Soundless | By : Cathartesaura Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Kakashi/Sasuke Views: 3063 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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It was hard to be back in Leaf. Sasuke found that he didn’t know how to act. Naruto and Sakura were kind, but very careful around him. They did not ask him anything about Sound, and Sasuke suspected that Kakashi had warned them not to. He found that they were less annoying than he remembered.
The village had changed. His place in it had changed. Naruto was everybody's pet as a consequence of his new status as the Hokage's favorite, and now Sasuke was a pariah. Tsunade and Jiriaya didn't trust him.
"It was my fault," Kakashi had said, at the inquest. "I was his teacher. I should have seen what the seal was doing to him. I should have known that he wouldn't be able to resist Orochimaru. Sakura did. I should have stopped him. Please don't punish him for my mistakes."
Sasuke could only stare at the floor while the council considered.
"Fine," said the Hokage, looking at Sasuke with narrowed eyes. "We'll give him another chance. But only one."
Sasuke heard that Sakura had stopped talking to Ino since the blond girl had called him a traitor. Naruto came back bloody from a sparring session with Shikamaru and wouldn't say what had happened.
People glared at him on the streets. Naruto or Sakura went everywhere with him, always at his back. Their faithfulness made him feel worse. Sasuke found lunchboxes on his doorstep every day and knew that Sakura was making them for him. He ate them wordlessly. He did not thank her.
He noticed that she had learned to keep quiet. He wondered if he had done that to her. He noticed that Naruto was restrained around him, not as bouncy and brash as he remembered. He wondered if it was his fault.
Sitting in Ichiraku he found it difficult to make conversation with either of them. “Sasuke?” asked Naruto.
“Hn.”
“Did you kill Itachi?”
“Naruto!” Sakura scolded, but a movement from Sasuke cut her off.
“No.”
“Are you going to go after him?” Naruto’s voice was reluctant, and hard. Sasuke hadn't known he could sound like that.
“No,” said Sasuke.
There was a long pause. “Why not?”
“NARUTO! Stop talking right now!”
“It’s fine, Sakura,” said Sasuke. “Because he would kill me, that’s why I’m not going after him.” His face was a mask. It was the most he had spoken since he had returned.
Naruto put his hand on Sasuke’s shoulder. Sasuke’s entire body tensed. "We're glad to have you back, Sasuke," said the blond boy, softly.
Sasuke stood up too fast, accidentally knocking over his chair; beside him, he felt Sakura flinch. He looked over at her and found that she had frozen, her face white.
"Excuse me a moment," she said neutrally, and left the room.
Naruto was looking after her anxiously. In another minute he jumped up and ran after her. As the door swung closed, Sasuke could hear sobbing.
She was afraid of him. Well, why not, he thought. He had hurt her. He had attacked her, and Naruto.
He got up and walked out of the restaurant.
The streets were strangely bright and overwhelming after the darkness and silence of Sound. Sasuke wanderered aimlessly, keeping his face blank. He had not relaxed once since the moment after he came, when he cried against Kakashi's shirt. He thought about how exposed he had been when Kakashi entered the room, with his bare ass presented for whoever wanted to take it, but he had been much more exposed while he was crying. Both times Kakashi had found him.
"Hey, I know you. You're that Uchiha brat."
Sasuke turned around. It was a man he recognized vaguely, a merchant.
"You're a traitor," said the man, his round face very red. "You're a disgrace to your name. Your even worse than that older brother of yours. At least he never came back." The man spat at Sasuke's feet and turned away. "Get out of my sight."
Sasuke said nothing.
.
When Kakashi came home that day, he found Sasuke sitting shirtless on his bed.
"I need you to do it," said Sasuke in response to Kakashi's questioning look.
Kakashi selected a book from his bookshelf and settled into a reading chair.
"You said you would do it if I needed it," said Sasuke, feeling a rising panic. "I need it."
"And I'll give it to you," Kakashi assured him serenely, "but not until you calm down."
Sasuke didn't understand what he meant. He felt perfectly calm. Then he looked down at his hands and found that they were shaking, his hands clutching the bedsheets so hard his knuckles were white.
