Part Two
Snorting at Naruto's actions, Sasuke wiggled backwards until he could see the button on Naruto's jeans. Part of Sasuke hoped that Naruto would fail, but the other half was hoping he'd win, hinting at what would come if he did. His stomach churned a bit at the thought as he pulled the jeans down around Naruto's ankles, before slipping his hand inside the warm shirt. His fingers brushed over the tanned skin lightly, hitting the ticklish spots that made Naruto squirm.
Naruto squirmed, giggling a bit at the cold touch of Sasuke's hands. His arms went up, the shirt being pushed over his head and then off. There was a chill in the room, goosebumps prickling over Naruto's cooling skin.
He could feel his heart rate begin to crawl higher towards his throat; things were still within his comfort zone. He knew this; they had done this part many times before. Sasuke undressing him was familiar, yet the idea of what could come, bloomed a subtle fluttering anxiety in the pit of his stomach. Naruto pushed it back, he wouldn't ruin this moment for something that most likely would not happen.
Even if Naruto did manage to pull this off without fault, there was still the high possibility that Sasuke would stop anything from progressing too far. The bastard was always the reasonable and mature one. He could already hear Sasuke going on about how they weren't ready for this big step in there relationship just yet.
It was one thing to kiss and fondle another guy, but it was an entirely different thing all together to have sex with one. They had both knew how it worked when done with a girl, it was something just about every pubescent boy thought about. Yet sex with another guy was a completely different ballpark. The idea that one of them had to play the 'girl' had Naruto a little anxious; he had read that it hurt.
Sasuke paused as he shed his shirt and looked up at Naruto. He could feel the uneasiness rolling off Naruto and he had to admit that he was nervous as well. It was a big step for both of them and he wondered if they would be able to do this. His mind was already supplying that they would get halfway there before either one of them chickened out.
It wouldn't matter though; with both of them nervous about this, they wouldn't bother to pin the blame on the other. It was probably one of the few things that they would be able to agree on. But for now, it was best just to take things slowly, and step by step, seeing were each motion took them.
He rested between Naruto's legs and stroked the soft length slowly. Dark eyes watched Naruto closely, watching as he relaxed against the bed at the familiar motions and chuckled softly at the action.
Naruto watched Sasuke's hand make even and smooth passes down his sensitive length. He shifted once, sinking back into the plush of the mattress. Tanned hips languidly rolled into Sasuke's hand, looking for more friction.
With the way things were going Naruto would be cumming before they could even get the damn condom on. Finding some remnant of resolve, he stilled his hips.
"I'm hard bastard. Let me put the damn thing on before I cum." Naruto complained.
Removing his hand, Sasuke grabbed for the small packet next to him and tossed it onto Naruto's stomach. He would've snapped at Naruto's comment and tone, but he was too nervous to really care. His stomach churned at the thought of what would happen next if Naruto could roll the condom on, winning the bet.
Naruto just stared at the packet. With the look he was giving it, one would think it was a snake ready to strike. He was going to do this? Why the question, of course he was going to do this. Naruto wouldn't hear the end of it if he failed to put something as simple as a condom on his dick.
With shaking hands that he blamed on the non-existent cold, Naruto picked up the condom. The packaging was easy to remove, almost too easy. It was as if they were just asking teenagers to have sex. Naruto laughed at the thought.
Taking a deep breath, Naruto quickly went over the directions in his head before pinching the tip of the condom. He brought the orange thing to rest over his cocks head, rolling it down without a second thought. At one point, he closed his eyes. Somehow, that made the whole thing slightly less traumatic. Naruto could have hit himself. He was acting like a fucking pansy.
Sasuke watched Naruto carefully, hoping for any sort of mess up that he could fault Naruto for. But other than the closing of his eyes, Naruto had done everything right and the ferocious churning was back again.
An awkward silence filled the room as they both continued to stare at the orange condom covering Naruto's dick and Sasuke found that he couldn't say anything. His throat was oddly dry and he found it hard to swallow, let alone make any spit in his mouth.
He assumed that they both knew what was going to happen next, yet he couldn't bring himself to say the words just yet. Instead, he settled on the thing that he was most comfortable with; insulting Naruto.
"Heh, looks like putting on a condom is idiot proof, even for you."
Naruto stuck his tongue out, his eyes never leaving the orange appendage. Some twisted part of him thought of how much it looked like a sausage snug in its casing.
"I don't like it." He whispered, running a few fingers up the rubbery length. The sensation was dulled, sort of, like how a head cold seemed to wash out the world around you. Only it was a little odder then not being able to smell or hear right.
Sasuke hummed and reached forward to wrap his hand around the orange covering, giving it a few easy strokes. He grunted at the texture, not liking that it wasn't Naruto's skin under his hand. "It feels weird," he whispered, then frowned. "Why the hell are we whispering?"
