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This is another Iruka-centric chapter. I promise that there's only one more, then we'll get back to our regularly scheduled couple! I promise!
* * * When Iruka stepped through the door, Izumo stared at the younger man as he looked around the room. It should be illegal to wear something as snug as that sweater. The man was damned near a god. And oh, fuck, he'd left his hair down. He swallowed hard, trying to get rid of the drool. "HEY! Zumo! Wake up, what the hell?" Kotetsu was snapping his fingers in front of Izumo's face. He turned back to his friend, forcing his attention away from the teacher. "What?" He asked, irritated, though he wasn't sure if it was irritation with Tetsu or his attraction to Iruka. "What the hell are you so focused on?" Tetsu asked, staring at him. Izumo sighed. "Nothing, shut up." He drained his glass and forced his nerves to calm. He'd seen Iruka walking toward them. "Hey, Umino!" Genma greeted him. Anju was currently attached to his arm. "Shiranui. I have a first name, you know." Iruka said with a laugh. "Anju-san." He said and nodded to her. "Hello, Iruka-san. How are you?" She smiled. "Not too bad. Glad to get out for a bit." He took the open chair next to Izumo and waved for the waitress. "Better reason to be at the bar, isn't it?" She asked and glanced at Genma. "Definitely. Did you hear? Daichi-san's wife is home now." "Oh that's wonderful." At Genma's confused look, she said, "he was here with us one night while she was on a mission. The hospital runner came for him while we were here." "Oh. Wait," he raised an eyebrow. "Why were you here?" She blushed. "You were out." Genma stared at her. "Well, hell," he grinned and leaned in to her. He laid a good long kiss on her and the other three at the table started to get uncomfortable. Until, that is, Kotetsu kicked him under the table. "Shiranui, get a room if you're going to do that. The rest of us don't have boyfriends here." Genma laughed. "Just because you can't get a decent piece of ass, Hagane, doesn't mean I should have to suffer." "Fuck off," Kotetsu answered, good naturedly. "I will. Later." Genma said, but Anju smacked him. "Be nice, Genma." She warned, then leaned in and whispered something into his ear that had his color draining. "Uh oh, maybe she learned more than ninja skills from Cousin Anko." Izumo said, laughing. This earned him a glare from Genma. Iruka laughed, too. "You couldn't pay me to be alone with that woman." "Pay you to be alone with who?" Anko said from behind him. Iruka paled. "You," Kotetsu said, with a laugh. Anko moved around the table. "That's okay, I prefer to take the smart ass-ness out of someone like you, anyway, Hagane." The whole table laughed when Kotetsu's face turned as white as the bandage on his nose. "Uh… I like guys, remember?" He said. "That won't keep me from having my fun." Anko said, and laughed even louder. "The cuffs don't care what your preference is, Hagane, neither does my whip…or the cat o' nine tails…" She stopped when he looked like he was about to pass out. "Relax, Hagane, I prefer my partners willing. At least at first." With a laugh, she took up a seat next to him and signaled for her own drink. Things got a little sticky a short time later when Aoba and Raido showed up together. Iruka greeted Raido and paused when they looked at each other a moment. He realized, however, that there didn't seem to be any animosity there, at least on his part. When he smiled, Raido did, too and the tense moment passed. "Yamashiro, do you go anywhere without those damned glasses?" Kotetsu asked. "Do you go anywhere without that bandage?" Aoba replied. "You just can't stand how dead sexy I am with it," Kotetsu grinned. "Please, if I wanted sexy, I wouldn't look for a porcupine with that god-awful spiky hair." Aoba smirked. "Right. And you have people falling all over themselves to ask you out because your hair is so perfect." Aoba and Raido took up the last two chairs at the big round table, Raido sitting next to Iruka. "Are you asking me on a date Hagane?" "Don't you wish." Kotetsu laughed. "Get a room, you two," Genma said. "Didn't we just tell you to do that?" Izumo asked. "That's different." Genma said. "Why?" Iruka asked. "Um, well, it just… is." Genma finished lamely, glancing sideways at his girlfriend. "Alright enough of this, who wants