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Gaara felt like it had never taken longer to travel from the Sand to the Leaf. When they finally saw the gate opening, he thought he would lose his patience and just insist they take him straight to the Hyuuga compound at that moment, and so what if they realized what was going on.

Neji wants to keep it quiet for now. He reminded himself, and that sustained him as they strode down the road, with his sister and brother on either side of him, and an escort of jounin preceding them. He just had to go to the tower, have a brief interview with the Hokage, and then he would be free to go wherever he wanted. If I can slip past Naruto and his weird obsession with parties, it’ll be a nice quiet night. We can stay up all night in bed…

Suddenly, he turned to one side and saw Neji approaching them as though he just happened to be walking the same way as them. Temari was between them, and she gave Gaara a look of annoyance, which he immediately interpreted as her warning that it would not be acceptable for him to just spend a week in bed without making it on time to any of the meetings there would need to be. No fear of that. He understood how important this was, especially if he wanted Neji to live with him for a whole year, which he most assuredly did want.

“Go away, he’ll see you later.” Temari hissed at Neji as soon as he was within earshot, her voice a low whisper that he doubted even the jounin in front of him could really make out. “He has business to attend to first.”

“I have a message for him.” Neji sounded vaguely irritated, and Gaara realized that he had even missed that voice. The past month without him had been torture, and he had tried to force the process through faster, but as was typical, it took the council an age to decide on anything. Neji nudged past a clearly affronted Temari and stood next to Gaara as they continued toward the tower. His fingers brushed, whether by accident or not, over Gaara’s hand, and he felt a tingling run through his body. He suddenly felt there would really be nothing wrong with leaving his siblings and escort and just taking Neji in that alley they had just passed. He struggled to control his desires, which was easier when he didn’t look directly into Neji’s eyes. “Naruto wants you three to come over tonight. He’s throwing a party. Again.”

“Oh, that will be nice,” Temari gave her brothers a smile that made it look as though she might bite their heads off if they said differently. “We’ll definitely be by. Will seven be all right? Our schedule is full until then.”

“That will be fine.” Neji was still looking only at Gaara, and when the Kazekage met his smoldering gaze, he thought he’d catch fire from the heat there. “I’ll see you later.” There was a promise in those words, Gaara could hear it, and he felt his heartbeat speed up as he was forced to watch Neji walk away, his long hair shining and tempting Gaara to reach out and touch it.

Later. We’ll have a chance later.

He had been vaguely worried that Neji wouldn’t want him anymore, but that obviously wasn’t the case. Gaara schooled his thoughts and emotions. He did not want to give the Hokage an audience while he was hard, fantasizing about Neji.

He found the meeting to be a monumental waste of his time. He did not want to say this was because he knew that if he wasn’t here, he could be naked with Neji, but it was true. He didn’t even do anything. He just sat there looking impressive while Temari and Tsunade talked about the exchange idea. Occasionally a question would be directed at him, and he would answer yes or no, but all he could think of was getting this over with so he could see Neji.

However, immediately after that, dinner was brought in, and they all ate together. It took Gaara all of three minutes to finish and look at Temari impatiently. Tsunade and her were still talking about politics and various other things. Girls were annoyingly talkative, and it was wasting his valuable time! If they could just hurry and eat their food, he could go have time to himself, but they insisted on taking as long as possible. It was infuriating. He strengthened his glare to full power, but it seemed that Temari, at some point, had lost all fear of him. It wasn’t fair.

Finally, they were allowed to leave, and Gaara felt his heart sink as Temari pointed out that there was no time to rest, as it was now nearly seven o’ clock. He began to feel the world was conspiring against him, and he really did not like it at all. He was in such a bad mood as they walked the familiar path to the Uchiha compound that Kankurou was actually completely silent, which meant that at least someone still feared his wrath. Gaara decided he was glad he had fallen in love with a man, because women were cruel tyrants.

“Gaara! Temari! Kankurou! I’m glad you could drop by!” Naruto looked flushed and happy when he answered the door, and Gaara realized for the first time that the reason he looked like that was because he was in love. Before, he had just thought that Naruto was drinking too much or was just very excited to spend time with his friends, but now that he could understand the feeling, he could see that even impassive Sasuke clearly returned the blonde’s feelings. The looks they exchanged constantly, and the way they were always close without seeming like they were smothering each other. It was clear they just did not want to be apart. After all that had happened between them, Gaara wasn’t really surprised by that.

When they arrived, it seemed like most everyone was already there. Hinata was showing her engagement ring to Temari while Kiba pretended not to be pleased that she was at least as excited as him about the betrothal and Sakura and Ino pretended they weren’t jealous. Shikamaru was playing shogi with Sai while Shino and Chouji watched. Kankurou immediately joined them and challenged all of them to drinking contests. Tenten and Lee were in the kitchen, talking about something or other that really made no difference to Gaara. He only wanted to know one thing from them.

“Hello Gaara!” Lee greeted him in the usual, energetic manner, as though Gaara had never almost cost him his chances of becoming a ninja. Sometimes he wondered if the man was really that forgiving, or if he was just incredibly simple-minded. “I hope you find Konoha well!”

