Runaway Train | By : fieldofsnow Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1142 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Kakashi walked into his bathroom, sighing tiredly as he pulled the headphones out of his ears and put his IPod down on the bathroom counter. He stripped out of his clothes slowly, stepped into the shower and started the water running. Putting both hands against the wall he leaned forward, bending his head so the water hit the back of his tense neck and shoulders before it ran down his lean muscular body. He'd just gotten back from his morning run with his dogs, no small feat considering he had 4 of them, 8 if you counted the other 4 he had trained and worked with on the force, and even though they were very well trained things were always bound to get out of hand with a number that big.
But no matter how much of a hassle it could be, taking his dogs out running in the morning always managed to calm him down and get him focused for the day ahead. Kakashi's troubled youth and then years on the force had pretty much made sure that he needed, and got, very little sleep.
Once he felt his muscles ease up he went about his usual routine, washing his hair and then shaving in the shower. He ran his fingers over the scars on his left cheek while he carefully shaved over and around them.
Ever since the time Kakashi started wearing his mask he barely looked at himself in the mirror anymore. In fact, there were no mirrors in his apartment at all. His face, along with his scars, only reminded him of memories he wanted to forget. All except one... Naruto.
The only thing from his past that he was marginally proud of… And the one thing he had managed to screw up beyond repair. Now it looked like history was about to repeat itself. Again Kakashi's mind went over the same old thoughts that had been plaguing it ever since he first noticed his new interest in the boy. He shouldn't be attracted to the boy, never should have acted on the attraction and he really should have backed off a long time ago. Either that or he should have come clean right from the beginning. But he hadn't done any of those things and it was too late now. He was in too deep and there was no denying his feelings for the boy no matter how wrong he felt they were, or more precisely, how wrong he should feel they were.
Even just thinking of the boy now was getting him half hard. He thought about turning the water temperature to cold but gave in to temptation instead, he'd had his share of cold showers now and although they took care of the problem they didn't get rid of the itch. He needed the release if only just once. Maybe that way he would be able to go one day without practically molesting the boy in the nearest closet.
Keeping one hand propped up against the wall he lowered the other one and wrapped it around his now fully hard member, pumping it leisurely. Long firm strokes up and down with a bit of a twist when he reached the head of his weeping erection. Remembering the feel of the blond angel in his arms, pressed up against the supply closet's door, shivering with need and desire that were all directed at him. The taste of his lips, his skin. The sweet sounds he made when Kakashi found a sensitive spot. The smell of his hair. The way his hands stroked tentatively over his body, the feel of his lean stomach against his crotch and the boy's hard member against his thigh. All of those enough to send him over the edge harder and sooner than usual.
Something that felt so right just couldn't be wrong, could it?
After cleaning himself off Kakashi got out of the shower and dressed for the day, black faded jeans and a thin form fitting navy blue hoodie, along with his usual black mask and bandanna. After leaving enough food out for his dogs to feed a whole army he grabbed his backpack and keys and headed out his door. Ignoring the rusty cage like service elevator, which would take him straight down to the first floor, he headed down the hallway to another less noticeable exit. Once outside Kakashi treaded carefully down the old wooden steps and into the alley bellow.
Before walking to his bike, which was usually parked in the alley, he made a small detour to a door that was almost hidden by the steps up to the apartment area of the 3 story house. The door lead to a small break room for the tattoo parlor, named Akatsuki after the crew who ran it, on the ground floor and Kakashi usually stopped by there in the morning to grab some coffee.
Ignoring the death glare he got from Itachi he proceeded to pour himself a cup. It was no wonder Sasuke's glares and attitude didn't work on him at all at school since he'd already gotten immune to his brother. Like in so many other things this was something Itachi was infinitely better at, the red contact lenses and the whole Goth like look was a definite bonus. Whereas Sasuke's glare only managed to say Go away or I´ll make your life miserable Itachi's glare managed to portray, among other things, the message If you so much as take one wrong breath in front of me I will rip out your lungs and shove them so far up your ass that you'll be able to taste them AIGAIN.
Kakashi didn´t think much about the fact that the quiet Uchiha actually owned the place, owned the whole building in fact, and that he was consequently drinking his coffee every morning. The guy always glared at everyone and he figured that if he really had a problem with it Itachi was smart enough to just lock the back door, which surprisingly stayed unlocked from around 6 am, when Itachi got up to open the shop and go over the books, to around 9 am, which was the latest time Kakashi went to work during the week.