"I'm whispering because I can. I don't know why you are." Naruto retorted, slapping Sasuke's hand away. "If you don't like how it feels then don't touch it. Besides I didn't put it on to have you jack me off."
"Touchy," Sasuke snapped back. "You were the one who said you didn't like it in the first place. So if you don't like it then take it off and go home."
Naruto pouted, not liking the tone Sasuke was using to address him. Apparently, he hit a nerve though he couldn't place how. "Sorry." He mumbled. "Don't get your panties in a twist."
Sasuke's head twisted to the side and he scowled. "You started it first," he growled lowly. The brief rush of anger had taken away the nerves, but they were back once again and Sasuke envied Naruto's calm and laid back attitude. His eyes flickered back towards Naruto, watching his face and he sighed softly. "There's lube in the nightstand table."
Naruto's face lit up like a Christmas tree. Sasuke couldn't be serious. He eyed the forgotten packet that held the small tubes of lube. Something about Sasuke having actually purchased a full tube of the stuff brought reality crashing down on him. This wasn't some twisted way of playing dress up or playing grownups.
The lube sitting in the nightstand was proof to how serious the situation was. Sasuke had obviously thought of sex before. No, no. Naruto shook his head. He could have merely bought the lube to make it easier when they jacked each other off. Spit wasn't the loveliest of fluids to use.
"You wanna get it?" Naruto didn't trust himself to move.
Did he want to? No, not really. Truthfully, Sasuke just wanted to hide himself from Naruto's view, even though they had seen each other plenty of times before. Still, his pride was refusing to let him back down and he leaned over Naruto's stomach to open the drawer. Pulling it out, Sasuke sat back down on his haunches, waiting for Naruto to take the lead.
You always heard about awkward silences in TV or movies. Though Naruto was never sure what defined one. There wasn't much silence when it came to Naruto's life. He was loud and obnoxious, but that was common knowledge. Yet sitting there on the bed with Sasuke staring at a tube of lube like it was the anti-Christ, Naruto thought he might know what an awkward silence was.
The room felt heavy, and he felt as though there was nothing he could say that would make him sound composed. Naruto was sweating and he could feel his dick begin to wilt just a bit.
"Umm... so..." Yeah, he sounded stupid. "Fuck." His face felt like it was on fire. Naruto rubbed it, as if the blush would just wipe off. His hand slowed, the roughness of his cheek reminding him that he would need to shave soon.
Blue eyes daringly looked towards his friend. He didn't know what to do next, or how to start this. Naruto would never admit this to Sasuke, but he looked up to the older boy to lead him down the right path. What was he to do when his source of bravery was just as unsure as himself?
Naruto's uneasiness rolled off him, making Sasuke even more unsure. He knew what they needed to do next but it seemed that neither of them wanted to do it. Uncurling his legs, Sasuke stood up, swallowing dryly. If Naruto wasn't going to do anything, then he was going to have to take the lead.
Standing up, Sasuke unbuttoned his pants and pulled them down along with his boxers. A flush spread across his face as he realized Naruto was watching closely and his eyes settled on a spot above Naruto's head.
"Turn around," he stated, clutching the small bottle tightly.
Naruto cocked his head to the side, eyebrow raised in question. "Why? It's your ass on the line, not mine."
The blush grew darker. "Because I'm not about to have you fuck me without some sort of stretching, and having you watch me do it myself is just weird."
"Oh!" Naruto almost jumped off the bed in his hurry to turn around. He couldn't believe Sasuke was actually walking into this. Were they really going to do this? He heard the clip of the cap. Apparently they were.
Naruto swallowed and squirmed a bit. Well at least his cock was hard again.
Fighting to ease the dryness in his throat, Sasuke covered his fingers with the cold substance. Much to his embarrassment, he had read about gay sex one night after being unable to fall asleep after Naruto had left. His cheeks had been tinted red the whole night and he hadn't been able to look at Naruto for the most part of the next day.
But he had still read it and at least had some knowledge on the subject.
Allowing himself to take in a deep breath, he slowly pushed in the first finger, whimpering in slight embarrassment at the situation. It was a weird feeling and he had to keep reminding himself to stay relaxed, even though his whole body was ready to fall apart due to nerves.
The sounds coming from the other side of the bed held Naruto's full attention. He could hear the harshness and quickness of Sasuke's breath. His own breathing was coming in rapid breaths at the images his brain supplied. Every part of him wanted to turn around and see what would be a delicious sight. Naruto kept still, he would not go against Sasuke's wishes. Not in a situation such as this. Instead, he stayed quiet, his hand running up and down his dick despite the odd feeling.
Gnawing on his lip as he pushed the third finger in, Sasuke swallowed the cry that threatened to escape his throat. His whole body trembled with pleasure as his fingers brushed over the spot once again and this time a small cry escaped his mouth. His eyes closed as he continued to tease the spot and his cock was hard once again.