to play cards?" Anko pulled out a deck. "What are the stakes?" Kotetsu asked. "For you, Hagane? How about sexual favors?" She asked, grinning. "I'd rather lose my money," Kotetsu muttered. "That can be arranged." Anko said. "I'm in," Iruka sat up. "Me, too," Izumo added and one by one, they joined and got comfortable. "Too bad we're in public. This could be fun played strip." Anko said, mournfully. "I'm not sure Tetsu could handle it," Izumo smirked. "Shut up," his friend grumbled. Someone turned up the music then and Anko started dealing. Iruka managed to stay on the winning side of things for a bit, but it didn't last. Kotetsu ran out of money before Izumo did and spent the rest of the game trying to give his friend advice. A few hands later, the rest of them gave up before they'd gone completely broke. Genma and Anju got up to dance and Anko dragged Kotetsu onto the dance floor. Iruka glanced at Izumo who seemed to be looking anywhere but at him. To his surprise, it was Raido that asked. "Want to dance?" Iruka blinked up at him and smiled. "Sure." Only five minutes on the dance floor, he remembered why he and Raido had gotten along so well. The man could move. The one place things had been really good between them was in bed. Raido put his hands onto Iruka's hips and they moved together to the music. Already frustrated, it didn't take long for Iruka to get the rest of the way there. Raido's body up against him the way it was made it very difficult to think clearly. Especially since the other man was as obviously aroused as Iruka was. When the music slowed for a bit, Iruka turned to go sit down, but Raido just wrapped his arms around him to keep him there and changed his pace to match the music. "I missed you, Iruka," he said in the younger man's ear. Iruka closed his eyes. In some ways, he missed Raido, too. But he knew that it just wasn't there between them. "Raido…" he started, but didn't know what he could say, so he just let it go with a sigh. "I know. I wish there'd been a little more, too." Iruka looked up and the older man dropped a slow kiss on Iruka's temple. "If you want to try again…," he said with a half smile. Iruka swallowed and looked up into the other man's eyes. "Would it be any different?" Raido frowned. "Probably not. But the sex was great," he finished with a smile. Iruka laughed. "I won't argue that." "Well, if you ever just want someone to, um, hang out with…" He was grinning, but Iruka gave it some serious thought. He was frustrated beyond belief. Something of his thoughts must have shown on his face because Raido's smile faded. "We could go now, if you want. I haven't been with anyone since you." Iruka gulped. The last time they'd been together had been weeks ago - weeks, almost three months, in fact. And his memories of it were good. He was a little afraid of screwing those up, as crazy as that sounded. His hands tightened on the older man's shoulders and he couldn’t mistake how the bulge in Raido's pants thickened. "I haven't, either," Iruka whispered. He pulled Iruka just that tiny bit closer and their arousals pressed against each other. Hard and straining, they rubbed just enough to make the tension damned near unbearable. And he couldn't mistake the naked want in the other man's eyes. All he had to do was nod and he'd have someone, at least for the night. That's all it could be, he knew that. Just a one night stand. He wasn't a slut, dammit, he wasn't, but he wanted someone so damned bad. Wanted, needed a live body, warm flesh. And it's not like Raido was a stranger. He took a deep breath and before he'd completed the nod, Raido transported them from the bar into Iruka's living room and the other man's lips were fused to his. Oh god, this felt so good. Just kissing someone. Just the warm lips and wet tongue, the connection with that other person. This person, his mind supplied, but Iruka ignored it. Those lips moved over his and then the tongue slid into his mouth. He sucked on it lightly, remembering just what Raido liked, just what would make the older man moan. When they broke apart for air, he moaned. "Fuck, Iruka, you feel so good in my arms." Iruka closed his eyes. He didn't want to really hear this. Things were over between them, weren't they? Or were they? Did they have to be? He couldn't have the ones he really wanted, no, they belonged to each other. So why not? Why not