Shin was Sai’s brother, and weirdly enough, his lover. Yes, Sai’s LOVER. Shin and Sai were not blood related, in fact Sai had no blood relatives, neither did Shin, they had grown up in the same foster home and were close, they considered each other as brothers, at least they had till Naruto and Sais freshman year in college. You see, Sai had been adopted to a family back when he was ten and Shin 12, yet Sai still visited Shin at the orphanage whenever he was allowed to. But for some reason Shin had run away from the orphanage when he was 14yrs old. Naruto and Sai had meet in middle school by that point and it had broken Sai’s heart, although he didn’t allow anyone but Naruto to know he was so heartbroken. Then in their junior year in high school, Shin had shown back up and Sai had been ecstatic. Naruto was never really told why Shin had run away but it wasn’t Naruto business anyway. Sai had introduced him to his big brother and Naruto liked him, and Shin seemed to like him too. They got along great, which made Sai truly happy, he loved his brother more than anything in the world. The three of them often went out together and did stuff. Of course that sort of stopped when Naruto and Sai had started to date in their senior year, when Naruto had asked why, Sai had said Shin just didn’t’ want to intrude on them and wanted them to spend their couple time alone. Sai had sounded a bit off when he told him that, but Sai often sounded odd and weird most times, it was just Sai, so Naruto hadn’t paid much attention to it. He probably should have. What no one knew was, Sai was in love with his big brother Shin. And apparently Shin was in love with Sai too, and it was not the brotherly sort of love either. They had figured their mutual attraction and non-brotherly love for one another back when Shin had come back into Sai’s life back in high school. But thinking it was wrong for them to love each other like that because they were BROTHERS, they fought it, Shin even suggested that Sai get with Naruto, seeing as Sai had been attracted to his best friend before Shin had showed up. Sai didn’t want to start a romantic relationship with Naruto knowing how he felt for his brother, but he did love Naruto, did find him attractive and if Shin hadn’t come back, he would have been perfectly happy being with Naruto. But Shin convinced him it was for the best, that he thought Naruto could make him happy and Sai deserved someone who made him happy. So he and Sai got together and Shin stopped hanging out with them. The brothers still hung out as well, just not with Naruto around because as much as Shin wanted it not to, it hurt him to see Sai with Naruto and not him. They had fought their attraction, Naruto knew they had, but apparently you can only fight it so much. The reason Naruto refused to tell anyone why he and Sai broke up was simple really, it wasn’t his place to tell anyone Sai and Shin’s secret. Naruto had gone to visit Sai one day, since they had decided they didn’t want to share an apartment, regardless of being a couple, and let himself in with the key Sai had given him. So you can imagine that seeing Sai and Shin in bed, naked and going at it like horny bunnies, had been one of the most painful things Naruto had ever felt. The betrayal, the hurt, the anger, the confusion. Naruto thought he would never ever forgive Sai or Shin for as long as he lived. So you can say that the fight that ensued was not pretty and oddly enough not in Sai and Shin’s favor. Naruto was a beast and a very strong one when provoked. Even two against one, not that Shin or Sai had tried to hit back or hurt Naruto in anyway, just protect themselves and each other while trying to explain, Naruto wasn’t easily over powered and subdued. Even after the explanations, the crying, the shouting and all the stuff that came with such a betrayal, Naruto was not so easy to forgive them. But if Naruto admitted it to himself, he had seen signs, things that just hadn’t made sense then, but made a hell of a lot now. The fact that both Sai and Shin looked truly heartbroken and remorseful, genuinely hating themselves for hurting Naruto, had helped Naruto feel a bit better. Deciding to sit and really, really talk about it, Naruto found that he had been more pissed off at them for the betrayal and using him to hide their feeling for each other, than actually heartbroken over Sai’s infidelity. So after lots of talking, lots of booze and heart to hearts, Naruto didn’t forgive them per say but he understood. He promised to keep their feeling for each other a secret and Sai offered to tell everyone he was a cheating bastard and that’s why Naruto broke up with him, which was true, but Naruto didn’t want him to do that. So hence the reason no one not even Sasuke, knew of why Naruto and Sai broke up. Hearing that Shin was dead. Naruto couldn’t help but feel guilty that at one point back during the break up, that he had damned Shin and wished him to hell. But that had been his anger, his pain, and he had been so angry then, he hadn’t really meant it. He would do anything right now to bring him back and make everything okay for Sai. It hurt so bad to see Sai so devastated. So he stayed with Sai, held him, talked to him and eventually seeing how tired Sai was, walked him back to his apartment. It had started raining while they had been in the coffee shop, luckily Sai had had the foresight to bring an umbrella, so they shared it. Sai could barely walk straight, he was so dazed and heartbroken. Naruto held his hand to give him comfort and whispered reassuring words into his ear as they walked to Sai’s studio. When