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Sukea	By : MisatosPenPen Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Kakashi/Sasuke Views: 3315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 11
- 12
- 13
I’m getting the feeling people prefer “shorter” chapters. I’m cool cutting some in half. Does mean the chapters might come out faster.
This is early for Sasuke’s birthday, but I don’t want to sit on this for another week, so Happy Birthday, Sasuke!
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Kakashi was nursing a tea at the newly rebuilt dumpling stand. It wasn’t the same building, but it was the same business all his friends used to congregate at when they were growing up. He invited them all. Except Asuma, of course. He wasn’t particularly close to any of them, but he felt Asuma’s absence.
He really didn’t know how his friends were going to react to his news. At least he knew they wouldn’t freak out because his lover was male. Izumo and Kotetzu never hid their relationship, but they never verbalized it either. They all knew the two men were partners in every way.
Kakashi sat facing the street. There was nothing between these tables and the street except a few flags that weren’t low enough to brush Kakashi’s shoulders when he came in. There was also little between the tables and the employees preparing the tea and dangos. Those flags were more of a phycological barrier than a real one. Being somewhat inside made it harder to hear from the street, yet there was little stopping anyone listening.
Kakashi took deep breaths. He wanted his voice to travel.
Kurenai was the first arrive. She was shocked to see Kakashi already sitting there.
“Kakashi, this is a first. Well, two firsts. You’ve never invited us out and you’ve never been early.”
“A lot of things have been changing recently.”
Kakashi had already ordered tea and dango with honey for Kurenai.
“Where’s Mirai?” Kakashi asked.
“Shikamaru’s looking after her. He’s taking his promise to Asuma very seriously.”
“That’s good. The responsibility will hopefully motivate him and give Mirai a father figure.”
Izumo and Kotetzu arrived together then Gai in his wheelchair. He’d taken his injury with good grace. He knew he should be dead, so he was grateful for his life. He could still walk around the village five times on his hands.
Tenzou wasn’t his friend back in the academy, but he invited him as well. He was one of his friends regardless.
“It’s strange for you to invite me out,” Tenzou said.
“I asked all my friends here today, and you’re my favorite kohai,” Kakashi said with a smile.
Genma was the last to arrive.
“Hey, Kakashi, you’re early.” Genma didn’t wait for a reply. “Did you hear the rumor?”
“Rumor?”
“About Uchiha. He’s got a lover. His neighbor said he heard the kid having sex last night. Kept him up. And from the sounds of it, he was with a guy.”
“Oh, shit.” Kakashi was sure this was not the way Sasuke intended to leak their relationship.
Genma nodded. “Yeah, I know. Shocking.”
“Actually, I knew he had a lover. The thing I called you here to tell you is . . . I’ve started a relationship. With Sasuke.”
Genma’s senbon fell from his lips.
“I was with him last night.”
Silence. Then the plunck of a dumpling flopping into a pool of honey.
“He was noisy, but I didn’t realize his walls are made of paper.”
“You are joking. Right?” Genma asked.
“Afraid not.” Kakashi put his hand to his chin as if considering something. “Then again, I guess he did bang on the wall in the throes of passion. He probably could have been heard through solid stone.” He grew more serious. “I know there’s an age difference. I know he used to be my student—nothing started when he was a kid. He’s sixteen and a jounin. If you think there’s a power imbalance between us, I’m the weaker one. We started hanging out after the war and then he confessed he had feelings for me. I quickly fell in love with him, but I hesitated to start a relationship. Until recently. We’ve already told Naruto and Sakura. I wanted to tell my friends before the rumors got to you, but that proved impossible.”
“Are—are you sure about this, Kakashi?” Kurenai asked. “I mean, a former student?”
“It was a shock for me, let me tell you. But we are so alike and yet just different enough. I really love the little brat.” Kakashi gave them his most sincere smile. Of course, they could only see his eyes, but they were happy little rainbows.
“You know me,” Kakashi continued, “I wouldn’t try anything with one of my students. I wasn’t interested in a relationship at all. And until a few weeks ago, I was perfectly straight; now I have to say I’m bi. I’d like to say blame Sasuke for corrupting me, but I wouldn’t throw him under the bus like that.”
“Are you sure you weren’t put under a genjutsu or something?” Gai asked.