“Hey,” Tenten gave him a strained smile and he realized at once that she knew. She had probably had real feelings for Neji. Too bad for her. She needed to find her own man. Neji was not available. “It’s been a while.”

“Where’s Neji?” he didn’t want to waste time exchanging idle pleasantries. He didn’t really feel threatened by Tenten, but he also didn’t like thinking about how she had probably had much more experience with Neji than Gaara had yet. In time, he would surpass her, and then he would probably go back to being casual with her. Not that he was really very friendly even with those people he considered friends.

“I know he’s here,” Tenten frowned slightly. “He came with Lee and I, but he’s disappeared, like usual. Probably hidden somewhere so he doesn’t have to talk to anyone.”

“Neji has never come to truly enjoy the fire and passion of youthful exuberance.” Lee explained solemnly, and Gaara tilted his head slightly, trying to puzzle out what that was supposed to mean. Tenten took pity on him and smiled slightly.

“It means he hates parties.” She picked up her drink and swirled it slightly, staring down at the cup. “Although he always comes, even if he spends the whole time alone. Maybe there’s someone he wants to see?”

“Hm,” Gaara strode out of the kitchen and stood in the quiet hallway that led to the back of the house. He could hear the low tones of Tenten and Lee, and beyond them, the buzz of people conversing and the occasional exuberant shout from one of the party-goers. He leaned against the wall and closed his eyes. He was glad to see these people, people who always reached out to him no matter how he locked himself away. These people were his friends, he realized, even if he tried to block himself off from them. Perhaps in the future, he should be a bit kinder, a bit more open.

“There you are.” Gaara’s eyes flew open at the husky, unmistakable tone. Neji closed the distance between them, putting his hands against the wall on either side of Gaara’s head, as though to stop him from escaping. As if he wanted to go anywhere now that they were together. “I’ve been waiting for you.”

“I thought you weren’t here at first.” Gaara told him, tilting his head back to look up into Neji’s face, their noses almost touching as the Hyuuga surrounded him completely.

“Disappointed?” Neji asked, his voice barely a whisper.

“I’ve wanted to see you since you left. Waiting this long when I knew you were close was unbearable.” Gaara answered softly, and without any further ado, Neji tilted his head and pressed his lips to the other man’s. The kiss was slow, unhurried, and full of ripened passion. If anything, he could see that their feelings had grown stronger than ever. The taste of Neji, the feel of his lips, of the hand that was creeping into his hair as the other rested on the small of his back…it brought Gaara a sense of peace that he had been missing since Neji had left. He didn’t want to lose it again.

“Let’s leave.” Neji breathed, his eyes seeming to glow in the dark hallway. “I want you right now.”

“But I should…” Gaara trailed off a moment and then realized that he liked his friends, but he did not want them coming between him and his reunion with Neji. “Let’s go.” Neji needed no further prompting. He snatched up Gaara’s hand in his own and pulled him down the hallway and out a side door. Gaara realized at once that this was the walkway where they had first kissed, and it seemed that Neji saw that as well. He pulled Gaara against him, his other hand cupping the side of his face as he kissed him long and deep, as if to commemorate what had happened here. Gaara felt the rest of the world fall away as he centered all of his attention on Neji’s taste, the feel of his lips and his tongue, and the way he clung to Gaara. When the kiss ended, Gaara let out a soft growl and pulled Neji back down, wanting more. He felt something press against his back, and noticed he had stumbled back against the railing. Not that Neji would have let him fall.

I mean…the sand. The sand wouldn’t let me fall. He ground his hips against Neji, who gasped at the unexpected sensation and pulled back from the kiss, still holding Gaara to him tightly.

“We should go to the tower.” He breathed, his lips swollen from kissing and his eyes still seeming to glow in the dim light.

“No.” Gaara insisted, moving his hands to tug down Neji’s lower robe and the pants underneath, freeing his already hard shaft. “Right now. I’m sick of waiting.” And without further wait, Gaara sunk to his knees and began licking and sucking Neji, who suddenly found it very hard to stand. He had a brief moment of worry that someone would come out here and see them doing this, but he just couldn’t bring himself to care. He wanted to tell everyone anyway, and though he’d rather no one else see Gaara with him, just because he jealously guarded everything Gaara gave him, he realized with a sudden increase of excitement that anyone who came out here would see him getting sucked off by the Kazekage, and they would know better than to ever try anything with the redhead themselves. Gaara was his.

Just as he was starting to really enjoy Gaara’s mouth, the younger man pulled away and Neji looked down to see that he still had his coat and all its various straps on, but he was pulling down his pants and standing up. He let the cloth pool around his ankles, and Neji felt a surge in his desire as Gaara turned his back to him, bracing his hands against the railing, and looked over his shoulders with his amazingly piercing eyes and said simply. “Now fuck me.”

