Do you ever? | By : Tellkalia Category: Naruto > General Views: 1457 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Notes. This is for all my reviewers. Thanks for taking the time to read my story. And thank my friend for shoving me in front of a computer for a few hours to type it out. Her explanation was simple; if you already have it in your head and you’re telling it to me, type it out for sobbing out loud. So here it is.
(If you only knew dear, how I felt about you. If you knew, all the things I would do to be close to you.)
Sasuke knew he shouldn’t be spying on Naruto like this, but he wasn’t sure the blond would appreciate his presence. He’d been spending more time alone lately than Sasuke normally did. Truthfully, this worried the dark-haired ninja. Right now the blond idiot was standing out in the rain. He was going to get sick or something. Sasuke lightly bit his lower lip as water dripped from his bangs onto his cheek. He was probably going to get sick too and then where would they be? Though Sasuke was more worried about Naruto than himself. He thought he might be in love with the normally cheerful blond, but he was having trouble admitting it to himself. Looking closer at Naruto he saw the tears mixing with the rain on his cheeks, dripping down across the ‘whisker’ marks on his face and off his chin. He had to stifle the urge to go and wipe the tears away. Sakura had told him to keep an eye on Naruto, why he didn’t know, but since that’s what he wanted to do anyway it suited his purposes just fine.
(If you knew, how much I loved you. All the things I want to tell you.)
Naruto looks like he’s thinking hard about something. Sasuke mused to himself. He licked his lips as Naruto lightly worried his lower lip between his teeth unconsciously while he thought. He wanted to tell Naruto how he felt but he was worried about the reaction. Later is better, he had convinced himself of this. But every time later came around; he couldn’t make himself do it. Everyone thought he was calm, cool, collected. The nothing bothered him. They were wrong. One thing really bothered him. The thought of Naruto’s rejection. Sakura had told him, “If you love someone, you should tell them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don’t, you might break theirs.” He was taking her words to heart. He could see that Naruto was upset, maybe if he knew someone cared, anyone at all, even him, Sasuke, maybe he would feel better.
(If you knew, then maybe we could be together forever. If you only knew…)
He watched Naruto enter the house and go right by Kakashi and Iruka. His worry increased as he saw them exchange a look, and glance out the window straight at him. He looked away from their eyes and went silently through the trees until he could see in Naruto’s room. By the time he got there Naruto was already in bed, sleeping. Not peacefully though from the looks of it and Sasuke longed to go in and make the dreams go away, to tell him everything would be all right. That he’d keep him safe no matter what. This line of thinking wasn’t logical, but then love seldom was logical. If it was, like many other things, than Sasuke wouldn’t be having so much trouble with it. With the image of Naruto fresh in his mind he slipped silently away to his house and to an equally troubled sleep.
(But you don’t know. And I don’t know if I can tell you dear, just how much you mean to me.)
As if the rain hadn’t been harsh enough on Naruto’s body, the blond was now standing out in the middle of the snow. //It’s a good thing it’s not falling too heavily, // Sasuke grumbled to himself as he watched Naruto. He could see the slight flush of Naruto’s cheeks, because of the cold or because the guy was sick he wasn’t sure. He wanted to go shove Naruto into the empty house and bundle him in blankets until he was warm. He yearned to curl up with Naruto in said blankets. The temptation to do so was wearing him down. Naruto’s obvious heartache made him want to even worse than anything else. He couldn’t stand for him to be depressed. He was supposed to be loud and cheerful and…everything Sasuke adored about him. How he kept trying no matter who said he couldn’t do it. How he came up with good plans and his unconscious grace when he thought no one was watching him. He even loved the marks on his face and the thought of tracing the seal on Naruto’s stomach had made him blush anytime he thought of it. Which sometimes earned him strange looks if he had spaced out during a conversation to daydream.
(If you knew, how many ways, I try to find, to be with you)
Sasuke would give many things to be in the empty house, doing anything with Naruto. //Heh, we could be eating ramen and I wouldn’t care, I’d just enjoy being with him. // He frowned when Naruto reached out his arms, as if welcoming the cold wind blowing the snow around. //Does he want to die or something? // Sasuke asked himself. //If he stands out here much longer I am getting him in that house if I have to throw him over a shoulder. //
(If you knew, we could have such fun, if you knew; we could have such a love…)
Sasuke watched Naruto’s face as his eyes suddenly closed. Naruto had been spending all his time outside thinking of something, and he seemed to have come to a conclusion he didn’t like. Judging from how stricken he looked, saying he didn’t like it was an understatement. Sasuke wrapped his cloak around himself as he stood silently and watched Naruto. Sooner than he’d thought he would Naruto turned around and stumbled into the house. Concern overriding his sense of self-preservation, Sasuke followed him quietly inside.
(If you knew, what I would sacrifice. If you knew, I would rewrite history for you, take back every mean thing, anyone ever did..)