He looked back at Kakashi, still perusing a dirty novel. He could see the outline of Kakashi's phallus through his boxers. Soon it would be inside of him, controlling him completely, and Sasuke found himself relaxing at the thought. His hands unclenched and came to rest in his lap.
"I'm ready now," he whispered.
Kakashi studied him. "I'm tired, Sasuke," he said. "I want to take a shower. Lay back and wait like a good boy."
Sasuke shifted. "You promised."
A sigh. "Lay back."
Sasuke stretched out on his back, still scowling. "I'm lying. Get on with it."
Kakashi walked past him unconcernedly, went through the bathroom door and shut it behind him. A moment later, Sasuke heard the water running.
Was Kakashi really going to make him wait? It appeared so. Sasuke tried to relieve the ache in his groin which had been building while he waited for the past two hours, shifting his hips on the bed.
The door opened.
“Instead of doing that to my sheets, why don’t you join me?”
**
Sasuke stood on a fuzzy white bathmat and let himself be undressed. Some part of his brain had shut down and he was waiting for Kakashi to restart it. Hands reached into his waistband and pulled his underwear down to his ankles, then guided Sasuke to step out of them. Kakashi untied his own towel and let it drop to the floor. He took Sasuke’s shoulder and, without looking at him, led the way into the shower.
It was good under the water, deafening and hot. Kakashi pulled Sasuke in front of him, under the stream. Now, thought Sasuke. Now Kakashi would pin him to the wall and take him. Instead, Kakashi lathered up a bar of soap and began to clean them both with a washcloth.
Listlessly, Sasuke allowed the cloth to pass over his chest, his stomach, his neck. Alright, so Kakashi didn’t want to fuck him while he was dirty. Understandable. He could wait.
“Chin up,” Kakashi ordered. Then strong fingers were massaging shampoo into his hair, pressing hard against his scalp. Kakashi cupped a hand over Sasuke’s forehead to keep the soap out of his eyes as he guided his head back.
“I’m not a baby,” said Sasuke irritably.
“What was that, Sasuke? I can’t hear you over the water. Lean forward, now.”
Sasuke was pretty sure Kakashi could hear him perfectly. He moved forward and let Kakashi scrub his back, then move down to his legs. He yelped a little when the wash cloth slid between the cheeks of his ass and goosed him.
“All clean!” said Kakashi cheerfully. “Now wait for me.”
Sasuke watched impatiently while Kakashi soaped himself up. He noticed that Kakashi’s hair stood up straight even under the direct stream of the water. While he waited, his eyes travelled to Kakashi’s erection.
“My face is up here.”
Sasuke looked away quickly.
When he was finished, Kakashi turned off the water. Sasuke stood shivering in the corner while Kakashi wrapped himself in his discarded towel. Then a hand on his wrist tugged him out of the tub. Kakashi tucked him into another towel and began to rub his hair.
“Alright, enough,” Sasuke said, trying to pull away from Kakashi’s hands. “You promised --”
“Ah-ah-ah, Sasuke. Shush. Wouldn’t want you to catch a cold.” Kakashi continued to dry him off thoroughly, and then tied the towel around his hips, hands low enough that Sasuke's cock jumped.
“So well behaved,” said Kakashi. “Letting me do whatever I want. Just like a doll.” He brought Sasuke into the groove of his body, pressing him against a terry-cloth covered erection. Then he nuzzled the skin of Sasuke’s neck, knocking his head back, exposing his vulnerable throat. Sasuke could feel Kakashi’s lips and the bristles of his unshaven cheek.
He shifted restlessly. “What are you . . . ?”
“Shh,” said Kakashi, “just be quiet for now.”
“Kakashi, just – ”
Kakashi cupped Sasuke’s cheek and stroked the soft skin. “I said be quiet.” He used his fingers to comb Sasuke's hair. “Good boy.” Then he pressed his warm, wet lips against Sasuke’s and kissed him softly.
Sasuke fidgeted. He didn’t want to be petted and treated kindly. That wasn’t what he came here for, wasn’t what he deserved.
