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Touch of a Lonely Heart	By : GoatChrist Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1193 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Hiyaaaa issa me again, GC-chaaaaaaaan!!!! ^_^ i�m back w/ ch 2 now!!! I got many bad reviews 4 teh last chappie bcz naruto got AIDS, but dun worry, its just a part of the plot really, k?! XD an all of u ppl who gave me good reviews, THANK U!! MWAH!! I LUV U!!!!
I was gunna write a oneshot first but when i reached teh later parts of the smut (i was liek really worked up an all, my first attemetp writing YAOI ^^;;;;;;;) i was like �NOOO!!!!1! i dun want it to end this quickly!!!� so i kinda flipped out and was like �YES! ANGST!�
And to you who don�t like it, u cant just pertend teh illness doesn�t exist!!!!!!!!1 there are many ppl out theere w/ AIDS!!!! And I think its very likely it happened in the series bcz i mean, itachi is ovbiously screwing saske�s brains out, right?!?!?! an itachis really ebul and hates suasuke, so he couldve done it!!!

BUT WE ALL LURV �IM ANYWAYS �CAUSE HE�S OUR LITTLE ITA-CHAN!!!!!!!!! ^________^

Newayz, soooooo... sasuke raped naruto and finds out hes HIV-positive... what�ll happen next?!?!?! This chappie will be kinda angsty, but plz forgive me cuz i was kinda feeling down sooooooo.... *sweatdrops* PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!! ONEGAI!!!!!
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Disclaimer: I don�t own Naruto, the awrsome Bishimoto-sama does!!! XD I only wrote this fanfic!!!!! ENJOY!!!

Touch of a Lonely Heart, Chapter Two � Our Eternal Darkness
By GoatChrist-chan

There was only darkness surrounding him again.

Darkness and cold.

Desperately, the young boy tried to reach out to someone, anyone, but found himself waking up alone once again, shivering with fear for the unknown cruel darkness that he deep inside knew would come to claim his body sooner or later.

His breathing was ragged, his eyes unfocused; the face that used to be the brightest in Konohagakure (Hidden Village of the Leaf) was hardly recognisable anymore, as the medical treatment had taken its toll, forcing the very will to live out of the youth.

Uzumaki Naruto slowly sat up, still grasping the piece of paper he�d fallen asleep clutching to his chest; his very own death note. The tears that soaked the note by the time he passed out had thankfully dried up, but that would not change its contents; the Uchiha boy had indeed decided to take him with him into infinity.

Every time Naruto closed his eyes, he could see the raven-haired beauty standing in front of him, smirking that �I�m better than you�-smirk before walking away from him, and every time he asked himself...
Why?! Sasuke- teme, if you hated me so much, why couldn�t you just tell me face to face? I just wanted to be your equal, I wanted to beat you fair and square... why did you do this to me? How could you leave me here to rot in the hellish darkness dephts of my soul, why didn�t you tell me anything? Why, you bastard?!

Naruto was close to breaking down again, his entire body shook violently, and he hugged himself in a desperate attempt to calm down. �Kyuubi...� he whimpered pathetically; �Damn fox, why won�t you answer? Please... help me...�
Only silence greeted him, and the endless pit of dark nothingness that seemed to be feeding on his soul every minute seemed to grow with each passing moment. He wanted his very being to disappear with it, but the pain of Sasuke�s betrayal was all that he had left, and he didn�t want to let go of it.

Silent tears ran down his face as he once again glanced at the note in his hand; his empty eyes once widened in delayed realisation and he shuddered before tearing it in two, sinking back into the soft pillows of his sickbed from the mental exhaustion .
�Sasuke-teme... come back...� his voice was unsteady and his back trembled with held-back sobs �...at least come back and finish what you�ve started...�

He weakly let his hand drop. The strips of paper fell to the floor, like snowflakes from the pitch-black, cold winter sky.
**INSIDE OF NARUTO�S CONSCIOUSNESS** (author�s note: yea i know its cheesy but i coudn�t come up w/ anything else XD)
�Hey, gaki.�
The blonde stirred slightly.