If asked straight out neither one of them would call the other a friend but they had a mutual understanding that seemed to go beyond that at some levels. Itachi and his crew had often helped Kakashi and his team on the force out with some cases in the past, mainly when something that needed to be done was considered too shady. They didn´t really deal in anything illegal but they had connections that the force didn´t, probably because all the members of the group were ex-criminals or gang members apart from the elder Uchiha son.
Kakashi had also helped Itachi considerably when the former Uchiha heir had broken free from his family and later Itachi and his gang had helped Kakashi out when the Special Forces organization he was working for broke apart and eventually, after a brutal battle of legal cases and accusations, formed two new organizations. As a result Kakashi trusted them enough to take his mask down and drink coffee in front of them and Itachi trusted him enough to mind his own fucking business and not go telling anyone what went on in the building. So, in a way, they were best friends for life… just without the whole friendship factor.
On his way back out again he bumped into two of the seven Pein brothers (1). Kakashi supposed they must all have first names but no one in the Akatsuki crew seemed to have bothered to learn them and all seven of them were just referred to as Pein, it didn´t bother Kakashi one bit since they all pretty much looked the same to him with their red hair and facial piercings.
After giving them a half assed salute he walked over to his bike, secured his backpack, straddled the bike while he put his helmet on and then kicked off, reeling into traffic and heading for work.
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Once he got there Kakashi went into the teachers' lounge. Passing the time until his first class reading a well worn orange paperback and easily ignoring whatever it was that Gai was loudly telling him from the next seat. Unlike the martial arts club Kakashi was never an hour late for his literature classes… he always showed up precisely 19 minutes late which usually managed to annoy the hell out of his class, because if the teacher was 20 minutes late the class was automatically dismissed and they'd get a free period.
Kakashi snapped out of his book when he noticed that the steady hum of Gai's voice had stopped. He looked up from his paperback and over at said man who was obviously, and very eagerly, waiting for something.
Knowing that it always managed to annoy the man, and because simply asking him to repeat that meant he'd probably repeat everything he'd said up until that point with the exact same exclamations of something like power and youth, he cocked his head and asked in a bored tone.
"Sorry, did you say something?"
"Gahh!" Gai huffed loudly, throwing his hands in the air. "I should have known, you never hear a word I say when you are reading those youthful books of yours!"
Kakashi refrained from pointing out that his books weren't exactly youthful and should definitely not be read by youths at all. Instead he just maintained his bored look while he stared unblinkingly at the man with his sole visible eye. Another thing that managed to throw the other man off because he always started blinking more when Kakashi did it, like he was trying to make up for the fact that Kakashi wasn't doing it himself.
"I asked how it was going with your wonderful and lovely Naruto!"
Kakashi stared at his loudmouthed friend for a few more seconds before he lazily, but quickly, scanned the teachers' lounge. Yep, still pretty full before the first class of the day started… Damn, he thought. Before Gai could say anything more Kakashi quickly gave a vague answer of.
"Oh you know, it´s going quite like I expected it would."
"Ah! So you have managed to seduc…"
"Yes!" Kakashi quickly cut in. "I´m helping him sort it all out, terrible thing to lie about don´t you think?"
Did the man just not know when to shut up! He'd known him for years and Gai had always had a pretty loud mouth that sprouted stupid things at the worst possible moments but this was a bit ridiculous. Was the man honestly going to sit in the teachers' lounge and loudly ask him if he had managed to seduce his student? A student that by the way didn´t turn 18 until the next day and was therefore, technically, off limits… especially to a teacher. It wasn't really banned provided that the student was over 18 and, of course, that the relationship was consensual. But it was definitely not a topic you discussed loudly in front of all your colleagues.
Using Gai's momentary confusion he quickly added. "Now I really must be getting to class, I´ll see you later." Before he walked lazily out of the room, because going with the urge to run like hell would have just looked way to suspicious.
Needless to say Kakashi found himself sitting in his classroom way before his students arrived, but it was all good because it actually managed to give them all a terrible shock... and annoy them since the class now started 19 minutes sooner than usual. Maybe he should do it more often, he thought.