Sasuke jumped a little when he saw Naruto’s door shut and heard a soft thump against it. He walked over to the door and pressed his ear to it. His eyes teared up a little when the sounds of crying reached his ears, and they fell closed when he heard his name whispered into the darkness of the room on the otherside of the door. He leaned weakly on the door, //He’s crying because of me? Why? Surely I’m not worth his tears. // When he heard Naruto’s prayer, and the door made a soft sound as Naruto’s body relaxed against it, Sasuke opened the door. Surprised when Naruto didn’t wake up.
(If you knew what I can’t say, what I’m going to try, to show you, everyday..)
He knelt down beside Naruto and ran his fingers gently through the blond hair; a small delighted smile crossed his face when Naruto pressed his face into his hand. Efficiently he stripped Naruto and himself of their wet clothes and dressed them in something warmer. //Naruto looks like he hasn’t slept well in a week, // Sasuke thought to himself as he picked up the unexpectedly light body of his friend afterward. Carefully carrying him over to the bed he balanced Naruto in his arms as he pulled back the blanket. He slid Naruto under the covers first before following his heart and sliding in beside him. He almost jumped when Naruto turned to face him and rested his head on his chest, curling a slender arm around his waist, cleverly trapping him. //Not that I really mind. // Sasuke smiled and wrapped an arm around Naruto’s shoulders to hold him close as he quickly fell asleep with Naruto’s presence comforting him.
(So from now until eternity, if you knew, will be Yes, you know. Because there’s no guarantees.)
Sasuke didn’t want to wake up. He was having the most wonderful dream that Naruto was holding him close and that they were snuggled together on something soft under a blanket. He started to stretch, but the arm around his waist prevented him from moving too much. Funny, he’d never had a dream feel so real. Suddenly his eyes opened completely. //It’s not a dream. I really am curled up with Naruto.
“Please, don’t wake me up…I’m having such a nice dream. It’s so real, I can feel him under my cheek and I can smell his soft scent.” He heard whispered into the air, and realized that Naruto still thought he was dreaming too. //He probably thinks I’m Iruka come to wake him up for training or something. //
“Naruto…”
“Hm…I can evear har his voice, please…let me sleep…I love him and I don’t want to wake up so soon…” Sasuke’s eyes widened and he gently shook Naruto. He watched as light blue eyes opened reluctantly to meet his. Naruto paled and tried to back away, but Sasuke tightened his grip around Naruto’s shoulders to prevent him from moving.
“Sasuke…what are you doing here?”
“Watching over you…” he replied calmly, watching Naruto’s face for any clues as to what he was thinking.
“How’d we get in bed? All I remember is…um, falling asleep against the door.” Naruto said softly.
“I put us here.. Naruto, about what you said, did you mean it? Do you love me?” Naruto blushed darkly, but nodded against Sasuke’s chest, his eyes closing again so he didn’t have to see the reaction to what he said. //But he’ll have plenty of chances to see my reaction, I don’t think I will ever tire of hearing that. //
“Naruto, look at me, please?” He watched as Naruto cautiously raised his eyes to meet his once again. Sasuke reached up with one hand and lightly rested it on Naruto’s cheek. He smiled and ran a thumb across Naruto’s lips.
“I love you too, Naruto.” Sasuke said softly before leaning forward and kissing Naruto lightly.
(No one knows how this will end, which breath will be the last. So day by day, we’ll cherish these things, focus on eachother)
He grinned mentally when Naruto reached up and buried his hands in his hair. He turned slightly so that Naruto was pinned under him and ran his tongue delicately along Naruto’s soft lower lip. Entrance was quickly granted and he slid his tongue inside to explore every corner of Naruto’s mouth that he could. Naruto’s fingers tightening in his hair as the blond began to return the kiss drew a low purr from him. Sasuke ran gentle hands down Naruto’s sides, and then slipped them up under the shirt to feel the supple skin underneath. Letting his hands caress the skin where they rested he moved his mouth from Naruto’s, trailing kisses up Naruto’s jaw, tracing the marks with his tongue and delighting in Naruto’s shiver. When he reached Naruto’s ear he nibbled at it, drawing a whimper of protest from his lover. Soon it becomes a type of game to see how many different noises he could draw from Naruto, and how often. He licked at the side of Naruto’s throat before closing his mouth over it and with soft bites that drew gasps from Naruto he left his mark for all to see. //Mine.// he thought to himself. Not satisfied with just one mark he slid his hands up Naruto’s body and slipped the shirt off to give himself access to more of Naruto’s skin.
He slowly drew one hand down Naruto’s chest, his mouth following after. He nipped playfully at one of Naruto’s nipples before soothing it with his tongue and mouth. “Sasuke…” He heard his name gasped from between parted lips and smiled against the skin beneath his mouth before moving on downwards. He traced the seal on Naruto’s stomach with the tip of his tongue, pleased at the resulting mewl and thrust of slender hips. He licked along the waistband of the pants and Naruto’s hands tangled in his hair again, and to his surprise Naruto pulled him back up his body. Naruto’s arms twined around Sasuke’s neck and the dark haired teen found himself being drawn into another breath-stealing kiss. He felt Naruto shift underneath him, and suddenly found himself on his back with Naruto smirking down at him.