�You are the one who called for me, the least you can do is answer when I call out to you, pathetic mortal,� the demon fox growled with a hint of irritation in his low, growling voice.

Naruto opened his eyes. He was in front of the gate again, and those huge crimson orbs were once again staring at him, glowing intently as if they would be able to pierce though his very soul... or rip him to shreds.
It wouldn�t surprise me if the fox COULD do that.... Naruto thought bitterly before summoning his courage to speak. Before he managed to say anything, however, he was interrupted by the demon...
�Before you even ask, NO, there is nothing I can do to help you.�
�What are you talking about?!� Naruto blurted out, the tears returning as he felt the panic well up inside of him; �If I die, you do down with me, dattebayo! You helped me fight before, you even healed me when I had a HOLE THOUGH MY FUCKING RIBCAGE!!!!! Why can�t you help me now?!?! Answer me, ANSWER ME, FOX!!!�

Nine-tails� blood-red eyes narrowed into slits and Naruto could feel the ground beneath him tremble as the demon�s growl turned into a roar. He suddenly realised the cage was no more, and that the Kyuubi had him pinned down onto the ground, his warm breath tickling the small strands of hair on his neck. Naruto�s heart raced and he found it difficult to breathe.

�Listen up, you little pinko slut! This is all your fault! You were the one who lusted for the Uchiha boy even though you knew that you were from different social classes!� the Kyuubi spat, effectively locking the now-scared-shitless Naruto in his demonic gaze, the firey blaze pouring from behind those ancient eyes illuminated his tear-streaked face.
The demon lowered his head, and Naruto could feel the entity moving around him, its hot breath tickling his face and his neck, lingering there for awhile before the fox� low voice continued, now considerably calmer.
�You little bitch. I never asked to be sealed inside of such a weakling, and if I could do something about this, I would. However...!� Naruto could feel the demon�s breathing quickening;
�You got fucking AIDS! You�re going to DIE you baka, I don�t know how to cure it, and there�s noting I can do but dying with you! All because YOU couldn�t resist the touch of that upper-class brat Uchiha who despises you so much! Your own foolishness makes you deserving of such a humiliating death!!!�

It felt as if all the blood had drained from the blonde�s face. His last hope was the fox helping him out, but when he felt the pressure of the fox� weight (author�s note: he�s kinda big, you know? ^_^;;;;) on top of him, as well as the thick essence of fear the fox emitted, he realised that there truly was no way out.
He had long ago stopped crying and was now blankly staring at the figure in front of him. Kyuubi gazed back, seemingly interested in what the boy would do now.
�I will speed up the progress for you - that way, we�ll both suffer less, and your worthless whining will end quicker.� The fox added before getting off the youth, mending with the shadows once again.

***END OF DREAM SEQUENCE***

He woke up screaming, the cold sweat trickling down his lithe body, the damp sheets sticking to him. They reminded him of a shroud, and for a moment he panicked, trying desperately to get out of them.
Standing on wobbly legs beside his bed, a wave of self-loathing suddenly welled up inside of him - he felt disgusting, weak, worthless.

He remembered the challenging sparkle in Sasuke�s eyes each time each time they used to spar; that sparkle could lit his very soul, awakening a pulsing, maddening desire inside of the young shinobi which had been vaguely present from the day they first met; it was a bond stronger than anything Naruto had ever experienced.
The memory was then replaced by another; how that particular gleam had changed before his very eyes, transforming into something else on that day, something he couldn�t comprehend until it was all over and the scenes had already been replayed a dozen times in his mind.

Uchiha Sasuke loathed him.

He felt like he was suffocating, like his being was getting devoured by darkness. He needed to get out of his own skin, out of himself; frantically he began tearing off his pyjama top, which was quickly followed by the pants.
As he stood there, shivering from the cold, he caught a glimpse of his scrawny figure in the reflection of the hospital window. The illness had already managed to take its toll on his features; the pale skin, the watery, unfocused eyes which seemed to have lost their previous brilliance since long ago... he�d lost a lot of weight, and the few people who had bothered to visit him since �the incident� (the visitors had mainly consisted of Iruka and Kakashi � Sakura had visited briefly, but she quickly excused herself with a disgusted look on her face) hardly seemed to recognise him in his sickening run-down form.