There was really no denying that. Neji felt his hands shaking as he shifted the coat to give him better access to Gaara’s entrance, and when he stuck one saliva-coated finger in, Gaara snarled, turning his head back again. “I said fuck me! Stop wasting time and put it in!” he hissed impatiently. Neji nodded quickly, feeling foolish and nervous and completely turned on all at the same time. The contrast of the dark red coat and Gaara’s milky white skin was amazing and although he was worried he would hurt the other man, he knew that Gaara knew what he was talking about, and if he said he was ready, he was ready. Pulling out his finger swiftly, he poised himself at Gaara’s entrance and pushed in, biting down on his lip to hold back a cry of pleasure that he was sure the people inside would be able to hear. His hands clasped Gaara’s hips, holding his coat out of the way as he slowly pushed all the way in. He saw Gaara’s body shudder slightly, and he worried again that he had hurt the other man after all before he squirmed a bit and looked back. “Now move…move…I need it.” His voice was softer, not so commanding anymore, but Neji still obeyed him readily, pulling back and pushing in again, winning him a soft noise of pleasure from Gaara. “Harder…come on…”

Neji wasn’t sure if Gaara just liked telling him what to do, or if he knew how hot it was when he said those things, his voice husky and soft. Either way, Neji never denied him. He pulled back and slammed back in, harder and faster, knowing that Gaara wanted him to lose control, wanted him to pound into him furiously, the way his body demanded. If Gaara wanted that, Neji would happily give it to him. He heard little gasps from Gaara every time he slammed in, and wondered if Gaara was also holding back his cries. Well, honestly, it would probably hurt his reputation a little if someone came out here and saw him taking it up the ass and clearly enjoying it. Neji wasn’t sure he would have wanted Gaara to do it to him right here where anyone could find them. It was fine letting Gaara see that, have that, do that to him. But it was something private. Something just between them.

“Oh…fuck…fuck…” Gaara’s voice was low and strained, and sure enough, a moment later, all his muscles tightened as he came, and Neji felt himself spiraling into orgasm as well, and he almost collapsed against the other man, panting as the last of his seed left him. Gaara was breathing heavily as well, but when Neji pulled out of him and realized he would have to simply put his sticky, softening cock back in his pants without wiping it off, he saw that Gaara was shakily pulling his own pants up, and then spotted something that made him laugh.

“You got…there’s some on your coat.” He pointed, to let Gaara see where a spray of his juices had landed on the coat flap. Gaara frowned at the little arc of shining fluid and reached down with his fingers, wiping it off, and then put his fingers in his mouth, sucking the juice off and effectively disposing of it. Neji was no longer laughing.

“Any more?” Gaara asked, clearly wanting to be sure he didn’t have big spurts of come on his clothing when they went back into the building. Neji couldn’t even talk after what he had just seen, and just done, so he shook his head wordlessly. “Good, now let’s make up an excuse and leave. I wanted to lie down with you, but this walkway is no good for it. If I leave first, you can leave ten minutes later, and there shouldn’t be any suspicions.”

“About that,” Neji flushed and was glad that it was dark out here. “I was thinking…what’s the point of keeping this secret? Either my uncle hates me now or he hates me later. It’s really all the same. So…I thought, maybe now that you’re here…we could tell everyone, and I could ask permission to come back with you.”

“Excellent.” Gaara did not question this at all, and Neji knew that he had been the only reason that this had been a secret in the first place. Certainly, he’d made no attempts to keep things quiet with his siblings.

“So, maybe let’s just go together.” Neji added. “But first, I wanted to let them know…about us. If that’s okay.”

“Very good.” Gaara was the one to pull Neji this time, into the house and back to the main room where everyone was gathered. “Temari, get everyone’s attention. I have something to say.” He commanded, and his sister waved her arms and called out until the room was silent, watching Gaara, who was still clutching Neji’s hand.

“We…Gaara and I…” Neji had no idea how to say this in a dignified fashion.

“We are together, and if you have any problems with that, it is too bad.” Gaara took over with his commanding, slightly threatening tone. Neji tried desperately not to blush. He did not want these people to see him blush.

“We’re going to probably live together…in the Sand, if I can get permission.” Neji elaborated, suddenly feeling the realization that these people were his friends, after all, and they would help him and support him, because that was something friends did. “And we wanted…wanted you all to know.”

“That’s great!” Ino squealed, and Sakura and her immediately ran over to congratulate the two men. “You two look so good together.”

“So good.” Sakura agreed, and they both burst into giggles.

“I’m so happy for you, Neji!” Hinata piped up, and Neji felt surprised by all the encouragement being called out to him from all over the room. As they stepped past the girls, Naruto intercepted them.

“Good job, guys.” He smiled warmly. “That takes guts, I know.”

“Thanks.” Neji felt grateful to the blonde. “If it weren’t for you, I’d still be keeping it secret. It feels…good to have my friends know the truth.”

“Everyone’s happy for you.” Naruto assured him. “We’ll help you with anything you need.”

“Thank you.” Gaara nodded slightly. “We need to leave so we can be alone.” Naruto laughed loudly at this and escorted them out. On the walk to the tower, Gaara was still holding Neji’s hand. There was no one out this late, but Neji found he didn’t care if anyone saw them. His heart felt lighter than it ever had.

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