"My god, please tell me you're almost done." Lust was clouding over his unease, and Naruto was finding himself shaking in need. He wanted to find release, preferably with Sasuke.
Naruto's voice dragged Sasuke away from the pleasure that was racing through his body, anchoring his mind back to reality. With a wince, he pulled his fingers out and nodded, even though Naruto couldn't see anything. "I'm done," he whispered hoarsely.
Slowly, almost cautiously, Naruto turned. He took notice of the now erect penis of his lover. Somehow, Sasuke looked different now, older maybe. Perhaps it was the looming coupling that soon to come, or the way Sasuke's eyes looked so much deeper painted in lust.
"So, I guess... this is it?" Naruto paused. "We're really doing it."
That one question had doubt rearing its ugly head again. It had taken every ounce of will power for Sasuke to convince himself that he could do this, but now he was unsure once again. The way Naruto said it made him cringe slightly; it sounded as though Naruto didn't want to do this with him, as though he wished it were someone else.
Uncertainty pushed away the nervousness and lust as Sasuke swallowed harshly. It was a thought that he didn't usually entertain, but it was one that stayed lodged in the back of his mind. He found that his throat wasn't working and all he could do was nod stiffly.
Naruto looked away, towards the ceiling and then to the bed. Anything was better then seeing the cloud of fear and uncertainty in Sasuke's eyes. For a moment, he grappled with his courage, in the end only finding a small semblance of bravado. His face was strong, yet his body quivered.
Carefully he sat, knees tucked under him. Naruto's hands gripped the sheets once, finding support in them for whatever reason. The butterflies were gone leaving a hollow space, and it made him feel all the more queasy. His eyes caught Sasuke's, a silent plea for comfort or strength. Naruto could not do this alone, but he could, would do this with Sasuke.
Stealing his nerves, Sasuke leaned forward, placing his hands on the bed next to Naruto's.
Black eyes met blue and Sasuke licked his lips slightly. "Naruto," he started softly, drawing the blond in for a gentle kiss.
The kiss was calming, taking away the remaining nerves with each gentle pass. Naruto pushed forward, hand coming up to grip Sasuke's hair. This was familiar, and it was easy. Kissing was nothing to be scared of, and it would ease them into the uncharted lands soon enough.
"I'm nervous." Naruto felt the need say, breaking the kiss for only a moment. His tongue swiped away anything Sasuke might have said, pushing into the others mouth with skilled ease.
Sasuke grunted as Naruto pressed his body against him. He didn't know why Naruto was the nervous one, he wasn’t the one offering up his ass. Pulling back, he glanced at Naruto, wondering how to ease the blonds nerves. "Why?" he questioned as he arched an eyebrow, knowing that Naruto responded better a challenge. "Scared you'll mess up?"
There was no way he was going to let Naruto know that he was nervous as well.
Naruto stared for a moment, their faces so close that hot breath fanned over them. He studied each perfect curve of Sasuke's face, the dark eyebrows to a sharp chin. Yes Naruto was scared he would mess up; most likely he would hurt Sasuke if he did. He looked towards his friends shoulder, laying a kiss on the skin.
"Just know that you probably won't be walking tomorrow." Calloused hands roamed up and down Sasuke's sides coming to rest on his ass.
"Then that means you'll have to cater to my every whim," Sasuke answered jokingly, although he didn’t find anything humorous about the situation.
Sasuke's ass was squeezed, Naruto smirking in mirth. "I suppose I will." He leaned in kissing Sasuke hard, hands coming to sit on pale hips. The kiss was sloppy and slow, but it helped to fuel the fire that seemed to dwindle in the previous unease.
Sasuke gripped Naruto's hair as he was slowly pushed backwards into the mattress and used the kiss to distract his mind from any other thoughts. They broke apart panting softly and Sasuke searched Naruto's face for any lingering doubts before he let his head fall back onto the bed, closing his eyes.
"You ready?" Naruto pressed his body onto Sasuke's, their naked flesh hot against the other. One of them moaned, Naruto guessed it was himself. His cock pressed into Sasuke's hip, and he had to force himself not to rock into the firmness beneath.
Taking his lower lip in between his teeth, Sasuke nodded, too stubborn to say otherwise.
He wasn't sure where to put his legs and they seemed awkward just laying on the bed. Shifting slightly, his legs brushed against Naruto's sides and he grunted at the somewhat easier position. Wrapping his legs around the tanned waist, he looked up at Naruto expectantly, not wanting to do all the work.
Naruto looked down, the ugly orange condom standing out like a traffic cone against the snowy hills of Sasuke's inner thighs. He shifted slightly, Sasuke's legs helping to get Naruto in a suitable position. Naruto could feel the warmth radiating between the firm ass cheeks, his dick was just waiting to slide between them.