Suddenly, pain wracked his body, and he sank down to his knees, coughing violently. He became aware of the taste of iron accompanied by a damp warmth; as the seizure stopped, he raised his raised his trembling hand, afraid of what he knew was there.
The moonlight cascaded over his naked body, causing his skin to appear deathly white, and the stains of blood were darker than the deepest shadows. In his dazed state of mind, all he could think of was the beautiful contrast between his bright skin and the dark decay that rested beneath it.

�I bet Sasuke only saw this, all along...� he mumbled to himself, smearing the blood on his chest, fascinated by its thin texture. He�d seen his own blood many times during missions, but this was different. This was the blood of his soul; and it was as dark as the deepest depths of Hell.

The tears welled up uncontrollably once again; Why did this have to happen to me?
Had he not suffered enough already? Had he not been shunned enough by the entire village since the day he was born? Had he not endured the first twelve years of his live without knowing the love of a parent � or of a friend?
Was it not enough that the scourge of ninjakind stubbornly lived on within his body?

But... maybe that was it.

What if the force never intended him to live on, if the plan was to let the Kyuubi die with the weak infant? But he survived; and with him, the demon that had nearly destroyed the village. Didn�t he deserve the hate and spite he had suffered for selfishly refusing to die?

It was probably he who had been sick all along, and continuing that train of thought, was it not he who had corrupted Sasuke with his unnatural desire?
Had he not been the one to lust for his teammate all of those years?

Because of him, the Devil lived � and now he was dying in the Devil�s disease.

A fitting end for his wretched existence, Naruto conceded. He curled up in a corner to sleep, waiting for the end. But for the first night in his life, he suffered the pain of sickness, and the rest he longed for eluded him.

He did not know how many hours he had laid there before he sensed someone�s presence. It was a chakra signature he knew but too well, but the possibility of him being there seemed so unlikely he had to actually see it to believe it.

However, the moment he looked up and found himself lost in those dark, unreadable eyes, he knew it did not matter what he chose to believe.

Once again Sasuke abruptly invaded his mouth, but this time, more than shock coursed through Naruto�s bleeding heart. The conquering tongue was removed in due time, and the sapphire eyes, having lost all their glow, turned to the full moon, drinking its icy illuminance as the avenger youth violently tended to Narutos trembling body.
His touch was different this time. He no longer hid his loathing, any pretensions of giving the demon vessel pleasure were gone. All that was left was his hatred, burning the pale youth, freezing the tanned to the core. No moans, no cries of barely suppressed ecstasy escaped Narutos mouth. He couldn't even protest as the Uchiha forced his fingers into his mouth.

Uzumaki could only feel the shame, the self-loathing for doing this to the exquisite nobleboy. Everybody loved Sasuke, just as they hated him. There had to be a reason for that. His unnatural yearning for the raven-haired boys embrace had somehow been carried over, and had rotted the pale ninja's genius mind. It was all his fault. He was disgusting, dirty, Sasuke was right to hate him.
Then his apathetic facade crumbled - his body stiffened, back arched and he let loose a cry of pain as the Uchiha once more possessed him. There was no enjoyment in this forced union between the two rivals. The throbbing, rock hard presence inside of him made Naruto feel utterly useless, guilty and gross. Sasuke leaned forward and violently, with one hand grasping the vulpine boys neck.

Once, the tanned body had contained a thunderous strength which had made the avenger so jealous, it gave him no peace of mind until he had broken that strength, and even now, the fragile body beneath him threatened to break like a dry twig.
The onyx-eyed genin pulled out, then penetrated again, feeling a weakening body desperately trying to fight him off. As he entered Naruto completely, the blonde's fading sanity seemed to shatter.