they got there they had been soaked, even though they had used the umbrella it hadn’t kept them totally dry. As soon as they got into the apartment Naruto had told him to get out of his wet clothes while he got him a towel and dry garments. Sai had walked to the huge window overlooking the street after stripping his shirt, but kept his wet pants on, it was like all his strength had left him after taking off the shirt. He looked out the window not really seeing anything, just staring off into space. Naruto left him there for a bit and walked to the bathroom to grab towels and stripped out of his wet shirt clothes, leaving his boxers on but wrapping a towel around his waist after he dried off. He was going to put clothes on first but after calling out to Sai and seeing the look on his face as he turned his head around, and seeing the shaking of Sais body as he stood there looking so lost, had Naruto gravitating to him and wrapping his arms around him laying his head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arms around his waist and hoped that knowing he wasn’t alone would help him a bit. Not long after wrapping his arms around Sais waist did Sai turn in Naruto’s embrace and held him back, crying once again into his shoulder. Wanting to get Sai to sit or lay down so he could rest, he told Sai to close the curtains while he got them some dry clothes. Mechanically, Sai did as told and Naruto, still holding him, led him to the couch. After sitting him he went off the fetch them some clothes. It felt like an eternity that Sai cried. Naruto just held him and let him grieve. After Sai calmed down a tad, he told Naruto he wanted to go to sleep and that Naruto should go home so Sasuke wouldn’t worry. Naruto didn’t want to leave Sai right now, so he told Sai he would be back, he was going to go home, grab a few things, leave a message for Sasuke to call him and then be back to be there for as long as he needed him, he was positive Sasuke would understand, who wouldn’t? So Naruto had went home after using one of Sai’s old shirts since his was soaked beyond soaked, his pants were wet too, but there wasn’t much he could do about that at the moment, he couldn’t go back home in boxers and Sais’ pants were far too long and tight to fit him. Tired but gearing himself mentally for a long night and perhaps weeks helping Sai as much as he could, he got home and walked in. Naruto was a bit surprised to see Sasuke home. Although he had taken longer at Sai’s, Sasuke should still have been in class. Surprised, relieved, and glad to see his love, Naruto opened his mouth to tell Sasuke of what had happened, and maybe get a little comfort as well, he was feeling pretty down, Shin had been his friend and he was grieving too. But he never got a chance to speak. One second he was looking at Sasuke across the living room, the next Naruto was shaking and gasping for breath as he was slammed up against the front door and held up off the ground by the neck. Naruto didn’t know what had happened, he was confused, shocked and running out of air. Like any normal person, he struggled against what was clenching his airway shut. He clawed at the pale wrist that was squeezing his windpipe painfully. Naruto foggily registered that it was Sasuke doing this to him and he was so very, very confused and shocked. Why would Sasuke be doing this to him? Was Sasuke trying to kill him? Why? Why? Sasuke loved him, he would never hurt him. What was going on? Running out of breath Naruto tried to call out Sasuke’s name, but couldn’t get it out. He continued to claw at the wrist holding him up, kicking out trying to get free. He could feel his face heating up and spots dancing around his vision. He struggled harder, trying to speak yet again and only managed a Saa. Sure he wasn’t going to pass out, Naruto was surprised when he was flung away from his current position and thrown to the floor. That had hurt! Not only was his throat on fire, but now his entire side hurt from the impact against the hard wood flooring. Gasping for breath he turned and glared at Sasuke, who was facing away from him. The stoic bastard was tense and his shoulders rigid, his breathing ragged as if he was trying to calm himself down. Why? Why Sasuke? “Get Out.” Came the cold and emotionless voice of his lover and Naruto gaped a little, confused beyond belief, but anger was slowing starting to set in, I mean what the hell? Who the fuck did Sasuke think he was, chocking him and tossing him around like some rag doll? And that tone, Naruto hated it when Sasuke spoke to him as if he was nothing. “Wha..What the fuck bastard?!” Naruto growled out, trying to get to his feet, his anger rising, like his day wasn’t shitty enough, Sasuke had just tried to KILL HIM! And for NO reason! “What the hell Sasuke?!” Naruto added when he got no response from his lover, nor did Sasuke even bother to turn around. What. The. Fuck. Was going on! “I said get OUT!...I don’t want to see your face or hear your fucking annoying voice one more second! Get the FUCK OUT!” Sasuke finally said, while Naruto had been taking deep breaths to feed his panicked lungs. The anger and rage in that tone of voice had Naruto snapping his head up and gaping. Not many could of heard the anger or barely concealed rage, Sasuke was still keeping, or trying to, keep his tone even and blank, but Naruto could hear it, he knew Sasuke better than even Sasuke knew himself sometimes. Although right now Naruto was having one hell of a time trying to figure his bastard out. But it wasn’t time yet to panic here, he needed to remain calm, Naruto knew this so he tried again. “What? Sasuke