My Curse | By : sasukeskyuubi Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1138 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Naruto looked down at Sasuke, who looked extremely distraught. His blue eyes never wavered.
“Are you going to sign it or not?” He asked.
“Of course Naruto.” Sasuke said, taking a breath. He looked briefly at Itachi, who was looking back and forth at the two of them, eyebrows raised into his bangs.
Sasuke brought his marker up to the CD and his hand was shaking visibly as he wrote his victim’s name followed by his own. When he was done, he looked back up at the blonde, whose blue eyes pierced his immediately.
“Here you go, umm, thanks for coming tonight.” Sasuke said, trying to sound casual.
“No, thank you for playing this show, and giving me the chance to meet with you again.” Naruto said.
“Again?” Shikamaru said, coming up and standing next to Naruto now.
“Yeah, Sasuke was in the bookstore a few days ago.” Naruto said, still staring at the singer, who couldn’t look away. “I didn’t know who he was at the time of course.”
“I can’t believe you didn’t tell me that!” Shika said, being very un-Shikamaru like. He lay his disc down to be signed. “You guys are my favorite.”
“Thanks.” Gaara said, joining in the conversation just as oblivious as Shikamaru.
Naruto watched Sasuke sign Shika’s CD, and suddenly his stomach began to hurt. He lost his resolution in what felt like an instant. He needed to get away from here, and now. He was going to be sick.
“I gotta go Shika, I will catch up with you at the car.” The blonde said, leaving without another word.
He walked as far as he could before stopping behind a tree. He closed his eyes and tried to still his rapidly beating heart. What the hell just happened? He was so ready to meet with Sasuke, and expose him, and then something in those black eyes had made his knees weak, and his pulse pound. He knew the fear had been very visible in his eyes, but right now it didn’t matter. He slowly calmed down and started to make his way back to Shika’s car.
“Naruto, what happened to you?” Shika said, coming up behind him. “Did Sasuke’s hotness get to you that much?”
“Something like that.” Naruto said, trying to smile. “I’m alright now though.”
“Damn he is awesome. He is even hotter up close.” Shika continued as they got into the car and buckled up. “I can’t believe you had already met him. Did he buy a book or something?”
“Or something.”
“Ok, so you wanna keep that memory to yourself. Fine.”
They were quiet for a time. Naruto bitching himself out for lack of control. He just wanted to go home. He wanted to be closed in his room with the lights off, and not have to think about god damned Sasuke Uchiha.
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“Sasuke...that was the guy...right?” Itachi asked as they got back onto the bus.
“I don't know what you're talking about?” Sasuke asked, not willing to discuss this with his brother.
“Fuck you, you don’t!” Itachi said. “You know as well as I do that was him!”
Sasuke wheeled around and faced his brother. Pain shot through his wounds, but he didn’t care. “Shut the fuck up Itachi!” He yelled through the bus, causing Gaara to turn around and stare at them as well.
“Tell him how you really feel.” Gaara said offhandedly.
“Stay out of this Gaa.” Sasuke said dangerously.
“Whatever, fucking psycho.”Gaara said, walking away. Sasuke turned back to Itachi.
“I don’t know if that was him.” He said quietly.
“You know it was.” Itachi said back “I only saw through a window, and knew it was him.”
“Fuck you.” Sasuke said.
“Hey asshole...” Itachi said, storming forward. “Don’t forget who you are talking to!”
Sasuke stood his ground for about 2 seconds, before his brother was in his face. Then he shrunk back.
“Just...leave me alone alright?” He said, turning around. “I’m going to bed.”
“I’m gettin a beer.” Itachi said to his brother’s back. “Fuck you very much, you twisted little bastard.”
Sasuke stopped. He turned back to his brother. “That sounds fucking great.”
Itachi went to their fridge and pulled out a couple of beers. He threw one to Sasuke, and the other he cracked open and took a long swallow. He brought his bottle down, and saw that Sasuke was holding up his own bottle, and it was empty.
“How about another?” Sasuke said.
“Ok, little brother.” Itachi said pulling a couple more out and handing them over.
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One half hour, and about 10 beers later, Sasuke was feeling better. He got up to get another beer and saw there was only one left.
“We need a beer run.” He said to his brother.
“I sent the driver already, it will be here in a bit.”
“How many have you had?”
“The other half of the case, little brother.”
They were silent for a minute, staring at their beers, and thinking their own thoughts.
“Itachi?” Sasuke said a few minutes later. He looked up and Itachi could see the bloodshot haze of drunkenness in his eyes.
“Yeah?”
“Fuck me.” Sasuke said, standing up. He walked over to his brother, who was watching him intently.
“That isn’t what you want, Sasuke.” Itachi said.
“Yes it is.” Sasuke said. He sat down on his brother’s lap and brought his lips to Itachi’s softly, then a little more insistently.
