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I Want to be Selfish	By : Yumichan Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 2291 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
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Warning�� :
Yaoi, Mpreg
Pairing�� �
: Mainly Sasunaru, others will be told later. Don�t read if you do not like yaoi or mpreg

Betaed by Lanie12777. All
mistake is mine, just mine alone

Chapter one: Distant,
Hidden Heart

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17 years later

This had been the one year the war in the Shinobi world between Five Kages
and Akatsuki ended. In the end, they knew who the
leader of Akatsuki organization was -- none other
than Uchiha Madara, the
founder of the Uchiha Clan and the most sought after
enemy. After Naruto saved Sasuke
from the evil clutches of Madara, they worked
together to defeat Madara. Even after Madara lost, and that�s not meaning he died, Madara had already run away before they even could kill
him. So for now they were still on high alert in case he came back.

After Naruto succeed in dragging Sasuke back to Konoha, the Council
decided that Sasuke would be held in custody in the Uchiha mansion with Anbu. Still,
even though Sasuke came back, their friendship had
been destroyed. In fact Sasuke avoided him; he�d not
shared one glance or conversation with him again. Eventually it actually
affected Sakura too. She�s not like the Sakura he knew, a caring, kind and
lovely pink-haired girl. She changed into a violent, cruel, and harsh pink-haired
girl, especially towards himself. Sakura�s already not
acknowledging him, like he doesn�t exist on the earth anymore. She�s already
been influenced by her parents and villagers to never be friends with him anymore.

In his team who still never changed were Kakashi,
a lazy, cool bastard and pervert jounin; Sai, a pervert and dick-obsessor
but his best friend now; and Yamato, a nice, kind but scary jounin,
and also Rookie 9 with their sensei.

The pink-haired girl showed her true colors. Everyday she�s
like a leech, latching herself on Sasuke�s arm
tightly. She also made the heir of the Uchiha clan a
bento or breakfast and cleaned the Uchiha mansion.
Even farther, she�s asking permission of the council that she would be glad to
carry the next Uchiha heir. Of course the council happily
accepted her request; soon they declared Sakura as Uchiha
Sasuke�s fianc�e. �

Sasuke didn�t even voice his mind;
he remained impassive as always at the council�s decision. He�d not even told
his reason why he was coming back to village without a fight. He without hesitatation helped Konoha Nin to
defeat and foil Uchiha Madara�s
plan. Because of that is why Sasuke wasn�t punished
badly by Konoha but praised and declared a Hero.
Still it was Naruto who suffered their negligence and
hatred, even thought he was also another one who saved them.

But Naruto never let this frustrate
him. He already knew who his father was: Yondaime,
the hero of Konoha. (1)His father said to him that he�d sealed Kyuubi
in him because he trusted him as a father who believed in his son no matter
what.

He also knew where his name came from. (2)While his father was still alive, Ero Sennin wrote another book
�Gusty Wind�. The hero who was in �Gusty Wind� came from the actual man Nagato, one member of Akatsuki
with the codename Pain, who was named Naruto in the
novel version. His father admired and idolized the character as soon as he read
it. His father determined, whether his child be boy or
girl, he or she will be named Naruto as a courtesy to
the character in the book, not because of his father�s obsession with ramen.

It was then he also realized that he actually had some
resemblance with his father. Like father like son, both of them idolized Jiraiya or Ero-Sennin�s ideology.
He wanted to make Jiraiya�s wish come true. �To Bring
Peace To The World.�

Now he had two dreams: first, become Hokage
and be recognized by all the people in the village, and second: to bring peace to
the world. Dattebyo!!!!
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This is definitely a lovely sunny day, a clear blue sky with
the sun shining bright. Obviously this day is great to do some work and train
better again, or do a dangerous mission. But not for Naruto;
he preferred rainstorms, better yet tornadoes.

Usually he liked to do missions, especially a higher-ranked
mission. But if it meant that he must be stuck with some annoying and terrible
people, he preferred D-class missions, hell even no missions more
better.

Today the team, consisting of Kakashi
as the leader, Naruto himself, Sai,
Yamato, Sasuke and Sakura, went on an S-class mission.
The mission was to capture and wipe out a group of S-class missing nins and save all the captives the
group had kidnapped. The group of S-class missing nins recently attacked some villages in the
territorial Fire Country, stole money and food, but they also kidnapped some of
the females in the villages and sold them.

