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The Day He Said Goodbye	By : Shaylilin Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1163 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: I love it when you guys review. I just want to thank those that have taken the time. The long awaited (okay, not so long, but still long enough) Deidara/Sasuke lemon. Poor Sasuke is going to have some issues this chapter. I can’t seem to write an issue-less Sasuke.

Chapter 15 – Sasuke’s Biggest Mistake

Deidara chuckled as he headed over to Sasuke and Naruto’s place. He was finally going to get to have Sasuke. They had waited; he had proved his intentions. He knew Sasuke had stopped thinking about Shikamaru and was only interested in him now. He smiled. His grasp on the present he was bringing for Sasuke increased as his heart started pounding.

This was new ground for Deidara. He hadn’t ever fallen in love before. He liked the physical satisfaction of fucking, but his heart had never ached for someone’s companionship. When he was away from Sasuke he found himself thinking about what Sasuke was doing. He wanted to bring happiness to Sasuke’s life. He didn’t want to give Sasuke the feeling that he was being used. This was crazy. It was also what prompted him to bring over the present. It wasn’t anything important; it was just a little thing. Deidara had gotten new dog tags last week, and he wanted to give Sasuke his old ones.

He smiled as he walked up the stairs to Sasuke’s apartment. He swallowed thickly before knocking on the door. The door opened to reveal Naruto and not Sasuke as he had hoped. Deidara’s face must have shown his disappointment because Naruto laughed. “Don’t worry, Dei-dei-chan; I’m leaving soon to go out with Shino.”

Deidara pouted. “Who said you could call me Dei-dei-chan?” Naruto laughed. Deidara sighed and made his way into the apartment. “Where’s Sasuke-kun?”

Naruto laughed harder. “You must really be excited to pound him if you’re adding ‘kun’ onto his name. As far as I’ve been able to tell, you only say kun when you’re horny.” Naruto waved his hands excitedly as Deidara stood up. “Nevermind. Anyway, he’s just finishing up in the bathroom.” Naruto glanced at the clock and smiled. “I’m going to go out now. I’m staying with Shino, so you don’t have to worry about being too loud.”

Deidara grabbed a bun off the table and threw it at Naruto, who shut the door behind him. Sasuke had emerged from the bathroom just in time to see Deidara chuck one of the buns he had gotten for dinner at Naruto. He sighed and shook his head, “What did the moron do now?”

Deidara chuckled at the exasperated tone of voice Sasuke used. “Nothing important.” He stood up and met Sasuke half way across the room. Deidara crashed his mouth against Sasuke’s in a heated kiss, tongues fighting for dominance and Deidara losing. Sasuke pulled away first, both of them panting, before he smiled at Deidara. Deidara smirked and led them back to the table. “I have something for you.”

Sasuke sat down and took the box Deidara handed him. He smiled. “Thank you.”

Deidara laughed. “Sasuke, you don’t even know what it is yet.”

Sasuke shrugged. “It doesn’t matter. It comes from you, so I love it.” He wrapped his arms around Deidara’s waist and kissed his hip softly. “I’ll open it later. Right now, I just want you.”

Deidara chuckled. “All right, lover. Let’s go.” Deidara pulled Sasuke up and wrapped his arms around Sasuke’s waist. Sasuke wrapped his arms around Deidara’s shoulders and pulled himself up so his legs could wrap around Deidara’s waist. Deidara licked Sasuke’s neck before sucking on it gently as he made his way back to Sasuke’s bedroom.

Deidara pushed the door open, kicking it shut as soon as he crossed the threshold. Sasuke moaned as Deiadara’s talented lips continued marking him all along his neck. The fact that he may have to explain a neck full of hickeys didn’t even faze Sasuke. He moaned again as Deidara laid him back on the bed before pulling his shirt off. Deidara’s mouth attacked a beautiful pink nipple while his hands trailed down Sasuke’s body before gently easing Sasuke out of his pants.

Sasuke panted watching Deidara’s talented mouth and hands work. Realizing he was very naked and Deidara was still very clothed, Sasuke flipped them over and pulled Deidara’s shirt over his head, but trapped his arms inside. Sasuke smirked. “Mm, I like you helpless like this Dei-dei.”

