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Yume To Akumu
By : KuroKitsune
Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male
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Sasuke POV dream world

I looked at him like he was crazy. He loves me? How could he? He wasn't even real! "How could you love me?"

"Because you want me to" he said. I didn't even realize I had spoken out loud. "I love you because you want me to, it is what I was made for. This place is supposed to a dream come true. You wanted your family back and now you have them just like you remember. You wanted love and you have me and her."

"Her?" I asked.

"What was one of the things that I warned you about with the mating?"

"That I could….. Oh god." I whispered my hands moving to cover my flat stomach.

"You have everything you've ever wanted, your family, your love, a child on the way that you can shower with gifts and affection. I know you want to leave, but why? What does that world have to offer you? How is it worth giving up all this?" he asked sadly.

"Everything here isn't real! That is not my family, you are not Naruto and….." I said felling tears sting the back of my eyes.

"That baby is. And she can only live here. If you leave, she will be lost. This world can be real if you make it so. What does the other hold? Nothing but pain and rejection. There is nobody there for you. Your family is dead. And the real Naruto doesn't love you, not the way you want him to, and never the way I would if you'd only let me." he said holding out his hand, an offer.

I looked at his hand and though about all he said. Every word was true. I had no one left. But did that mean I was willing to take a chance on a world of dreams? That I was willing to leave what I knew was real, for someone that could never be?

I knew I must have made a pathetic sight a that moment. My arms had wrapped around me stomach, I was shaking and I knew I was crying. My mind and my heart where at war.

Before I could really think I saw my shaking hand reaching for his and my breath caught on my throat. I wanted this so bad…

Narrator POV real world.

"So what exactly is your plan?" Orochimaru asked. The two where jumping from tree to tree trying to find where the vines had hidden Sasuke.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, you said that you planted a seed that would kill the main vine, but how long would that take and how do you plan to get Sasuke back before then? The vines are connected to Sasuke at the moment, if they know they are going to die they will try to use his chakra to stay alive for as long as posable. They'll kill him."

"Don't worry about that, I have a plan." Naruto said calmly

"Care to share?"

"Not right now. We have to find him first. Depending on what the vines do then, it may change." he said.

"Are you saying your winging it?" the snake said disbelievingly.

"No, I'm saying that if the vines do anything when we find him that the plan might have to be adjusted." he responded.

"But you DO have one right?"

"Yes, for the last time! I have a plan. Why do you doubt me? This is Sasuke. I have back up plans for my back up plans. Trust me, even if I don't make it back he will." he said solemnly.

Sasuke POV Dream World.

'I can't believe I almost did that.' I thought as I lay on my bed. I had almost taken his hand.

-FLASHBACK-

I looked at his hand and though about all he said. Every word was true. I had no one left. But did that mean I was willing to take a chance on a world of dreams? That I was willing to leave what I knew was real, for someone that could never be?

I knew I must have made a pathetic sight a that moment. My arms had wrapped around me stomach, I was shaking and I knew I was crying. My mind and my heart where at war.

Before I could really think I saw my shaking hand reaching for his and my breath caught on my throat. I wanted this so bad…

However before my hand could touch his I felt a burning pain in my neck. I flinched at the unexpected pin and placed my hand over my mating mark. As the pain began to fade I wondered why it had started. Why would my mark act up as if telling me not to take his hand? Wasn't it just part of the illusion too?

"Sasuke?" he asked, concerned.

I opened my mouth to say something but I didn't know what to say. I wanted what he offered but at the same time could I let myself be happy knowing it was all fake? That the love I craved more than life, wasn't real?

And if I found I could, how would I react when it faded? All genjutsu's have a life span. None last forever. How would I adjust when I was forced back to the real world that, as he had pointed out, had nothing for me?

"You don't have to choose now if you don't want to." he said. My eyes snapped to his. He had a small sad smile on his face. "I know you must be confused. Its a hard choice to make, and I know you, Sasuke. You need time to think. I wont push for an answer right now. Take a few days to think it over, then let me know what you want to do.

"You think I'm not real, but my love for you is. I will support what ever you choose to do, even if what you want is to leave." he said that sad smile never leaving his face.

I finally nodded at him and made my way home. Mom, dad, and Itachi where worried about me but I told them I was just tired and needed sleep. They where relieved I was ok, and didn't press any further. I practically ran up to my room and locked my door.

-FLASHBACK-

And that was how I ended up laying in my bed trying to figure out how I never noticed the sparkles on my ceiling before. I was so confused. What did I want. That was kinda easy.

I wanted love. I wanted that feeling of being close to someone again. That sure feeling that people get when they know that the person they have will never let them go.

Now all I needed was to figure out the best way to get that.

On the one have I knew this world would give me what I wanted most, but it wasn't real.

On the other I knew Naruto must care for me on some level for him to have chased me for as long as he had, but I don't know if he loves me.

I guess both paths where a gamble. Take the surer fake route or the unknown real route. But what if Naruto does love me? If I stayed he would be devastated. But if he doesn't then I've given up my only shot at being happy.

"What am I going to do?" I groaned as I turned to bury my head in my pillow. Maybe if I slept like this I would be unable to breathe and I wouldn't have to choose…...
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Yume To Akumu	By : KuroKitsune Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4790 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Naruto and make NO money from this.

Yume To Akumu