Compensate | By : SilverblueDolphin Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1656 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Title: Compensate
Author: Silver-blue Dolphin
Disclaimer: the characters belong to Masashi Kishimoto, creator
of Naruto.
Pairings: KakaIru
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Male-Male Interactions or Yaoi for short, Lemon,
Violence, Referral to Non-Consensual S*x in flashbacks aka R*pe, Angst, Blood,
Swearing, a little Bondage, Dark themes... NOT to be viewed by
children. Seriously. Don't read if you're a child or are easily
disturbed. Actually most of these warnings refer to the incidents in flashbacks.
Then there are descriptiveness of Lemon Scenes which you also have to look out
for. So please don't view if you're under the age of 18. I'm serious. I'll sick
Kakashi after you if you fore go my warnings.
Notes: Somewhat-Edited, Flashbacks are in italics Kakashi thought's in // brackets //, Iruka thoughts in ' these '
Also Note: I take no responsibility for anyone who reads this
story underage for I clearly marked the contents out in the warnings. I also
take no responsibility when Kakashi catches you. He's your problem now and do
you really want to mess with a jounin? Well, do you?
Robotic-like, Kakashi began stripping Iruka of his casual evening wear. With the meat of his arm, he held the younger man docile in place against the wall in what would be considered a chest arm brace.
Black soft locks tickled his masked face as he pressed closer to Iruka to reach. His searching fingertip came in contact with a skyblue sash that was hidden underneath the long sleeved cotton white shirt that Iruka wore.
Upon lifting the hem of the top up with his gloved hand, Kakashi saw that the silky material band was fastened around the young school teacher's surprisingly thin waist by the stitched hooped straps. Preventing what looked like pajama pants that were two sizes larger from sliding down his skinny hips.
//It appears, Iruka had lost a considereable amount of weight since team 7's arrival back from the Grass Country. He wondered how he managed to overlook this bit of troubling information when he had dropped by that same day in the duty acceptance room to submit the mission report to the younger man. Not that he should care.//
Pulling the sash loose from the mans waist, Kakashi unlaced it with the hook of his pinkie and chucked the thin silk behind him, where it fluttered to the floor in waves. //Later, he might find use of it if say Iruka decided to become disobedient. If that were to happen, he could always tie the sash around Iruka's mouth if needs be. //
Kakashi ignored as the younger man he had held captive to the wall, squirmed in his grip, as Iruka's pants pooled down to their feet. Possibly from embarrassment.
Glancing up, Kakashi was correct in his assumption as Iruka's face flushed hotly. A bright contrast compared to the damage he caused when he had beat the younger man's face with his open palm in a fit of anger.
Taking a kunai from his hidden pouch compartments, Kakashi cut a precise line down Iruka's shirt with the blades sharp edge, concentrating so not to nip the younger man.
Iruka had looked at him bewildered during the entire procedure, chocolate brown pools wide and dilated.
//Good.
Show him what a man is capable of doing. Not everything is fluff and cute in a relationship as is claimed by the public. There is also a darker-side that is kept hidden that isn't talked much about but still exist. He knows this from past experiences while on the battlefield and when his soldiers were in heat.//
Kakashi sighed and waited for the Hokage to acknowledge his prescence. He made sure not to flinch when he felt a small hand tug at the back portion of his patience vest.
Turning,... peering,...Kakashi saw that it was the young boy, Naruto.
Hesitantly, he placed his gloved hand on the gennin's golden locks which stuck wildly up from the leaf headband protector that had been tied too tightly around the boys forehead. A flash of white teeth and the boys attention went to Sasuke behind them, where his student stuck his tongue out in triumph at the attention he was receiving by what Naruto had termed him as 'the old man' when not referring to him as Master on the training field or during missions.
Sasuke as usual stood impassive, not caring; even as the pink-haired girl, Sakura, draped an arm around her crushes arm and led him over to stand the opposite of my side, flanking Naruto and I.
// My heart twinged at this. Everything so normal. Life going on as though it never stopped or altered.
For me it did. For Iruka too,... And I played a part in that change. By the slip of lips of a shy but kind man and angry disgust for my part. Kami, what had I done,... //It was a bit big in size but it'll suffice for Iruka's lesson. It was even cased.