Deidara smiled and laughed softly. “I thought you were the uke.”

Sasuke slipped his hand down Deidara’s pants and stroked the hot, rigid flesh. His lips slipped against Deidara’s. His warm breath flowed across the paled skin as he whispered, “I’m a very strong uke. I might be the one taking it, but I’m very much the one in charge.” He pulled his hand from Deidara’s member to undo his pants and drag them and his boxers off Deidara’s body. Sasuke licked his lips when he saw Deidara’s nine inch cock. Without warning, Sasuke deep throated Deidara and sucked lightly.

“FUCK, GOD! Holy fucking shit! Fuck, Sasuke!” Deidara’s ability to form words beyond the intial cussing and cries of Sasuke’s name completely dissolved, leaving him with only the ability to mumble incoherent syllables resembling something like ‘yes’.

Sasuke pulled the tube of lube from beside Deidara. He had planted it on his bed earlier, in preparation. In all honesty, he was nervous for this, though he’d never admit it. He was covering his nervousness with raw sexuality. Now that he had Deidara underneath him, lust and desire were driving his actions. He hadn’t realized just how much he had wanted this with Deidara. Flipping the cap on the lube, he coated three of his fingers. Deidara’s mind was completely gone with lust, but as Sasuke moaned around his erection, he looked up to the hottest thing he had ever seen. Sasuke was still deep throating him, but he now had two fingers shoved in his own ass and was pumping them hard and fast.

Deidara groaned at the site and wrapped his hand in Sasuke’s hair, dragging Sasuke’s mouth closer to his own. Sasuke moaned into the kiss. His fingers felt great, but he needed more. He needed Deidara. Again when Deidara was distracted by the kiss, Sasuke grasped Deidara’s cock and slid his still slicked hand down the hard shaft before lining it up to his entrance and thrust down hard, seating himself in one thrust. “Deidara!” he shrieked.

Deidara shouted, “Sasuke,” as he felt the constricting heat that was Sasuke slide down his shaft. “Oh shit, Sas! Don’t fucking move or I’ll blow.” Deidara gulped big breaths of air down as he used all the self-control he possessed to hold off his orgasm. Sasuke smiled and dropped light kisses all over Deidara’s face and neck. Deidara groaned when Sasuke shifted on top of him and thrust his hips up. “Okay, Sas. Go. Fast. Quick. Hard. Dirty. I want it so fucking badly.”

Sasuke smirked and raised himself up torturously slowly and back down just as slowly, moaning loudly as he did so. He knew he wouldn’t be able to control himself and keep this slow pace for long, but if drug out Deidara’s pleasure, he would do his best. When Deidara had had enough of Sasuke’s teasing, he finally flipped their positions, grabbing Sasuke’s wrists and pinning them over his head. Sasuke groaned loudly as Deidara started to piston his hips harder and faster and screamed in pleasure.

Sasuke moaned before shouting “Oh, Mmm, oh god!” He looked into Deidara’s blue eyes which were as clouded with lust as his own onyx eyes. Seeing the desire pooled up in Deidara’s eyes and feeling the hand which began pumping his neglected erection, Sasuke arched up into the body above him. “Fuck, Dei! I’m gonna cum. I feel so fucking good right now.”

Deidara smirked before leaning down to suck on Sasuke’s neck. “Fucking cum then, bitch.” Sasuke didn’t need anymore encouragement. His hold on his orgasm broke and his seed shot between their sweaty bodies, covering Deidara’s hand. Deidara thrust only a few more times before filling Sasuke with his essence. He brought his hand to his mouth and cleaned his hand of his boyfriend’s semen. “Mm, Sas. You taste delicious.” He leaned down to kiss Sasuke and let him taste himself on Deidara’s tongue.

Sasuke smiled as Deidara broke the kiss. “We should clean up.” Deidara nodded and led Sasuke to the bathroom where he lovingly cleaned his boyfriend.

After they had dried off and dressed again Deidara led Sasuke back to the kitchen. He handed Sasuke the box and smiled. “Hey, open my present while I make us a snack, yeah?”

