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The Words I Couldn't Say	By : vampireunicorn Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1412 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3
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A/N: As I didn't get a chance to post yesterday, I'm going to be putting chapter seventeen up directly after this one ^^
Big thanks to all who have read and rated :D
@ moodysavage: thanks so much for your reviews ^^ I love how you're picking up on the little hints I'm leaving :). And you're totaly right about Kushina; she's not Sasuke's biggest fan, but she's warming to him :) Thank you for all you're comments, I love that you're enjoying the story!
Here's chapter sixteen, seventeen will be up very, very soon. :D
Hope you enjoy, please let me know what you think :3

Chapter Sixteen
4^th September – 1 Week and 5 days to the wedding
Sasuke stalked down the corridor, aware of Naruto following behind him. For the moment he decided to ignore the presence of his lover; he felt raw on the inside, every nerve twisted until he felt like screaming. He was barely managing to keep going, do his job, eat, put one foot in front of the other. The whole world felt like it was crumbling around him, and Naruto was the only part that made any sort of sense. The absolute last thing he needed was Naruto’s god awful University pals hanging around. He liked being with Naruto, being open about how he felt for him, even if it was restricted to the confines of the house. And now, even that was going to be taken away from him. He was well aware that he had acted like a bit of a shit on more than one occasion recently. Still, he didn’t think he deserved this big a karmic punch to the face. His jaw still hurt from the very real one Naruto had hit him with earlier.
Naruto grabbed Sasuke’s hand, stopping his forward momentum. Sasuke turned to him with a scowl, and suppressed a groan as he realised that Naruto had neglected to put a top on, and the pyjama bottoms were very low slung. It was so unfair; if Sasuke had his choice, he would be exploring Naruto’s toned stomach with his tongue right about now.
Naruto grinned, as if he could read where Sasuke’s thoughts were going. “Don’t you dare turn into an emo school girl again,” he said.
Sasuke’s scowl deepened; “keep calling me that and you’ll have another fight on your hands,” he snarled, snatching his hand away. He didn’t know why Naruto insisted on the petty name calling, but it pissed him off. So what if he was a little bit upset by how out of control the whole situation had become; he was not acting like an emo anything.
Naruto laughed, and set off back down the corridor. Judging from the noise, Kushina had left the guests in the main entrance way. It was a grand bit of architecture that Kushina had never really known what to do with. In her normal eccentric way she used it in the same manner that a smaller household might utilise a porch. Never mind the grand staircase leading up from it, or the dining room that could be seen through the large arched doorway to the left. Muddy boots, coats, and general odds and ends cluttered the place up. Which was probably for the best, Sasuke thought, since his own mother would have a heart attack if she encountered two huge, smelly dogs in the entrance to the Uchiha mansion; but then she wouldn’t use what looked like an antique vase as an umbrella stand, either. As it was, the mutts fitted in almost too well.
Sasuke paused at the top of the stairs, scowling down at Naruto’s guests. He had figured on the presence of Kiba, his sister Hana, and their ridiculously huge dogs from what Kushina had said earlier. They had always been Naruto’s friends rather than his; Kiba irritated the hell out of him, and his sister was frankly terrifying. They had made a name for themselves as the British version of the dog whisperer, although they no longer referred to themselves as such after the lawsuit. They made a ridiculous amount of money as dog trainers to the rich, famous and profoundly lazy. There had even been a TV show before the aforementioned lawsuit.
Sasuke wasn’t particularly surprised to see Chouji, either. Obviously he was the fat one Kushina had mentioned. He had liked his food in University, and had clearly bulked out since then. Another one of Naruto’s friends, Sasuke had tolerated him, mainly because as long as he was well fed he left Sasuke alone. Standing next to Chouji was Shikamaru, the only one who had the grace to look a bit embarrassed at barging into someone’s house in the middle of the night without even bothering to call first.
Standing to one side, and regarding everything with a blank look in his dark eyes was Sai. Sasuke had never liked him; he had been pretty sure he was gay, and had his sights on Naruto in University. Looking at him now, pretty sure changed to definitely sure. The way his eyes lit up as they raked Naruto’s bare torso had Sasuke plotting murder. Konohamaru, who hadn’t been in University with them, but had hung around Naruto like a bad smell completed the line up.
Any irritation Naruto may have felt about this sudden invasion seemed to vanish as he charged down the stairs to greet his friends. Sasuke ground his teeth as Sai snuck in a very obvious grope as he hugged Naruto. He was very close to storming down there, grabbing Naruto and making it very clear who he belonged to. Except, all these people knew Sakura. Not well, but they knew her. Sasuke couldn’t risk any more people finding out before he told his father everything. He settled for crossing his arms and scowling down at the group of friends. It took several minutes of hugging, handshaking and general catching up before Sasuke’s presence was even noticed.
“Hey, it’s the groom!” Kiba called out. “What are you doing here, Sasuke?”
Sudden panic flared in Sasuke’s gut, emphasised as Naruto began to stammer through explanations that would end with him telling the truth. Sasuke moved faster than he thought he could, stamping on Naruto’s foot before he could do any damage. Naruto howled and glared at him. Sasuke ignored him.
“It’s a family tradition,” he said.
Naruto’s glare turned incredulous. Everyone else looked puzzled.
“I can’t see Sakura before the wedding,” Sasuke continued.
“I thought that was the night before the wedding,” Shikamaru drawled, “unless you moved it forward?”
Sasuke almost vomited at that thought. “No,” he said hurriedly, “for Uchiha it’s three weeks before the wedding. It’s a very serious tradition. Only couples who have followed it have remained happy. Grave misfortune fell on all who didn’t”
Naruto let out a choking sound. Looks were exchanged and shoulders shrugged. Sasuke let out a sigh of relief as everyone appeared to accept his excuse.
