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What Do You See?	By : Snowway32 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2093 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Oooh, I love this chapter even though it took me several days to finally finish it. I hope you guys like it and just because I revealed Jiraiya's parentage; doesn't mean that he is older than he looks. No; he's still the same age as in the anime and Manga. Let's just say that his father was much younger than he was portrayed in the anime and also diet at a later stage.

For now; let's prepare for a bombshell, angst and secrets...

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The darkness was overwhelming and stifling; making the legendary Gama Sannin stumble slightly before regaining his footing again. Water splashed over his clothes and soaked through his pants; was it just him or had the water level risen? With a shake his head; Jiraiya moved forward. Geta kicking water all over the bottom of his trousers. It was cold, too cold inside Naruto's mindscape. Jiraiya recalled that Minato said Naruto had locked himself up in Kyuubi's cage and didn't respond to him; Jiraiya sighed. If Naruto wasn't going to respond to Minato what made his student think that Naruto would respond to him? The person who had let Naruto down and had caused him and pain and fear?

Another thing worried Jiraiya more than anything; what would he do if he couldn't get passed the large fox that was protecting its host. Jiraiya knew that when he would take Naruto on as his student there would be complicated times ahead but this was so far the most complex problem he had to face.

"What have you done to yourself, Naruto? We're going to have a very serious talk after this." Jiraiya said seriously as he followed the flare of Naruto's chakra that was fluctuating erratically in the distance. Jiraiya mumbled to himself about 'troublesome students and loving them too much'. He was not entirely surprised when the heated and potent chakra of Kyuubi invaded his senses and made the air uncomfortable and unstable around him. Jiraiya was definitely walking into a dangerous situation and he knew it.

'Show yourself Senju; I can smell you.' Jiraiya faltered in his steps; one for the fact that he had never heard such a malicious voice and secondly that it had been a very long time since someone had called out to him with his family name. Jiraiya knew that not many people knew the facts of his birth, much less able to tell his heritage. That fact alone told him that the large fox knew both of his clan and his inheritance and that by mere smell; it made him wonder just how much the Kyuubi knew about the Shinobi world. It would be a very interesting theory to explore but regardless of the value of such information; now was not the time to get involved in it.

"It's been a while since someone has recognized me." Jiraiya said honestly when he entered the dark and dreary room where he knew the cage of Kyuubi to be; sure enough he was met with dark red slitted eyes and an overwhelming presence. He folded his arms over his chest as he stared at the large fox; the fox merely shrugged its shoulders before blinking with boredom. Resting its large head on its paws.

'Your blood is very potent; definitely a direct descendant. You're too young to be the son of the Shodaime so it must be Senju Tobirama then; the legendary Nidaime.' Jiraiya nodded. The secret of his heritage very few knew and even fewer would ever suspect. He was still a bit stunned and dazed but at least he had reached the room where Minato had told him Naruto would be.

'Anyway, you're not here to discuss heritage are you? You're here for the Kit?' Jiraiya nodded; in that moment Naruto came first and he was determined to bring Naruto back to him. Jiraiya was however genuinely surprised by the gentle way the Kyuubi had said 'Kit'. It was whispered fondly and as if Naruto was someone very special to him. Could there be misconceptions in the behaviour of the large fox?

"Is he alright?" Jiraiya asked concerned; he was worried about Naruto. He could stop his concern as he knew of the pain and fear that Naruto held in his small body; something that could easily break Naruto completely or make him stronger than anyone who ever faced those emotions by himself. Depending on the outcome of those emotions; Jiraiya knew all in all that Naruto was going to be a handful but he wanted nothing more to show the little Namikaze just who he was and what he meant to the Sannin himself.

'He's holding up well on his own but he needs someone to get him out of his desperate emotional state. Look after him Jiraiya; you better live up to your name.' With Kyuubi's last words Jiraiya was pulled into the Kitsune's cage by a stray tail and a last warning growl.

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In the darkness of the cage and the stifling heat that Kyuubi's fur gave off; Jiraiya stared, stunned as Kyuubi retraced several of his tails and revealed Naruto. The blonde shinobi was curled in a little ball, silent sobs wracking his body and tears staining whiskered cheeks. Naruto was trembling and hands covered his ears as he seemed to whisper the words 'I'm sorry' through broken breaths and desperate little sounds.