Of course it made turmoil in the whole Fire Country. In the
end the Daimyo ordered the Hokage to capture the missing
nins as soon as they could.
So the Hokage ordered them to capture and dispose of
the missing nins and save
the remaining captives.

So far they had already found the base, information about
how many enemies and their abilities. They started to form a plan. But Naruto didn�t like the idea, not a bit.
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Flashback ��

This morning, team seven, along with Yamato and Sai, went on an easy A-ranked mission. As always Kakashi, being so bossy, ordered them around, and Yamato,
also not helping either, used his too-scary face and threatened them to work
together. Sai as usual commented about his dick and
ended up with one black eye on his right eye. Sakura clung to Sasuke as if to never let him go, and Sasuke
was still cold and distant, uncaring of everything around them. And he as usual
was a loud, obvious dobe, the obsessed ramen lover
who was screaming, �There is no hot water for my Ramen!� or �I ran out Miso Ramen�.

Kakashi explained and predicted
about the enemy�s movements while everyone listened, and as expected that too took
a long time because of Naruto, who still did not
understand and asked too many questions. In the end Sai
compared his dick size and brain size and ended up with bruises on his body.

They began forming a plan. They will be separated into three
teams. Team one will save the captives, team two will lead and protect group
one while also distracting the enemy who would be attacking group one. Then
team three would distract the enemies and lead them out from the base while the
other groups are doing their jobs.
�
�I will choose the teams now. One team consists of two people.
Team one, Haruno Sakura and Sai,
your job is to release the captives. Team two, me and Yamato; we will distract
and protect team two from any attack. We will also assist Team one with freeing
the captives. Then team three, Uchiha Sasuke and Uzumaki Naruto, will distract all the enemies out from base then
dispose of them.�

Naruto stared wide-eyed at Kakashi, gaping widely. His jaw hung wide enough for marble
to be entered. Sakura�s face darkened at the announcement, while Sasuke and Sai kept their masks
on. Yamato glanced worriedly from Kakashi to another.
Kakashi, like usual, was still cheerful and reading
his favorite Icha Icha as
he took no notice at the obvious killer intent from Sakura.

�I want with Sasuke,� demanded
Sakura loudly enough to jolt Naruto out of his
thoughts.

Kakashi just replied simply,
�Cannot.�

Naruto asked loudly, �Why not, as
I remember Sai also strong too. Anyway I don�t wanna be with�� He paused as he hesitantly took one glance
at Sasuke. ��with Uchiha-san.�

Sakura interrupted them with her persistent whine. She made
a cute face with puppy eyes to make Kakashi grant her
wish, �Please Kakashi sensei, I want to be with Sasuke-kun. Please�� Sakura batted her eyelashes, but obviously
Kakashi was unaffected at her cute face. Kakashi merely ignored her enough to make her growl in anger.

Naruto complained, pointing at Sasuke, �But I don�t want to be with him. You�re also
strong too sensei, why don�t you go with him?�

�But Naruto, you�re stronger than
me and Yamato. So you�re perfect for this job.�

Naruto blushed at Kakashi�s statement but remembered that he was paired with Sasuke. �Ain�t falling for your
trap, sensei.�

He hummed childishly, arms crossed on his chest making
Sakura glare at him annoyed while Yamato sighed and Sai
chuckled at the childish antics Naruto displayed. Kakashi meanwhile was still thinking,
a hand under his chin, humming as his other hand held book.

�Naruto, you want to become Hokage, right?� a sudden question from Kakashi.

�Yeah,� Naruto answered, frowning
curiously at the sudden question.

�Hokage�s job is to protect anyone,
right?� A nod as an answer from the blond.

�The Hokage does not discriminate
against the people who he wants to save, right?�

�Yeah, so?� Naruto
raised an eyebrow at the oddness of Kakashi�s
question.

�But what if it also makes you do something you hate?�

�Well as long as it�s good there is no problem,� Naruto said, determined.

�But this is really the most you hate in all your life, not
even ramen can pay it.�

Naruto�s patience began to thin,
but he emphasized his answer with much confidence, �I won�t back out. I will
become Hokage and I won�t let them down. I want to be
like Yondaime and Ero-sennin.
Dattebyo!!!�

�Really?� Kakashi
said with a doubtful tone.

�Yes dammit, I don�t care if you
stick me with the pompous bastard or mummy man.� It was then Naruto�s patience wore out, �Okay, just tell me want do you
want sensei. Just get to the point.�

�What do you mean Naru-chan?� Kakashi playfully asked.

�Your question is ridiculous,� Naruto
pointed out.