“Yeah, there are lots of strange traditions surrounding Uchiha weddings,” Naruto said. “In fact, I just need to consult with Sasuke about one now, in my position as best man.” He grabbed Sasuke roughly by the arm and dragged him into the dining room.
“What the hell?” Naruto hissed.
Sasuke shook off his rough grasp. “Any one of them could let something slip to Sakura,” he replied.
Naruto’s blue eyes narrowed dangerously. “Why would they? They haven’t spoken to her for years. I can’t believe, after everything you’ve said, that you’re still lying to our friends!”
“They’re your friends, not mine and I can’t risk it.”
“So how are you going to explain away you sleeping in my bedroom? Another Uchiha family tradition? The groom must allow the best man to fuck him thoroughly twice a night?”
Sasuke blinked. He hadn’t really thought about that. “I suppose I could pretend to sleep in another room,” he began.
“Oh, I don’t think you’ll be pretending,” Naruto replied.
“Naruto-”
“No!” Naruto cut him off, “I’m sick of this; sick of the lying, I want everyone to know that you’re mine. I want to be able to touch you in front of people, to kiss you, without worrying. I want us to be together.”
“I want that too. Please, Naruto, just a little bit longer; once I’ve spoken to my father you can tell the whole world.” Sasuke risked cupping Naruto’s cheek with his palm. Naruto didn’t pull away, but he tolerated the caress rather than leaning into it. The sadness in his eyes made Sasuke want to cry, knowing that he had put it there made him feel like he’d swallowed needles.
“I’m sorry,” he said softly.
Naruto let out a deep sigh. “Fine. I’ll play your game. Just don’t expect me to put any real effort into it.” A wicked smile appeared on his face, as if he had just had a particularly evil thought. “After all,” he continued, “you may still be living in the closet, but I am most definitely out of it.”
He strode past Sasuke back to his friends, leaving his lover feeling suddenly very nervous.
When Sasuke joined them, Naruto was sat on the stairs, surrounded by his friends laughing. Sasuke suddenly felt very left out. Naruto didn’t pay any attention to Sasuke joining the group. Sasuke ground his teeth as he realised that Naruto’s full attention was riveted on Sai, who was telling a very involved story about a foreign diplomat. Sai’s delivery was deadpan, but Naruto and the others were howling with laughter. Sasuke supposed that he had missed a crucial part in the story, since he couldn’t find anything remotely funny about bananas.
Sai placed a hand on Naruto’s knee in a way that was far too familiar. Sasuke knew he was being punished when Naruto didn’t push it away.
“You know,” Sai said, “I am so glad you’re out now. I was always worried that I was going to spill the beans.”
Sasuke frowned. “You knew Naruto was gay?” he demanded.
“Naruto’s gay?” Kiba exclaimed before Sai could reply. The dark haired man shot Sasuke a smile that didn’t reach his eyes as Kiba continued. “Wow, never would have guessed. What about that girl you were dating? Is she single now?”
“Married,” Naruto replied.
Kiba shook his head with a sigh. “I guess I’ll just have to resign myself to seducing bridesmaids again. I mean, I know that traditionally the best man should be doing that, but since Naruto isn’t into girls anymore I guess I will have to step in.” He struck what Sasuke assumed was meant to be a heroic pose, which was spoiled by his monster dog licking his face. Sasuke suppressed a shudder; nothing was as disgusting as dog drool.
“Naruto was never into girls, trust me,” Sai said with a smirk, his eyes not leaving Sasuke. A nasty suspicion settled in Sasuke’s gut like a lump of ice.
“So, are we getting supper? I’m starving.”
“Chouji, it’s the middle of the night. I just want to sleep.” Shikamaru said, lying back down on the stairs and staring up at the ceiling.
“My mum’s sorting rooms out now,” Naruto said. “We have food if you’re hungry, but you’ll need to make it yourself.”
Chouji leapt to his feet, an impressive move for one so large. “Where’s the kitchen?” He demanded.
“Through the dining room, second door on the left.”
Chouji had left before Naruto had even finished talking. Sasuke took his vacated place next to Shikamaru, who appeared to have fallen asleep. Konohamaru and Kiba were shooting questions at Naruto that Sasuke didn’t really hear. He was too focused on Sai’s hand, gently stroking up and down Naruto’s leg. Sai’s eyes were trailing up and down Naruto’s bare torso in a way that made Sasuke want to rip them out. Naruto was his. His fingers itched to grab Naruto, and pull him into a deep kiss, to show Sai that he should keep his bloody eyes and hands to himself. Sasuke forced himself to remain still. Just a few more days, and then the torment would be over. He hoped that he would wake up in the morning and discover that his father had just flown in. Maybe at that moment, as he was forced to watch Sai fondle his lover, his father was walking into the Uchiha mansion.
“I knew you two were sleeping together back in Uni,” Hana declared suddenly.
Sasuke’s head snapped around to stare at her. For a brief instant he thought that she had figured out about him and Naruto. Then with a sudden flare of rage he realised that she was looking beyond him, at Sai, his hand still lingering on Naruto’s thigh.
“And I thought we were so discrete,” Sai tittered, his dark eyes fixed on Sasuke.
Sasuke sprung to his feet, waking up Shikamaru. He knew if he remained there one second longer he would end up doing some serious violence, and would completely give himself away. “I’m going to bed,” he said by way of explanation, turning his back on the fiend fingering his boyfriend, and storming up the stairs. He passed Kushina, on the way up. She shot him a curious look, but said nothing.