Jiraiya hunched by Naruto's curled up body, fingers resting in blond locks and cupping whiskered cheeks.

"Naruto, open your eyes for me." Jiraiya begged softly; smiling gently when blue eyes blinked open. They were red from the tears that Naruto cried and his eyes were puffy; he could see confusion flashing in those eyes before recognition sparked a reaction from Naruto. The most beautiful blush spread across whiskered cheeks and beautiful, tear glazed eyes, blinked up at him in expectation.

"Ero-Sennin?" Jiraiya sat down on the cold concrete floor, not minding the water that seeped into his clothes but immediately pulled Naruto in his lap, cooing softly when a whimper escaped Naruto's lips.

"Hush. I'm not going to hurt you my beloved Naru-chan." Jiraiya assured as he pulled Naruto against his chest and imprisoned the blonde against his chest; he didn't say anything. Jiraiya didn't think there would be anything to say. Naruto wanted reassurance that he was still loved and Jiraiya wasn't exactly sure how to express it other than physical means; regardless of his writing prowess, when it came to his own emotions he was never able to express them clearly.

"J-Jiraiya-s-s-sensei! I-I made a mistake." Naruto's voice was small and trembling and made Jiraiya's heart ache. He hushed Naruto and placed butterfly kisses on Naruto's golden head and whispered sweet nothings in his ears. Merely tightening his arms around his precious bundle when Naruto finally let go of all his pent up emotions.

"I've got you. Let it out Naruto." Jiraiya whispered in Naruto's ear, fighting his own pent up emotions. How long has Naruto been harbouring these feelings? Why did he not tell him? Jiraiya knew that his love for Naruto was only getting stronger now that he was aware of the emotion that Naruto had of him.

"I should never have gone with them, I was wrong. Tou-chan should have stopped me, Ero-Sennin. You must be so disappointed in me; leaving with only a scroll to explain my actions. I want to be selfish for once and yet; why do I want to throw my life away so badly for a village that does nothing more than hate me for being born in the first place? What am I going to do? I want to stay with you and I don't want you to get killed because of me. I don't want to do anything anymore; I'm not worthy to be alive anymore." Jiraiya started at the words that were spilling from his beloved's lips. Jiraiya cupped Naruto's chin and tilted his head back to stare into beautiful blue eyes.

"You are not going to do anything but come back to me and me alone; from now on you will not make a single decision without me knowing and will not place yourself in harm’s way from now on. You are mine now; do you understand Naruto?" Jiraiya said seriously; those blue eyes shimmered at him in a glaze of tears and Naruto nodded. Accepting the words for what they were; Jiraiya knew that he was willing to take full responsibility for Naruto and he was willing to become the person that Naruto relied on constantly. With a finally nod Jiraiya leant forward, lips brushing against Naruto's slightly parted mouth. He wasn't surprised when Naruto turned in his lap; fingers fisting in his hiaori as a gurgled sound escaped Naruto's lips.

He smirked into the intimate kiss as a he swallowed a soft moan from Naruto; lips sliding sensually against Naruto's lips as he begged for entrance. When he slipped his tongue into Naruto's mouth he gently teased Naruto and coaxed the young Namikaze to respond to his touches; Jiraiya curled his fingers in Naruto's hair and caressed his scalp just as Naruto's fingers fisted in his long locks and tugged lightly. The sensation made him growl lowly in his throat as a warning; dark eyes opened to stare at Naruto's face, the gentle aroused flush of Naruto's cheeks and the delicate nose that pressed up against his softly to expose red lips - parted underneath his ministration was terribly arousing for Jiraiya but he held his control on a tight leash.

Tongue sliding across Naruto's; whilst fingers explored Naruto's clothed back before slipping beneath the dark material of his turtle neck. Enjoying the way that Naruto arched into his touch and unconsciously pulled away from their intimate kiss; Jiraiya and Naruto were both transfixed by the string of saliva that still connected their tongues. A deep chuckle interrupted them as the large Kitsune stared at them in an amusement before shooing them out of its cage.