Grabbing the embroidery scroll of green, red, and gold from the shelf, Kakashi walked calmly over to the bed where he tied Iruka to, after dispersing the younger teacher from the rest of his clothes. Or what was left of his clothes, anyway.
He watched disinterested as the chocolate brown pools widened in disbelief at him, the man fighting furiously to be released from the bondage he had placed him effortlessly in. Kakashi couldn't help but sigh annoyed from where he stood, as he held the choice of weapon to continue the lesson with.
He was a jounin and an expert at rope tying.
Iruka didn't stand half a chance in undoing those ropes, unless he was willing to sacrifice the condition of his hands in his fruitless attempts. That was if, Iruka was able to slip them out of the kemp rope first, unless he could conjure up a blade out of thin air. It was the only way to be freed of that imprisonment, unless he himself untied the school teacher or if somehow Iruka had enough strength to break free of the joint strands. Which he shouldn't, since Iruka's power level reached only a chuunin level but he could say it was even lower than that, if he compared the younger man to the new potential gennin candidates that had graduated from the Ninja Academy. Some of the members power levels were even up near jounin level.
In his opinion, Iruka's effort was wasteful and boring to watch.
"Hokage-sama, sir," asked Sakura after what seemed like ages. She even stopped ogling over Sasuke. Something very unSakura-like. But she was getting bored standing there and she was rather hungry. It was almost noon and because she's
still on her stupid diet she had left her house without eating breakfast. AGAIN. Big mistake. Now the boys will have to deal with a cranky girl. And she could be very dangerous when she was cranky. Counting fist. Naruto should know from surviving encounters.
She smiled smugly at the clueless boy from her standpoint, taking a step in front and giving Naruto a snarky look. Inner Sakura, secretly smiled fondly at the boys bravery of her 'attacks.' Sakura started remembering all the times she pummeled Naruto's ass and how he let her, regardless that he was much stronger than herself. Heh...
Sasuke looked over at her, black eyebrow raising in question and she turned to him, feeling his gaze on her side head. She was back in full BLUSH mode. Hearts appearing above her.
Sasuke sighed, rolling his eyes and went back to standing and looking coldly ahead. Girls were weird.
The old man's head turned away from the vacant chair to face the young pink-haired girl standing by her team, "Yes, Sakura." This morning when he woke up, he
had a strange preminiscion but had brushed it off from old age and too much process food as a late snack the night before when he had went to bed. Now, one of his teachers were missing and he received no report that Iruka was on sick-leave. Maybe an old man will call on his hunch, after he gave Team 7 their
assignment for today. It's not like the staff members will miss him much. It's been rather quiet with Iruka gone, besides the usual chit-chat going around him. That too concerned the whereabouts of everyone's favorite teacher.
Sighing dejectively, the Third tried to focus his attention
on the young impatient pink-haired gennin in front of him, a distance back from where he sat.
Iruka choked on the half covered clothed finger that was shoved to the back of his throat, pass his tonsil's. His eyes teared by the unwanted intrusion and partially because Kakashi's nail had scrapped up against the wall of his back throat.
With the side of his mouth still sore from being smacked in the face Twice, with difficulty Iruka did as was instructed. His tongue timidly touched the gloved digit as he swirled the tip of his tongue around the jounin instructor's index finger that took up the recesses of his entire mouth.
Breathing became a task as the blood and spit produced from his mouth wound and saliva glands circulated to the back of his throat canal. Iruka coughed wretchedly, as each liquid dripped down his esophagus in slow streams.
He wanted to grasp something to subdue the pain that clawed away at his insides but that was impossible with his
hands tied up. Brown brow twisting in agony, Iruka start at the unfamiliar feel of a cool finger curving a path onto his lower abdominal muscle. He wrenched his body away the best he could as the lewd touching changed to trace to his lower regions.
Namely his crotch.
Kakashi was the first person to ever touch him in a sexual way and he had fantasized it, like the hopeless romantic he was, that his first time would be in a sweet loving manner. But not this. Not anything like this.
When he had easily confessed his tender feelings to the seasoned warrior, Iruka had expected either acceptance or rejection but Kakashi outdid his expectations. The silver-jounin even shattered his image of the proud and honored-bound man that he had held.