Sasuke let himself into Naruto’s room, slamming the door behind him. His mind was conjuring up all sorts of images of Sai and Naruto together. Rationally he knew that Naruto had been no more of a virgin than he was when they started sleeping together; still he hated the thought of Naruto with someone else. It was a hundred times worse when he had a face to put to the phantom lover, when he could see the lips Naruto was kissing, the body that he was caressing. Jealousy tore at him like a rabid dog. Sasuke clenched his fists, wishing that he could pummel Sai into a bloody stain for ever touching Naruto. With a snarl of rage, Sasuke spun and punched the wall by the door as hard as he could. It didn’t make him feel any better, just made his hand hurt a lot.
Sasuke stared down at his bloody knuckles. What made it worse, he decided, was the way Naruto allowed Sai to touch him. And that Sai could happily do it in public, while Sasuke couldn’t. Sasuke let out a hissing breath between his teeth, and contemplated hitting the wall again. The door opened, halting any further violence to the wall. Naruto stepped into the room, eying Sasuke cautiously.
“You know Sai was just messing,” he said, closing and locking the door behind him. “Also, before you start shouting, Hana is next door to us on the left, and Sai is in the room to the right.”
“Of course he would want to be close,” Sasuke snapped bitterly, trying to keep his voice low. “I bet he wants to try to sneak into your bed in the middle of the night.”
Naruto rolled his eyes in a patronising manner that had rage spiking through Sasuke’s veins. “I doubt it,” he said.
“Did you do it?”
“Do what?”
“Fuck him! I saw the way he looked at you. That wasn’t messing around.”
“Naruto sighed, and sat down on the bed. He kept his eyes on the floor as he spoke. “That was a long time ago,” he said.
“How many times?” Sasuke found himself asking.
Naruto raised his head sharply, his blue eyes piercing Sasuke. “Does it matter? It was a long time ago. I had just accepted the fact that I was gay, and he was someone to talk to-”
“You could have talked to me.” Sasuke said softly, the hurt close to choking him. Naruto hadn’t trusted him enough to talk to him back in University, but he had told Sai.
“I couldn’t.” Naruto said. “I was in love with you, and I thought you were straight. Besides, you never spoke to me about it, either. I knew Sai was gay, and he knew that I was in love with you. What I did with him was nothing even close to what I have with you.”
“Was he your first?”
“For fucks sake, Sasuke!” Naruto exclaimed. “Why are you obsessing about this now? I thought you didn’t want to know.”
Sasuke braced his back against the door. “I don’t want to know. I have to know. I can’t bear the thought of looking at him, and wondering, I would rather have the truth.”
“Fine. Yes, he was the first guy I fucked. Are you happy now?”
“How can I possibly be happy knowing that the guy you lost your virginity to is in the room next door, and is eager for another ride? No, of course I’m not happy.”
“Sasuke, I’m not going to fuck Sai. Even if he was lying on this bed, naked and tied up with a pink ribbon, I would still not fuck him. So what if I had sex with him in the past? I had to watch you pick up random blond guys in that club. It doesn’t matter any more.”
“It matters to me. I don’t want him near you.” Sasuke knew he was being unreasonable, but he couldn’t seem to stop himself. He could not stand to see Sai all over Naruto, knowing that Sai had felt Naruto’s cock sinking deep into him. He knew from personal experience that Naruto was an amazing lover. Why wouldn’t anyone want to have another chance with him?
“And I don’t want you engaged to Sakura. I’m not going to ignore my friend while he’s staying at my house.”
“You’re letting them stay? They’re here for a wedding that isn’t going to happen.”
Naruto leapt to his feet, shaking with rage. “But I can’t tell them it isn’t going to happen because you won’t let me!” He exclaimed. “What do you expect me to do?” He advanced on Sasuke until they were nose to nose, Sasuke’s back pressed against the door. “You’re all take, take, take. I’m compromising for you, lying for you, and it still isn’t enough.”
Sasuke almost backed down and apologised, feeling the sheer frustration behind Naruto’s rage. But then he closed his eyes briefly, and all he could see was Naruto and Sai, twined together.
“I need him gone,” he hissed.
“Do you really think that I would cheat on you with him?”
Sasuke turned his head away, unable to bear the brightness of Naruto’s gaze. “No,” he said. “I trust you. It’s him I don’t trust.”
Naruto cupped his cheek, and forced Sasuke to meet his eyes. “How can I get it through to you that it’s only you I want? Do you really think I would put up with all the crap you throw at me if I was going to be seduced by an ex? I love you, Sasuke. Only you. I may have slept with other guys, but you’re the only one I have ever loved. And none of them compare to you. None of them.” He pressed his lips against Sasuke’s in a soft, deep kiss.
“And,” Naruto continued, his mouth still against Sasuke’s, “Sai may have been my first, but there are plenty of things I’ve only ever done with you. You’re the only one I’ve ever let anywhere near my ass. You’re the only one I’ve made love to in this bed. You’re the only one I’ve ever tied up and fucked unconscious. You’re the only one I’ve ever said ‘I love you’ to. You’re the only one I’ve ever loved.” He punctuated each sentence with a kiss, each one deeper than the last, until Sasuke felt his knees go weak and his head spin. With his last words, Naruto pressed his body against Sasuke’s, pinning him to the door.
Sasuke could feel his anger, jealousy and hurt fade away, replaced by the love he felt for Naruto. He suddenly felt that he could survive anything Sai, his Father or anyone else could throw at him, as long as he had Naruto.
“How do you do that?” He found himself murmuring.
“Do what?”
“Make everything feel right.”
Naruto shot him his sunny smile, warming Sasuke through. “I guess I must be magic,” he said.
Sasuke smiled back, powerless not to respond to the light Naruto generated.