'As much as I am a voyeur, Senju, Minato is getting worried and the seal needs to be released properly. I'll see you around.' Jiraiya nodded as he stepped through the bars of the cage and came face to face with Minato. He had held his end of the bargain; now it was time for Minato to hold up his end.

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Naruto's heart was beating rapidly in his chest; had Jiraiya just accepted him? His lips still tingled from the kiss that he had received; Jiraiya's hand resting in his was warm as he was led through the bars of Kyuubi's cage. He felt a shimmer of happiness flit through him; in that moment he knew he locked away his intense emotions. Knowing that they would come to haunt him in his dreams but in that moment he didn't want to be faced with his insecurities and fears anymore. Not when Jiraiya held him so close and whispered promises in his ears.

Naruto blinked owlishly when Jiraiya gave him a kiss on the forehead, whispering a goodbye before disappearing from his sight. Naruto whimpered softly only to jerk slightly when a hand was laid on his shoulder; calm and love overflowing from within him. Was this what his father felt for him? Naruto fought back the tears that formed in his eyes. Wiping at his eyes and resting his hand in his father's offered hand.

'Come Naruto; it's time we finished what you started.' Naruto sniffled softly; his guilt promptly crushed beneath Minato's gentle smile and forgiving eyes and a small whisper of 'don't hesitate'. He watched fascinated as silver light engulfing his father's form and chakra resonated between them; turquoise and blue mixing before it swirled to form the most beautiful of coloured strings. The chakra string seemed to connect their hearts together. As the seconds ticked passed; Naruto could see the string become thicker and thicker with their chakra whilst Naruto immediately stepped forward into his father's welcoming arms; somehow knowing that it would be a long time before he would be able to do it again. The embrace was soft, loving but Naruto could not help but feel an inkling of regret and remorse.

'Hush Naruto; you're thinking too much.' Minato said softly. Naruto shivered slightly when he felt his father place a kiss on top of his head whilst rubbing his back soothingly; he never realized that he was weeping softly, knowing that he would never forgive himself for this but also that when the time came - his emotional state was going to be hell to live through.

'Learn to give yourself love Naruto; spare yourself some of that immense love and golden heart that you possess. I'll always be by your side, never forget that.' Naruto nodded; tears dripping from his eyes. Blue eyes dimming and noticing when his father's form became more transparent and the presence that once was a separate entity - became more pronounced in his heart and deep in his soul. The string formed by their combined chakra wound around them; tying their forms together tightly before it bound them together and marked them as one for eternity.

"I love you Tou-can." Naruto said with a smile; the air was heating up pleasantly around him and made his body tired and lazy - as if he had spent too much time in the sun. Closing his eyes contentedly, something about that moment would forever be ingrained in his memory.

'From now on; you'll poses all my memories, jutsu and experience. Use it wisely my son and complete the technique I was never able to. I pass it on to you now. Live up to my legacy and for once Naruto; learn to be selfish...' Naruto pressed closer to his father's fading form and noticed that the solidness of Minato's form was gone. Bright blue light blinded him before pushing him into a world where darkness was a welcoming warmth and made his body relax completely.

Yet, Naruto couldn't help but feel immense sadness and sorrow fill his heart. It was the same feeling he had when he visited his father's grave for the first time and when Jiraiya disappeared to find Tsunade-sama. A contradiction of emotions flitted across his soul, what should he feel? Somehow he felt whole again, as if he had regained the part of his soul he had lost since he was born and the other was in deep mourning for the one presence he knew he had lost for a life time. A life time of pain and sadness faced him but a shimmer of hope lighted his path.

Naruto's mind was spinning and his heart was beating erratically but eventually he allowed himself to relax and finally let his body go lax from exhaustion and fell into unconsciousness. A final whispered prayer on his lips for his father and his mother...

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Dark blue eyes shot open to the light streaming in from the open shoji door; it was hot against his skin and made him blink at the brightness that was assaulting his pupils. A headache burned behind his eyes and Naruto's heartfelt unusually heavy in his chest. Dazedly, he looked around the room; noticing the cool, sticky feeling on his cheeks. Tentatively lifting his fingers to touch his whiskered cheeks; wiping away the wetness he found there. He blinked to clear his vision, tears slipping from his lashes as they stained his soul in sorrow. His mind felt so empty but his heart was filled to bursting point. It felt a little too overwhelming.