what the hell is going on? What are you saying?” Naruto asked, his voice lowered and showing his confusion and his worry. What was making Sasuke behave like this? Naruto felt like he had stepped into a fucked up twilight zone episode, things were not making sense to him at ALL. “Did I fucking stutter you MORON?!” Sasuke spat through clenched teeth as he turned and glared hate at Naruto. Naruto did gasp and went wide eyed. The look Sasuke was giving him, so full of hate and loathing not only scared Naruto but hurt him to his soul. His words were nothing compared to the look Sasuke was shooting him. “Saaa..” Naruto started, wanting, no NEEDING to find out what the hell was going on. None of this real, it couldn’t be, Sasuke would never look at him like that, Sasuke would never hurt him physically or mentally, this was a nightmare, it had to be. But of course Sasuke cut him off yet again. “I saw you.” Came the acidic words as Sasuke seemed to glare even harder at him. Naruto was totally lost, what the hell? Saw me? “Saw What? Naruto asked lamely. “I saw you….today….walking in the rain with Sai.” Sasuke hissed. Naruto was still confused, so he saw him with Sai? Okay so Sasuke didn’t like Sai, he kept telling Naruto that Sai was trying to steal him back from Sasuke. Naruto told him he was ridiculous and that even if Sai was, which he wasn’t he was happy with Shin, Naruto loved Sasuke and would never leave him. So why was Sasuke freaking out like this? Then it clicked, for some strange reason it just clicked. Sasuke had seen him? Had seen him what? Hugging Sai? Holding his hand in comfort? Okay so Naruto could see what that might have looked like if you didn’t know what was going on. So Sasuke was jealous? And had what? Thought he was cheating on him with Sai? Stupid bastard he should know better! Naruto would never do that to him. But Naruto was relieved, cause this was fixable. Once he explained all would be okay. So Naruto tried to explain. “Sasuke let me explain…” he tried, but again Sasuke was being the ass wipe he was and didn’t let Naruto finish. In fact the prick looked angrier if that was even possible. “I said get the FUCK OUT! I don’t want to hear your fucking excuses! I could care less what you have to say! I want you out of MY apartment NOW! I can’t stand the sight of your face or the sound of your fucking lying voice!” Sasuke growled out hatefully. The words, the hatred in his voice, in those eyes, cut Naruto deep. The next thing Naruto knew Sasuke tore the front door and was flinging boxes out into the hallway. It took a minute to see that the boxes held all Naruto’s stuff. It was then that Naruto realized the implications. Sasuke had packed his stuff up and waited for him to tell him they were over. No. Nonono, NO! This was all a misunderstanding! If Sasuke would just let him explain, listen to him, give him a second to just set things straight, everything would be okay! “Sasuke stop! I don’t know what you’re thinking but whatever it is let me explain!” Naruto shouted desperately, grabbing Sasuke’s arm so that he could turn him around, look him in the eye, and explain! He loved Sasuke, he didn’t want Sasuke to believe he would ever do something so deceitful or hurtful to him. He’d never do that to the man he loved! But the moment Naruto touched his arm, Sasuke ripped it from Naruto’s grip and the next thing Naruto knew he was once again back on the floor pain shooting throughout the side of his face. Blood trickled out the corner of his mouth, heat and pounding pain alongside of his cheek. Sasuke had hit him. Ya, Sasuke had tried to strangle him earlier, but for some reason, this…this was just so much worse. The look on Sasuke’s face, like he was disgusted by the mere fact that Naruto had dared touch him hurt like hell, like someone was sitting on his chest and bouncing up and down. “Don’t touch me.” Sasuke hissed. “I can’t stand the thought of your filthy hands on me, the thought of any part of your anywhere near me makes me want to puke. I don’t know what possessed me to ever let someone like you anywhere near me to begin with….while I stood here and thought of you and that fucking whore laughing and screwing each other behind my back, I started to wonder what the hell I ever saw in you in the first place. It’s not like we ever had anything in common, it’s not like I could ever really stand your grating voice or your obnoxious laugh, your stupidity and moronic faces always drove me nuts, so why did I ever give you the time of day? Then I realized why. Lust, I wanted to fuck you and after I did, I figured it was decent enough and kept you around till something better came around.” Sasuke stated, his voice so calm, so cool, so sure. Naruto couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t breathe! Sasuke words were flaying him open and leaving him to bleed out right there on the floor. How could he say such things? Even if he is mad him, how could he say such hurtful, hateful words? Didn’t he know how much he was hurting him? He was saying things that Naruto didn’t know if he could ever, ever forgive. No matter how mad someone got, you should never say such hateful things unless you mean them. Oh God. Did Sasuke mean them? He couldn’t! He couldn’t mean them, he was lying! He had to be. “You’re lying.” Naruto chocked out, barely above a whisper, since it was still so hard to breathe. He didn’t want to believe Sasuke was telling the truth, he prayed it was all a lie, please. Please God let it be a lie. “Ya, I’m sure you really wish I was. But I’m not, in fact I’m a little grateful to you…if I hadn’t seen you and your