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The worst thing about their uninvited visitors, Sasuke was forced to admit to himself, wasn’t actually Sai. It was Kiba. Knowing that Sai and Naruto had been together ate at him, as did the fact that Sai took every opportunity to fondle Naruto. However, it paled against the pure irritating force of nature that was Kiba. The man had the attention span of a water flea, and he made Naruto seem calm and relaxed. He constantly needed to be entertained. At first, Sasuke had begged off of the various events he forced everyone to attend; the zoo, the water park, the museum. Sasuke hadn’t known that there were so many local points of interest. He had used the excuse that he had to work, which was true. With his father still off in Germany, Sasuke had far more to do than normal in the way of making sure that everything ran smoothly. Especially since most of the board members were with his father in Germany.
However, four days into the visit, Sasuke realised that staying away may not necessarily be a good thing. He was leaving Sai and Naruto in situations where they could potentially be alone together. While he totally and completely trusted Naruto, he couldn’t shake the feeling that Sai was an opportunistic bastard who would rape his boyfriend the first chance he got. Besides, he hated that Sai was spending more time with Naruto than he was. Kiba’s outings generally lasted all day, and because Sasuke couldn’t let anyone know he and Naruto were together, he was forced to hide in a small room Kushina had found for him until everyone was asleep then creep to Naruto’s room for quiet sex and snuggling. He then had to wake up before Kiba took his stupid dog for its six o’clock walk, and sneak back into the tiny bedroom.
There was just over a week left until the wedding, and Sasuke was definitely beyond not happy. He was sleep deprived, and Naruto deprived, and likely to be killed by Sakura and his father when they found out that he couldn’t go through with the wedding. The situation had become so surreal that he had decided not to worry about it anymore. He was resigned to the worst happening, and having to stop the bloody wedding right in the middle of the damn thing; he had been obsessing and worrying about it for so long that it was almost a relief to not care anymore. Apart from the nightmares that seemed to plague him every night, Sasuke had been relatively stress free in the first time in what seemed forever. If only Sai stopped hanging around Naruto, and Kiba dropped dead from rabies or something, life would almost be perfect. Or so Sasuke told himself, repeatedly as he sat in the dark, waiting for everyone to go to sleep. Some nights, he almost believed himself.
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It was gone midnight by the time Sasuke got into Naruto’s room, and since Kiba had insisted on starting their last outing with breakfast from some fancy restaurant, it was the first time Sasuke had seen Naruto since half past five the previous morning. He shut the door behind him, and leaned against it, drinking in the sight of his lover. Naruto was sat on the bed, naked and beautiful, grinning brightly at Sasuke.
“I missed you,” Sasuke said.
“I missed you too,” Naruto replied. “You really should have come today, it was awesome. Kiba fed a killer whale, and Hinata adopted a seal.”
Hinata and Juugo had been assimilated by the group, and had tagged along on most of the outings. Suigetsu and Karin had begun showing up at the Uzumaki mansion shortly before the invasion. At first, they had hung around Sasuke, supposedly helping him with his work, but in reality just providing a distraction, what with the chilly glares they had been directing at each other. Over the last couple of days, he had seen less and less of them. According to Naruto, they had decided to tag along as well. So much for an elite and loyal security team.
Sasuke quickly stripped off his clothes, and slid onto the bed next to Naruto, pushing him back, and kissing him deeply. He felt more than heard Naruto’s moan as his tongue delved into his lover’s mouth, desperate to taste him. It was crazy; he had spent his whole day existing, but it was only now that he felt truly alive.
“I want to come with you tomorrow,” Sasuke said.
Naruto grinned up at him. “Really? That’s great.” He pulled Sasuke down for another kiss, his hands stroking down Sasuke’s back to cup his ass. Sasuke shuddered and let out a moan as one of Naruto’s fingers slipped between his cheeks to stroke against his hole.
“You know,” Naruto continued, “Kiba has great plans for tomorrow. We’re going to an old fashioned amusement complex. It has arcades, and shops, and rides. It even has a ghost train.” He grinned, a sinful expression that went straight to Sasuke’s cock. His finger continued to stroke against Sasuke’s entrance, a gentle caress that made Sasuke ache for more.
“Do you remember your promise?” Naruto continued, his voice teasing.
Sasuke found it hard to think, what with Naruto’s teasing finger, and the feeling of his engorged cock pressing against Sasuke’s thigh. “Promise?” He asked. Something tickled the back of his mind, a conversation that they had had a while ago.
“Mmhm, you said that you’d blow me on a ghost train, ‘cos you didn’t want to do it on a rollercoaster, remember?” Naruto said.
Sasuke let out a soft groan as the memory returned.
“I’m really looking forward to it,” Naruto said, “Especially since it’s something I’ve never done before, not even with Sai.”
He pushed the tip of his finger into Sasuke’s ass; Sasuke bit his lip to keep in a moan. It was something that Naruto had taken to doing, thinking that he could get Sasuke to agree to all sorts of deviance by saying that it was something that he had never done with Sai. Sasuke felt that he would be more inclined to do it if Naruto had tried it with Sai first, just so there was nothing that was exclusively between Naruto and Sai. However, their brief fling had been pretty vanilla; they had met up, fucked a few times, before deciding to remain as friends. While Sasuke didn’t trust Sai to have told the truth about the friends thing, he was gratified to know that the whole thing had been over fairly quickly.
Still, that didn’t mean that Sasuke was going to agree, just because it was one more thing that was exclusively his and Naruto’s. He agreed to most of Naruto’s requests because he wanted to do them, too. And he had promised about the whole ghost train thing, regardless that he thought the idea was bloody stupid.
Sasuke grasped Naruto’s head, glaring into his eyes. “Don’t mention his name when you’re in bed with me,” he hissed, pressing his lips against Naruto’s in a fierce kiss. The finger in his ass sunk in deeper, and he moaned against Naruto’s mouth. He wished that they could let loose, and have really messy, loud sex. Loud enough that Sai would hear, and know that Sasuke was getting what he wanted. That would teach the bastard for being all over Naruto.
