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Chapter 12 New Warmth
The next as I slowly awoke I sensed a chakra signature
approaching me from the north.� In fact
it was a rather curious signature in that it was amazingly pure for a shinobi.� Never had I encountered one as pure as
this.�
Footsteps could now be heard, moving toward me in a slightly
hurried pace.� I had decided to pretend I
was still sleeping, a kunai handy just in case.�
After all who knew better than me that appearances can be deceiving.
The footfalls ended right as said individual reached me. I
inwardly tensed as the figure crouched down.�
At closer approximation I now knew that this person was the figure in
green who had staged Zabuza�s death.� I
would not be able to drop my guard. If he attempted anything I would be ready.
Instead I felt my body being shaken, then intent, I imagine,
was to wake me up.� And it �worked.�� I dramatically opened my eyes, acting as
though I had just awoke from a deep sleep.�
I blinked, rubbing my eyes and looked up managing to finally get a good
look at the formerly masked figure in green.
Unlike before he was wearing pink, almost gown-looking
clothing with red circles all over it. He had long shiny black hair, a
deceivingly lithe body, and a delicate effeminate face. More than likely the
average person would assume he was in fact a female.� I knew differently.� This being more than evident from his
aura.� Males� auras lines flow
horizontal, female auras flow vertically.�
His lines were horizontal.
I hadn�t yet decided whether to be �me� or me.� The boy decided to start speaking to me, thus
interrupting my decision-making process.
�What are you doing out here?� he asked, his voice was
gentle, fitting his features and aura to a tee.
What to make to make of this individual who I knew was a
classic example of looks being deceiving?�
I decided to play it by ear until I had deduced exactly how threatening
this guy was.� I already knew that his
stealth was as good, if not better than Kakashi�s.� That had already pre-raised my ire.
I scratched my head as if in deep contemplation.
�I�m training.� Was my reluctant response.�
One of his eyebrows arched in surprise.� I knew that most shinobi wouldn�t reveal the
fact that they were a shinobi.� Tact is,
after all, one of those much sought-after shinobi principles.� Good thing I didn�t give a shit about shinobi
anything.� He didn�t comment about being
surprised at my apparent stupidity.
�Aren�t you worried you might get hurt out here all alone?�
�I need no one.� I inadvertently let slip, the coldness of
my voice also a dead give away.
�I see.� Is all he said and I could tell from the look in
his eyes that he did indeed see.� He knew
what loneliness, true loneliness was, but had risen above it and found a new
purpose.� Yet how he had still maintained
this purity that was so a part of him that it clung to him like a second skin
was curious.
�No you don�t.�� I
said getting up, brushing off some of the dirt that had accumulated overnight
on my clothes.� �If you knew of what I am
speaking you wouldn�t be so quick to answer.�
He sat down fully on the ground now, starting to pick local
herbs, putting them in a basket he had brought with him.
�I may not know exactly what you have been through.� He said
finally after a long moment of silence. �But I do know what it is like to be
without a purpose.�
�I am not without a purpose.� I stated coldly. �I find it
amazing that you can assume all these things about someone you have just met.�
H e started laughing after that.
�You�re right of course.�
I really have no idea what I�m talking about.� He sobered up quickly.
�But don�t you have one person who has done something for you? Made you feel
something.� It could be anything at all.�
Iruka and Sasuke�s image came to mind unbidden from my mind.
I immediately brushed them away.�
�Maybe I�ve felt something.� I replied tersely �But it
fleeting, as though it was never there.�
He cocked his head in ascension.�
�Well that�s a start isn�t it?�
I laughed grimly at that.�
This guy may have been older than me by a few years but he was
alarmingly na�ve.� How a shinobi had
gotten to be this way at least deserved a laugh.
�Exactly how did you get this na�ve?� I had to ask him. �I
know what you are and it doesn�t exactly promote being in touch with your
emotional side.�
His eyes narrowed at me, probably somewhat alarmed that his
secret had been deciphered so easily. Then they softened and looked on me with
something akin to sympathy.
�I feel sorry for you.� He murmured softly. �You don�t get
to really live life, you�re too busy living behind a mask.�
My own eyes widened at this.�
How did he�? I see so he�s a
shinobi for a reason. And what is this warmth I�m starting to feel?� I only just the met him, how the hell is this
happening?� I was attracted to this
guy and he hadn�t even touched me!� This
was insufferable and not happening.
Besides from appearances this guy already had someone who
made him feel. If there was something I didn�t need it was someone to make me
feel.� I was perfectly fine with never
feeling anything again.� The only thing
emotion had done for me so far was to tie me up so tightly in knots of
confusion that I couldn�t think straight.�
If I had to choose that over being emotionless I would choose the former
over the latter thank you very much.