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Naruto was not having a very good day. He supposed that he should be used to that by now but it still managed to frustrate him. He´d had the same dream as the night before; the only difference was that this time he had managed to open the door before he´d woken up in another panic attack. His only consolation was that Genma had borrowed the mini-van that the youth center owned and was now taking Iruka with him when he left in the morning so he could then drive Iruka to work later on. This meant that neither of his dads were home when he woke up and therefore wouldn't be able to hear him scream or see him dart into the bathroom like some unseen demon was clawing at his heels.
He had taken some painkillers again today to calm down and on second thought he'd taken the rest of the package with him to school to have when the first dose stopped working. They didn't help that much but at this point Naruto was willing to take all the help he could get. He refused to let his mind wander to the box he had hidden in the darkest corner of his bedroom closet. He'd never need those again… He'd never go back to being that crazy.
Thankfully Naruto hadn't had to use any more painkillers to calm himself down after he arrived at school, although he was contemplating downing the whole pack if it would get rid of the major headache he now had to deal with. The cause for said headache was at the moment sitting next to him glaring at everything that moved within a 12 foot radius of their lunch table… or anyone misfortunate enough to glance in their general direction.
This had been going on ever since Naruto had arrived at school with his friends to find that the ever stoic Sasuke Bastard Uchiha was waiting for him at the door with his 2 body guards. After the customary Dobe/Bastard greeting the boy had then proceeded to silently stalk him in every break or class that they had in common no matter how many times Naruto had loudly, rudely and, as a last resort, nicely asked him what the hell he thought he was doing. Half way Naruto had just given up though. Sasuke seemed to have gotten it into his strange duck butt styled head that he was actually helping him in some way by doing this and even though Naruto got glared at a whole lot less he wasn't sure it was better than the situation he was dealing with now.
Instead of a few mean stares and people ignoring him Naruto now had to deal with a growling Kiba, who was convinced Sasuke had some dark ulterior motive for hanging around them, and a ruthless cold hearted Uchiha who, despite saying he was doing this to help, seemed to be doing anything but that. Naruto of course wasn't an expert but he was pretty sure that slow torture had not suddenly morphed into something helpful.
Naruto was currently sitting between the two boys. Shikamaru, Chouji and Juugo were on the opposite side of the table and Suigetsu was at the end near Sasuke, Hinata had taken one look at them and promptly decided to sit somewhere else (not that Naruto could blame her, she'd probably faint from fright if she'd had to sit with them) and Shino had gone with her. Of course this had only managed to annoy Kiba even more and the tension surrounding Naruto had gone up a few degrees. If Naruto had actually remembered to grab his lunch off the kitchen table that morning he was sure that the atmosphere would be giving him indigestion.
But since Naruto didn´t have…
Oh no, this was not happening. He did not need this on top of everything else today. Naruto certainly would have banged his head against the table repeatedly if a tray full of food had not suddenly materialized before him on it. The arm that was holding it, casually touching his shoulder, and the presence so close behind him could only belong to one person. And as much as one part of his mind and his whole body seemed to want to lean into said person there was another part of his mind that was begging someone to just please kill him now because his day couldn't possibly get any worse.
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At lunch Kakashi decided to check up on Naruto and see how he was doing. He made his way down the hallways easily dodging the students loitering in it. Kakashi was always a sight to see when he walked around the school. He was taller than most and with his eccentric look he probably would have come across as your average nutty professor if it wasn´t for the way that he moved. Even with his head completely absorbed in a book he glided down the hallway, sidestepping here and there and stopping or speeding up in order to avoid bumping into other people. And although Kakashi was the kind of person you certainly should notice in a crowd he somehow still managed to blend right in.
As he rounded the last corner Kakashi slowed down to almost a complete stop. There by the cafeteria door stood Sakura and Ino with pretty identical looks on their faces that could only be described as murderous. Instantly falling into habit Kakashi slowly walked up to them, not even his feet making a sound as they tread on the floor. He was rewarded for his troubles when he quietly brushed passed them into the cafeteria. Right before he walked in and into their line of view he heard Ino whisper to Sakura.
"We´ll get him back for this somehow! Making a fool of us is one thing but dragging Sasuke into this is quite another."