Naruto pulled his finger out of Sasuke’s ass. Sasuke let out a small noise of protest at the loss. Naruto grinned at him, and pulled a tube of lube out from underneath his pillow.
“I was going to start with a bit of small talk,” Naruto said, “asking you how your day went, that sort of thing, but you being all snarly and possessive is really hot.”
Sasuke scowled at him, fighting the urge to smile. He was worried that if he encouraged Naruto, he would purposefully bait him to make him jealous. Naruto’s hands slipped around to Sasuke’s ass again, only this time the finger that penetrated him was slick with lube. Sasuke let out a soft moan as Naruto began moving his finger against his prostate. The pleasure made his dick aching and hard, and his ass long to be filled. Smirking down at his lover, Sasuke grabbed the abandoned lube, hissing as a second finger slid into him. He coated his hands and reached behind himself, grabbing Naruto’s cock and stroking it with his slick palms. Naruto arched into Sasuke with a moan, his blue eyes darkening with desire.
It was more than Sasuke could take; he needed Naruto, and suddenly couldn’t wait any longer. He grabbed Naruto’s wrist and tugged his fingers out of his ass, swiped a bit of the excess lube in his hands across his entrance, and lined up Naruto’s cock head with his ass, sliding down the shaft with a deep groan that he stifled with the back of his hand. Naruto’s hands cupped his hips as his ass made contact with Narutoe He ‘s thighs.
Sasuke remained still for a moment, enjoying feeling so connected to Naruto. He gazed down into Naruto’s eyes, seeing the love he felt reflected in them. He cupped Naruto’s cheeks between his palms, leaning forward to kiss him. Naruto’s hands ran up his back as the kiss deepened, tongues tangling together, lips caressing. Naruto raised his hips off the bed, shifting his cock inside Sasuke. Sasuke broke the kiss with a moan, and began moving, slowly fucking himself on Naruto’s cock. He was at just the right angle for the head to brush against his prostate, the pleasure spreading through his groin, making his balls ache and his cock weep.
Naruto was moaning under him, his face flushed. His hands were all over Sasuke, but caressing, not controlling. Naruto allowed Sasuke to set the pace, and move as he wanted. With a groan, Sasuke grasped his own cock with one hand, stroking it in time with his thrusts. He reached behind with his other hand, cupping and fondling Naruto’s balls. He knew that he wasn’t going to last much longer; the pleasure was too intense. He found himself staring deep into Naruto’s eyes, sinking into them. Everything he felt was reflected back in that gaze; the love, the lust the longing, the pleasure and the pain and everything in between. Naruto’s soul was laid bare, wide open to him, and he knew that his was the same.
“I love you,” they murmured in unison.
Sasuke gasped as the pleasure mounted, Naruto’s head tipped back, and a deep groan rumbled in his throat. Sasuke slipped his hand lower, sunk his finger into Naruto’s ass and rubbed against his prostate. They came together; Sasuke feeling Naruto’s come in his ass as his own cock exploded, the pleasure coursing through him in waves. They were both gasping and moaning, Sasuke no longer caring how much noise he was or wasn’t making. It didn’t matter, nothing mattered except for Naruto.
He somehow managed to twist as he collapsed, boneless and wrung out, so he landed beside Naruto, instead of on top of him. Naruto turned to face him, twining their fingers together and kissing him deeply. Sasuke pressed himself against Naruto, not caring that they were both covered in cooling come.
“So, are you really coming with us tomorrow?” Naruto asked.
Sasuke snorted. “I said I was,” he replied.
Naruto grinned at him, running his fingers through Sasuke’s hair. “Good. I’ve missed spending time with you. As good as the nights are, it’s just not enough. You know, if we just let a few people know, you wouldn’t even have to sneak out in the morning.”
Sasuke groaned. “Please don’t, Naruto.” He said, not wanting the moment to be spoiled.
Naruto rolled his eyes. “I know, I was just saying. I’m not going to have that fight with you again.”
Sasuke placed his palm on Naruto’s cheek, staring deep into his eyes. “One week,” he said. “No matter what happens, even if my father disowns me, we’ll be together. I promise you.”
“I don’t know why I let you drag me into your crazy world,” Naruto said softly.
“Says the person who thinks ghost train sex is normal,” Sasuke retorted with a snort.
Naruto giggled, pulling Sasuke in for a kiss. Sasuke let him; both of them pretending that they didn’t have a care in the world.
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Sasuke’s inclusion in the outing was met with mixed reactions from Naruto’s friends. Hinata, Juugo and his supposed body guards seemed genuinely pleased to see him. Shikamaru glanced at him with his normal indifference. Chouji was eating and therefore didn’t notice him. Sai scowled. That sent a jolt of glee through Sasuke. Anything he could do to interfere with the bastard’s attempts to woo Naruto was a good thing.
“I’m so glad you’re coming with us, Sasuke,” Kiba said. “It will be like a pre-Stag Party Party.”
“Pre-Stag Party Party?” Sasuke asked, raising an eyebrow. “There’s not going to be a Stag Party, so there’s nothing for it to be previous to.”
Kiba gaped at him, before rounding on Naruto. “Come on,” he exclaimed, “you’ve got to be kidding me. Every wedding needs a Stag Party, it’s like the law. With, you know, strippers and booze and stuff. You’re the best man; it’s your responsibility to make it happen.”
Sasuke suppressed a shudder at the thought. Naruto shrugged, and shot Kiba his normal sunny smile. “Well, Sasuke doesn’t want one,” he said. “It’s probably another Uchiha tradition or something.”
“Besides,” Hana chipped in wryly, “what sort of strippers do you suppose a gay man would hire?”
Everyone laughed, and Kiba was suitably distracted by the remembrance that Naruto was still gay. Sasuke rolled his eyes, wondering how he was going to survive the day.