Pushing forward slightly, he felt the beginning of Sasuke's anus and stilled. Naruto looked to Sasuke once more; this was it and at this point, there was no turning back. Looking at how this all had started, Naruto never would have thought it would come to this. Yes they joked, goaded each other to make it to this point, but never did he think he would actually be having sex.
A year ago, he wouldn't even have thought of loosing his virginity to Sasuke of all people. Maybe some girl that would turn out to be a drunken one-night stand. Fate loved to mess with him. First, he turns gay for his best friend, and now he's about to fuck him senseless. Or perhaps he shouldn't get ahead of himself.
Taking a deep breath, too nervous to remember to give Sasuke a considerate warning, Naruto pushed forward. He forced his way past the first ring of tight muscle and couldn't help to think it felt like being strangled. Sasuke was tight, hot, wet and he couldn't decide if it was pain or pleasure he was feeling.
The first feeling of Naruto's cock against his ass had Sasuke tensing up as he realized that they were going to do this, until Naruto suddenly stopped. Sasuke blinked, hoping that perhaps, Naruto had decided that they shouldn't do this. Until he pushed forward again and his mind was filled with only one word.
"Fuck!" He cried out at the sudden and painful feeling. His body jerked backwards from the feeling and his legs pulled away from Naruto's waist. Once his feet were free, they kicked back harshly in an instinctive motion, catching Naruto in the stomach.
Naruto feel back on his ass, cursing his own string of colorful words. His dick felt as if it had been broken off, he wouldn't be surprised if he looked down to see it dangling dismally. Instead, his head was still slightly lodged within Sasuke, although twisted and angled.
"Fuck... sorry." Naruto moved bettering the angle and relieve pain as he did so. Sasuke hissed and he whispered an apology kissing a quivering knee as he did so.
Sasuke's head fell back as he ground his teeth together and his whole body shook harshly. He could feel wetness forming underneath his tightly clenched eyes and he bit down on his lip to keep the tears from escaping.
His erection was fading and he wasn't sure what to think anymore. Any and all confidence that he had struggled to build up was gone now.
Apparently, they had not only failed, but Naruto had single handedly made this more painful then it ever needed to be. Breathing deeply he bent his head down to rest on Sasuke's chest. "You ok?" He asked, hands stroking Sasuke's sides soothingly.
"No, and don't you dare move," Sasuke snarled, breathing heavily through his nose. The soft touches on his sides were helping to ease his mind away from the pain his body had felt earlier and he felt his body gradually relaxing. His hands though, still kept a tight grip on the sheets until he found that he could finally remove one.
With his free hand, he grabbed a bottle and shoved it in Naruto's face, finally cracking open an eye.
"Lube..." Naruto looked at the tube for a moment, realization blooming a moment later. "Lube! Fuck Sasuke, I didn't think." He took the tube shyly, applying it to his currently orange cock that was still exposed.
Sasuke couldn't bring himself to roll his eyes at Naruto's obvious statement, settling instead for gnawing on his lower lip. He could feel the cold lube dripping against his anus and wondered if Naruto had poured the whole bottle over himself as a way of compensating for forgetting earlier.
"You think that's good?" Naruto pushed forward just a bit, feeling the growing ease that came with the lubes help. Sasuke groaned and he stopped, looking towards his boyfriend with concerned eyes.
Well it defiantly helped, but it still didn't take away all the pain of being penetrated.
Forcing his body to relax as much as he could, Sasuke let out a deep breath and kept his eyes closed; not wanting to watch Naruto's face.
Feeling Sasuke fall quiet and relaxed below him, Naruto took a breath and slowly, ever so slowly, pushed forward. For a moment he couldn't breath, was almost afraid to. Sasuke was gasping, yet Naruto felt as if his lungs had hardened. The pleasure, the pain, it was all there although not all together pleasant. His stomach turned slightly, and the condom was annoying.
He stilled, coming to hover over Sasuke. Naruto kissed him once on the cheek and smiled. "You okay this time?"
Sasuke grunted at the wet feeling on his cheek and opened his eyes cautiously. Naruto's grinning face came into view slowly and he felt like closing his eyes again at the seemingly cheerful grin. But the question made him keep them open and he shifted slightly.
"It hurts," he finally muttered, trying to adjust to the feeling and finding out that it wasn't all that easy to do.
"It will get better." Naruto wasn't sure if it's a statement or a question. Right now, they were at a stand still; he was too afraid to move forward. Naruto didn't want to hear Sasuke scream in pain again like he had.
Sasuke nodded absently, trying to find some truth in the statement Naruto had said. However, it was awkward with them just sitting still and he shifted once again, his hips rolling in a downward motion.
"Crap Sasuke, don't move. You keep doing that and I won't be able to keep still for much longer." Naruto breathed deeply, thighs quivering as he fought the instincts that drove him to fuck the man below him.