"NO!! SASUKE, STOP IT! STOP IT, IT HURTS, IT HURTS SO MUCH!! DON'T DO THIS, DON'T TAKE ME WITH YOU, I LOVE LIFE, I DON'T WANT TO DIE!! TAKE IT BACK, I DON'T WANT TO DIE!! PLEASE, NO, I DON'T... !! Want... to die..." He weakly cut of, tears streaming down his face as Sasuke reached below his struggling victim, finding his erect member.
Naruto stopping resisting. He limply lay there, accepting what happened to him. He realised he had been lying to himself, about his love for life. Sasuke�s body was cold, it seemed to him, when it entered him again and again. There was nothing left in life to love, and no-one left to love him. The only one whose friendship he had ever desired, wanted him dead, destroyed, so desperately.

"You worthless little misfit! You don't want to die? You don't have a fucking choice! At least I'll take something beautiful with me..." the Uchiha hissed into his ear. Then, Naruto even stopped crying. They came together.
Getting up and dressing quickly, the raven haired ninja smirked at the weaker boy. Naruto was vaguely aware of the searing pain the stronger youths gaze caused him, those crimson eyes drilling into his soul, as if raping his body wasn't enough.

"Listen, dobe, you brought this upon yourself. This is what happens to people who think they're equal to me. Nobody's gonna save you now, you're mine. You can struggle and hate all you want, but your hate... is not... enough." A psychotic grin briefly haunted his beautiful complexion.

His consciousness slowly slipping away from him, Naruto lay on the bed, naked, broken, the cold moonlight illuminating his body which felt as if it was decaying already, and he hoped fervently that the Kyuubi would stay true to it's word.

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Ahahahahaaaaaa.... that was kindy angsty, wasn�t it?? ^^;;;;;;;;;;

Some answers to the AFF.NET reviews!!

Mytal: i�m so glad u liked the lemon!!! ^_^ I�m sorry, don�t be sad *gives cookie* i lurv naru-chan too, but it�s an angsty fic........ but i promise ill bring more smut l8r!!!! I�ll write more, K?!?

Michiru: ahahahahaha... *sweatdrops* i know, it turned out a lil strange..... i�m kinda new to fanfics...... plz bear w/ me!! XD

blahblah: OMG!!! Didn�t u write that awesome fic �Control�?!?! u roxxorz so much!!!! Im liek totaly honored u would revieew my fic...!! but...err, gomen� i dun understand what u mean? @_@

o.O: again, sorree if teh ending kinda sucked (evrybody seem to hate it so much.... ;____;) i needed an opening to continue it and i thought it�d be a lil angsty Newayz soooo.... arigato for bein so nice about it thou!!!!! >_< *bows*

Zaku: AWW!! *huggles and gives chocolate* thank u so much!!!!!!ur review made me really happy!! I think ita-chan couldve raped Sasuke, hes such a perverted cutie psycho mesa thinks.... ^_^;,, so yea if u wanna help me i�d be really thankful!!!

dagget: yea, i mean, sauske seems to hate them, so i thoughyt id juz go w/ it.... eheeh. The �chucky� movies....?? what was those about again...? O.O,,

Billy: thx!!!!! *givs cookie* XD reviews like this make me wanna write more!!!!! Ill try my best w/ this story!!!!!! ^____________^ about teh title, i didn�t think of one and then i needed one and my friend came up w/ this.... is it too weird?? O.o;;; *sweatdrops*

Sansty_san: yea!!!! Sasuke is a real bastard here isnt he?!!?!?!! >__< But hes smexy when hes ebul... i was thinking kyuubi could heal naruto but then the story wuold end and i dun wan that so ill have to be mean to naruto to keep the stoiry going!!! *huggles sick lil naru-chan* ;___; well se what happens in later chappies........

OMG i got many reviews but many were flames.....sorry if ur review isnt answered but many ppl wrote pretty much the same thing sooooo.... plz keep reviewing an ill maybe answer it next time!!!!!!!!!!
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