Kakashi laughed, as if he could read Sasuke’s mind. “You’ll have to put up with it, Sasuke,” he said. He kissed him again, sliding his tongue against Sasuke’s lips, holding his head in place. Sasuke couldn't pull away.
Maybe Kakashi was just trying to humiliate him. Whatever. It wasn’t his choice; this, Sasuke could understand. When Kakashi’s mouth came back to his, he parted his lips reluctantly. It was a strange experience - Sasuke wasn’t used to kissing. Orochimaru did not kiss him. Thank god, thought Sasuke, who already had enough experience with the Snake Sanin’s forked tongue.
Kakashi’s mouth was burning hot. He coaxed Sasuke into relaxing, changing the angle of their heads, humming in contentment. His tongue seemed to be soothing every part of Sasuke’s mouth, sliding slowly in and out, stroking his lips and tongue.
Sasuke let him do what he wanted.
Finally, Kakashi let him loose. “Bedroom,” he said.
Sasuke hurried through the door, shivering as the cold air hit his super-heated skin, and went immediately to the bed. Kakashi sauntered behind him. When he was close enough Sasuke rolled over onto his stomach.
Hands gripped his shoulder, his hip. He was flipped over onto his back, and then the hands began to tug on the towel around his waist.
"No," Sasuke whined, trying to turn over again. He wanted to be face-down and unconnected with what happened to his body.
Kakashi's hands kept him down.
"I'm calling the shots, Sasuke," he teased, "that means I get to pick the position. Hold still."
Still Sasuke struggled. "No, no." The towel was pulled free and then Kakashi lifted his hips to slide it away.
"Do as I say."
As if it were a cue he was waiting for, Sasuke went limp. He let himself be positioned, his knees brought up, legs spread. He turned his face away and waited.
Nothing happened.
Sasuke opened one eye to peek at Kakashi. The Jonin was standing still, looking at Sasuke's exposed body.
"Just do it!" Sasuke snarled.
Kakashi sighed and climbed on top of him. Sasuke gasped in relief at the weight crushing him, holding him down. This is what he wanted, what he needed. He pushed his spread legs up against Kakashi, urging him on.
Kakashi didn’t seem too inclined to get on with it. He rubbed Sasuke’s chest and his hard little nipples, taking one into his mouth and sucking on it. “Relax, Sasuke,” he murmured. “I’ll take care of it, stop worrying.”
Finally Sasuke felt fingers stroking his opening. Immediately he thrust against them, but Kakashi took his hands away. “Sasuke,” he said, and his voice was sharp.
“Please,” begged Sasuke, almost crying with frustration. “Stop wasting time and do it!”
Kakashi rolled away. “Get up.”
“But –”
“Get. Up.” Kakashi’s voice could have cut glass. Sasuke staggered naked to his feet, glaring, but his expression changed to surprise when Kakashi grabbed his arm and jerked him roughly to the center of the room. He bit back a cry when he was forced to his knees.
“Rather than my cock I should give you a flail to beat yourself with. That’s all you want, isn’t it? Stay down. You want to be punished, fine, I’ll punish you.” He grabbed Sasuke’s chin and forced his head up. “Put your hands behind your back.”
Numbly, Sasuke did what he was told. He felt something akin to fear prickle down his spine, but at the same time, relief.
Kakashi muttered something and ropes of chakra lashed Sasuke’s wrists together. He tried to adjust them and found he couldn’t do it.
“Open up.”
He closed his eyes and did what he was told. It was Kakashi’s finger that slipped past his parted lips, pumping lightly until Sasuke began to suckle. He knew how to give a blowjob; Orochimaru loved his ‘sweet mouth’ too.
Kakashi pulled away, and circled the head of Sasuke’s penis with his wet fingers. Sasuke couldn’t keep himself from hardening. Something thicker and bigger than a finger pushed between his lips and he whined a little, but accepted the intrusion.
Kakashi leaned close and whispered in his ear. “So, you’ll take my cock in your mouth but not my tongue.”
Muffled grunts.
Kakashi just barely dipped himself in. “Open your eyes, Sasuke. This is me doing this. Not him.”