Jiraiya was sitting next to his futon; white hair splayed around his sitting form as dark eyes were closed in sleep; Naruto smiled softly. He had never seen Jiraiya's sleeping form look so worried if he concentrated really hard he could still remember the intimate kiss that they had shared. Nervously Naruto shifted to his knees; yelping when he knelt on his hair and it tugged it rather painfully.

"Itai!" Naruto shouted softly; rubbing the sore spot on his scalp where he had pulled his hair. Frowning harshly when he stood up and his usually short blonde locks now reached his thighs.

"What the hell!" Naruto shouted characteristically; fingers running through the long locks in confusion. He knew he wasn't in his Oiroke No Jutsu, so why the hell was his hair so long. Closing blue eyes to search the memories that were swirling in his mind. Naruto remembered now; his father had taken his place whilst he was in Kyuubi's cage and somehow he had transformed to his own form and with it came the hair that he had not cut for a total of fourteen years. Naruto chuckled as one of his father's thoughts struck him; it looked like he wasn't going to cut his hair as Minato seemed to like it.

"Only for you." Naruto said softly, he wasn't going to cut his hair as a last wish from his father. Carefully standing on his feet Naruto headed for the bathroom, grabbing his kunai pouch and a spare yukata. His heart was calling out for the touch of metal against his skin and the searing pain that would punish him for the wrongs he had committed and also give him some relief of the immense sorrow that swirled in his heart.

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Running his fingers through his hair to get rid of the tangles before he opened the faucet, shivering violently when he felt the cold water splash against his skin and bathed him in a rush of anticipation. Fingers curled around his favourite kunai, the handle was clean and the edge was razor sharp - just the way he liked it. The scars of his previous session were already gone but Naruto merely shrugged; he could make new ones just as easily. He stepped beneath the shower head; the heat making him feel slightly dizzy as the water ran over his scalp and wetted his entire body.

Closing his eyes as he reached for the shampoo in the shower, the scent of water mint and orange blossom was heavy in the air around him but something about the smell was also slightly arousing to him. It took four times the amount of shampoo to lather his hair properly and the moment the shampoo touched his scalp it was tingling against his skin. A small moan slipped from his lips as he stepped under the spay again to wash away the soapy liquid - closing his eyes to keep it from stinging his eyes too much. When the pain in his heart got too much Naruto bent down and picked up the glinting kunai in his hands.

Blue eyes transfixed on how the morning sunlight caught the kunai before he brought it to his lips; tongue peeking out to lick up the blade not stopping when he tasted blood. A flash of desire flitted through him pleasantly; curling in his stomach. He shuddered heavily, the pain in his heart nullified with the first of deep red blood and a crackle of chakra. Blood dripped down his wrists and mixed with the water, turning a light pink. Naruto huffed; he liked the red colour so he switched off the water; sliding to the floor with his back against the tiled floor. His long hair stuck to his back uncomfortably but Naruto pushed it aside; his hand trembling slightly when he brought it down to his wrist again. Reeling when a large tanned hand caught onto his hand that held the kunai; dark eyes locked with his as white flashed before his eyes.

"Careful Naruto; if you're feeling this shaky come ask me to help." Jiraiya's voice was soothingly calm and Naruto merely nodded dazedly; shifting when Jiraiya nudged him forward and he settled against Jiraiya's warm, strong chest - in between the older Sannin's legs.

"You'll get wet." Naruto warned softly only to blush at the delightful chuckle that invaded his senses and brushed up against his ear pleasantly.

"You're bleeding from several wounds and you're worried about me getting wet? Naruto; you will never change and that is why I love you so much." Naruto blushed beet red when soft lips pressed against his ear before Jiraiya nibbled at his ear lightly. A strong hand took the kunai from his hand and Naruto shifted in Jiraiya's lap so that he was straddling his sensei; whimpering slightly when he saw Jiraiya bring the kunai to his own lips before lapping at the blood that coated the tip of the razor sharp kunai.

