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If Only You Knew	By : narugal101 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Kakashi/Naruto Views: 5787 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Chapter List
- 16
- 17
Thanks to
everyone who has stuck with this story for so long. This is possibly the last
chapter, I have yet to decide. I kind of like where things have ended. Once
again, thanks for having stay tuned, I know it was
annoying waiting for me to update.
�YaoiWhore
Chapter 16 Life
The fire that Kakashi had just stoked was quickly quelled at his words.
Talk? Dread filled me; we're
going to discuss his catching me breaking in his home.
I felt my face
flush in embarrassment, forgetting for a moment, all of my doubts and intent to
leave.
"I have a
perfectly logical excuse for why I was in your house." I defended,
although he had yet to broach the subject at all.
His eyes lit,
taking on that amused gleam they would get from time to time.
I sighed
inwardly, come on brain think, what excuse would pacify even his logic?
I continued to
think of an excuse for a long moment, completely forgetting about the fact that
I was in the middle of a conversation.
His outright
laugh brought me out of my reverie. Evidently in the moment of my pondering,
he'd decided to remove his mask, for it was nowhere to be seen as he clutched
his side, tears coming out of his eyes.
I crossed my
arms over my chest, most decidedly not amused, arching an eyebrow waiting for
this moment of apparent hilarity to end. Although I don't know how intimidating
the gesture was considering I was still laying on the bed.
As the
laughter died down, his eyes grew serious and had a somewhat grim look to them,
a sight that was unfamiliar to me on his face. It filled me with fear at what
exactly we about to discuss, and the sick feeling that this wasn't just about
my breaking and entering fiasco.
"Naruto�"he broke off, running a hand through that
silvery hair, "there really is no easy way to say this so I am just going
to say it. I was ordered by the Hokage to report
everything that involved you and the Kyuubi during
the mission."
"And you
did." I finished for him, my voice growing colder by the minute. His
silence was my affirmation.
I said nothing
for a full minute just letting what he'd said soak into my brain, my heart
beating dully against my chest, I got up from the bed and made my way over to
the door stopping at it for a moment.
"You know
the funny thing was I actually thought for a minute that this might work."
I snorted derisively, trying not to let out a sob. "My
mistake. I should have known better than to trust one of Konoha's dogs."
As I opened
the door and went to walk through it, a hand on my shoulder attempted to yank
me back.
Alright now he
was pissing me off, I grabbed his arm and flipped him over my shoulder, his
body landing with a loud thump! on the hardwood
floor.
He looked at
me from his upside down position from the ground, dumbfounded.
At his
unmitigated gall to look affronted, the leash I had barely been keeping on my
anger snapped and my glamour along with it.
"Don't
give me that look!" I accusingly screamed at him. "You are the one
who stabbed me in the back, not the other way around! You don't get to give
that betrayed look!"
I swear my
heart was about to shatter into pieces, it hurt so fucking much!
Taking a deep
breath I attempted to regain enough composure to at least maintain my glamour.
As I felt the familiar feeling of it in place I walked back to the main room
without looking back at the man responsible for this.
I grabbed the
meager belongings I had already packed and made my way over to the door, gods
this town is full of nothing but backstabbers and bastards.
I went to walk
out the door, but once again a hand for the third time that day, grabbed me by
the shoulder and yanked me back in.
However, this
time the door was slammed behind me, my things thrown into some remote corner,
and a pair of warm lips descended on mine with no warning.
Those arms
locked themselves around my neck in a vice grip, not giving me a chance to
escape.
Of course
escape was the only thing on my mind at the time, I tried to maneuver my body
so I could bring my legs up to kick him, but it wasn't happening. Instead he
slammed my body into the wall and put one of his legs between my two, rubbing
his thigh against my clothe-clad length trying to elicit a reaction.
My body
betrayed me as it always did with this man; I growled and tried to fight it by
biting his lips.
He took this
opportunity to insert his tongue into my mouth, immediately seeking out my own
appendage.
Against my
will I groaned, he knew just where to touch me to get me to cry out and make my
body weep for more. It was so unfair.
Tears started
making their way out of my eyes, when it came to physical ability I could beat
him easily enough, but this was an attack on my psyche and it was working, it
was a fight I couldn't win.
He buried his
face in my neck, the tears stopping his onslaught.
"Please
don't cry, Naruto." He begged. "You're not
playing fair."
I felt a
hysterical laugh bubble up from inside of me.
"I'm not
playing fair?" I half sobbed, half laughed. "Says
the one using sexual appeal to subdue."