enjoy some time with this man who obviously still wanted him? "It feels good to be here again," he said, hoping Raido didn't hear the slight tremor. If he did, he either ignored it or attributed it to them being together again after such a long time. His lips crashed back onto Iruka's and their kiss heated even further. He nibbled at Iruka's lips, then took his whole mouth again, then nibbled again, driving the younger man insane. His hands went into Iruka's hair, playing with it the way he liked and Iruka moaned loudly low in his throat. The younger man's hands went up into the short brown spiky hair and for the briefest of moments, he thought he was pushing his fingers through Yamato's. He caught himself before he could say anything and shoved the thought aside. He was with Raido and the man at least deserved the courtesy of being the one on Iruka's mind. When they broke apart again, he kissed his way along the older man's chin, carefully avoiding the scar. Raido had always been so conscious of it. He felt his sweater being tugged off and tossed aside, then Raido's hands moved over his bare skin. He moaned quietly at the touch, at the light brush of fingers over the scar on his back. Then the hands made their way down over Iruka's hips to cup his ass. "Fuck, kiss me again, dammit," Iruka demanded and Raido didn't disappoint. They battled with lips and tongues, breaking apart and coming together again over and over. He pulled at the buttons on Raido's shirt, yanking it off of his body, then fastening his mouth to the gorgeous naked chest in front of him. "Yes, Iruka mark me. God." He held the back of the younger man's head against his chest as Iruka went to work, leaving a trail of bruises over Raido's skin. When he pulled back, Raido dragged him against him, this time fastening his own mouth onto Iruka. He started at the base of his throat, leaving his own set of marks. "Pants," Raido managed, between nibbles. Iruka worked at the older man's pants, then his own and together, barely breaking apart, they managed to kick off their shoes and step out of them. "God, let me suck you," the younger man said, nearly begging and Raido let him go. Iruka dropped down and wrapped his hand around the thick hard cock in front of him. He was so hungry for that, he didn't even hesitate, he wrapped his lips around it, nearly swallowing it immediately. "Dammit. Fuck, oh fuck, that's good." Raido's head was thrown back, his eyes closed, his hands on Iruka's head. Iruka worked him, sucking him deeply. He relaxed his throat, pushing chakra into it and moved his mouth further down until his nose was touching the brown hair. He swallowed and hummed around it. "FUCK, I'm going to come, Iruka," Raido tried to warn him, but he needed that taste so badly, wanted the feel of it in his throat. So he sucked harder, swirled his chakra around the head of Raido's cock and the older man nearly exploded. "OH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK that feels so good." He shouted as his cum shot out of him and down the younger man's throat. Iruka swallowed all of it, savoring the feel of it, sucking every last drop of it he could. He didn't let go until he felt it start to soften. Raido picked him up and carried him over to the bed, dropping him onto it, then capturing his lips again as he followed him down. By the time he pulled back from the kiss, Iruka felt the other mans cock hardening against his leg again. He leaned down to talk in Iruka's ear. "I know how much you like to feel me fuck your ass, but I want to suck you, too, 'Ruka." Oh god, he used the nickname. Iruka's eyes closed on a moan and Raido paused to play with his hair a little more and leave another mark on his neck. He was so insanely aroused, hard, nearly desperate. He'd forgotten just how well this man knew how to play him. Like the finest tuned instrument. And so he took his time working his way down Iruka's body. He refused, at first, to touch his cock, to go near it. He left bite marks everywhere else, tiny bruises all over his body instead. Iruka writhed on the bed, almost mindless in his need. He bucked his hips toward the older man, grabbed his hair, trying desperately to get him to the one place he refused to go. "Do I need to tie you down, 'Ruka? You always were impatient." He chuckled against Iruka's leg, teasing his lips along it. Then he was gone and