�Then?� Kakashi
gave a playfully amused tone.

�Dammit. Don�t play dumb with me,
just tell me,� Naruto growled angrily between gritted
teeth, glaring as he was being played by his sensei.

�Naruto?�
Yamato decided to cut their fight, even if it was just Naruto
who got angry. Naruto turned to face him, turning a
questioning gaze at him. He sighed. �Can you put two and two together?�

Naruto blinked and blinked. He
began replaying the question over and over in his thick, small head for a long
time. He bit his bottom lip in deep thinking; he still didn�t understand why
they gave him amused smiles, except Sakura, who glared at him. Heck, he even
could see Sasuke shake his head and give an amused
stare. It was then he realized, it sunk in him where
the question led on.

Blue eyes widened and turned around to Kakashi,
who gave an eye smug smile�because he wears a mask, so how can we know if he grins
or smiles- to Naruto. Yamato gave a weary sigh, Sai chuckled, and Sakura glared and snorted at him; he
vaguely heard Sakura say, �Idiot.�

Naruto pointed at him, angry at
what his sense did to him, and yelled at him, �Sensei, you cheater!�

�I�m not a cheater, Naru-chan. You
answered it yourself.� He waved a hand as he denied Naruto�s
accusation. Naruto pouted angrily, walking straight
toward a nearby tree like a toddler who was not getting bought the toy he
wanted as he sulked and moping in a corner.

�Then it�s already decided. By the way Sasuke,
I need your blood signature so you can summon Pakkun
if something goes wrong from the plan.�

Sasuke took a step straight toward
Kakashi as he obviously ignored them, while Sakura
followed and whined stubbornly at Kakashi about how
he should pair her with Sasuke-kun. It was then Sai broke in to the fuming, angry and silent Naruto with his comment, �Dickless,
just like I thought, like your dick size your brain size is also��Before he
even finished his words completely, Naruto launched
at him, beating the pale man so more bruises will be added onto Sai�s pale body. Unnoticed to them, black eyes watched with
jealousy and rage at the Root ANBU member.�
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Naruto cursed and mumbled while he
put his hand on his stomach. The blond cringed, biting his lip as he felt his
stomachache become worse. He also suffered a backache, but the weirdest was he
felt wet in his underwear. Sometimes he also smelled blood from his body, even though
they still had not started to fight with the enemy yet.

He didn�t know what had happened to him. Since morning he
felt sick, he got a stomachache, not to mention his back began to ache. Sometimes
it followed with a headache. Just one thing he wanted to do: lie down on the
bed and make the cramps go away.�

He took one peek at Sasuke, who
was paying attention around them, calculating eyes looking for signs of their
enemy. Their mission was actually easy; they must to take out enemies, as many
as they can, far away from the base. When the base was safe, no dangers around
it, Team one and Team two could enter and save the captives.

As it started Kakashi ordered Sasuke and him to make Kage bushins. Their Kage bushins took the enemy out and led to them. After they finally
came, it was their next job to dispose as many of them as possible.

But doesn�t this mission also need teamwork too? He and Sasuke actually didn�t fit in this teamwork. Naruto knew Sasuke actually hated
him more than anything else. He blamed it on the Snake bastard and the Weasel
wannabe. Sasuke took hatred, anger, rage, annoyance
and brooding as the only emotions he had; he never saw the raven-haired man
with another emotion than like that in the past.

Like the past. There were many things changed around them.
Many of them knew the pain of loss like him now. He lost his sensei and grandfather
figure, he lost his best friend in the battle at the Valley of End,
and lost his other best friend, Sakura.�

Shaking head sadly, Naruto glanced
back at Sasuke, who was also staring at him.

He stuttered as he caught Sasuke�s
stare, �W-What?�

Sasuke replied calmly, �You look
so pale.�

Naruto blinked, and blinked again,
�Really?�

Suddenly there was pain in his stomach which attacked Naruto again. Naruto didn�t know
what was happening to him, but this was not the perfect time so he held back
his urge to lie down. He could feel Sasuke�s curious
gaze on him but he ignored him. While Sasuke wanted
to say something, Sasuke�s curious expression was
replaced with the guarded expression. Naruto knew the
sign; it meant the enemy will come soon. He took a kunai from his pouch and
prepared a ready fight stance.

As they thought, all the enemies threw kunai as Sasuke and Naruto dodged them. Sasuke took out his sword from its sheath, using it to
charge the enemy at incredible speed. He moved gracefully as his sword made
slashing sounds. His style was calm, elegant and mysterious, yet calculated and
deadly.