He never new Jiraiya could do something like that; it made a spike of arousal shoot through him. A desperate sound spilled from the back of his throat as he ceased the kunai away from his master and threw it to the side; the clinking metal hit the tile floor before skidding to a stop some distance away. Fingers curled in Jiraiya's red hiaori as Naruto crashed his lips against his sensei's; he had no idea what he was doing but something was burning through him that he needed and only Jiraiya would be able to give it to him. He was being completely overpowered by the scent that invaded his nose and when Jiraiya's arms wound around his naked form and pulled him closer against warm clothes that smelled of tobacco and autumn winds.

Arching back slightly when fingers wound in his hair and tugged it harshly; his throat was now barred and Naruto shuddered pleasantly when the pain of a bite and a soothing tongue laved over the sensitive flesh of his neck. Jiraiya was making sounds spill from his lips that he wasn't even aware that he could make.

"Look at me Naruto." Blue eyes snapped open to obey; locking with a set of smouldering black. He shuddered; those eyes held so much promise and love. A strangled whimper escaped his lungs in a desperate rush; his muscles tense as he desperately tried to steady himself against Jiraiya's chest. That deep voice was having effects on his body that he could not control and the same feeling of anticipation, pleasure and anxiety curled in his abdomen; like the first time he had allowed Kakashi to touch him.

"Tell me what you want?" Naruto keened; clenching his eyes shut, he didn't know what he wanted but he wanted something to fuel the fire that had started in his belly.

"Please, anything. Just make me feel good." Naruto begged softly; arching back softly when a calloused finger brushed across a sensitive nipple before a nail pressed against his swollen bud. Pleasure shot through him and Naruto bit his lip until he tasted blood; immediately opening his mouth when Jiraiya leant forward and a tongue brushed against his abused lip before slipping into his mouth and sliding against his tongue pleasantly. He was fully aroused now and squirming in Jiraiya's lap; he wanted to be touched and his thought was granted when Jiraiya's other hand slipped from his hair and created a heated trail of fluttering muscles on his stomach before coming to settle on his belly button. His touch unconsciously making the seal swirl under his touch as pleasure bent his back in a perfect arch.

"Ngh - m-more." Naruto slurred softly; a loud shout spilling from his lips when Jiraiya's hand curled around his arousal with just the right amount of pressure and created the friction that was driving him absolutely insane. The most erotic of sounds spilled from his lips as Naruto's mind hazed over completely; his heart was overflowing with emotions and pleasure was chasing paths of fire up and down his spine and abdomen. He felt uncomfortably hot and wound up; his body was so sensitive and he screamed when chakra touched the head of his cock and then a nail dipped in the slit to gather the continuously leaking pre come that beaded there.

"Such a beautiful expression. Open your mouth for me Naruto." Naruto blinked owlishly before doing what was asked of him; sucking gently on the finger that was forced in his mouth. He shuddered when he tasted himself on Jiraiya's fingers. Teeth worrying the flesh when Jiraiya increased the pace and gripped his arousal harder; he whimpered at the loss when Jiraiya pulled his finger back before using it to tease the flash of his trembling thighs.

"That's it; I want you to forget everything and just let go." Jiraiya whispered seductively and Naruto nodded. Mere seconds later; molten lava rushed through his veins and stained his entire body in pleasure. His come shooting out against Jiraiya's clothed stomach and covered his sensei's hands in the pearly liquid. Naruto couldn't think, couldn't do anything but feel as Jiraiya licked his neck and nibbling on his jaw before kissing the tears that fell from his clenched eyelids.

"Ero-Sennin?" Naruto mumbled after a while, still stuck in post cotial bliss.

"Hmmm?" Jiraiya hummed softly in Naruto's ear; another shiver wracking through his body at the vibrating chest against his fingers and the feeling of contentment that rushed through him.

"Teach me." Naruto demanded; blue eyes slipping closed behind his eyelids.

"Teach you what Naru-chan?"

"How to give you pleasure." Jiraiya's chuckle was deep and filled him with warmth; aiding him in falling into darkness. Blood, semen and sweat potent in his nose and staining his naked body just as it marked Jiraiya-sensei too.

"You have a lot to learn kid. But since you asked so nicely with such an open expression; I'll teach you."

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