'Sasuke' Kakashi thought 'Wonder what he's got to do with Naruto'
He didn´t have to wait long to find out though since the first thing he saw when he glanced in Naruto's direction was said Uchiha heir sitting right next to him at the lunch table. 'Now this is interesting'. Noticing that the blond boy didn't have any lunch again he made a quick detour before he snuck over there to see what was going on.
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Naruto finally looked up and was met by the upside down face of his… whatever the hell he should call Kakashi anyway. Teacher was accurate but they went way beyond any regular student teacher relationship, tormentor could be pretty accurate as well if it wasn't for the fact that he actually enjoyed some of the torment, friend was a bit of an understatement and boyfriend was going too far.
And now Naruto was getting an even bigger headache by thinking about all that and staring cross-eyed at that sole visible eye that was smiling down at him… And that was a whole new thing to give him headaches about because eyes weren't supposed to be able to actually smile.
Having had enough of people hovering over him for the past few days, when all he wanted to do was find a hole to crawl into and hide in, Naruto breathed out in frustration. "What are you doing here?"
Kakashi looked down on the boy and studied his worn out face for a moment while he relished the body contact they were making. It probably wouldn't take the boy long to realize that by tilting his head back like that he was actually now resting it against his stomach and leaning in to his embrace. The boy's body heat sending pleasant tingles over Kakashi's body, and by the dazed look on the boy's face he could see that he wasn't the only one feeling it.
Not wanting to draw any more attention to them than he already was he broke the moment the best way he knew how. By pushing the kid's buttons.
"Maah… I just missed you so much that I couldn't possibly wait for you to come to my club later on gaki." (2)
Naruto's cross-eyed stare turned into a glare. "Don't call me gaki you pervert." He bit out.
"Alright alright, Fishcake." Kakashi sighed as he patted Naruto's shoulder before he glanced at the other occupants of the table. After a brief observation he turned to the boy who was more likely to be bothering him at the moment. Sasuke gave him a deadly glare that was promptly ignored as he ushered him out of the seat which in return caused a domino effect as Sasuke moved one seat over, making Suigetsu move over which in return made all 3 boys at the opposite side scooch over as well.
All of this managed to go completely over Naruto's head. "Don't call me Fish…" He'd started to say when something in his mind stirred. The image of strong hands wrapping around him after a nightmare and a warm voice calling him Fishcake hazily played itself out, but as suddenly as the image had popped into his head it was gone again and Naruto was left with a thoughtful look on his face and a feeling that he was missing something important.
Kakashi was more observant though and silently chastised himself for his slip up. The old nickname had rolled off his tongue without a thought and by the look on the boy's face it had obviously struck a chord.
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After lunch Naruto and Kakashi were again sitting in the man's office working on individual projects. Kakashi was grading papers, as was his custom in the break he got between teaching and coaching, and since Kakashi hadn't had any work he could dump on Naruto that day the boy was sitting quietly at the other side of his desk working on some sketches.
After watching the boy squirm and steal glances at him for little over a half an hour Kakashi finally gave up on waiting for the boy to open his mouth and say what was obviously on his mind and decided to give him a little push.
"You know you can go to the bathroom without asking me for permission." He said suddenly. Probably not as effective as asking the boy straight out what was on his mind but this way was always much more enjoyable.
"Huh?" was Naruto's only response as he snapped his head up from his latest design.
"The bathroom… I'm assuming you know what to do in there…" Kakashi drawled.
"I know!..." Naruto began irritably but then composed himself and said calmly. "I don't have to go to the bathroom."
"You're twitching in your seat."
"It's just… I…" The boy brushed a shaky hand through his hair and tried again. "Can I ask you something?"
By the look of his face and the way he carried himself Kakashi could see that this topic was obviously something that the boy thought to be serious. Something that made him nervous. Kakashi couldn't help feeling a little apprehensive himself, his slip up earlier that day still firmly lodged at the front of his mind.
Lunch had been an event to remember. The tension had increased tenfold when Kakashi had sat down. Each individual or group sizing each other up and wondering what their motives where. Sasuke and his cronies had looked at Kakashi with reserved wariness as they tried to figure out the teacher's agenda. Kiba, knowing some of it, had kept focusing on Sasuke but Kakashi could feel him glancing in his direction once in a while, probably wondering what his intentions with his friends were. Shikamaru had been pretty unreadable and thoughtful like usual and Chouji had just continued eating albeit a little slower than usual as he tried to sooth some of the tension like the goodhearted boy was prone to do when ever his friends clashed to badly.
