The night that changed my life (rewritten) | By : foxkitsune300 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4064 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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~*~*~*~*Chapter 12~*~*~*~*
(Baby blue)
He'd laid in his bed lifelessly staring towards the ceiling, he didn't speak to Kakashi, he couldn't talk to Jiraiya, he dared not utter a word to Iruka, he couldn't get over his shame, his disgust with himself, he simply stared at the ceiling until night fall. He allowed his mind to slip back towards the Kyuubi, his back pressed against the bars of her cage“You're right.... I do hate Sasuke... He's ruined my damn life...” He felt her tail brush against his side, and he allowed his eyes to close, and his head to rest against the bars of his cage
“Is it bad that I already know what I want to do with the baby?” He asked darkly his hands coming to rest upon his eyes fighting back the tears
“I already told you brat... I'm not doing anything until the third day..”
“By the mornings light” He felt her tired sigh against his back and neck, but he refused to look at her, he refused to acknowledge
“Naruto” He jumped from his seat, hearing the familiar voice, and frowned looking around the darkness
“Naruto... Wake up” He sighed irritably before pulling himself to his feet, he looked back towards the fox, watching as she turned her back towards him laying herself back down to rest, as tired as he felt, he knew she had been using more chakra then she had to give just to try and heal him, and keep the baby alive, so he left her, left her to rest, and to deal with the intruder in his room.
He opened his eyes staring towards the ceiling above him, then slowly turned his head to the side watching as the red haired Kazekage shifted within his seat beside the bed uncomfortably
“Naruto...” Naruto turned his attention away from Gaara, shame filling him from the pit of his stomach, how disgusted he was to have Gaara see him like this, after the reaction he had given that morning
“Naruto look at me...” Naruto ignored him, and continued to stare at the ceiling, he could feel the tears forming in his eyes, he could feel his lips pull into a frown as he resisted the urge to sob
“Fine, don't look at me... I understand... The way I acted earlier... It was wrong of me” Naruto turned his head, glancing slightly at Gaara
“The way I acted... Its not your fault you are in this situation.... They did this to you... I was wrong to act the way I did...”
“I don't fully understand any of it though.... Its so strange... I've never thought.... It's amazing... It really is... A baby growing inside of you...” Naruto pulled himself to a seated position, his head lowering slightly in shame
“When the sun rises... Kyuubi will let me decide if I want to keep it... Or get rid of it...
That's why I told you about it... That's why.... I n-need help... I don't know what to do Gaara.. I'm terrified to me alone... To do this alone.... What if I make the wrong choice?... He raped me... He forced himself inside of me... Forced this... This child onto me.... What the hell do I do!?” Gaara stared towards Naruto, silently watching him, Naruto was unsure if Gaara had heard what he'd said, or if the man was thinking
“That is not my choice to make Naruto... It is yours and your choice alone... But what ever you choose, You will not be alone, you will NEVER be alone... I promise I will never let you deal with this alone Naruto” He stared towards the Kazekage, a small blush running along his race
“You have a lot to think about Naruto.... I should go” Naruto gripped Gaara's hand gently, his eyes wide full of terror at the thought of being alone again
“S-stay with me?.... Please...” Gaara nodded, and returned to his seat running his hands through the blonde golden locks, lulling Naruto into a deep sleep
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He stared towards the Kyuubi, his arms crossed over his chest as he watched her slowly rise from her 'bed' and turn towards him, the sun had risen in Suna, and he was ready to give his answer, he knew what he wanted, and he knew there was no turning back after this point
“Have you made a decision kit?” Naruto nodded his head slowly as he watched the fox before him seat herself upon the floor, her eyes drooping in exhaustion
“I think I made my up mind the moment you told me about the baby... But the time I had to take to decide the kids fate... It was really needed I think.... Because I have no doubt in my mind what I want now... I know what is right for me” Kyuubi stared towards the boy in wonder, and a dark amusement
“You're sure this is what you want? You cannot change your mind after this...”
“I'm sure... I'm sure this is what I want.... Thank you for everything Kyuubi”
“Then leave brat, I have to deal with this problem” her tail flickered irritably before she turned her back towards the boy. Naruto smiled sweetly at the fox before looking down at his stomach
“Will it hurt?”
“Of course its going to hurt... You're going to have a baby stupid” Naruto chuckled softly before stepping away from the cage, and back to his awakened mind. Things were sure going to be different from what they were.
And he was okay with that
---End---
---Bonus---
He sat within the waiting room of the hospital, his hands shaking slightly as he held the small bundle of blankets in his arms, he waited, listening as the people from the village talked to each other, while waiting for a doctor to see them, he stared down towards the feverish child within the blankets, bundled tightly in his arms.
He felt the tender feminine touch upon his shoulder and stared towards the Hokage in fear, and desperation
“He won't eat baa-chan, he's really warm too, and he won't make a sound... I'm scared...” Tsunade nodded slowly, helping the blonde mother to his feet as she looked down towards the dark pink child in his arms
“We'll check him over right away Naruto, I need you to calm down though” Naruto nodded, and silently followed behind the blonde haired woman to a room, he laid the tiny child upon the bed unwrapping him from the blankets
“Before this happened has he been eating lots?”