Hearing the tremble in Naruto's voice, Sasuke found that he couldn't resist moving again; the temptation was too strong to pass up. The body above him trembled alongside his and he licked his chapped lips. "Then move," he croaked, still slightly unsure if he was ready.
Naruto was hesitant at first, pulling out painfully slow watching for any sign of discomfort from Sasuke. Those black eyes were still glassy with tears, but his friend did not utter a word. His hips snapped forward and drove back in, feeling the way Sasuke's ass sucked him back in.
Sasuke felt his body move backwards slightly as Naruto thrust forward for the first time. The pain was still there and he kept his eyes locked on a spot over Naruto's shoulder, feeling as though it would be weird to stare at Naruto's face.
He winced slightly as Naruto continued to move but didn't say a word. A quick glance at Naruto's face showed that the younger male seemed to be enjoying himself now, despite the initial hesitation.
It was hard to focus on a rhythm and stay gentle at the same time. The pleasure was adequate although nothing to write home about, yet the experience and knowledge of what was transpiring was enough to send a light buzz throughout Naruto's body. His breathing was broken, his thrusts sloppy but it felt good and he liked it, Naruto concluded.
Sasuke's legs were once again wrapped around his waist; black eyes now adverted to the rumpled sheets. "Sasuke." Naruto called, hoping to have those intense eyes trained on him.
He heard his name being called but Sasuke kept his eyes focused away from Naruto, his head turned towards the side. It was an embarrassing situation to have Naruto thrusting into him and an even more uncomfortable position considering he hadn't felt anything close to pleasure yet.
The pain had died away to a constant ache and he found that he just wanted the act to be over with. He couldn't bring himself to look at Naruto, wondering if the blond was disappointed in his lack of involvement.
"Sasuke..." Naruto called again, slowing himself and shifting to get closer to Sasuke. His cock slipped deeper and he pressed a gentle kiss to Sasuke's temple. "Look at me, please."
If Sasuke could have, he would've turned his head more and simply said 'no'.
Unfortunately, his head was already turned all the way to the side and it seemed rather awkward to act so childish with a dick shoved up your ass. His eyes flickered towards the side, catching Naruto's face out of the corner of his eyes, but didn't move further than that.
He felt used, even though he knew that it wasn't Naruto's intention, but the thought still crept into his mind. And that thought did nothing to quell the earlier fears that he had before they had started.
A sudden burst of pleasure though made Sasuke cry out loudly as above him, Naruto shifted again, apparently not happy that he was being ignored while they were having sex.
"Shit, Sasuke! I'm sorry. Dammit, we shouldn't be doing this." Naruto felt about ready to cry. Not only was he now doing nothing just giving something pain, but he had done nothing but fail. Perhaps he wasn't meant to be the top. He would have to be the girl in the relationship, Naruto felt his manly pride drain away.
"No," Sasuke grunted, clenching at the sheets. His hips tried to move down, desperate to feel that pleasure again. "Do it again."
"You sure Sasuke, I mean you don't have to go through this for my sake." Naruto eyed his friend doubtfully, getting ready to pull out and hopefully find some release via his hand.
"Don't," he growled and could feel a blush creeping up on his cheeks. "It felt good, do it again," he repeated and finally turned his head forward.
Not knowing what to say to that, Naruto pulled back only to thrust back again. He tried to angle his hips up more and into the same position from before. It wasn't until he heard a soft moan from Sasuke's lips that he knew he'd gotten the right spot.
The room was soon filled with the sickening sound of flesh slapping flesh and the wet sound the lube made against the condom; although the grunts and moans seemed to lead the chorus. Naruto leaned down, hands on Sasuke's hips, and kissed the other deeply. His teeth cut into Sasuke's lip, and Naruto tasted blood, but it did nothing but increase the passion of the kiss.
Sasuke moaned into the kiss, tasting blood on his tongue but he found that he couldn't care. His legs tightened around Naruto's waist, trying to draw him in closer, while his arms wrapped around the tanned shoulders.
He tossed his head back and his toes curled in pleasure as Naruto continued to move.
The pain had finally gone away, chased away by the sparks of pleasure that seemed to be racing through his body.
Naruto wanted to curse when he felt the oncoming orgasm build. It was too soon, especially with Sasuke finally actually getting into it. He pulled back from the kiss, panting with the force it was taking to hold everything back. It was pointless; Naruto was already past the point of no return. His body stiffened, balls clenching as he came. His breathing was harsh, and his eyes shown in guilt.
Sasuke laid there below him still hard and wanting and Naruto had failed in bringing him to release alongside Naruto's own. "I'm sorry." He whispered pulling out, his cock limp and condom filled. Naruto ignored it for the time being. His blue eyes were trained on Sasuke's erection. Licking his lips Naruto came to a quick decision. Without further thought, chapped lips wrapped around the weeping head, sucking and licking.