Sasuke's dark eyes flicked open. Kakashi guided just the tip of his cock to between his teeth, against his tongue. Sasuke had a moment to get used to the taste and the feel. Then Kakashi forced his head up and pushed himself all the way into Sasuke’s mouth.
Sasuke struggled to breathe, with his head tipped all the way back and his throat full of cock. It was hard not to choke, but Kakashi’s hand fisted in his hair held him still as he began to thrust deeply. “Take all of it, Sasuke,” he ordered. “We’re going to do this, and then you’re going to behave.” He pushed himself all the way in, burying Sasuke’s nose in his silver curls, bumping his balls against his chin.
Sasuke fought to hold still, tears gathering in his eyes from the stuggle to breathe. At the same time, he felt something loosening in his chest, something tight and horrible.
Kakashi pulled his hair a little. "Does it seem too big, Sasuke? Soon, it'll be in your ass."
Sasuke could only moan and suck.
“You kids make everything so dramatic,” Kakashi grunted. “Like you’re the first one to ever make a mistake.” He kept up the rhythm while he talked, and Sasuke found it somewhat difficult to listen. “You don’t get it, Sasuke. You’re still just a kid. Just a dumb – oh fuck – kid. You just don't know any better, Ugh, I’m gonna -”
He came. Sasuke struggled to swallow it all; it seemed scalding hot.
“Keep still,” Kakashi said. Sasuke sank back obediently and let Kakashi press himself against his face.
He was aware that he had saliva running down his chin, along with other things. “You give pretty good head,” said Kakashi crudely, but he was gentle when he wiped Sasuke’s face with his hand. He pulled out with a wet pop. “Now,” he said, guiding Sasuke to look at him. “Do you feel better?”
Sasuke thought about it. He couldn’t meet Kakashi’s eyes.
“Come back to the bed.” Sasuke got stiffly to his feet. Kakashi caught his arm and held him still while he broke the charka bonds on his wrists. "Does it hurt?"
Sasuke shook his head no. Kakashi's hands stayed on his wrists, rubbing gently.
This time when Kakashi brought him back to the bed, Sasuke let himself be stretched out on his back without complaint. He felt strangely dazed and relaxed. Was this what it felt like to be forgiven?
Kakashi settled on top of him and seated himself between Sasuke's legs. He brought Sasuke's head down and kissed him. Sasuke was compliant, although he was amazed that Kakashi wanted to touch his mouth, knowing where it had been. His limbs felt heavy, and he couldn't have struggled even if he wanted to. He didn't really want to.
He still wasn't sure about the feeling of Kakashi's tongue in his mouth, but he wasn't going to do anything other than submit.
It took Kakashi a while to get hard again. He passed the time by tasting every inch of Sasuke’s skin; his chest, his neck, his lips. Then he prepared Sasuke carefully, spreading his legs wide, holding his hips.
When he bent and swallowed Sasuke’s cock, Sasuke let out a startled cry, his head dropping back, his mouth open. Kakashi’s hands kept him from thrusting up. He sucked hard for a minute, amused by the little sounds Sasuke was making. Then he pulled the boy’s legs up over his shoulders and pushed inside him.
Sasuke felt all of the tension fade out of his body. It was perfect, the feeling of being full, being bent in half, the burn of his ass and his jaw as Kakashi possessed him. He made small needy sounds as Kakashi began to rock, which turned into a low continuous wail.
“Okay, Sasuke?”
It seemed endless, like they had been going for hours. He was so close. Kakashi gripped his cock and tugged; Sasuke gasped and came. He stopped worrying, stopped making decisions, stopped feeling anything, and just floated, letting Kakashi do whatever he liked.
He felt the Jonin go as well, filling up his ass, and there was silence as they caught their breaths. Then he was being moved, pulled into Kakashi’s lap, straddling his legs.
“Good boy,” Kakashi whispered in his ear. He let himself relax into strong arms.
Sasuke was half asleep when Kakashi cleaned him up and settled him back on the bed, away from the wet spot. He was wrapped in blankets so tightly that he could not have moved if he wanted to. For a minute Kakashi lingered, stroking the hair out of his face, and then he moved away.
Sasuke’s last thought was that for the first time, he felt like he was home.
*
Fin
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