faggoty boy toy together today I might have continued to keep you around. Maybe even ended up having actual feelings for you other than lust. Thank God that didn’t happen. Seeing you today helped to bring me back to my senses, because not even a great lay is worth looking like a fool, and I refuse to let some back stabbing little blond bitch continue to make me look weak and foolish! Be gone by the time I get back and never ever come near me again…because I swear to God I will beat the shit out of you if you do.” Sasuke said before he walked out the front door, slamming it shut so hard things toppled over and pictures fell from the wall. Naruto sat there, gaping, eyes wide, unbelieving. What the hell just happened? Sasuke left. Sasuke left after telling him all those awful, awful things. They had to be lies, they had to right? He only said them because he was angry, he thought something that didn’t happen. But then why had he sounded so calm? Why had they sounded so true? Naruto slowly stood up and looked around him at the broken frames that had fallen from the wall and the toppled over knick knacks. He felt numb, he couldn’t think straight, yet he felt so exposed, like someone had torn open his chest and pulled his very heart and soul out of him. He looked at all the things that he and Sasuke had used to decorate their apartment. He could see that most of the cutesy quirky things that made it more homey more inviting, were things he himself had laid out. He looked at the various magazines on the coffee table, the duller technical and business ones were Sasuke’s, they were a few, most were Naruto’s ranging from anime, to home repair, cooking and planting things added in to round it all out. Naruto turned to the kitchen and saw all the flyers he had posted up, most take out menus, but some were of things he had wanted to go see or do with Sasuke and had put them up there to show Sasuke and get him to go with him. He walked the rest of the small place and slowly started to gather this and that, things that they had gotten together or things Naruto had gotten on his own for them both. Usually he would of just left the petty little stuff there, but as he cried and walked around like a zombie he realized that it was over. Whatever Sasuke and he had had or could have had, was over. Even if by some miracle Sasuke came to his senses and let him explain, or found out the truth on his own about what really happened between Naruto and Sai, it would still be over. Nothing would ever be the same again. First Sai, then Sasuke. What was it about him that made those he loved betray him so painfuly? With Sai he had forgiven him, but with Sasuke? He didn’t think he could ever forgive Sasuke. What Sasuke had said, what he had did hurt so much more than Sai’s betrayal and infidelity. He had given his heart and soul to the bastard and he had thrown it on the ground and crushed it under his foot like so much filth. If it had been the other way around Naruto would of given Sasuke a chance to explain what had happened, he loved him enough to give him the benefit of the doubt. When you loved someone you had faith in them, you gave them at least a chance to make things right. But Sasuke hadn’t, Sasuke had assumed he cheated, then kicked him out after saying such spiteful and hateful words to him, and he’d physically hurt him as well. You didn’t do that to someone you loved. Which only meant, Sasuke didn’t love him, at least not the way Naruto had thought, or wanted to be loved by Sasuke. Grabbing every little thing he thought would remind Sasuke of him, of them and any remaining things that were his alone, Naruto locked the door, leaving the key on the coffee table. He had called his pops to come pick him and his things up, he could of asked a friend but he didn’t want to see any of them right now, didn’t want them to know what had happened, he didn’t want them to hate Sasuke, because no matter what happened, Naruto would always love the Uchiha. As sad and pathetic as it was, Naruto still loved Sasuke so much so that he didn’t want to hurt him in anyway. But he would be damned if he stayed around and suffered. Naruto swore he would make sure he never saw the Uchiha again. As Sasuke wished it, Naruto would never ever come near the man again. Someday Naruto would get over the pain, the hurt, the broken heart, and maybe forgive him some day. But as far as Naruto was concerned, he never, ever wanted to see that handsome, yet cold hearted face, for as long as he lived. He might forgive, but he would never forget. He would always remember that the other part of his soul, his mate, the heads to his tails on a single coin, had betrayed and hurt him so much. Sure he would only be living half a life since his other half was no longer an option, but it was okay, he would survive, he would live and he would move on. A/N: okay here is the second part to I saw you walking in the rain. No not a sequel but the flip side of the so called coin. Basically you can consider this a two shot fic instead of oneshot. Hope it gave some of yall the understanding you might of needed. And truth be told this was a lot more like the first draft I had made long long ago, but in one huge chapter. Don’t know why I thought cutting it out would be acceptable. Chalk it up to not having really written or posted anything in ages. Lol, hope you enjoyed this on some level, thank you all who have read it and for those who reviewed, makes me smile and get all giddy inside. Huggles and smiles Mija..:-)While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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