He slid his tongue across the seam of Itachi’s lips, willing them to part for him. Soon they did, and he sent the needy muscle into the warmth of his brother’s mouth. Sasuke moaned gently, and threw his arms limply around Itachi’s. Their kiss deepened and the younger brother closed his eyes, and sighed.
Itachi brought his hands up and slid them up Sasuke’s back. Sasuke’s eyes shot open and a gasp escaped him. The worst of his whip welts were there, and he had completely forgotten about them.
Itachi too had forgotten them, and he jerked his hands away as if Sasuke were on fire.
“Don’t stop!” Sasuke growled, feeling very angry for some reason.
“Don’t be stupid.” Itachi said.
“Fuck you!” Sasuke yelled. “You always want to fuck me, and now that I want you to, you won’t?”
“You’re drunk, and you are hurt. Go to bed.”
“Fuck you Itachi.” Sasuke said. He began grinding on Itachi’s crotch, rubbing their erections together. Itachi moaned gently, but also began pushing his brother from his lap.
“Go the fuck to bed, before I have to put you there.” Itachi said, beginning to lose his temper.
Sasuke, even in his drunken state, could tell the warning signs. His black eyes flashed, and he stood up.
“Whatever.” He said, as he was walking into his room. Tears burned in his eyes at his brother’s rejection.
He shut off the light, and stood, panting, trying to control the tears flooding into his eyes and running down his face. He brought his hand up and stubbornly wiped the tears away. Then the same hand was brought down hard across his stomach, where the bandage covered a wound. He felt it get warm as the slap brought blood. Then he slammed his back against his wall, opening the sores there. He could feel the warm blood flowing down his back and into the waistline of his pants.
Sasuke bit his lip against the pain, which was sweeter than sex with Itachi would have been, and he sank to the floor. He lay on his back, allowing the almost chaotic feeling of hurt wash over him. He slapped his stomach again, addicted to how it made him feel. He could feel the slick blood leaking out onto the floor, but he didn’t care. His eyes stung from his tears, and he closed them angrily.
Soon after that, laying on the floor which was sticky with his blood, Sasuke Uchiha fell asleep.
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Naruto lay in his bed, looking at the CD he had gotten signed. It was really a rather neat cover, although he wasn’t sure if he could stand staring at Sasuke’s face every time he listened to it. It was the band members, and there were lyrics to “Irrational” in the background. Very clever actually. The actual song was playing again on his radio.
When he had gotten home, he had gone straight into his room and thrown the disc in his player. Now, an hour later he still lay in the same spot, listening to the same song. He felt numb. He wanted to cry, but he didn’t dare. He could still hear Sasuke’s voice in his ears, and it wouldn’t go away. He needed to go to bed, because he would have to go back to school tomorrow, but the voice wouldn’t stop.
Another hour went by, and he couldn’t seem to let go. His heart was still pounding like he had just run a mile. He couldn’t take it anymore. The blonde stood up and threw his door open. He went into the kitchen and got into the cabinet that held all of Tsunade and Jiraiya’s medications. Naruto knew that Tsunade had something in here to help her sleep.
He pulled out the bottles one at a time before finally finding the correct one. He opened the lid and dumped some into his hand. They were small. He took the small handful and went back into his room. He put most of them into his bedside table drawer, leaving five or six in his hand. He swallowed them dry and lay back down. About 15 minutes later he grabbed the rest and took them as well.
He just wanted to go to sleep.
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A/N ok, so I usually don’t do author notes, but for some reason I feel compelled to do so.
First of all..I just want everyone to know..every lyric for a KnK song I have written myself. I wanted to put my all into it, and that just meant writing the lyrics too...
Secondly- The reason I wrote this chapter was because of a picture that Allys777 drew for me. It is amazing, so check it out at http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/53691805/ Check out her other work too...it is awesome!
Next..I want to tell all of you reviewers....Arigatou gozaimasu...*bows* it is you all that makes me continue to write. So here come the shout outs.. *again, something I don’t usually do*
Mydarkside I think it is amazing that you started an account just to review fics..more people should be like that. I really enjoy reading your reviews, because they really make me think about my own motives for this story, and that makes me enjoy writing more.
Allys I am just going to start by saying...this chapter is totally for you. I was really having a hard time with it until I saw your pic. It is totally what I would think a KnK album cover would look like. I .> scary ne?
I appreciate the support.
Devils-Advocate3Another one I just love seeing. There is something about your reviews that make me grin. I always wondered if people thought about this fic when they weren’t reading it.
Maddox Thank you for the very in depth review! I really liked your analytical skill. I was really hoping that someone would pick up on some of my undertones, and as I was reading your review, you seemed to be picking my brain. I love that!
Everyone I really really love you guys...I mean really... I want to have sex with all of you at once. Here...and NOW! Thanks so much for the pleasure of writing for you all. It is so nice to get on and read reviews that are more than just “great chap, update soon” I will keep this fic going until the time that my faithful reviewers stop sending me feedback. Thanks again!
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