�So how is Zabuza?� I asked tactlessly, no point in
pretending with this guy.� I may have to
end up killing him anyway.� What could he
possibly do?� Tell Kakashi? �He looked
like shit the last time I saw him.� I�d
really hate to see what you did to your enemies if that�s what you do to your
allies.� Though, I will admit for a
diversionary tactic it definitely worked.�
No longer surprised by anything I had to say he smiled and
smoothly replied.
�He�s fine and regaining his strength quicker than I would
have thought.�
�Ah.� I nodded in seemingly understanding. �So that�s what
the herbs are for.�
He smiled again weakly. �You caught me. The herbs around
this area are renowned for their healing abilities, and so far they�ve lived up
to their reputations.�
�So Zabuza is that special someone for you, ne?� I said
succinctly, knowing I hit the nail on the head as his face flooded with color.
�Yes.� He replied shyly �But not for the reason you
think.� Zabuza gave me a reason for
being, a purpose in life, if you will.�
Once my former existence had been nullified he found me and gave me a
chance to serve him.� He is like a
beloved parent.�
�Funny.� I dryly retorted. �Beloved is not exactly the word I would use to describe him.�
He fell on the ground laughing at that, tears starting to
form in his eyes.
�You�re right.� He managed to choke out. �He doesn�t exactly
lend that idea out to very many people does he.� His eyes grew serious again.
�Nonetheless that is what he means to me.�
What you thought I was in love with him?�
His face scrunched up in horror.
�He�s like fifteen years older than me!� Not to mention straighter than a board! �
�You can�t really blame me.� I pointed out logically.
�You�re the one who gets all emotional whenever you talk about him.� Those statistics are known to normally point
toward more romantic feelings.�
He looked at me incredulously. �
�What?�� I asked.
�It�s true.�
He started to chuckle again, this time under this
breath.�
�What is your name?� he asked looking at me warmly, a sudden
gleam in his eye that I was becoming alarmingly familiar with.
�Uzumaki, Naruto.� I replied cautiously, my guard
immediately going up.� �And yours?�
�Haku.� He non hesitantly quipped.
I arched an eyebrow f my own at that.
�What no surname?�
His eyes grew dark and went somewhere far from where we
were.
�I don�t claim that name.� was all that was uttered.� That was a hint to me to not pursue the
subject even further.
Wherever his mind has wandered off to it came back to him
because the next thing I know he was eyeing me flirtatiously. �
My real question is why I kept meeting these males who would
not leave me alone!� And why were they
all gay?!� Were there no straight men
left in the world?�
Inwardly I sighed.
Gaki how do you keep
meeting these people? �Kyuubi had
woken up uncharacteristically early for it and was now evidently actively
engaged in listening in on my conversation with Haku.
If I knew I would stop
it Kyuubi, I swore, trust me.� Do you think this shit makes my life any
easier?
Well it�s not a total
surprise that you�re such a hit with guys, Kyuubi mused, even in that horrendous orange you are
still undeniably adorable.� Very uke
material.
Kyuubi?
Yes?
Shut up, you�re not
helping the situation. So unless you have an actual probably theory as to why
this annoying phenomenon keeps occurring I really don�t want to hear it.� And besides, I added rather cheaply, the whole orange thing was your idea.
You ungrateful gaki!
Here I am trying to help you out with your conundrum and all you can do is insult
me. It sniffed as though I had really hurt its feelings. I�m going back to sleep, as though that
had been its intent the entire time, and surprisingly enough it did.
Now that the fox had been dealt with I now had to deal with
yet with my current problem.� In
addition, this guy was older so he would probably be a bit more difficult to
deter.
Speaking of him, he was currently snapping his fingers in
front of my face as if trying to bring me out of a trance.
I caught his fingers mid-snap.
�I was not in a trance.� I stated.
�I know.� Was all that he said.
Then realizing I was still holding his fingers I attempted
to release them. Haku had other ideas, though.�
He grabbed the hand that was holding his fingers captive and dragged me
into his arms like in those stupid old movies when the male tips the female and
kisses her.
�What are you doing?� I asked emotionlessly.
He managed to look sheepish.
�I was trying to be a bit romantic.� From the look on your face I gather I
failed.�
�You would be right.� I replied drolly. �You do realize that
that move went out about, oh wait, it was never in�
He managed to look somewhat chastised, before he smoothly
placed my body on the ground, before placing his own on top of mine, his hair
serving as a sort of curtain.�
�And what are you doing now, would you say?� was the only
thing I managed to get out before he nipped at my ear.