Iruka's eyes opened. A moment later, he was back, the tie to Iruka's bathrobe in his hand. He wrapped it around one wrist, then through the slats on the headboard and around the other. Iruka just raised an eyebrow at first. He may only be a chuunin, but he could break through that. Until he realized that Raido had infused it with his own chakra. "FUCK. That's not fair." He flopped his head back onto the pillow. "Please, Rai….please…" But the man was merciless when it came to pleasuring him. He lifted Iruka's legs and spread his ass cheeks, running his tongue over the sensitive muscle there. "Is this where you want my cock, 'Ruka?" He whispered, making sure his breath blew over it. "Do you want to feel me push myself into here? Fuck you so hard you can't see straight?" He took one finger and ran it over the puckered mouth, teasing him, refusing to enter him and Iruka whimpered. He nipped at the ass cheeks on either side, then finally gave in and wet one finger. "'Ruka, watch…" he said and Iruka's eyes were glued to the other man's finger. He was slow. So torturously slow. Iruka would have thought he would have been too stretched after a week with the dildo for it to feel as good as it did, but apparently not. And oh god, it was a live finger and not his own. But he barely moved it, making him nearly cry in need. "Rai, stop fucking with me. Please, Rai I need you. FUCK!" "Patience never was your strong suit, was it?" He chuckled, refusing to give in. "Do you want something, my 'Ruka?" He asked, tormenting him, pausing just shy of Iruka's prostate. Iruka tried to move into it, but Raido just relaxed the tension in his arm and his hand moved with the younger man's hips. "Please…" he was no longer capable of anything more. Raido moved up along his body, keeping his finger inside Iruka. When he got up to the younger man's face, he leaned down and their lips met again. When the kiss took over, he gave in and pushed further in, just nudging Iruka's prostate. So close, oh god, it was so close, but not enough. He started fucking Iruka with his finger, but only the one finger, then that left him too. The younger man cried a little louder. Raido pulled back and leaned over Iruka to pull open the drawer in the bedside table. He grabbed the bottle of lube after pausing to inspect the addition to the drawer's contents since the last time he'd been there. "New toy, sweets?" Raido asked and was fascinated by the blush that formed on Iruka's cheeks. He leaned down and kissed each of them. "No need to be embarrassed. But you don't need that now, 'Ruka." He bent further so that his mouth was right next to Iruka's hear. "I'll fuck that pretty ass of yours, fuck it so hard you won't be able to see straight, fuck it so well you can't walk, you won't even think of wanting that for a… very… long… time…" Iruka's eyes closed on a moan at the sensual words. He whimpered and bucked again. But Raido was working his way down the younger man's body again, kissing, nibbling and marking him even more. The dark eyes met his as he paused, his mouth hovering over the straining cock in front of him. He stuck his tongue out and Iruka's gaze was fixed on that small pink muscle as it hovered over his hard length. It seemed to take forever for the few centimeters distance to be closed. He would have sworn Raido had caught him in a genjutsu, done something, because it was just too much, too long, too everything. He pleaded wordlessly, tried so hard not to buck again, knowing it would only delay it further. His lover smiled. "You're trying so hard, 'Ruka. Being so good," he crooned. He bent his head then and closed the tiny distance and dragged his tongue from the base of Iruka's cock to the tip. Iruka nearly screamed. His eyes closed as his entire being coalesced on that one spot. Nothing existed except the tip of his cock where Raido's tongue was still touching it. His tongue retreated and Iruka's taught body relaxed a tiny bit, then it darted back out and his muscles tensed again. He slowly cleaned the pre-cum then finally, finally moved his mouth down over the whole length. And when he closed his mouth, all it took was a single suck. "HOLY FUCKING GOD RAIDO!" Iruka's scream was loud enough to be heard over the music back in the Krooked Kunai on the other side of the village. His body convulsed, shook, and shuddered. He exploded, reassembled and exploded