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Heart-Shaped Box	By : JazzyBell Category: Naruto > Het - Male/Female > Kakashi/Sakura Views: 7458 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Genre: Angst/HurtComfort

The duo walked out of the Hokage’s office in silence both wondering what the other was thinking. They were to leave the following morning. That was less than twenty-four hours they would have to prepare themselves for what was to come. It wasn’t nearly enough time.
Kakashi-sensei broke the silence, “I have to tell Naruto and Sasuke that we’re going on a mission so that they won’t be looking for us. I’ll make arrangements for them to train with other teams.”
Sakura blurted out before she thought her question through, “You’re not going to tell them about the mission are you?” Her sensei gave her a scolding look that succeeded in making Sakura feel foolish. She turned her head away from his gaze muttering a ‘sorry’ under her breath. She was well aware that Kakashi-sensei knew all missions were confidential. There was no way he’d voluntarily give such information away—even if it was to teammates.
“We’ll meet for training today as usual and afterwards we’ll discuss our tactics for this mission.”
Tactics? Sakura thought a little panicked. He wanted to discuss tactics? Inner Sakura ran around inside her head screaming while covering her meager bosom.
They met for training at noon which gave her two hours to sit and stew about the situation. Sakura nodded her head assuring her sensei that she understood and the two went their separate ways.
Sakura had no idea where she was going. All she did know was that she couldn’t sit still and that wherever she went she didn’t want her sensei to be there. She was also afraid that if she stopped moving then she’d start crying and she wouldn’t be able to stop. Tears were something she had learned did very little good for someone who had chosen the life of a ninja. The young kunoichi felt increasingly foolish and she didn’t understand why.
This was the first time that she ever felt like she was truly needed for anything. She had been the first choice of the Hokage for this mission. The woman, the Hokage, felt like she had the ability, the maturity to be able to handle this. So she, of course, should square her shoulders and do what needed to be done, right?
She should but that didn’t mean she wouldn’t be a totally different person when she returned home. The Hokage said Kakashi-sensei had scars and soon she’d have her own.
What she wanted to do was talk to was talk to someone about this—preferably a female. The thing was the only person she felt like she could talk to was the Hokage and she didn’t want to give the woman the impression that she was going to back out on this mission—even if she did want to. She had no female mentors and she absolutely could not go to her mother. Her mother would probably die before she got half way through the conversation—if she didn’t die first. Friends her age were out of the question. She didn’t want anyone to know she was doing this. So where did that leave her?
Exactly where she started.
“Sakura?”
The young girl blinked her eyes and found herself looking into pretty red eyes.   “Yes?” Sakura said glancing at the older woman. She had seen her before but she couldn’t exactly place where.
“I’m Kurenai Yuuhi or you might know me as Hinata’s sensei.” Recognition shone on Sakura’s face and she nodded her head. She remembered her now but more as Asuma-sensei’s secret girlfriend according to Ino. What was the big secret about anyway?
“Is there something I can help you with Kurenai-sensei?”
Kurenai smiled kindly, “I think I should be asking you that question. The Hokage sent me to talk to you about your mission.” Sakura’s eyes widened with surprise before her shoulders sagged with relief.   She silently thanked the Hokage for her foresight and thoughtfulness. The young kunoichi looked around her before asking, “Is there somewhere we can talk privately?” Kurenai nodded her head before she grabbed Sakura’s hand and they both disappeared in a swirl of leaves.
They appeared once more on top of the Hokage Mountain. Not a soul was in sight and Sakura sighed in relief at this even though she knew that as a ninja there was no sure way to make sure you were completely alone. The semblance was enough for her though. Kurenai immediately urged her to sit which Sakura did so feeling awkward. “You’re a little young for this type of mission,” Kurenai started, “and I suppose you’re a little scared.” That was an understatement. She was terrified. Her mind couldn’t even wrap itself around what she would really be doing. And Inner Sakura was still running around screaming about her virtue, virginity, and Sasuke-kun. Sakura would be too if she didn’t know she had to set her mind aright as soon as possible.
Sakura nodded slowly. “I don’t even know what it is that I’m expected to do. I have a general idea from the classes at the Academy but…”
“But classes are completely different from real life.”   Kurenai finished. “I guess the first thing you should know is that this mission could go horribly wrong.” Sakura flinched but Kurenai reached out and took her hand in hers and squeezed it tightly. Sakura relaxed a bit at the woman’s seeming concern. She had the thought that Hinata was lucky to have her as a sensei.   “Something may happen and Kakashi may not be able to bid on you. You may be sold to another man. If that happens the mission still must go on. You may lose your virginity to someone who will make it unbearable for you and you may have mental scars that may never go away.   Or you may have end up having sex with your teacher which while still be something that leaves scars afterwards you may never look at Kakashi the same way again. You may even have to transfer to a different team.” That wasn’t something she wanted. She wasn’t dumb enough to think that her team was perfect. They had their issues but she liked her team. She didn’t want to leave them and even though she knew that Sasuke was a large reason behind this he wasn’t the only reason. “You may get pregnant and although you will be given a ‘kunoichi shot,’” A kunoichi shot was something that had been developed by the Fifth for kunoichi that had to go on extended mission and may be without access to birth control. “It only lasts for three months. We have no idea how long this mission will last or whether or not the people you’re dealing with will supply you with birth control.” A kid? She was too young to have a kid! And Kakashi-sensei’s kid at that?
She could just see the little spawn running around being all pervy. Looking under women's dresses and the like. Sakura shuddered.
“I could give you some flowery speech about sex and love but the truth is that is not what you’re going to be experiencing. Kakashi will try to make it easy for you, he’ll even avoid it if possible but if it’s not then you should know that sex is messy and embarrassing and uncomfortable and your first time may possibly be painful.”
Sakura’s heart sank lower with each word. There was no bright side to this mission—at least not for her. “Why do people do it then if it’s all that?”
“Because when done its right…it’s beautiful and fun and unforgettable.”
“Is there any way that we can do it right then?” Kurenai’s eyes widened in surprise that she tried to cover before Sakura could see it but she wasn’t quite successful. She didn’t quite understand what was wrong with her question. If it could be better than terrible why shouldn’t she strive for that? Who wanted to be in a painful, messy, embarrassing and uncomfortable situation? Why would she endure that? “What?”    Sakura asked when Kurenai didn’t immediately reply.
“Sakura sometimes when sex is done right with someone you know and are comfortable with love follows.” Sakura’s mouth dropped open. There was no way she’d fall in love with her sensei. That was just too ridiculous to even contemplate. Besides, she was in love with Sasuke-kun and she was certain nothing would ever change that. “And sometimes…the opposite is true. You may leave this experience despising a man you once respected more than anyone else.” Sakura grimaced inwardly. She didn’t know about respecting Kakashi-sensei more than she did anyone else. “So either way it’s best for you to just be careful.”
And then Kurenai began to explain the mechanics of sex in more graphic detail than an x-rated movie.
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