“Yea, he eats more then I can handle sometimes...” Tsunade's fingers ran along the child's body, the blue light at the end trying to heal what she could
“When did this start? What were the first symptoms?”
“He was coughing this morning early, it woke me up from my sleep, then he just wouldn't eat, and when I finally got him too he just threw up... He got really warm a little while later, I don't know whats wrong with him...” Tsunade froze feeling the tiny hand wrap around her finger, she stared in baby blue eyes and smiled softly
“It looks like everything is fine Naruto, he just has a fever... He's been throwing up? We should keep him over night on an IV until he gets over this bug...” Naruto felt himself pale, and turned towards the weak, tiny body upon the bed.
Only a month ago had he brought his baby home from the hospital, only a month ago had he finally met the life that had grown inside him for nine months
“I can't leave him...” Tsunade shook her head as she wrapped the baby up again
“Of course not, your his milk machine brat, you are going to stay here with him... I already sent a message to Gaara, if it arrives without problems Gaara should be here by morning” Naruto stepped back, watching as Tsunade placed the IV within the babies foot.
He felt sick watching as his child's tiny foot twitched at the pain, but the baby refused to cry, or scream, only making small mewing sounds of displeasure
“All done Naruto... You can lay beside him if you want, just be careful of the tubes.. I'll be back every few hours to check on you two” Naruto nodded his head as he stepped towards the bed slowly, before crawling upon the mattress beside his child.
He laid himself beside the sickly child, his hand gently running along the infants head, soothing the child into a sleep, he felt his lips curl into a smile watching as the little being beside him relaxed and fell into a peaceful sleep, Naruto closed his eyes, listening to the sound of his babies heart beat.
He'd either not noticed Tsunade return during the night, or he had fallen asleep, but by the time he'd opened his eyes the sun was shining through the window to the room, he rubbed the sleep from his eyes and groaned softly, even if he had slept it felt like he hadn't had the chance to rest in days.
He stared down towards the baby beside him, and watched as baby blue eyes stared towards the ceiling, swinging his arms and legs about
“Hey there fighter, try to keep still, you don't wanna pull that IV out, that would hurt” he watched as the child's attention darted towards his voice, he smiled softly running his finger along the chubby baby cheek
“You know... I was really scared to have you... Terrified in fact... I thought for the longest time it was because of who your dad was.... But that wasn't it.... It wasn't the reason.... I guess I was just really scared of failing you.... I'd hate to disappoint you.... To anger you.... I'd hate to cause any problems for you.... So you gotta get over this thing fast okay? You gotta get better real soon so we can live happily ever after together” Even though he knew the baby was staring at him, his attention locked upon his mother, Naruto knew the child had no idea what he was saying, but he continued to stroke the child lovingly, his eyes never leaving the chubby baby face
“We're going to see Gaara soon, you remember him? The first guy to hold you when you were born? He's very important you know... That's right, he's Kazekage of Sunagakure, he's also your daddy... Not your biological one but your real one....” Naruto watched as the child turned his eyes away from him for a moment, before staring back at his mother once more
“I love you so much baby... I love you more then the stars in the night sky combined.... I love you more then.... Then I love ramen”
“And coming from him... That is a lot” Naruto stared towards the figure within the room, having not heard the door open, he felt a blush creeping upon his face as he stared towards the red haired Kazekage
“Gaara, when did you get here?”
“I arrived in Konoha minutes ago... I left as soon as I heard... How is he doing?” Naruto smiled softly watching as the baby continued to stare at him
“I think he's doing better... He's not as warm as he was last night... I haven't really tried feeding him yet”
“Maybe you should... He's probably very hungry” Naruto sat himself upon the bed, slowly removing his Chuunin vest, and black shirt, he felt another blush creeping over his face as Gaara stood and watched
“You don't have to watch.... Its kinda creepy... Me being a guy and all” Gaara stepped towards Naruto his hand coming to rest upon Naruto's swollen chest
“Every time I see you... You amaze me more and more... Its not creepy Naruto.. Its a mother feeding their off spring” Gaara released his hold, and took a seat on the chair beside the bed watching as Naruto Carefully lifted the small baby into his arms
“What are you going to name him?” Naruto shook his head, feeling the small child latch on, and begin feeding
“I don't know... I haven't really thought of anything yet...” The room was silent for a moment, the only sounds were of the small child feeding, and the three beings breathing softly
“What about Yuudai?” Naruto raised a brow at Gaara, watching as the red haired man continued to watch the child eat
“Yuudai?”
“It means great hero.... I figured it would be a nice name to give him...” Naruto smiled softly, staring down at the half asleep infant feeding upon him, unaware of anything else but his mother
“I like that.... Yuudai” Naruto cooed softly, running his hand over the babies head, pleased with the name for his son, and over joyed Gaara had given the child his name.
---End---
(A/N: Hey everyone! I know its been a while since I have updated! but my last computer suddenly died on me! :( I had to get a new computer before I could update anymore (luckily for me I'm super, super, super paranoid and saved all my stories onto a disk nightly before the piece o' crap died on me, anyways enjoy, updated started at chap 8)
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