Drabbel Days | By : sameyler Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1972 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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It had started on a cloudy day, when Naruto had come to the rooftop and crawled over Shikamaru trying to wake him from slumber. Only he was not asleep, he wasn’t sure why that day he had the urge to fake being asleep, but he remembered clearly the feel of Naruto’s breath against his mouth. The other Nin was maybe just an inch away from his face.
Then Naruto pulled away when he was sure the Nara wouldn’t wake up and for a good ten minutes -- because he counted every second -- Naruto’s head rested on his chest. Even though he thought Shikamaru was asleep, he whispered about his feelings, problems and how frightened he was that fact he felt so alone.
The shorter Nin talked about how it hurt him to see Sasuke and Sakura together. How every time Naruto turned around, it seemed everyone was happy, and enjoying the feeling of loving and being loved.
Why couldn’t he feel that everyday? Why did he come to feel so unimportant to everyone? Had he not saved the village many times, had he not saved Sasuke and brought him home? So why did he feel like everyone had left him behind.
Shikamaru cringed. He wanted nothing more than to hold Naruto, and comfort him. He couldn’t bring himself to move, since he knew Naruto was confiding in him only because he thought he was asleep. And Shikamaru didn’t want Naruto to leave that day.
Moreover, he didn’t want Naruto leaving any of the other days. The following weeks Naruto had come everyday, he would lay on him or on the ground next to him, resting the side of there faces together. Asking questions he didn’t want to hear answers to, because he didn’t want to feel like he was whining. Therefore, the Nara faked sleep and allowed Naruto his time to vent or break down.
It wasn’t until one day, four months after the first time Naruto came to him, that he finally snapped. Naruto had curled into his side and confessed, confessed that he told Sasuke he loved him, confessed that Sasuke told him he would fuck him, but he would never return Naruto’s feelings.
Before he realized what he was doing, he found himself staring down into shocked baby blue eyes. His palms rested flat against the roofing, trapping Naruto’s head between them. He kissed Naruto, it was harsh and quick, and was something he hadn’t meant to do. “You love too much and get hurt just as much, so instead you should try being the one loved.” The words came out naturally, maybe because he wanted to tell Naruto this for such a long time, far longer than they started sharing time up here.
Naruto hadn’t said anything in return just stared at him for what seemed as like an eternity, before he was pushing Shikamaru away and leaving.
It had been three weeks since that day and Naruto hadn’t come back to the rooftop. Maybe he pushed Naruto’s trust in him; he shouldn’t have kissed him so suddenly. However, he enjoyed the feel of the plump lips against his own. He shouldn’t have done it when the blonde was hurting. He stood as he jumped from the roof, he didn’t think Naruto would be coming back here; he was a genius so why couldn’t he think of a way to make Naruto feel better.
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Shikamaru hadn’t been coming up here as much as he liked, he just stopped by this roof a few times a day to see if Naruto would be here. He guessed he wouldn’t be since the other Nin went out of his way to avoid him. He turned to leave just as the dark skies started to drizzle; the tiny amount of rain had people scattering from the streets as he watched from the roof.
He watched people holding hands and men holding up their vests to shield their lovers from the rain. He realized how Naruto had been feeling, lonely and hurt, hurt because Sasuke, hurt because he was probably confused as to why Shikamaru kissed him. . .
He couldn’t help the frown on his face when he watched the three people under an umbrella; he couldn’t help but feel angry seeing the two hands intertwine, of Sakura and Sasuke, while Naruto was staring ahead walking next to them. He was smiling, but Shikamaru had figured out long ago when Naruto’s smiles were forced.
His feet moved on there own as he landed in front of the three, his feet making a small splash. When did it start raining harder? He wasn’t sure but he didn’t pay it any mind. He didn’t even listen when Sakura yelled at him for scaring her or getting soaked. And he didn’t pay any mind to her gasp or the few murmurs that broke out around them, when he pinned Naruto against the wall of a small shop, his long fingers digging into Naruto’s waist.
He couldn’t process the confusion or the shaky way Naruto asked him what was wrong. Instead, he tightened his grip nails digging into the now wet fabric of Naruto’s clothes. The rain marking trails on Naruto’s shocked face as he pulled away from another forceful kiss. “I’ll love you, I’ll love you enough you wont ever feel hurt or alone again. ”
This time he leaned forward his kiss much softer as he pulled back, the tip of there noses touching he whispered. “Just let me love you, you don’t have to do anything else.”
Everyone around them disappeared at least to Shikamaru; he didn’t feel the rain anymore, though he knew it was still raining. All he could do was smile softly when Naruto’s arms wrapped around his shoulder, hugging him tightly as blond locks rested against his shoulder. He let his hands trail up Naruto’s back before pulling him closer and holding him there. Whispering his promise of love until his life ended. And a promise of love in the next life.
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