Kushina had started to make them packed lunches, but had got bored after making five peanut butter sandwiches. These were fed to the dogs while Hana organised the cars. According to Naruto, she mixed people up so they could all get to know each other. Sasuke felt that she had missed her calling as a school teacher. Sasuke had managed to avoid driving since he had started staying with Naruto, so he was glad to be a passenger in Hinata’s car. Naruto ignored Hana’s instructions to travel with Shikamaru, and climbed in next to Sasuke. Hinata drove off, laughing, as Naruto poked his tongue out at the ranting woman.
“I’m glad you decided to come out with us, Sasuke,” Hinata said. “We have a lot of fun.” She had really blossomed from the shy girl Naruto had been using as a cover girlfriend, Sasuke realised. He hadn’t really had a chance to speak to her since they had returned from Scotland, and it was nice to see how marriage agreed with her. She was practically glowing.
“How are things going with your father?” He found himself asking. In the seat next to Hinata Juugo winced.
Hinata glanced at Sasuke in the mirror, a wry expression on her face. “He gave me an ultimatum,” she said. “Either I get the marriage annulled, or I can no longer call myself Hyuuga. Since I took Juugo’s name when we married, I guess I had already accepted that.” She shrugged. “He’s named my little sister as his heir. I feel for her, he put way too much pressure on me, and he’s going to do the same to her. I feel quite liberated, thinking about it.” She smiled.
Sasuke glanced at Naruto. For someone who had lost her family and inheritance, Hinata seemed pretty happy. In fact, she was far happier than she had ever been as her father’s heir. Sasuke suddenly saw very clearly how being disowned wasn’t the worst that could happen. Not when he had risked losing Naruto in that accident. He smiled at Naruto, determined to enjoy the day.
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The amusement complex that Kiba had chosen was a dive. Even Naruto’s normally optimistic smile faltered at the rusty sign which read “Happy Fun Lad.” Apparently someone had found it hilarious to remove the ‘N’ from the sign, an event which had probably happened at least thirty years previous.
“I think Kiba might have run out of things to do,” Juugo murmured wryly, “he’s really scraping the bottom of the barrel compared to the other places we’ve been.”
“It’s probably because I’ve decided to come along,” Sasuke said. “If I wasn’t here the place would probably be awesome.”
Naruto rolled his eyes. “Quit it, Eeyore,” he said. “So the place is a bit dated, we can still have fun.”
“A bit dated? Naruto, it looks like the last time it was renovated was 1969.” Sasuke scowled at the shaded interior of Happy Fun Land. He wondered if the place was even open to the public. Possibly it was some really random museum to fairgrounds of days gone by.
“Oh, it’s a lot darker than it looked on the brochure,” Kiba said, coming up behind them, flanked by the other invaders.
“Where did you find the brochure?” Hana asked, wrinkling her nose, “In grandad’s old sock drawer?”
“The fact that it had a brochure and not a web site should have been the first clue that the place was a bit dated,” Shikamaru said wryly.
“Well, it could still be some sort of weird time vortex or something,” Kiba said. “Let’s go and see!”
He charged ahead, Naruto and Konohamaru seemed to have been caught up in his enthusiasm and dashed straight after him, leaving the other’s to follow at a more sedate pace.
“I bet you’re so glad you decided to come today,” Karin said to Sasuke as she walked past him.
“Ecstatic,” Sasuke replied, wondering where Naruto had gone. It was like taking a bunch of children with ADHD out on a field trip. As soon as they had crossed the threshold, everyone had scattered. Happy Fun Land was essentially a large central plaza dotted with old fashioned fairground stalls and surrounded with crumbling brick buildings which housed either game arcades or restaurants. At the far end, an entrance way lead to what he assumed was the rides. Sasuke spun in a slow circle, trying to figure out where everyone had gone. He spied Chouji at a hot dog stand, Hinata and Juugo playing some sort of game that offered soft toys as prizes. A cobweb trailed from the ear of one bear to the corner of the stand. Konohamaru and Kiba were inside one of the arcades, playing some sort of shooting game. Everyone else seemed to have vanished. Including Naruto and Sai. Sasuke ground his teeth together, and set out to find them.
He started off in the arcade where Kiba and Konohamaru were, since Naruto had entered with them. As it was a week day, the place wasn’t particularly crowded, although judging by the state of disrepair, this could well be as busy as it got. Sasuke wove his way through dusty old gaming machines, most of which looked like they’d been there since the 80’s. The tinny music blaring from the speakers was similarly dated, and Sasuke wondered if they had plundered Naruto’s CD collection. A familiar laugh, loud enough to pierce through the music snagged Sasuke’s attention. He spun towards the sound, coming from the dingy back of the arcade.
He found Naruto, as feared, with Sai, playing pool at the back of the room. Sai saw him first, since Naruto was bent over the table, eyes focused on the balls, about to take a shot. Sai had the gall to smirk at Sasuke, before leaning over Naruto and grasping his cue in a very clearly staged attempt to ‘help’ him with the shot. Sasuke clenched his fists as Naruto carefully made the shot. He let out an exuberant yell as the ball sunk gracefully into the pocket, and spun around to hug Sai.
“That is the first time I have ever made a shot like that,” he crowed.
Sasuke fought down the urge to whack Sai across the head with a pool cue. He had definitely been right to come if this sort of physical contact was normal.
“I’ve been looking for you,” he said sharply.
Naruto released Sai and turned to Sasuke with a grin. “I wondered where you had gone,” he said. I thought you were right behind me, then Sai said we should play pool and wait for you to find me, which you did.”
Sai folded his arms and scowled at Sasuke. Sasuke scowled right back. Naruto shook his head with a sigh.
The tense moment was broken by Kiba appearing, Konohamaru hot on his heels. “Hey guys, you’ll never guess what!” He exclaimed, ignoring, or just plain unaware of the hostility in the air.