Kami, he never wanted this. *sob* And it would of been better for both their sakes, if he had never shared his best kept secret.
But although he had, Iruka knew that not one ounce of him will ever hate this man for what he's about to do to him.
But in price of that, Iruka didn't think he had the heart to ever be by the silver-haired man either. Not for Naruto, not even for this newly discovered love that had flowered.
Only a few selected people had a place in his heart and that was his deceased parents, Naruto, the Third Hokage, this man, and a few special friends.
After tonight, Iruka doubt his heart will ever welcome this jounin. That was just asking too much of him, especially since his trust was now being violated.
That from a new friend, as well as a fellow ninja of the Hidden Leaf.
Kakashi
Sufficient that his finger was well coated, Kakashi took it from Iruka's mouth and prepared to stretch his subordinates opening.
Guiding his finger to the younger man's rear, he pushed Iruka's legs apart, not caring that when he did so, he was hurting him in the process.
With his finger, Kakashi slipped the tip pass the tight wrinkly ring of muscle, where it swallowed into darkness and heat.
Peculiarly, he probed inside the firm yet moist passage.
He was surprised at how it didn't give in. Kakashi would think if, Iruka slept around, that the inside walls would be slack but they weren't, to his dismay.
"Eh Hokage-sama, must we do that? It sounds so boring," yawned Naruto, not being very cooperative. Instead, just being his usual self.
' At least he's not eating ramen like last time,' thought the Third Hokage to himself. An x shaped vain (representing impatience) appeared on his forehead, "How many times do I need to explain this to you, Naruto. You are gennin's, and D rank missions are the only mission's you're allowed to take." 'Easy easy, don't throttle the boy. That would be a bad example coming from the leader of the village, ' the Third tried to soothe himself.
It wasn't working.
"But you gave us a C rank mission before and that turned out to be A!" Naruto turned to his jounin teacher, "Isn't that right, Kakashi-sensei?" asked the boy, tilting his head to face his instructor, blue fox eyes wide. Knowing.
The silver-haired shinobi was too distracted to take notice as he stared hard at the ground, tears threatening
to spill. Especially regardless of the fact that he was in public and that rumors spread fast at the touch of something unusal.
His right fist was clenched to his side.
Trembling.
"Kakashi-sensei?" asked Naruto timidly, lips curved into a troubled frown; blue fox eyes and golden brows mirroring his master.
The Hokage peered curiously at his copy ninja. Then blinked, a frown creasing his white brow. He bit down on his pipe, chewing, thoughtful.
' Now his jounin was behaving strangely. Very uncharacteristic of the younger man. ' The Third wondered what was
troubling the younger fellow. His thoughts inquisitively went back to his missing teacher, Iruka.
//I shouldn't be here, this is wrong// thought Kakashi.
Kakashi
Changing angles, Kakashi grimaced as Iruka's cries grew louder, ringing pass his eardrums to the deepest corner of his mind, where he isolated his conscience.
He was starting to believe a shard had managed to slip through,... Pass his
defensives and the walls he put up. Even bypassing the false detours he made just to confuse the humane part of his mind and keep it at bay until, he completed the lesson he was teaching to the dolphin about same sex relationships.
Frustrated, Kakashi stopped. Yet, still pushed Iruka deeply into the mattress pad with his gloved hand; as his chakra spilled forth in bundles.
When he did this, he had inevitably applied extra pressure on Iruka's shoulder sockets, which had been locked in place by the positioning he had placed the younger man in, given no choice in the matter, and distantly behind the faze; Kakashi understood that hearing a loud POP echo in the
room, meant he had dislocated a object from it's placeholder. To be more accurate in that estimate, Iruka's shoulder bone.
//Crap. He had not meant to do that... but what was done was done. He couldn't change that now.//
Sighing wearisomely, Kakashi forced himself to rise from the lump-like bed. Resting his hind leg, as the other(which was kneeled in between Iruka's crotch) black cloth continued to soak up by the dark crimson that leaked from the teacher's secret passage.
As he finally got up with uncalculated grace, Kakashi walked stiffly over to where the sash laid in the center of the room. Innocently and untouched from where he previously threw it carelessly.