Whimpering slightly as Naruto pulled out, Sasuke felt his cock throb and felt another whimper of disappointment almost leave his throat. He was still hard and wanted release, but it seemed that someone up there hated him and enjoyed torturing him.
His hands fell from Naruto's back, once again refusing to look at him. Coming to a decision, he snaked his hand down, ready to bring himself to a release by his own means when he felt something warm and wet surrounding his erection. His hips bucked upward without thinking at the feeling and his hands tried to find something to claw at.
Naruto's wet tongue traced the underside of Sasuke's cock, licking up towards the head feeling the cold metal of Sasuke's piercing as he reached the head. A smile stretched across Naruto's face as he thought back to when he first learned of the little addition to his boyfriend’s dick. He kissed the tip and then proceeded to repeat the motion. He was never one to enjoy giving head, but knowing that he was giving Sasuke pleasure and that was enough for him.
His tongue dragged over the tip sliding along the slit, Naruto's mouth opened and welcomed in Sasuke's cock as he thrust upwards. Naruto relaxed his throat to try to wrangle down his gag reflex. It was uncomfortable but he ignored the feeling. He worked his lips, being careful to keep his teeth out of the way as he sucked.Sasuke's hip rolled up and Naruto was reminded as to why it was often smart to hold the other down. He somehow managed to cough around Sasuke as he was gagged for a moment before regaining some control over what he was doing.
"Fuck Naruto," Sasuke cried, gripping the blond hair tightly. He tried to still his hips but found the action rather hard as they bucked up again. He knew that Naruto didn't enjoy this and he tried to get him to stop, but Naruto ignored the tugging on his hair.
Sasuke's head fell back to the pillow as his orgasm built and he trembled harshly underneath Naruto. "Na-Naruto, stop," he warned, not wanting to cum in the blonds mouth.
Naruto just doubled his efforts, going so far as to play with the piercing with his tongue from time to time. It only took one last hard suck before his mouth was being filled with bitter warmth. He quickly swallowed, frowning as it irritated his throat. Where was water when you needed it?
As their breaths became even, silence settled over them; the kind that was odd and uncomfortable. Naruto had often heard that the moment after sex was always awkward especially the first time. It was only now that he learned just how awkward it could be.
"Umm... well that was..." Although he never bothered to voice just what that was. Naruto couldn't say it was good, but it wasn't exactly bad either. So he decided to slip back into the silence of the room.
'Terrible' Sasuke's mind supplied for him, finishing off the sentence that Naruto couldn't bring himself to finish. He knew that it was running around in the blonds mind, especially after how Sasuke had responded to everything; kicking him in the gut, not responding, and then cumming in his mouth.
He resisted the urge to groan at himself, he had truly fucked this up; overreacting all the way through, as was his style. His eyes closed and he tossed an arm over his face, wishing he had a blanket to cover himself with.
"Terrible," he finally said aloud, voicing Naruto's thoughts. "It was terrible; you don't have to say it."
Naruto thought it over for a moment before shaking his head. "No I don't think it really was. Besides the first time is never supposed to be good." He smiled, kissing Sasuke quickly on the temple. "We'll just have to practice and get better. At least we know what not to do now." He laughed.
Unseen, Sasuke's eyebrow arched and he pulled his arm back enough so that he could see Naruto's face through a small crack. "Don't lie; I fucking kicked you in the stomach and you're telling me that it wasn't terrible?" he turned his head more, feeling his face heat up.
Naruto had to laugh. "Yeah and I was the idiot that forgot to use the lube. I would have kicked you too." It was true. Granted Naruto probably would have not only kicked but would have been out of the room without a second thought. Needless to say he wasn't looking forward to the day when his ass would be on the line.
Sasuke didn't say anything, not wanting to believe Naruto. His mind kept calling him a liar, knowing that there was no way Naruto would want to try it again; Sasuke had messed up so many things. Sitting up carefully and wincing at the pain already shooting up his spine, Sasuke swung his legs off the bed. "But I still screwed up everything else."
"Well then, if you say so then get over here and give me a kiss to say you’re sorry." Naruto teased, sticking his tongue out. The anxiety in the room was slowly fading and he felt as if he could finally relax. "Next time around, you can... you can top. Okay?" Something about Sasuke's drawn features made Naruto want his friend to smile.
Glancing over his shoulder at Naruto's teasing face, Sasuke felt his body relax slightly. He flicked Naruto off for his kiss comment before the rest of the sentence settled in his mind and he turned all the way around. "Next time?" he asked, certain that there wouldn't be a next time after today's turn of events.
"What? You seriously think I'm going to let you leave without a possible round two? I'd at least like to have one more go at your ass." Naruto blushed, but the smirk on his face showed the playful mood he had fallen into. He got to his feet, about to make his way over to Sasuke in order to claim that kiss, only to remember the bright condom that still hung soiled from his limp cock. "Oops."