Sasuke nodded and kissed Deidara softly, affectionately. He pulled the ribbon from the box and smirked. “You are such a girl. This ribbon is freaking perfect.” Sasuke could hear Deidara pouting and chuckled quietly. He pulled the box open and saw Deidara’s dog tags. His breathing grew shallow and he dropped the box. It was something he hadn’t even told Shikamaru. He hadn’t told anyone. When he was young, a man he’d never seen before and hadn’t seen since attacked him in an alleyway. He wanted Sasuke’s money, not that an eight year old had a lot of money on him, and had tried to choke Sasuke with dog tags.

Deidara saw the look on Sasuke’s face and panicked. He ran straight to Sasuke’s side, setting down the snacks and pulling Sasuke into his body. “Baby, what’s wrong? Sasuke, what’s wrong?”

Sasuke turned terrified eyes to Deidara. “No,” he screamed and pushed hard trying to claw his way away from Deidara. He couldn’t see anything but the faceless man from years ago. “No, don’t. I don’t have any money. Please, just stop. Leave me alone.”

Deidara was at a loss as to what to do for his lover. He had no idea what was wrong, and it appeared that Sasuke wasn’t in the here and now. “Sasuke, baby. Snap out of it, please. Sasuke I’m not going to hurt you please.” He tried to keep the desperation and fear from his voice, but he knew it was to no avail.

Sasuke screamed and reached out and smacked Deidara before running into the bedroom and locking the door. Deidara didn’t know what to do and slumped outside the door. He cried silent tears before collecting himself. He hated calling him, but he thought maybe he was the only one who could help Sasuke right now. He heard two then three rings before Shikamaru answered. “Yeah, what?” He drawled. Deidara could hear Neji’s playful reprimand of Shikamaru’s attitude.

Deidara took a deep breath. “I really hate to bother you so late at night. And I really hate having to ask for you help, but something is wrong with Sasuke and I don’t know what. I don’t know what set him off, but he’s terrified and he slapped me and barricaded himself in his bedroom.”

Shikamaru sighed. “All right. I’m on my way over.” He sighed before adding, “And you owe me big time.”

Deidara shut his phone and tried to get through to Sasuke. “Baby, honey, please talk to me.”

Sasuke threw something at his door. Deidara could feel the crash of the object resonate through his body. “Go away! Leave me alone. I don’t want you here. You’re not welcome here.”

Deidara stayed by the door, waiting to hear Shikamaru’s knock. He didn’t want to leave his post in case Sasuke snapped out of whatever this was. Deidara was just about going to call Shikamaru and ask where his sorry ass was when the man showed up at Sasuke’s. He had Naruto with him. “It’s about damn time. Where the fuck were you two? Did you stop to shop for new shoes?”

Naruto grabbed Deidara’s arm and shoved him toward the balcony. “If you don’t calm down, you’ll be of no use to us.” He pushed him through the balcony door to a waiting Shino. “Sorry to do this to you love, but you need to babysit Sasuke’s bitch.”

Shikamaru made his way to Sasuke’s room. He took a deep breath and picked the lock on the door. He captured Sasuke with his shadow possession jutsu just to keep himself from harm. “Sasuke, it’s Shika. What’s going on?”

On hearing Shikamaru’s voice, Sasuke broke down into sobs. “Shika, I-” he suddenly realized what he had done and said to Deidara. “Oh god, Deidara’s going to hate me now.”

Shikamaru smiled and released his hold on Sasuke. “No, he won’t. He doesn’t. He’s just really worried. We all are.”

Sasuke groaned. “All? Who’s out there?”

Naruto appeared in the doorway. “Just me, Shika, and Shino.” He sat down on the bed next to his friend. “Sas, what’s wrong? Deidara said you started flipping out and hyperventilating. And screaming something about not having money.”

Sasuke shook his head. “I can’t be with Deidara. I can’t love him. He gave me a present, but I can’t take it. He won’t like that I can’t take his present. I-oh god-I’m so fucked up.” Sasuke dropped his head, tears spilling over his cheeks.