And Naruto, he made more Kage bushins. He and his Kage bushins attacked enemies,
using taijutsu and kunai. Sometime it followed with Rasengan. Different with Sasuke�s
style, Naruto�s style was wild, loud, rough and messy
but unpredictable, powerful but free like the wind.

One by one missing nin
fell unconscious or dead as the two Konoha nins, even in their tired state, could still take up the
fight once more with their extraordinary amounts of powerful stamina. Finally Naruto began facing off one by one with the leader of the
group. The leader really was the hardest that he�d faced in the enemy�s group.
The leader was really fast and powerful, but still he�s no match to them.

Naruto began performing another
seal, but suddenly he froze as felt pain in his stomach come back more intense
than before, making him fall to his knees. The enemy saw the chance and took
advantage, ready to stab him. Before the kunai could even hit Naruto, Sasuke grabbed the kunai
with his hand. His hand holding the kunai began to bleed; blood flowed freely
from his hand to the ground. Naruto, shocked, stared
wide-eyed at Sasuke, who then countered the leader�s
attack with his still injured hand.

�Sasuke.�

He stopped momentarily as he said one word he hadn�t said
for a long time before continuing to attack the leader. �Hn,
you really are a Dobe.�

Naruto was still, confused, not
understanding why Sasuke did it. But he felt a surge
of happiness bubble inside him as he heard his long-forgotten nickname. He
longed to hear Sasuke taunting him with �Dobe�, �idiot�, or whatever nickname.

It was then his ear caught a sound of movement; turning, he
realized that a still-injured enemy threw a kunai at Sasuke,
who was still distracted with the leader. He flew protectively in front of Sasuke and took the kunai. The kunai hit his stomach, making
his pain worse than before. He fell on the ground with a thump. Sasuke stopped fighting and quickly reached Naruto. Dropping to his knees, the black-haired man lifted
the blonde so he faced Naruto.

�Naruto.
Why did you��

�M-my body just moved on its own.�

Naruto offered a small gentle
smile, but his body started to get weaker and weaker. He took one sight of Sasuke as his vision became blurrier than before, then slowly faded completely into blackness. He fell
unconscious as darkness took him away.
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Black eyes widened as they stared at the fallen form of his
partner. Blood. He saw his teammate covered in blood. Sasuke felt time slow. A weak heartbeat and desperate breathing
seemed to be the only thing he could hear. He heard neither the joyous and mocking
laughter from the enemies, nor could he feel his feet carry him to the blonde.
Not until he heard the words. (3)Those
words were the same words he said all those years ago to Naruto,
in the same situation like they were in now, but Naruto
was who said it, not him.

Black bangs hid his eyes as he laid Naruto
down gently, not removing the kunai. He stood and turned back to the enemy who
had hurt Naruto. It was then he stared at the enemy
who hurt Naruto, Sharingan
flaring with rage. Suddenly the leader launched to attack, but in a sudden
move, Sasuke cut off the leader�s head without sparing
a glance at the now-dead leader. Sharingan eyes moved
their gaze to another enemy who had hurt Naruto. He
neither cared about the dead leader nor how dirty his clothes were now. All he
saw was red.

He walked straight at him in a slow but steady pace. He let
out a deathly and dark aura around him; Sharingan
eyes glared at him coldly and demanded his blood. His expression was dark, hard
and stiff. Two things that crossed in his mind: blood and kill.
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The man trembled in horror as he saw black star-like pupils
spinning wildly in the blood-colored eyes. The man was shaking badly; fear consumed
him wholly. He�d underestimated the Konoha shinobi in front of him.

He just wanted a nice life, so he followed his group, scoping
out some defenseless villages in Fire country. As he expected he would have a
wonderful life there, even with the constant interference from Konoha shinobi. He and his group
tried to kill shinobi who interfered with them. He
had already killed one of the teammates, the blonde one, with a poisonous kunai.
The poison was a dangerous one; it�s hard to find the antidote. In just time
the blonde died.

But now he regretted it as he faced the scariest face he had
ever countered. He gulped, sweating badly until his clothes were wet as his
body trembled furiously. The next thing he knew he was surrounded in swirling
black flames as he stared at the raven-haired man�s abnormal eyes.