Crouching down low, he picked the silk accessory up with his two fingers; blood blending in with the red band (unnoticed from the stains that covered his gloved hand) and went back over to the occupied mattress.
Leaning over, Kakashi wrapped the marred sash around Iruka's mouth, and silenced the raucous rattling from his mind.
He sighed in relief.
Muffled sobs and salty tears from Iruka soaked the thin material.
//Oh well. At least the noise wasn't drumming anymore,// he thought, lips twisting into a mirthless smile.
Overhanging the teacher, Kakashi went back into completing the lesson.
But cruelly, before doing so, he planted a heart-warm kiss on the man's forehead, his blue and sharingan eye arching up in a torn smile.
Was this a gesture of comfort to himself or for the younger man. He will never know, for he had done it instinctively.
Kakashi then repositioned himself, so his upper body resided between spread legs as he laid tensely on his stomach. Hand firmly grasping the end of the cased
scroll, Kakashi planted it back in confined scorching heat.
Iruka's eyelids snapped opened by the loud noise and from the vibrations that rocked his room.
Then he realized he was alone. Closing his eyelids, he went back to hisBefore the sink, Kakashi turned the faucet on. Hot water splayed out from the pipe into the porcelain bowl. Grabbing the soap bar, he soaped up his hands until they were bubblely and began mechanically trying to clean Iruka's blood from his gloved hands.
Completed and with little success; Kakashi shut the water off, handle whining underneath his wet gloved hand. Irritation building, he threw the worthless bar of soap in the waste basket, that was by the sink's side. Silently, he stared at his profile in the mirror. Disgusted with what he saw, of the man looking back at him, in reflex, he smashed his gloved fist into the glass mirror. It shattered into fragments to the floor as well as in the sink. Slipping to the tile floor, Kakashi pulled his knees up to his chest and cried. He stayed that way in the bathroom for a very long time. *****There was Naruto,...
Then beautiful silver,... A man's smiling face,... Hai,... It was that man,... The one with the left red eye, the one with the right blue pupil,... The one who was so similar to I but doesn't realize,... The one where his kindness was so sweet, it tickled your heart,... But was that all an illusion? Was that man, really kind like that? Was he andShakily, he performed a hand seal
for departure.
"Boring. Boring. Boring. Commercial. Boring. Soap Opera. Yuck. Talk Show.
Super Boring," Soujiro sighed dejectively, waiting for his friend to appear from his bedroom doorway, "I thought you said you were going to get
cable, bud? There's just nothing good on the regular channels, except that one
station and that's if you don't mind that half the screen is cut off by fuzz."
Seeing nothing on TV, Soujiro sat back, while taking one of the containers of ramen with him. He dug his chopsticks out of his pant pocket and peeled the lid back. He was assaulted with more steam and he grabbed a few fried noodles with his chopsticks, slurping them into his mouth, "Hey, dolph! You're missing out on a tasty treat by staying in there," baited Soujiro, "I got them from that place you always rave about. That Ichiraku Ramen," he hollered, enough so his buddy would hear him, "It's pretty good. I even got your favorite. Pork."
Still nothing.
"I mean, aren't you hungry? If you aren't,.. I'll be more than happy to eat
your serving but then that takes away the whole point of me getting you it in
the first place," laughed Soujiro.
Strange,.. Still no response. Maybe Iruka was sleeping still.
Not at all minding if that was the case, Soujiro took himself and his meal innocently over into the proceeding room.
He whistled at the mess that littered Iruka's floor.
Sighing, he put his food down, and began cleaning the mess up.
It took him over an hour to do so.
Wiping the sweat from his brow, Soujiro dusted his hands off and went back to his
meal. Picking one loose noodle between chopsticks, he realized the noodle was
long gone. Sighing dejectively, he threw his container of spoiled food also into
the dust bin, and placed his treasured chopsticks back in his back pocket.
He'll come back here later to dump the contents into the garbage bag, tie
them, and throw the bags out back in the trashcans. Now was time to search out
his friend!
Smiling, Soujiro left Iruka's dining room, and entered his hallway. Arriving at his
buds bedroom door, he knocked and stuck his head in, "You're usually a clean
freak, what's with the messy quarters out there, dolph-my-" The rest of his words
died on his lips when his eyes adjusted to the dark room. Soujiro's world started to
crumble from where he stood.