The thing was quickly removed and thrown away. Naruto looked at it lying in the trashcan with a sour look. "Is there really any point of using those things? It's not like we'll get each other pregnant and we're both clean." He looked to Sasuke, still frowning. "I need a shower."
Sasuke watched as Naruto padded back towards the bed after tossing the used condom and he tilted his head to the side with a small smile on his face. His fears and concerns were pushed aside at Naruto's comment and left him reassured that he hadn't messed up too horribly.
"We'll see," Sasuke said, standing up slowly. "Let's go take a shower, I feel disgusting."
"And you smell just as badly," a voice drawled from the door. Sasuke's eyes darted towards the doorway where Itachi was leaning against the frame.
"I-Itachi," he sputtered.
His brother turned his head away with a slight smirk on his face. "Be glad that it wasn't mother and father who came home to see you getting fucked in the ass by your boyfriend," he scratched his nose. "Next time, close your door at least."
Naruto could only stand there in the nude, some cum still sticking to the head of his dick; and blink. One would think the urge to hide yourself would send him in a frantic search for cover, but truthfully, Naruto was too stunned to do much else. He had forgotten that Itachi was due home, and at the very least didn't think the older man would actual watch them going at it. Especially with his brother being involved. Sasuke was right in calling Itachi twisted.
"Shit." It seemed appropriate for the situation, not to mention what else could Naruto say? 'Umm, sorry about that; I didn't mean to be fucking you brother in plain view. Next time I'll be sure to be more discrete.' Somehow, he didn't think that would work.
Itachi sniffed slightly and crossed his arms across his chest. "I never said that I watched blondie, I just waited until the noises stopped," he turned his head to look back at them, eyes dancing dangerously. "Next time it happens though, I won't hesitate to record the act and use it as blackmail. I can always use the extra help washing my Jeep."
"Fuck off Itachi," Sasuke growled.
A small smirk slipped across Itachi's face. "Ah baby brother, I'm not sure if I'm disappointed or proud of you. But I guess, that even though you bottomed, I'm still somewhat proud. Call me next time if you're interesting in a threesome, I'm sure I can give your blond a lovely time."
Naruto wasn't sure how he should feel about that comment. He didn't say anything on it, preferring to stay safe and keep quiet. He recalled the last time he said something concerning how attractive Itachi was, it hadn't gone well.
Sasuke grabbed the book sitting on the edge of his desk and tossed it at his brother, but Itachi sidestepped the attack.
The older Uchiha held up his hands in a peace offering. "Joking Sasuke," he said with a gentle laugh. "I advise you wash your sheets though before mother comes back." He gave a small wave and left the doorway, leaving them alone in the room.
"Don't say a word," Sasuke growled to Naruto and stormed off to the bathroom.
"Well shit." Naruto seemed to be saying that word a lot today. Shaking his head, he took off after Sasuke. It was probably better not to let the younger Uchiha mope in the bathroom all by himself. "Sasuke!" He called opening the door with more force then was necessary.
Sasuke was already running the water when Naruto entered and winced as the door handle bounced off the wall. He shot Naruto an exasperated glance before motioning to the door, telling Naruto to shut the door. "Come on," he said. "I'm tired and want to sleep."
Sensing that suicide or homicide weren't on the agenda, Naruto joined Sasuke in the shower. The warm water felt good on his tired muscles and he couldn't help agree that sleep was sounding good. "You okay?" Naruto asked as he kissed down Sasuke's neck to his shoulder, sweet simple little things.
"Itachi's a dick," he muttered. His hands pressed against the warm shower tiles while the water rushed over his back. He didn't know if Itachi was joking or not, and he didn't want to loose Naruto to him either.
"Yeah he is. A creepy one at that. Should I worry about my nonexistent virginity around him? Or will you be there to protect me from the big bad wolf." Naruto laughed draping his arm around Sasuke's shoulders. He was actually a little afraid of Itachi, even if he claimed to be kidding. Naruto didn't know about his boyfriend's brother's mentality anymore. "Or maybe I can walk around with a 'belongs to Sasuke' sign on my ass." Naruto snorted this time around.
Sasuke found himself chuckling at Naruto's words. "He won't do anything," he said, reassuring both himself and Naruto. "Teasing me is usually his way of handling something he's uncomfortable with." He reached forward and turned the water off. Grabbing a fluffy towel from the towel rack, he stepped out into the cold air and quickly started to dry off.
Naruto followed, claiming his own towel. It was fluffy and warm, making him want to snuggle into it and fall asleep. He yawned, wishing that he could just pass out. Sex took a lot out of him apparently.
"Time for bed!" He announced, sluggishly making his way back to Sasuke's room.
Yawning, Sasuke followed Naruto into his bedroom, his ears catching the sound of the washing machine running down the hall. He glanced at the bed, noting that the sheets were changed from the original blue to a red set and he smiled softly.