He screamed as death claimed him�.
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After Sasuke killed the man, he
ran towards Naruto. He carried and moved him under a
shady tree not too far from them as carefully as he could, not removing the
kunai from the blonde�s stomach knowing it would make the wound worse. He began
checking him and cleaning the wound, using clean water from the bottle he brought
along with him. He slowly removed the kunai from Naruto�s
stomach and cleaned it. After he finished, he smeared ointment so it could heal
itself. He wrapped the wound, using a bandage that he�d been given by Sakura
herself if someone got hurt.

He let out a relieved sigh; it wasn�t a fatal wound. The
kunai itself didn�t hit a fatal place, and the wound had begun healing slowly
but regularly. But he knew there�s something wrong. He ran his chakra to detect
any kind of invisible wound.

Sasuke frowned, an eyebrow raised
in confusion. He could feel in Naruto�s stomach that Kyuubi�s chakra was focused on something. But as time went
by he also realized Kyuubi�s chakra was healing
slower and slower than before. This means�

�POISON. That
kunai, damn�.�

Eyes widened as it sank in his head. He also noticed there�s
more blood from the blond�s pants. Sasuke was more than aware that his teammate�s wound was
worse than he thought. Maybe his injury was not fatal, but if Kyuubi couldn�t heal him fast, Naruto
would be dead because of blood loss.

In a flash, he got an idea. Quickly he bit his thumb hard
enough to draw blood out before performing a set hand seal. Once finished he
slammed his chakra-covered hand on the ground at the same time he whispered a
sentence enough to be heard. �Kuchiyose
no Jutsu.�

Smoke appeared out of nowhere and covered the area where Sasuke performed the jutsu. When
the smoke dissipated, it revealed an injured Naruto,
who was still laying unconscious on the ground, Sasuke,
and a small-sized brown bulldog.

He quickly put his mask on. An impassive and cold expression
replaced the worried and fearful look.

�Pakkun.�
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�Pakkun.�

The dog lifted his small paw, greeting Sasuke
lazily like his original owner, �Yo, Uchiha-san.�

�Pakkun, I want you to go to look
for Kakashi and inform him right now. I need to bring
Naruto to Konoha. He needs
to go to the hospital fast,� Sasuke said. His voice
was impassive, cold, and blank, no emotion ever showed from his voice. His
expression was also like this, always calm, cold, hard, stiff, and
expressionless. Not to mention he always gave a calculated and wary gaze to
everyone.

If anyone saw Sasuke right now,
they would assume the man not to care about his teammate�s well-being. He just
wouldn�t want to be responsible for his death. But Pakkun
was an animal; moreover, he was a dog. Dogs were famous for their great sense
of smell and sense of things; the rumor also said they had a sixth sense. Yes,
the rumor was true anyway; he could smell worry, fear, sadness, guilt, sorrow
and many unmentioned emotions for the blonde one from the raven-haired man
himself.

It was just like the man almost exploded from mountains of emotion;
if not for his great mask anyone could see how he cared about the blonde one.
As Pakkun heard what Sasuke
ordered about, the dog nodded, though he knew Sasuke
would ignore him anyway. Sasuke walked towards his
blonde teammate, lifted him and carried him bridal style. Concentrating chakra in
his feet he began to shunsin himself, jumping from
branch to another branch repeatedly until he was out of sight.

From the amount of blood that came out from Naruto and the smell itself, Pakkun
knew how badly he was wounded, but noticed something was not right. Pakkun couldn�t comprehend it, but it�s feeling weird. But Pakkun was also disturbed by Sasuke�s
reaction. His expression and eyes showed he didn�t care, his smell even told
the dog that he ignored all things in the world as if they never existed. But
whenever it�s about Naruto, the smell became crazy.
It was just like emotions from inside wanted to explode. Then the question is, why did he hide it?

Pakkun shook his head; anyway,
this is not his business, so why he should care? That human anyway was always
so complicated. If the lazy brunette were here, he would say �troublesome�. �Right,
humans are always so troublesome.�

Then Pakkun began his search for Kakashi. ��

(1)
In
the manga in chapter� ,it revealed that Naruto�s
father is Yondaime. In that chapter Naruto also had a chitchat with
the Yondaime.
(2)
In chapter� , Naruto�s facing Nagato, the
seventh Pain. They also had a chitchat about Jiraiya
too and Jiraiya�s dream.
(3)
�M-my
body just moved on its own.�
Well you remember when Team 7 got their first dangerous mission in the Nami no Kuni. You remember when Sasuke saved Naruto from Haku.

Next Chapter: Reason,
Truth Revealed
Sasuke�s true reason why he hides his feeling for Naruto will be revealed in the next chapter. Also another
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