again, his entire being focused on his cock as he pumped his cum into Raido's mouth. Tons of it, gallons of it, it must have been. He didn't know, couldn’t think there was nothing, nothing anywhere but that mouth, oh god, that mouth on him, sucking him, draining him and the intense, excruciating pleasure as he nearly blacked out. There was a roaring in his ears, spots in front of his eyes. He couldn't breathe, his heart was trying to jump out of his chest, wanting to explode and he had absolutely no brain capacity left. And he didn't give a damn. He felt so good. When he came back to himself, Raido was hovering over him, his lips a breath from Iruka's. When their eyes met, their lips followed and he tasted himself on his lover's tongue. He sucked the other man's tongue into his mouth and they battled a little, nibbling, sucking. Raido pulled back and stared down into Iruka's eyes. "Let me out of these, Rai. I want to touch you, need to hold you." Raido reached up and with deft twist of his wrist, the tie was undone and Iruka's arms went around him. They kissed again, god, he couldn't get enough of that mouth on his, the body against him. He'd missed it, damn him, missed him. He must have spoken out loud. "I missed you too, 'Ruka. God, I missed you. Let me have you now, I need you badly." He eased back and coated two of his fingers in the lube and pushed them carefully into the younger man. Iruka's eyes closed and he felt his cock start to respond. Raido was thorough, always careful to keep from hurting him, but the more he played, the more he wanted the other man inside of him. "Please, Rai now, please… don’t make me wait." "I'm not going to hurt you, dammit, don't ask me to," Raido growled. He continued to work him, opening him further, but a moment later, it got to be too much on both of them. He grabbed the bottle once more and coated his own cock, hard again, straining, an angry purple then turned back to Iruka. He laid his lips against him as the younger man lifted his legs and wrapped them around him. He positioned himself and pushed. It took a minute, he was so tight. "God, Iruka, you're so fucking tight." He strained and pushed and finally, a few seconds later, his head slid past the snug little muscle and he was in. "Rai, fuck, Rai you feel so good. More, give me all of you, god dammit!" Iruka tightened his legs around the other man and giving up the fight, he pushed the rest of the way into his lover. Home. God, he was home. No body had ever felt this damned good. No ass had ever held him just this way. Raido couldn't hold back, he started pumping into him, the kind of hard fast strokes he knew would drive Iruka crazy, make him nearly beg. Too long, it was way too long since he'd been inside a body. No, not just any body. No, this body. He'd never told him. All that time they were together, he'd never said it. And he'd lost him. Maybe, maybe this time he wouldn't. "Ruka, fuck, Ruka…" he moaned "Rai…" that was all, just his name and coming from those lips, that voice. He moved faster, thrust harder, shifting the angle just a little. Too much on his prostate would over do it. No, no. Hit, then back off. Then again. Not all at once. "Rai, oh god, Rai, I'm going to come again. Not yet, not yet, I want it to last, please…" That's his Iruka. As hot-headed and impatient as he is, he knows how to treasure things. He pulled back and the younger man shifted, turned to his side and lifted one leg. Raido eased back into him and went back to pumping into him. These were shallower, shorter, and would make the older man crazy sooner. He loved, too, the sounds he could pull from those lips. The moans and cries. Iruka was anything but quiet when they made love. He reached out a hand and took the younger man's as their eyes met and they watched the facial expressions. I can't love him. I can't. He doesn't love me. I'm already too messed up. This is just sex, remember? Just sex. Bullshit. No matter what wasn't outside of the bedroom, it had always been like this here. And that's one of the reasons they'd both started avoiding it. They were confused and frustrated when nothing worked outside of sex, so rather than try to make both sides of their relationship work, they'd avoided the sex, too. But this, god this. This was just too damned much to ignore. When Raido pulled back, Iruka sat up and they switched places. He