“You found Elvis locked up in one of the back rooms?” Sasuke asked sarcastically, using the distraction to place himself between Naruto and Sai.
“Oooh that would be cool, but no.” Kiba replied. “It’s even better than that. They have those 5p machines. You know, the ones where you put in 5p, and there’s a moving shelf, and it sometimes knocks a load of 5ps out. Well, they have ones full of old 5ps, the big ones, but it takes 10ps, and once you start getting the old 5ps out it’s like you’re playing for free.”
He grinned into the stupefied silence.
Sasuke pinched the bridge of his nose with a sigh, feeling a headache coming on. He grabbed Naruto by the wrist and dragged him away, leaving Sai to explain how money worked.
“No wonder dogs like him,” Sasuke muttered, “he makes them look smart.”
“Kiba’s not stupid,” Naruto insisted, “he just doesn’t think things through.” He pulled out of Sasuke’s grip, stopping them just outside the arcade. “Besides, he wasn’t the one getting all glary over a game of pool.”
“Sai was obviously using it as an opportunity to press against you.”
“He was just helping me. Besides, he’s more of a bottom than you are.”
Sasuke let out a hiss of rage, quickly glancing around to make sure that no one had heard. Naruto rolled his eyes, and began walking towards the fairground rides.
“And even if he did want to top me, do you really think I’d let him? I told you that that privilege is reserved for you.”
“I just really don’t like him touching you,” Sasuke replied softly, keeping an eye out for any familiar faces.
They both jumped as Sasuke’s phone started playing The Boy is Mine. Sasuke pulled it out of his pocket, raising an eyebrow at Naruto.
“I didn’t think this was your sort of music,” he said.
Naruto shrugged. “It seemed appropriate,” he replied.
Sasuke glanced at the display with a groan. It was Sakura, again. Over the last few days she had taken to calling him several times a day. So far, Sasuke had avoided answering her, or listening to any of the messages she left. She was making the whole ignore the wedding thing he was trying very hard. He switched his phone to silent and slipped it back into his pocket.
“Has she been calling a lot?” Naruto asked.
Sasuke shrugged, “I haven’t answered her,” he said. “I really don’t want to talk to her until after I’ve spoken to my father.”
“Maybe she’s realised that the whole Uchiha family tradition of not seeing her is a lie.” Naruto said. “You never know, she may be so mad about that that she calls the wedding off.”
“I doubt I’d be that lucky,” Sasuke replied. “Let’s go before your fan club catch up with us. I seem to recall a certain promise.” He smirked at Naruto, gratified to see his lover grin in response. Naruto’s idea was crazy, and judging by the state of the place potentially dangerous, but it would make for a good distraction. Sasuke planned to drown himself in Naruto until all thoughts of Sakura and Sai were completely purged from him.
The ghost train was tucked away behind a grubby tea cup ride. Sasuke eyed it dubiously. The front was painted to look like a haunted house, complete with cobwebs that looked suspiciously real. The four windows contained painted images of a witch, a ghost, a murderer with a knife poised to strike, and for some reason a very stereotyped Native American Indian.
“Why’s he there?” Naruto wondered.
Sasuke shrugged, “maybe the guy who designed it was a xenophobe,” he said.
On closer inspection, it seemed that the designers just hadn’t really understood the concept of a ghost train; the guy selling the tickets was dressed like a cowboy.
“I can’t believe I’m doing this,” Sasuke muttered as he sat in the train next to Naruto, who was grinning broadly. He thanked every god he could think of that they were the only ones on the ghost train.
As soon as the train made its shuddering way into the tunnel, Naruto grabbed Sasuke by the neck and pulled him into a deep kiss. He caught Sasuke’s hand, and placed it against his erection.
“I can’t believe you’re turned on by a ghost train,” Sasuke murmured, squeezing Naruto’s cock.
“I’m turned on by you,” Naruto replied.
Sasuke grinned, feeling his own cock stir at Naruto’s words, and unzipped Naruto’s jeans, freeing his engorged member. Naruto had neglected to wear underwear. Sasuke grasped Naruto’s cock, and pumped it a few times, before lowering his head and taking the full length into his mouth. Naruto groaned low over the crackly track playing eerie music interspersed with cackling. Sasuke moaned softly at the taste of Naruto in his mouth. Despite the awkward setting, his own cock was starting to pay attention.
Sasuke sucked, hollowing his cheeks, and began moving his mouth up and down Naruto’s length, swirling his tongue around the head, tasting the pre-come that leaked from it. He felt Naruto’s hands tangle in his hair, his hips move slightly to sink his cock further down Sasuke’s throat. Sasuke moaned again, his cock now hard and pressing against the confines of his jeans. He was considering taking it out and jerking off as he sucked Naruto, when a muttered curse and a painful tug on his hair had him raising his head.
His glare turned to puzzlement as he watched Naruto in a panic stuffing his cock back into his jeans, not an easy task when he was still rock hard. Light hitting his face had Sasuke belatedly realising the cause for Naruto’s sudden panic.
“Shit,” he muttered under his breath. “I forgot it was a timed challenge.”
Naruto glared at him, before letting out a snicker of laughter. “Hey, we’re going again,” Naruto called out to the cowboy, who shrugged in indifference, taking Naruto’s money as they passed. Sasuke was ready to dive back into Naruto’s lap, but the blond had other ideas. He stepped out of the rickety train, pulling Sasuke after him.
“What are you doing?” Sasuke hissed as Naruto dragged him behind a bubbling cauldron surrounded by poorly made mannequins dressed as witches.
“I really want to fuck you,” Naruto murmured, regarding Sasuke with heated eyes.
“Here? What if someone sees us?”
Naruto grinned. “No one’s going to see us. I bet we’re the first people to ride this crappy ghost train all week.”