Yet during all of this Kakashi could still see that whatever his comment had stirred up in the blonde was still troubling him.
Kakashi showed no sign of his feelings though as he calmly leaned back in his chair to put the boy at ease before he told him to go on.
"I want to know… what… I mean… Why…" Great, Naruto thought as he blushed and buried his face in his hand. If there really was anything between us before this he's probably changed his mind about it now with this immature behavior.
"Just ask what you want to know." Kakashi voice said soothingly from the other side of the desk. "I won't judge you for it."
Naruto took a deep breath and looked up before he used his momentary courage to blurt out. "What are we?"
Kakashi was taken aback by the question. With his mind still lingering on the past he couldn't discern if the boy was talking about them now or if he had started to remember something. Once again the silver haired man's conscience told him to spill all but his selfish side, the one who didn't want to lose what they were gaining now, told him to keep going with his bluff.
Thankfully after he'd started the boy seemed to have gotten over his nervousness on the subject and continued.
"I mean, what do you want from me? Are we friends? Dating? What?" Naruto went on, looking at the man and trying to see anything passed that mask of his. "I just… I need to know ok. I can't think straight with you playing with my mind like this and if this is all just a big joke or a game to you then I seriously don't need that right now… Or ever for that matter." He added quietly as an afterthought.
And he was right. Naruto had enough on his mind as it was with his nightmares and the whole Sasuke situation, not to mention his studies, helping his father because of his broken leg and the added worry that he was completely losing his mind if he was having strange vision or images popping into his head just because of one word someone said.
Naruto braced himself and looked at the man, waiting anxiously for an answer.
Kakashi stared stoically back. He calmly screwed the cap back on to the fountain pen he used to grade papers with before putting it off to the side and then reaching over to take one of the boy's hands that was sitting on top of his desk.
When he had the boy's undivided attention he looked him square in the eye and said very seriously and without any of his normal carelessness. "Naruto. I am not, and never have been, playing with you." He sighed almost inaudibly before he continued. "I don't know where this is going and I can't promise you anything. I won't push you but if this is something you want then I certainly won't stand in your way or let you down if I can help it." After a short pause Kakashi almost whispered. "You can.. trust me on this. I will never intentionally hurt you."
Naruto stared back at the man before he blinked a few times and then remembered how to breath. Unaware that he was now clutching the man's hand he breathed out shakily. "Al… alright then." And after taking a few steadying breaths he stammered. "I… I do… want this."
"I'm not asking for eternity or happily ever after or anything" he blurted out quickly. "I just… needed to know, you know?"
Kakashi chuckled and stood up, making his way around his desk without letting go of the boy's hand. He knelt in front of him, their hands now resting on the boy's knee. "I know." He said seriously.
They staid like that for what felt like minutes before Kakashi glanced up at the clock ticking away on his wall and slowly got up.
"It's time for you to go to the club." He said as he pulled Naruto out of the chair. He gave the boy a small cloth covered kiss before turning him around and pushing him gently towards the door. "Go on, or Gai will likely make you do extra training for showing up late. We'll talk about this more tomorrow when you come over after classes."
Naruto paused at the door at that comment. "Yeah… tomorrow." He said with a faraway look on his face. "I'll… see you then."
As he walked down the hall he knew he should have told the guy he wouldn't be there until the inevitable training camp later that day, but doing so would have required explanations. Explanations he wasn't ready to give at the moment.
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After making sure the boy was gone and out of hearing range Kakashi plunked down on the chair he had just vacated. He knew it had been coming and he'd known he wouldn't have any answers when it did. As he buried his face in his hands and sighed deeply he could only hope that when the truth finally did come out that the boy would remember his vague hints and know that he really hadn't started all this as some sick joke.
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Oh my god I finally managed to get this out of my head and onto paper XD I knew having to do homework would kick me in to gear... I seem to write most when I'm avoiding doing homework ;)
(1) I looked into this and according to Wikipedia his name can be either written as Pain or Pein. I´m more used to seeing his name written as Pein and so that is the version you will see in my story.
(2)Gaki - Informal term meaning "brat"
Fishcake is just a play of Naruto's name because Naruto is the name of, well, fishcakes… it's those little white flakes with the pink swirls you see in the ramen bowls in the anime
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