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All I Ever Wanted	By : LolliPopLuvr2020 Category: Naruto > Het - Male/Female Views: 1008 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters therein, nor do I make any money off of these stories. However I do own Serenity, Keiko, Daisuke, and Sayuri.

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All I Ever Wanted

I had to re-register under another name because I got locked out of my old account. I am formerly known as Just_Lovely.
A big shout-out to my lovely beta Prizm0467! It�s all thanks to you I am able to post my work!
Disclaimer: Naruto and all characters associated belong to Masashi Kishimoto. I make no profit from my works. My characters are Serenity, Sayuri, Keiko, and Daisuke.
Summary: Shino and Serenity had been in each other�s lives since they were children, only Shino had loved her from the very start. But one night, one fight, and one mission later he finally gets everything he always wanted.
Chapter 2: Here We Go
Regardless of what Serenity thought, there was one person in the world who was more than willing to be everything she needed- and more� and that was Shino Aburame. He had been drawn to her from the very start; when he saw her walk into the classroom that first day of academy, his heart near about stopped.
Serenity was the most beautiful girl Shino had ever seen. Her eyes were the first thing he noticed; they were a rare hazel green color� a deep green, set in big, kind eyes. She had blond hair, he noted, and when she smiled at the class after introducing herself, he knew she was a wonderful person. She had an honest smile, a kind heart, and a classic beauty about her.
Serenity was not a vain person by far, though her looks made him think that she might be at first. To the average person looking at her, she was a very beautiful girl. Out of the average boy�s league, she only paid attention to people who were beautiful like her. She had a fan club of boys from all grades in the academy, a rare occurrence at the school. One she could take real advantage of.
But that was not the case. Serenity was a guy�s girl, very easy to get along with. She made friends with everybody, but most especially got along with guys; she would make perverted jokes sometimes, she could put up a challenge in almost any athletic sport, she was a very understanding and blunt person. And she was honest to a fault� she always gave a truthful answer when asked a question. It was one of her quirks. Even when asked something about her personal life, she answered in earnest. That�s how Shino learned of her interests and her views on things.

The first time Shino heard Serenity sing, he was sold. She had been writing a song on her paper during a class one day, and the sensei saw it and took it up. This sensei didn�t particularly like her, though no one ever knew exactly why. The sensei couldn�t read it because it was written in a mix of English and Spanish. So she asked what it was, and Serenity told her that it was a song. That�s when the teacher asked her to sing it. Shino knew Serenity was special then. She had a strong and soulful voice, belting out the words to the song a capella, and moving flawlessly from high notes to low. Shino didn�t speak English very well, and definitely couldn�t speak Spanish. The song still moved him, nevertheless.
Shino had always entertained the hope that Serenity would look at him one day and realize her love for him, and they would live happily ever after. But that was one of his deepest fantasies; he was a logical person by nature, and knew that most shinobi were granted very little chances in life at happiness. As the son of the Aburame clan leader, a lot was expected of him. He was to keep the honor of the family name, and to take over the position of clan head when his father saw fit. Shino would be arranged to marry a stranger if he didn�t have a love interest when it came time. He wanted Serenity to be his wife.
And therein laid Shino�s deepest fears; he knew that Serenity didn�t know the full extent of the Aburame clan�s talents. His family housed chakra beetles in their bodies� that in itself made it hard for an Aburame to find true love. What woman would want a man who had bugs living in his body? Moreover, how would a woman ever find him attractive? He was nothing special, he thought; wild black hair, plain brown eyes, average features. Even if his family wasn�t required to wear all of the layers of clothes, he still wouldn�t do well in getting a girl to like him. He wasn�t handsome or as popular as Sasuke. He didn�t really socialize much, mostly because of the stigma attached to him. To most people, he thought, he was the strange bug-boy. That was the downside to being an Aburame.

Shino lived alone most of his life. He had a good relationship with his father, and his father wanted him to find love like he had with his mother. But that wasn�t a very high priority in Shino�s life. It wasn�t for many Aburame. It still didn�t kill his hopes for love, and with Serenity�s personality, he was tempted with the bittersweet hope of possibly making her his one day.
Then there was that one day it all changed.
Flashback
Serenity walked into class that day, and from the first look at her, everybody knew she had been through something terrible� Shino noted that her eyes never shined like they used to from that day forward. He knew she was hurting, and the other people in their classes weren�t making it easy for her to deal with. They would offer pity and kind words and presumed to understand what she was going through.

Shino knew Serenity didn�t want that, and when she blew up and told everyone in their class one day to just fuck off, he fell even more in love with her. She wasn�t weak; she was hurting, yes, but she was getting better everyday. She was strong, with a passion and fire to her that she kept hidden.