“Yeah, so that cowboy’s going to notice that we’ve gone,” Sasuke said.
“He looked like he was about to fall asleep.” But there was a flicker of doubt in Naruto’s eyes. It was quickly chased away by lust tinged victory, as he pushed past Sasuke, and opened a door that had been partially obscured by cobwebs. Sasuke followed him in with a sigh.
Naruto’s discovery turned out to be some sort of store room; it was lit by the same sickly green lighting that shone murkily through the main part of the ghost train. Naruto turned to Sasuke with a grin.
“Ooh, a coffin,” he exclaimed, pulling a dummy vampire from said item and dumping it on the floor. “I always wanted to do it in one of these.”
“Freak,” Sasuke muttered, though his cock didn’t agree.
“What? They look far too cosy for dead people,” Naruto said. He caught Sasuke’s hand and pulled him in to a deep kiss that quashed all of Sasuke’s reservations.
Sasuke allowed himself to be pushed into the coffin, which wasn’t as cosy as Naruto thought, though that may have been because it was a cheap prop. Naruto followed him, straddling his hips and pressing their lips together in another kiss. Sasuke kissed him back hungrily, wanting to take everything Naruto had to give, to posses and make Naruto all his. He tangled his fingers in Naruto’s hair and arched his back, pressing their cocks together in a way that made them both moan.
Naruto’s mouth moved down his throat, kissing and nibbling in a way that sent spears of pleasure straight to Sasuke’s balls.
“We don’t have any lube,” Sasuke realised.
Naruto sat back on his heels, grinning. He reached into his pocket and produced a small tube. “I brought it, just in case,” he said.
Sasuke pulled him down into another kiss with one hand, while he fumbled awkwardly with their clothing with the other. “Standing up would be best,” he said, pulling away from the kiss with a gasp. “I know you want to do the whole coffin thing, but we may need to run.”
“So romantic,” Naruto snickered, standing up. Sasuke had managed to get his jeans undone, and the head of his cock peaked through the gap, wet and ready. Sasuke swallowed, his cock pulsing at the sight. He scrambled out of the coffin, undoing his own trousers. Naruto caught him by the waist, and spun him around to face a low table, strewn with various limbs. Sasuke bent over it, letting his jeans drop to his ankles. The fear of discovery had his heart pounding and his cock aching. He bit back a cry as Naruto jabbed two slick fingers into his ass, rubbing them against his prostate, before scissoring them, and squeezing lube directly into Sasuke’s ass. Sasuke cried out at the coldness.
“Bastard,” he hissed.
Naruto placed a kiss to the back of Sasuke’s neck as he removed his fingers. Sasuke bit his lip, more than ready for the blunt cock head that replaced them. He bore back onto it with a groan, taking every inch deep within himself. Naruto’s fingers gripped his hips as their balls touched, digging into his skin.
“Hard and fast, Naruto.” Sasuke hissed,
“Bossy,” Naruto murmured against the back of Sasuke’s neck. His tongue flicked out, tracing the top of Sasuke’s spine. For a long moment they remained still, then Sasuke felt Naruto’s lips flick in a smile against his nape. Naruto’s teeth scraped against his skin, causing a shiver of anticipation to roll through him. Then Naruto began to move, hard and fast as Sasuke had wanted.
Sasuke let out a gasp, gripping onto the table as Naruto fucked him, his cock pulling almost all the way out before sliding back in again, long deep strokes that seared Sasuke with pure pleasure. Their gasping breaths and the thwack of flesh meeting flesh echoed loudly in the small room. Sasuke raised himself on his hands, changing the angle so that each deep sweep of Naruto’s cock pressed against his prostate. He turned his head slightly so he could see his lover. The sight had his cock leaking; Naruto’s eyes were half lidded and fixed on him, his hair was sweat damp and clinging to his face. Under the green lighting he seemed to be some sort of fallen angel, beautiful and deadly.
Sasuke let his head drop down, and gave himself to the pleasure, letting out a cry each time Naruto’s cock brushed his prostate. Naruto’s mouth was on his neck again, biting and sucking, the sensation adding to the pleasure that was coursing through him.
Naruto’s mouth left Sasuke’s skin as he let out a gasp. With one last deep thrust, he came, filling Sasuke with his seed. Sasuke somehow managed to grasp his own cock. All it took was three strokes, and he was coming too, shooting obscenely over the limbs covering the table.
Sasuke dropped to his hands and knees, panting heavily. He winced as Naruto’s cock slipped from his body. Naruto sat down next to him, fumbling with his jeans.
“So still a no for the rollercoaster?” He asked.
Sasuke regarded him through a fallen strand of ebony hair. “Here, I would worry about the thing collapsing on us,” he said. He managed to tug his jeans up, and twist around so he was sitting next to Naruto. His ass still felt full, but in a pleasant way.
Naruto reached out, and pushed a tangle of dark hair off of Sasuke’s forehead. He placed a soft kiss against Sasuke’s lips. “Aren’t you glad you came,” he murmured.
“Mmm, I’m very glad,” Sasuke replied, his voice heavy with innuendo. “Although satiated is more apt.” Sasuke deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue deep into Naruto’s mouth.
They waited for the train to come back around. This time, there were two children riding it, who eyed them suspiciously as they snuck out from behind the cauldron. Sasuke and Naruto ignored the kids, who turned their attention back to the ride. The cowboy gave them a curious glance, but didn’t say anything. Sasuke just hoped that they very rarely used the spares in the small room, as they had nothing to clean up with, Naruto’s foresight only going as far as to bring lube.
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That night, Sasuke slept soundly beside Naruto, contented. He was getting married in one week’s time, and there were seventeen unopened voicemail messages from his fiancée on his phone. For the first time in what seemed like forever, no nightmares woke him; his dreams were full of the lover held tight by his side.
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