Curled up in a mess of soiled bloody sheets at the foot of the bed, was his
teammate, Iruka.
Soujiro rushed over to his friend, grasping Iruka's shoulder. He lifted
Iruka's chin up to see the damage done.
Chocolate brown eyes starked with fear stared back at him, continuing to glaze over.
Swallowing hard, Soujiro fought with his struggling friend by trying to ease him down so that he could lift him onto his back to carry him.
He'd gotten a sharp kick to his mid-section for his trouble.
With no other choice, Soujiro knocked Iruka out with a gentle chop to the side of his neck.
From there, his friend slumped unconsciously into his arms.
Next destination from thereafter, the Hidden Leaf Hospital.
* * *
"I heard one of his old teammates found him. It was terrible. When Iruka was
brought to the hospital, the doctor informed the man of what happened to his friend."
"You mean that guy whose been away from the village for over a year now. He's
back?"
"Hai," conformed Naoko, with a nod.
"What's that guy's name again,... I can't remember it," a man asked, drawing up a blank. He scratched his chin, thinking back.
"Who cares about that, what happened to Iruka, Naoko?" piped a different men, curious, interrupting.
"Aaa," Naoko glanced around nervously at the group, "I'm not sure if I'm priviledged to reveal that. There's hospital policy to consider."
"Come on Naoko, tell us what happened to Iruka. Is he going to be all right? Was his injuries serious, minor, what?"
"Well,..." she trailed off, her tongue tied and reluctant to share.
"Does the Hokage know about what happened to Iruka?"
"He probably does, they're pretty tight. That Naruto boy probably knows too,
whatever it is."
"Don't bring up that demons name here."
"Oh, fuck off man, he's a pretty decent kid. Open you eyes, he isn't the
damn kyuubi that destroyed our village! He's a young growing boy for kami's
sake!"
"Would you like to die outside or inside. It's your choice."
The man gasped, alarmed as his vest was grabbed.
"Quit it you two! I want to know what happened to Iruka-sensei."
"Yeah Naoko, I want to know too."
Naoko was very quiet.
"So,... What happened?"
"Aaa, ...he, aaa" Naoka, fumbled, very troubled.
"Well?" They insisted.
Naoko broke, not able to bear the pressure any longer, "He was raped," she murmured really low, so no one else in the room would hear her. She immediately felt guilty for revealing Iruka's doctor report. That was classified information. And if
what she heard was true and the Hokage and Iruka's relationship was close,
she was surely going to be punished by the old man for leaking the hospital
information out. She only knew of this, because her friend was a nurse at the hospital.
His nurse, Iruka's.
That was before Iruka's friend demanded the head doctor to let him care for
Iruka at his own home.
Something about the attacker, still running loose, slipped by.
Naoko didn't blame Iruka's friend. She'd like if her own friend would do the same for her if that ever happened to her, which she pray it wouldn't. Naoko also hoped Iruka was all right. Physical wounds can heal but psychological ones take a
lifetime too. Sometimes never, really... If ever.
As silence and surprised gasp echoed in the room, there was one other listener who was equally upset.
Kurenai, whom too was present in the room.
She stopped in what she was doing, shocked by what was said. Grabbing the book she came here for in the first place, she quickly got up. Berating herself of being so obviously. Slowing her movements, Kurenia went to the door and pulled it open; glancing to see if anyone noticed her departure. They didn't.
Quickly she left, closing the door behind her.
As she walked hurriedly down the school hall, Kurenia couldn't believe what she
just heard. She'll have to find a way to keep the news from spreading in the
village. At least to the ears of the children. Then she was going to have a talk with the group especially that Naoka girl but individually and with no
witnesses. Then after every angle was tightened up, Kurenia will have to get a hold of Asuma and Kakashi to inform them of what happened to Iruka.
To be continued...
A/N: I'd like to thank everyone that's been reading this, for your saint-like patience with me. I've made a few more adjustments for this chapter, so it's more readable. XD Hopefully, I won't be making you guys wait too much longer. As you guys have been waiting for a few years now for me to update this thing. ^_^;;
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