Shikamaru motioned Naruto to move and pulled Sasuke into his lap. It wasn’t the first time he’d had to comfort Sasuke when he recalled something he thought he had buried. He recognized the signs. “Sasuke, that’s what you said about me when you remembered the time your dog was run over. Now, tell me what’s going on, all right?”

Sasuke looked into Shikamaru’s calm and comforting eyes. “When I was eight, some guy tried to kill me because he wanted my money. I didn’t have any money. I was eight. He knew I was an Uchiha, though, and he used dog tags around my neck, and I don’t know what happened. I blacked out. He was gone. Everything but my clothes that I had had on me were gone. I lied and told my family that I left them with Naruto, but they didn’t believe me. I got beaten for losing my school bag and my lunch money.”

Deidara didn’t hear anything Sasuke had said. All he saw was the way that Sasuke clung to his ex-boyfriend. His married ex-boyfriend, if we had to be accurate. He saw the way Shikamaru’s fingers ran through Sasuke’s hair as Sasuke sobbed. He saw the tenderness between the two and became angry. He wanted to scream and punch someone, but he couldn’t even move. He couldn’t make his voice work. Instead he turned from the room unnoticed and left the apartment without so much as word to Shino or a note to Sasuke.

Sasuke looked up as Shikamaru comforted him. “I pulled you away from Neji. I’m sorry.”

Shikamaru shook his head. “Neji’s making us dinner. We were taking a break anyway. He knows you’re an important friend to me, and I would never let you sit here in some sort of crisis that Deidara didn’t know how to handle. Be gentle with him Sasuke, he’s never fallen in love before. He does love you though.”

Naruto looked up as Shino entered the room. “Where’s Dei-dei-chan, love?”

Shino shook his head. “He was upset and left. He didn’t say anything.”

Sasuke sighed and buried his head back into Shikamaru’s chest. Shikamaru sighed, knowing that Deidara must have seen the two of them this way. He set Sasuke on Naruto’s lap. “Sas, I’ll go find him. You and Naruto just worry about making sure you are all right. And, if you can, go try to actually look at the dog tags. They probably meant something special to Deidara.”

Sasuke nodded as Shikamaru hopped out of the window. He had a feeling he’d find Deidara pretty easily. After all, Deidara was an angry pyromanic with an appetite for explosions. He noticed the smoke not far in the distance and turned down the right streets. When he saw Deidara lighting another set of firecrackers, he stopped and shook his head. This was so troublesome.

Shikamaru held up a hand in peace as Deidara glared at him. “You’re going to have to learn how to do it.”

Deidara looked at him blankly. “What? Molest other people’s boyfriends after I’ve gotten married?”

Shikamaru shook his head, but bit back the smart ass comment he wanted to shoot out. “Look, Deidara. Sasuke doesn’t like to burden people with his problems. He doesn’t really understand that we all care about him and would take care of him, not be upset that he was dumping his problems on us. You gave him dog tags, right?” Deidara nodded warily. “Sasuke had a traumatic event involving dog tags when he was eight.”

Deidara sighed. “See he told you everything about him. He still loves you.”

Shikamaru shook his head. “I didn’t know until tonight. You have to find a way to hold him still and you have to use a soothing voice. I know you’ll be scared and nervous, but you have to keep that out of your voice if you want him to respond to you. It helps if you get him on your lap and run your fingers through his hair. It calms him down.”

Deidara frowned. “It really has nothing to do with you still wanting him.” Shikamaru shook his head. Deidara sighed. “Have I blown my chance with him?” Shikamaru shook his head again. “Why don’t you go back and see how Naruto and Shino are doing. I’m sure they’d like to get back to Shino’s. Then you’d be able to have some time alone with Sasuke. You could ask him about some of the things that might have happened to him before. Get to know him. Sasuke’s got a really fragile psyche, but he’s a great person.”

Deidara nodded and headed back toward Sasuke’s. Shikamaru smirked as he thought of Neji before turning towards his own home. He pushed the door open and could smell Neji’s cooking. He licked his lips. It smelled delicious. “Neji, you are totally the housewife.”

Neji came out of the kitchen and smirked. “You cook better than I do.”
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