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Disclaimer: Naruto belongs to Kishimoto-san. I own nothing and I make nothing from writing this.
Summary: In which Sasuke pines for the unattainable.
Pairing: Itachi x Naruto, One-sided Sasuke x Naruto.
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Yaoi, language, AU. Don't like, don't read.
A/N: This is ‘Convictions’, the third vignette I’ve made. If there’s anyone out there with a Naruto request (extremely detailed, mind you), this would be the time. Here’s number sixteen, requested by Midnight Essence. I hope it's what you wanted. ^_^

Shattered

The music played in the background of his thoughts, which were currently too jumbled to decipher. He kept picturing it, Itachi fucking his best friend while the idiot arched and screamed and came between them. The mental images made him want to tear his hair out, one strand at a time.
"Sasuke." Naruto said from the other side of his bedroom door, which was blocked by a chair under the doorknob. For the eightieth time in an hour, Naruto twisted the knob, trying to get in. "Come on, bastard! Let's talk about this!"
Sasuke was passed talking at this point, and he thought he should yell this to Naruto, but he decided not to waste the effort. Besides, he didn't trust his voice to come out evenly.
"Sasuke, please." Naruto mumbled, slamming his palm against the door before letting it slide away. "Look, I'm really sorry I didn't tell you sooner. How would I? 'Hey, Sasuke, Itachi and I have been fucking for the last six months'."
Sasuke wanted to laugh at the expression he pictured Naruto having, but he decided against it. This wasn't the right time to be bursting into laughter. The blonde might think he was crazy.
"Stop being a baby! You'll get over it!" Naruto said through the door, his voice pleading. Sasuke was off his bed in seconds, pulling the door open so forcefully that Naruto actually stumbled through it. He growled as he grabbed the idiot's shirt collar, ignoring the bright red mark on his collarbone.
"There is no getting over this, dobe. I just saw my best friend, getting fucked up the ass by my brother, and enjoying it. I can't get the image to go away. It's stuck, right here." Sasuke hissed out, tapping the side of his head. Naruto went red at Sasuke's words, and he tried to stutter out an apology. He just couldn't think of a good one. He couldn't comfort his friend when he was the cause of it.
Sasuke slumped next to Naruto on the floor, his head coming to rest on the plush carpet.
"How can you like that?" The raven asked after a few minutes of silence, wanting to know because he seriously didn't understand it. "And why was it him?"
"You almost sound jealous, bastard." The blonde snickered, nudging Sasuke with his elbow, trying to lighten the mood. He was drowning in all of this odd tension.
"I'm not fucking jealous. I'm just trying to understand why you would WILLINGLY LET MY BROTHER FUCK YOU!" He was yelling by the end of it, his eyes clenched shut. Sasuke wanted to reach over, dig his fingers into Naruto's hair, and smash their lips together. Maybe then he could get his thoughts into order.
"Sasuke-"
"No, no! You don't get to talk anymore." The raven hissed out. Six months. That's how long Naruto had been seeing Itachi.
Four fucking years. That's how long Sasuke had struggled to keep his feelings for the blonde a secret. He couldn't pretend it wasn't killing him. The only comfort he had was that he got to see Naruto orgasm, even if it wasn't by his own mouth and hands.
"You know, if it helps any, I had a thing for you all through high school." Naruto shrugged nonchalantly, his eyes straying to the picture frame of their graduation, both of them smiling for once. "But I just figured you weren't like that, and then Itachi came into the picture."
It sounded like glass shattering; like someone had taken a sledgehammer and ran him right through. He could hear the little 'tinkling' noise as the pieces of his broken heart came to rest at the bottom of his stomach. He didn't realize he was hyperventilating until Naruto put a hand to his chest and started to rub it. It didn't help.
They were both startled when his eyes welled up with tears, and a single, traitorous one broke free and slid down his cheek. Sasuke wiped at it angrily, not willing to meet Naruto's eyes. He stood slowly, feeling the remains of his heart sink into his feet. Heat prickled at the back of his eyes, but he ignored it.
"Why are you crying?" Naruto asked quietly, his hand gripping Sasuke's wrist to keep him from moving further away. He wiped stubbornly at his own eyes, part of him thinking their friendship was over now that he was out. "Look, Sasuke, this doesn't have to change what he have! You're still my best friend, okay?"
It was slowly killing him.
"Just leave. I need to think." The raven whispered, tugging his wrist out of Naruto's loosened grip and crawling back onto his bed. Naruto sputtered from behind him, obviously at a loss for words.
"Bastard! You can't-"
"Why wasn't it me? Why him?" Sasuke muttered out, his face buried in his pillow. Even if it had been muffled, he was sure Naruto heard him, but it didn't matter anyway. It was too late.
"What did you say?" Naruto's voice cracked that time.
"Get out, dobe."
"But you just said-!" Naruto growled.
"Get the fuck out of my room!" The demand was emphasized by an alarm clock being thrown in his direction, and Naruto was forced to dodge it and leave the room before the bastard threw anything else at him. He met Itachi in the man's bedroom, where he crawled onto the bed and buried himself in the soft, down comforter.
"It didn't go too well, did it?" Itachi hummed, rubbing a hand over Naruto's back. The blonde choked on a laugh, and reached out to grip his shirt sleeve.
"He just needs more time than other people."
Both of them ignored the catch in his voice.
"Yes, he does." The man nodded just nodded and pressed a kiss to his temple in grim understanding. There wasn't much else to do but wipe Naruto's tears, because Sasuke wouldn't be talking to him any time soon.
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