straddled the older man, their eyes never leaving each other. He lowered himself onto him and slowly started moving. Hands clasped again and he stared into those dark eyes, the eyes that had made him as angry, as frustrated, as crazy in a bad way as they did in all the good ones. Then the pleasure took over and he closed his own eyes as he rode him. Try as he might, he knew he wouldn't last much longer, couldn't. "Rai…" he warned and he found himself on his back again, Raido over him once more. " 'Ruka, look at me," he commanded softly. He couldn't have resisted if he wanted to. And he didn't want to. He looked up at him again. "Come with me, 'Ruka, come when I do and know that I love you." Iruka's eyes widened. He didn't just say, couldn't have said it. No. No. Not now, fuck! "Raido!" His body convulsed as Raido thrust hard one more time, emptying himself into Iruka's body, hitting his prostate perfectly. He came hard, shuddering, coating them both in it, nearly blacking out all over again. "Raido, God, I love you too," he whispered brokenly as he came back down. He couldn't love him. Could he? No. No. He couldn’t be this fucked up, it just wasn't possible. Raido collapsed onto him and he wrapped himself around the older man. He placed gentle kisses everywhere he could reach, ran his hands over his back, through his hair. When Raido looked back up at him, he swallowed hard. "Why? Why now? Why couldn’t you tell me back then? Why? Fuck! Why?" He looked away, up at the ceiling, fighting his emotions. He didn't want this now. How the hell was he supposed to put away his feelings for Kakashi and Yamato? God, he wasn't exactly adept at them all in the first fucking place. Raido frowned. "I don't know, Iruka, but I can't let you go again." He dropped his head back onto Iruka's chest. "I should have. I should have told you, I should have figured this out." Iruka sighed. "I'm sorry. You don’t deserve this. Rai… Fuck, Rai I'm in love with someone else, too. How the fuck do I do that?" Raido looked up sharply, jealousy etched in every line in his face. "Who? Who is he?" Iruka swallowed hard, shaking his head. "You don't want to know, Raido." "Fuck that, I do. How can you do this? How can you fuck me like this? No. You didn't fuck me, dammit, you made love to me." Raido moved to sit up and Iruka let him go. "How can you tell me that you love me, when you love someone else? How can you make love to me - I saw it, 'Ruka. I saw it in your eyes." Iruka sat up and stared at him and to make his frustration and humiliation complete he started leaking tears. "We were over Rai. You stopped coming around! You stopped talking to me! But that doesn't mean it shuts the fuck off. But when he walks up to me and smiles and touches me by handing me mother-fucking pen and it goes through me, what the hell am I supposed to do? What? You'd never told me!" He was practically shouting. His mouth snapped closed. "Who? Who is he?" "Why? Why does it matter?" He sighed. "I can't have him anyway. He belongs to someone else." "So was I a stand in? Did you think about him? Was he the one on your mind while I fucked you silly?" Iruka couldn't stop the thought that crossed his mind about running his fingers through that hair and how it reminded him so much of Yamato's. Too late, he said, "No, Rai, you weren't." "Bull shit. Look, don't lie. Don’t start that. We did a lot to each other, but don't lie." Iruka flinched at the pain and anger in the other man's face. "I didn't. When you were touching me, kissing me, making love to me, it was you, Rai. I swear to that." Iruka couldn't stop the fucking tears, but water or not, he looked into the other man's eyes when he said it. Some of the anger went out of him. "Is there any hope for me?" That hurt worse than any anger could have. "Oh fuck, Rai, I still love you! Why the hell do you think this hurts so much?" He looked away, staring instead at the comforter on the bed. He was pulled into those arms again. He closed his eyes, fought to push the tears away. "I love you, 'Ruka. If there's a chance, let me have it. If I fuck it up again, I do, but… please." Iruka took a deep breath and looked up at the other man. He touched his hair, his good cheek. "I love you. Let's… let's try again." He swallowed hard and closed his eyes, willing the thrice-damned tears to stop. 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