�I think you know what I�m doing.� He whispered into my ear,
sending shudders down my body. �Ever since I saw you the other day I can�t get
you out of my mind.� Then all talking ceased as his mouth came crashing down on
mine.
His kissed lacked the awkwardness of Sasuke�s.� This was someone who had had experience, I
knew, as his lips moved confidently over mine.�
He wasn�t patient for strictly lip to lip contact for long.� He slanted his head, his tongue licking my
bottom lip repeatedly begging for entrance.�
What the heck, I mused, so far it�s not so bad, he�s definitely a
better kisser than Sasuke. Willingly parting my lips his tongue didn�t
waste the opportunity. It immediately dove in.
I had tried but I couldn�t contain this unexplained
attraction I held for this boy that I had never met.� Never had I felt such a strong connection to
anyone so quickly, if ever.�
My arms wrapped his neck, encouraging him to continue his
current ministrations in my mouth.� He
more than complied, pulling my shirt out the waistband of my horribly orange
pants, sliding both his hands along the bare skin of my back.
I moaned when his hands moved downward to cup my ass, bringing
out bodies so close that our still-clothed erections touched.� At the contact I broke our kiss, arching my
back with a moan.� He too, moaned and started
grinding his hips into mine, prolonging that scintillating sensation.�
�Ha-Haku� I moaned. �I-I can�t.�
�Now, Now, Naruto.� Haku managed to pant out, �Hold on a
little longer.� I�d hate for you to come
without me.�
Grinding his hips against mine for one last round, we both
came at the same time, Haku yelling my name once he�d reached his own
peak.� I bit his shoulder to keep from
crying out, but gods did it feel good. Haku interrupted my reverie.
�So did it feel good?� he asked laughing softly.
Strangely enough I didn�t feel any of the awkwardness with
him as I had with Sasuke.
�Surprisingly yes.� Was my mumbled reply as I felt drowsy,
almost ready to drop off again.
�Hey don�t fall asleep on me.� Running his hands through my
hair, he softly chastised me. �One would think you didn�t like what we just
did.�
Unexplained warmth went through me again.� What is
it about Haku that makes me feel so comfortable and loved, I mused, I�ve never met him before and it wasn�t
exactly under the best of terms. Of course technically speaking Haku was an
enemy.� Not my enemy though.� I was technically not a shinobi, at least not
really, so I didn�t consider him an enemy.
�Well.� Haku suddenly spoke. �I have to be getting back to
Zabuza.� He got up from his position on the ground, my body already missing its
warmth.� But admittedly he was
right.� I also needed to be getting back
before Kakashi and the others sent out the bloodhounds.�
Hmmm, would that they
did find me here �consorting with the enemy.��
I could finally end this farce and be free to do what I originally had
intended.
Getting back to reality I too, stood up, stretching as I did
so, I was suddenly grabbed and kissed.� I
relaxed as I saw it was Haku and leaned into the embrace.
�It was nice meeting you Naruto.� Breaking the kiss with a
soft wet smack he suddenly skipped
off turning to utter those words before he left his steps light and airy as he
disappeared.
I found myself smiling, only to find that expression
disappear when I observed Sasuke passing Haku just before he disappeared.� Sasuke glared at Haku as he passed, then
transferred his glare to me once he�d passed him.
I felt my features move into their usual impassiveness as he
approached.
�Let me guess.� I found myself using sarcasm. �You�re all wondering
where I�ve been, staying up all night going insane with worry?� I put my finger
to my chin as if contemplating one of the great mysteries of life.� �Oh wait, did Sakura finally die from
ingesting too much air into her system?�
At his unchanging glare I continued with my little game.
�I�m still wrong?�
Hmmmm, I guess you�ll have to fill me in on the way back.� Making good
on my words I turned towards the general direction that Tazuna�s house lay
in�only to be stopped by Sasuke slamming me into a nearby tree.
�Did you let him touch you?� he growled into my ear.� �Did he fuck you long and hard like I did?�
�I�m sorry.� I droned back at him, tonelessly, �I don�t
speak petulant children gibberish.�
However, when you�re ready to speak like a mature human being feel fee
to let me know.� I shrugged out of his hold easily enough, going in the same
direction.� Both of us walked back to
Tazuna�s house in silence.
End of Chapter 12 New Warmth
All right ya�ll once
again another chapter that is probably unexpected, especially to those who were
hoping he would end up with Sasuke.� I
told you not to assume things just because it was under sasunaru for now.� But don�t assume he won�t end up with Sasuke
either.� Truth is you will just have to
wait and see.
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