He pulled out some boxers and tossed his wet towel into the hamper before crawling into bed. His body ached and his eyes were struggling to stay open, sleep threatening to overtake him before he could even lie down.
Naruto followed suit digging through his bag of belongings to fish out a pair of sleeping pants to slip on. He crawled onto the bed, flicking the switch for the fan on the wall next to him before collapsing on the clean sheets. It was too bothersome to try to wonder why the bedding looked different, that would require thinking and Naruto was too tired.
"Night Sasuke." Naruto mumbled out.
"When did you turn on the fan?" Sasuke asked and squirmed further down into the blankets. Naruto always liked it cold when he slept and Sasuke would always freeze at night because of it.
"When you weren't looking." Naruto cuddled closer to Sasuke, seeking warmth and comfort. Their legs tangled, and Naruto was soon falling into a deep and pleasant sleep.
Sasuke grunted but didn't have the energy to get up and turn the fan off. It probably wouldn't matter much anyway, now that Naruto was curled up next to him; the blond was like a mini heater. His eyes closed and within seconds, he was passed out.
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Naruto took a bite of the sandwich he made as he watched Sasuke beat the living shit out of a horde of zombies on the television screen. The weapon of choice happened to be a guitar, which only made the whole display so much more enjoyable.
"Behind you!" He called as female zombie came from behind only to be bashed in the head. Naruto couldn't say he was found of the game, it wasn't rare for it to give him off dreams.
"I see her," Sasuke said, and quickly destroyed the creature. He sent his character forward, capturing a first aid pack for health and energy. He heard footsteps coming into the game room and wondered if Itachi was going to join him in playing.
"Sasuke," a soft feminine voice spoke.
Pressing the pause button, Sasuke glanced up at his mother and frowned at her face. "Is something wrong mother?"
"Was Sakura over last night?"
He shook his head, confusion building. Sakura hadn't been over for months, even before he had started dating Naruto. "No, we're not dating anymore, I told you that."
Mikoto's mouth turned down. "Then why is there a...used condom in your trashcan?"
Sasuke felt his blood turn to ice and he couldn't stop from turning towards Naruto. His mom didn't miss the action and her eyes widened. "Mom," he started.
"You, you weren't lying that day?" she stammered. "That day you said you were dating Naruto."
Dark eyes glanced at the ground before looking back up and Sasuke shook his head. "No, I wasn't."
Mikoto's hand flew to her mouth and her leg took a step backwards. "Fu-Fugaku!" She cried out and turned from the room, quickly flying down the hallway, leaving them alone.
Naruto's sandwich laid forgotten, his stomach too queasy to hold down food at the moment. How could have he been so stupid to leave a fucking neon orange condom in plain sight? Of course someone would find it. It practically screamed for attention.
He chanced a glance at Sasuke, seeing how stiffly his friend sat. Whatever was coming wasn't going to be good. Naruto reached a hand out to squeeze Sasuke's own in reassurance.
Sasuke's heart was racing as uncertainty hung in the air and he knew that this wasn't going to end well. He looked back towards Naruto, black eyes searching his face for some sign that things were going to be all right. "Naruto?" he asked.
Naruto stayed quiet; the look on Mikoto's face gave no comfort that things were going to be okay. He wasn't about to give Sasuke false promises. Instead, he smiled, stroking his thumb over Sasuke's palm.
Sasuke held no hope that everything was going to work out. He had seen his mothers face, and Naruto's silence confirmed his own fears. His parents had simply chuckled when he first told them that he was dating Naruto; it was an awkward chuckle that said they thought he was joking, but still didn't find it funny.
Over the months, the worry had passed with time. His parents had always seen him with Naruto, and usually they were touching more than what friends should, but they never said anything. Sasuke had always hoped that it meant at least something.
He strained his ears, trying to hear any noise coming from the other rooms in the house, but it was silent. Slowly, he shifted closer towards Naruto, trying to find some comfort in his arms. A quick glance at the clock on the TV showed that only a minute had passed since his mother had left and he swallowed nervously.
Naruto began to rub at Sasuke's shoulders. He was petrified, although he couldn't begin to imagine how scared Sasuke was right now. Sure Naruto would have to bare witness to this, but in the end, he would be able to return to the loving arms of his family. Yet, how would they react once the truth was out.
It wasn't as if he ever hid his relationship with Sasuke from them, it just never came up. Naruto had just let them think whatever they wanted to. Feeling his own nerves rise, he pulled Sasuke to him in a tender embrace and waited for the storm to come.
Another minute passed and Sasuke’s heart jumped to his throat as the muffled sounds of footsteps reached his ears. He tensed in Naruto's arms before carefully removing himself from the comforting embrace. He stood up, ready to face whatever his parents would say; he was an Uchiha and he would take his punishment with head held high.
But it still didn't stop the growing pit of despair in his stomach.
The End