When Shino was assigned as Serenity�s partner for their next assignment, he did the only thing he could do. He held her hand, took off his glasses, looked her in the eyes, and said �I don�t know what�s hurting you, and I don�t expect you to tell me� but whatever it is, don�t let it rule you. You are a good person, and you always will be� you don�t deserve to hurt. You�re too good and too strong a person for that.�
�And how do you know that?� Serenity asked him. Not with any malice in her voice, just out of curiosity.
�I just do.� He responded.
That was the most Shino had ever said to Serenity at one time. But he meant every word� and that day, as the tears rolled down her face, he saw her start to heal just a little bit. And when she said �thank you�� he saw a little spark of life come to her eyes again.
End Flashback
Serenity eventually got over it, and returned to her once cheery self. For a while she had Shino fooled� until they had a mission to the Land of Rain.

Flashback
It was a simple recon mission: observe the enemy, gather information, and get it back to Konoha. Shino had just returned from interrogating a suspect and Serenity was lying on her back on their rooftop perch looking up at the full moon with tears in her eyes.
She didn�t wipe them away as he sat down next to her.
�Did you get anything?� she asked, still looking up at the sky.
�No. No leads. He was a low-level thug, and stupid to boot. He didn�t know anything.� He replied.
�Hmm�� was all she said. They sat in companionable silence for a while. They had connected on this mission; two weeks working together, just the two of them. Serenity was one of the few people Shino felt comfortable enough to let see his true side.
��my grandfather raped me.� Serenity announced in a small voice, laced with sadness.

��I�m sorry to hear that. I wish it were something else�� was all Shino could say.
�It�s alright� it�s not your fault,� she said as a few more tears started to pile up.
�It wasn�t your fault either�� he said.
�I know, but it doesn�t change what happened. I can�t get back what I lost.� Serenity looked at Shino and he could clearly see the anguish there� �Thank you for being such a good friend to me,� she told him. His heart broke for her that day and he knew that he never wanted to see her cry again.
End Flashback
Shino watched from the sidelines from then on. After that mission, Serenity got a boyfriend. Shino watched that man, and every other man she dated, use her. They were all pigs, who only wanted her for a fuck because she was so beautiful and accessible. That was the key. She was way out of their league, but her personality allowed them to open her up and rip out pieces of her heart bit by bit. Shino knew Serenity only held on because she wanted love in return. He watched her once bright and shiny eyes fade to a dull green as the years wore on.
Serenity decided to leave Konoha after the war ended to pursue music in America. Shino was heartbroken� but he wanted her to be happy; he wanted her to stay, so that he could make his move and show her what real love was. But music was her dream, and he had every one of her songs on CD. Anyone who took the time to really listen to all of her songs would see that her life was an open book. In a way, Shino figured he knew her better than anyone but herself� but that was a long-shot.

Shino eventually shed the layers of clothes and began wearing more civilian styles. He did get a couple of girlfriends here and there, but they didn�t last. He tried his hardest to love them, but his heart wouldn�t let Serenity go. He thought she wasn�t ever coming back and he knew that he would never have the chance to be with her.

��But the heart wants what it wants. You can�t change that� if it wanted something, and couldn�t have it;, you were stuck in limbo for the rest of your life.�
Then, one day, Serenity returned. Shino was so happy; he figured that maybe now he could have a chance for her heart.

And she was more beautiful than ever. Serenity was now as tall as him, and was still in great shape. She was long-waisted, long-legged, and had her family�s curves; big breasts and full hips. She had a lot of tattoos and piercings, which only enhanced her beauty to him. It was her� and she had her true smile back.

Then Serenity became pregnant with Daisuke�s child. Shino knew they didn�t love each other that way. They loved as best friends and comrades, and when she said yes to Daisuke�s proposal, he knew it was only to make a good home for their child. Shino was happy; Serenity was happy enough, and Daisuke was a good man. Though it didn�t stop the heartbreak; he resigned to the fact that he was going to live alone for the rest of his life. In a way, when he looked at it, he now understood Serenity fully. Now they were kindred spirits in love� both thinking that they would never have what their hearts truly wanted. But as long as Serenity was happy, Shino was happy.
Then Daisuke was killed in action. And Serenity broke again� she had become very strong, and it was hard to tell just how much it affected her. But Shino knew. He knew she was scared to try again. She had given up and resigned herself to being lonely for the rest of her life. So, when she sought out Kurenai for help and comfort, he decided that if he couldn�t be her love, he would be the next best thing in her life.
Shino helped her through the pregnancy, got her to the hospital when she went into labor, and helped her deliver the baby. He loved her daughter, Sayuri. The baby wasn�t his, no� but she was just as good as. Shino wanted children� he wanted a family, and he wanted love. Sayuri was beautiful� with big, green, and innocent eyes just like her mother�s, and a full head of brown hair like her father�s. And the sweetest smile� if he ever had the chance, he would adopt her and raise her as his own.

But Serenity wanted what she wanted, she had given up on love, and Shino was going to have to be okay with that.
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�What should I wear tonight?�
Shino thought as he looked over his clothing choices. He decided on black jeans, his standard issue black boots, a studded belt, a black wife beater, a white button down shirt (left unbuttoned) and a red tie around his neck, to give that �punk-rock� effect. He turned off all of the lights, grabbed his keys and locked his door.
�Here we go.� He thought to himself.
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A/N: Yes this one is a little longer than the last one, and still building up from both sides. But plot is in the next chapter. And it gets better. Hang on and wait it out.
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