“Can’t let you have all the fun, Sasuke.” The blond whispered against his parted lips. Before Sasuke could respond he found himself stripped of his shirt and Naruto was already pulling off his pants. In his hurry earlier he had forgotten to get either of them any kind of underwear, so he was soon completely nude under Naruto’s gaze. At the glimmer in Naruto’s eyes Sasuke blushed and squirmed slightly.
“Something wrong Sasuke?” Naruto teased.
“That look makes me think you’re going to eat me or something.” Sasuke replied. Naruto looked thoughtful and before Sasuke could react Naruto was kissing him again, as if he was trying to become one with him, to join them at the mouth. Naruto had somehow, taken the time to remove his own pants so when he pressed his body tightly against Sasuke’s, Sasuke moaned at the feeling of their heated bodies pressed together.
“That’s not a bad idea Sasuke.” Naruto said in his ear before moving down Sasuke’s body, copying what the older had done to him moments before. He chuckled at how sensitive Sasuke was to the lightest touch or caress. He nibbled at Sasuke’s bellybutton and held down his hips when he tried to arch into the touch.
“Naruto.” He groaned as he fisted his hands into the blanket under him. Eyes that had fallen shut opened wide at the sensation of Naruto’s mouth on him. He cried out as soft lips and a hot mouth made their way down his erection. When Naruto couldn’t get any more in, he pulled back, drawing his tongue along the underside as he did. Sasuke felt his legs being nudged apart and willingly spread them wider. Naruto had slicked up his fingers with something and one was rubbing light circles around his entrance while Naruto tried to distract him from any discomfort. The foxy boy seemingly enjoying Sasuke’s taste. Sasuke closed his eyes to try and restrain himself from coming too soon, but when Naruto hummed softly and slid his finger in at the same time he came with a scream into Naruto’s willing mouth. Panting he looked down as Naruto finished swallowing and licked his lips before nipping gently at the inside of Sasuke’s thighs. Sasuke could feel Naruto’s finger moving around and felt only slightly uncomfortable when Naruto introduced another finger and began a scissoring motion to loosen him up.
“Naruto…hurry up, please….” He squirmed a little in Naruto’s grasp and whimpered as Naruto inserted another finger.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Sasuke. Not ever.” Sasuke nodded and his eyes flew open when Naruto’s probing fingers hit something inside of him that made all the pain seem like a distant memory.
“Now, please Naruto…please please…” Sasuke found himself begging, and found he didn’t care as long as Naruto would hurry up and claim him. So when Naruto claimed his lips in another kiss he wrapped his arms around his neck and his legs around Naruto’s waist. Naruto gently began thrusting into Sasuke, stopping anytime it seemed he might be in pain. Too soon his lover was completely buried inside him and had paused to let him adjust.
“Naruto..” he gasped and tightened around Naruto’s shaft inside him. With a loud moan Naruto kissed Sasuke’s cheek and began to move. Within moments the only words in the room were their names, and more, harder, and faster. When Naruto knelt and raised Sasuke’s hips slightly, hitting spo spot inside him, neither could hold back and came at the same time, screaming out eachother’s names before collapsing. Trembling slightly Naruto pulled the blanket up over them and looked into Sasuke’s eyes.
“Are you all right?” he asked quietly. Sasuke nodded and drew Naruto into his arms.
“Just tired lover, let’s get some sleep. I promise to be here as long as you want me.”
"Are you sure? You could be here along time."
"I'm sure." Naruto smiled brightly at Sasuke before curling up around him and falling asleep, dreaming about what tomorrow might bring.
(You will know, how much I love you, how much I care, and we will always treasure what we share and let the others stare.)
The next day they ventured out into the village market, needing some warmer clothes for training in the snow. Leaving Naruto for a moment he walked over to check the price on something he thought his lover might enjoy. He heard some people behind him and turned around with the trinket in his hand. He cursed softly but with such heat the snow should have melted in a five-foot radius around him. He stalked up to the group of people who had dared to surround Naruto.
"What's going on?" He asked lowly, voice laced with menace. Naruto turned to face him within the circle, relief to see him etched on his face.
"Sasuke." Sasuke shoved his way into the middle of the group and looked around at the faces. He shoved the trinket into a pocket for later. He saw the looks on some of those faces, and before Naruto could stop him or start a fight he slid a hand into the blond hair at the back of Naruto's head and kissed his lover deeply. Sasuke listened to the mutters around him. Then a feminine voice caught his ears, followed by his teachers' familiar laughter.
"It's about damn time!" He heard Sakura say, Iruka and Kakashi backing her up.
"I don't know what everyone's staring at, come on, break it up people!" Iruka said cheerfully. Naruto pulled back to look in Sasuke's eyes questioningly. Sasuke smiled.
"Let them stare." He said simply as he pulled the ring out of his pocket. It was a fox curled up with its tail over its nose done in silver. The inside said, Shmily, Naruto. Sasuke.
"Shmily, Sasuke?" Naruto asked curiously.
"See how much I love you."
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