Searching for Something | By : jellybelle21 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1063 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Neji stumbled out of bed and went to the door. He could tell the person knocking wasn’t Temari, since they were quiet, and they weren’t yelling at Gaara and him to hurry up and get dressed for something or another. When he opened the door, clad only in a towel he had swiftly wrapped around his waist, the young chuunin on the other side flushed to the roots of her hair and held a letter forward in shaking hands.
“N—N—Neji-sama…this came for y—you.” She told him, staring pointedly at the ground, apparently embarrassed to see him almost naked. Neji reached forward with interest, and saw clearly the handwriting was Hinata’s. She wrote to him most often of all his old friends from Konoha, and through the past three years, she hadn’t ever failed to write him every month, even when she was on her honeymoon with Kiba. “S—sorry to w—wake you.”
“Thank you,” he smiled, trying to put her at ease, but she made a scared noise and fled down the hall. Neji shrugged and closed the door, pulling apart the wax seal and opening his letter. He let the towel drop as he continued to read Hinata’s three page missive, climbing into bed where Gaara was still sleeping. He absently began stroking Gaara’s head while he read, and soon enough, he felt the other man stir slightly.
“Whassat?” he asked, his mind still slow as he yawned and raised his head up on his elbows. Gaara slept rather regularly these days, but the dark circles remained, like a scar marking the presence of the Shukaku, though it was no longer a part of him.
“Letter from Hinata.” He answered, and Gaara sat up, stretching and peaking over his shoulder. Neji thought he was reading, but then Gaara nuzzled into Neji’s long hair, burying his face in the cold, black strands. Neji tried not to laugh and just finished the letter. At the sound of paper being folded, Gaara looked up, ready for Neji to tell him about whatever it was. “She says she’s doing well, and the baby is fine. Ino’s pregnant and she’s driving everyone crazy, mostly Shikamaru. Sakura and Sai’s wedding’s in two months, and she wants us to be there if we can. And apparently Tsunade’s officially announced that Naruto will be the next Hokage.”
“I’m glad,” Gaara nudged aside the sheaf of hair and kissed Neji’s neck. “I want Naruto to have everything he wishes for. He taught me many things.”
“Me too,” Neji put the letter down and turned to his lover, pinning him down on the bed. “Sometimes I wonder if I’d never known him, if I would be here with you now, or if I’d still be doing whatever I was told, thinking there was no way to escape my destiny.”
“I think we would have found each other eventually.” Gaara told him, his eyes drifting shut as Neji bent to kiss him. “If we hadn’t…I don’t want to think about that.”
“I know,” Neji kissed his jaw, down the line of his neck, and pressed his lips against the hollow of Gaara’s throat. “The longer I’m with you, the harder it is to remember life without you, or imagine it.”
“Don’t think about that.” Gaara grabbed Neji’s shoulders and ground up against him. “Think about me.”
“I always think of you.” Neji whispered, lowering himself to lick at Gaara’s shaft, knowing just how his lover liked it. After years of practice, he never tired of this, he just found more confidence, and enjoyed it more than ever. He continued until Gaara was gasping pleas to him, the whole time using his own hand to prepare himself, and then came back up, positioning himself and plunging down, crying out with Gaara at the feeling of the other man filling him up, their voice mingling in pleasure as Neji set a rhythm, despite Gaara’s struggles to take over. He knew where this was going, but he would be in control for now.
As he expected, Gaara finally let out a growl, heaved him to one side so they rolled over, looping his arms under Neji’s raised legs, and plowed into him with joyful abandon. Neji let go, allowing Gaara to take control, to push them further and faster until they both tumbled over the edge, crying out each other’s names. They fell down in a heap, and after a moment, Neji moved his legs to a more comfortable position, causing Gaara to slip out of him.
“I love you,” he whispered to the Kazekage.
“Mm, love you too.” Gaara mumbled back. Neji thought he might fall asleep again, but he was just resting, and after several minutes, he heaved himself to his feet, heading for his private bath, glancing over his shoulder expectantly before disappearing into the other room, where Neji presently heard the sound of running water. He needed no further bidding, and followed him into the bath.
They were both spent, but they stayed in the bath kissing and caressing each other until the water started to cool, and then they rinsed off and fell back into the bed, kissing some more. Neji would never tire of this, he knew. It was the best thing he had ever had, and it made him feel whole in a way nothing else ever had. Sometimes he would still wonder what it was that night so long ago that prompted him to kiss this man, who, at the time, he had not really known at all. He wondered if he had known somehow that this was what he needed, this was the thing that would make him strong enough to escape his fate, this was the thing that would make his life a joy, instead of a constant struggle. Whatever the reason had been, he was always glad he had done it, and he knew that with Gaara at his side he would always be happy. He could see the other man felt the same way about him, and though he was still feared, many people found him more approachable now that a smile wasn’t something so alien to him. The village of the Sand held their leader in a high regard, and since he meant everything to Gaara, Neji also felt the respect and love of the village around him.
He didn’t need it, though. All he needed was this man, right here in his arms, for the rest of his life, and he would always be happy.
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The End!
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