"I'm
sorry." He groaned against my neck, sending shudders down my body.
"It was the only thing I could think of."
"The
great Kakashi forced to use physical manipulation to
get what he wants?" I scoffed as convincingly as I could with tears still
making their way down my face. "What is the world coming to?"
"When it
comes to the one I love, it's a different matter altogether." He admitted
shamelessly. "I'll use whatever tactic I have to keep you."
Despite the
anger and betrayal I felt towards him, these words stroked a chord somewhere
inside of me. No one�save Kyuubi�had ever given a
damn about me, much less if I stayed or went.
I sighed.
"You're
making it awfully hard to stay mad at you Kakashi."
I growled at him, frustrated at my own weakness. "You betrayed me; I
wouldn't care if it was God himself. My relationship with Kyuubi
was told to you in confidence."
"You
didn't give me a chance to finish." Kakashi
pointed out. "If you had I would have told you all I said to the Hokage was that I thought the seal
was beginning to break, that's all."
I brought his
head up with my now-released hands at that.
"If
that's true," I demanded, "then why did you act so damned
guilty?"
"Well I
still had to leave you for two weeks," he grudgingly muttered.
I just stared
at him.
"What?
You thought you were the only one?" He smiled at me with those
near-perfect features. "Naruto if I'd been able
to I would have taken you home and kept you in
bed."
I blushed at
that.
"You are
such a pervert."
He grinned,
"You know you like it." Then his grin faltered. "Seriously
though Naruto, you have got to stop threatening to
leave when you have doubts or things don't go your way."
I sighed,
"Kakashi how is this going to work? You have
your loyalties and I have mine. They certainly aren't to the same people."
He nuzzled my
head, "Naruto you will always be who my
loyalties lie with."
I looked up at
him. "You know eventually I will have to leave."
He looked
grim, "Yes I realize that."
"Well
what will you do?" I asked. "Once I leave this village I can never
return, you know the laws concerning deserters."
He nodded.
"Well?"
"That
choice is easy Naruto; I will be leaving with
you."
An emotion I
couldn't put a name to welled up in my chest at his
words. Determination filled me, if it was the last thing I ever did, never
would I let doubts or anything like them separate me from him, even my own
stupidity.
"What
about loved ones? I couldn't ask you to leave them."
He smiled
sadly.
"I lost
anyone dear to me, long ago." He gathered me in his arms, his head still
on top of my own. "In fact, you could say you gave me reason to live.
Before I met you, I was surviving from day to day, carrying out my missions as
ordered. It wasn't until I saw you for the first time that I realized I hadn't
really been living at all."
At his words
my throat grew thick, I embraced him as tight as I could, my voice muffled by
his shirt. "You don't know how true those words are for me as well. Living
without feeling isn't living at all."
Our lips met
as if we had planned it, his tongue dipping into my already parted lips, as our
tongues massaged the other's the desire in my body's desire grew.
Clothes seemed
to melt away as we stumbled our way to the bedroom. By the time we actually
reached the bed we were both already naked.
He started to
stretch me, but I couldn't wait. I thrusted
against his fingers, wanting something thicker inside me.
"Now, Kakashi!" I groaned. "Enter
me now."
"I don't
want to hurt you." He managed to pant.
"I'll be
fine! Just hurry."
He entered me
in one thrust, I moaned at the pleasure mixed with pain at his entry, he'd hit
that special spot inside of me in one thrust.
He established
a rhythm, filled with quick hard thrusts. My legs went around his waist in
desperation to pull him in deeper. It didn't take long after that, I felt my
vision go white, and then I was diving off the edge of the precipice. I felt
his hot seed fill me with its warmth as he too, came.
For a long
moment afterwards we stayed just like that, him inside me, trying to remain as
one for as long as possible. Eventually, though as it does, reality returned
and he pulled out of me.
Neither one of
us made a move to get up, though, perfectly content to stay entangled in the
other's limbs.
As I lay there
with him I thought back to all the events in my life that had led up to this.
After thinking it through I decided that though I had suffered it had mostly
been worth it. Sure there was the Sasuke fiasco, but
that was over. The goal that I had had, to regain my emotions
had been successful, and I had the man laying with me to thank for that.
There were of
course still some challenges that lay ahead, and there would be future
disagreements. However as long as I had Kakashi with
me I know I could face them. My life was just starting and the Gods only knew
where it would end up.
Ah, if only
you knew.
The end�.
Or is it?
- 16
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