Kakashi huffed. “I’m certain. If he’d used a jutsu . . . let’s just say it wouldn’t have taken so long for us to get together. He could do anything he liked if he used his Sharingan. As it is, I held him off for weeks. He was respectful but persistent.
“Honestly, I fell as soon as he confessed he had feelings for me. I hesitated so that I could consider the consequences with a clear head. I’ve considered the consequences, as has Sasuke, and we decided that we don’t care. We’ve already told Naruto and Sakura and they support us. If people think I’m a creep and not worthy to be Hokage, so be it. I will choose to be with the one I love over being Hokage. I love him.”
That last was a genuine declaration. They all knew Kakashi well enough to know when he was absolutely serious.
“Well, if you’re sure, Kakashi,” Gai said. “I can’t say I approve of a relationship with a student, but he isn’t your student anymore. None of our former students are children anymore. Enjoy this springtime of youth before it passes!”
“I intend to,” Kakashi said with a deliberate nod. “You don’t know how much it scares me that I’ll grow too old for him. That is the only thing that scares me. Not how the village will react to our relationship or that you, my friends, will turn their backs on me, but that Sasuke will one day regret his decision. However, I believe him when he says he loves me entirely. I trust him. He’s not a fool who will jump into a relationship without thinking things through. He knows what he’s doing and so do I.
“You are my friends, and I don’t want to lose you, but if you disapprove . . . I understand. But I will not leave Sasuke just because you object.”
“Kakashi, I know you,” Kurenai said. “You were never interested in anyone. Not seriously at least.” He knew who she was hesitant to mention. “I may not know everything about you, but I don’t think you’ve ever been in love before. I’m afraid this might just be infatuation from first love. You know the old saying, ‘first loves never last.’ I don’t want you to waste your reputation or get hurt over something like this. And Sasuke’s young. I know he’s very mature, but he’s also inexperienced. He may be sincere, but he may not truly know what he wants. I’m not saying he’s lying, just that being so young, he might . . . well, he’s still developing as a person and may change his mind.”
“Well, my reputation is already in jeopardy. The die is cast, and nothing can alter it. The rumors have already started, and I’ve accepted the consequences. If Sasuke does change his mind,” Kakashi took a deep breath, “that will be my burden to bear. I have already accepted that possibility.”
“Well, it sounds like you’ve made your decision,” Izumo said.
“Yeah, it’s not like we can change your mind,” Kotetzu said.
Genma sighed. “As you said, he’s of age and even if he wasn’t, his rank gives him complete autonomy. He’s no longer your student. Legally, you are in the clear. However, it’s one thing for people to know you’re dating, another to know you’re screwing.” He sighed. “I think you’re going to face a lot of backlash. I won’t object. Anyway, someone’s got to keep on eye on him. You’ve got my support.”
All of them nodded in agreement.
“Thank you.”
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They stayed and talked for a few cups of tea. Kurenai was the first to leave, needing to pick up her daughter. Eventually, it was only Tenzou and Kakashi left.
“Senpai,” Tenzou said, “I didn’t want to say anything in front of the others, but I also have concerns. I will support you, but I’m worried about you. All three of you are very attached to Sasuke. I don’t understand it, never have, but it’s clear there is a strong bond there. I’m just worried he’s using that against you.”
“You think he’s not bonded to us just as strongly? He’s not using it against me, it’s working against both of us.”
“I don’t trust him the way the rest of you do. I just hope you’re not letting that bond blind you. He’s abandoned you once.”
“Tenzou, the truth is I abandoned him first. The night he left the village, I wasn’t there for him. I had no way of knowing Orochimaru’s people were targeting Sasuke that night, but I knew what state he was in. Sasuke and I have discussed this, and we’ve forgiven each other.” For that at least. “I know the risks in trusting him, but I trust him.”
“As long as you keep your head about you. I respect you and I always will.”
“Thanks, Tenzou.”
Kakashi paid the last of the bill and headed out to buy ingredients for dinner. He was worried though. If Sasuke succeeded in spreading the rumor that they were in love with each and the rumor Genma mentioned spread far enough, then the entire village will soon know they were in love and having sex loud enough to disturb the neighbors. As if the one fact wasn’t embarrassing enough, that they were having wild sex was mortifying.
What he worried about was what mood Sasuke would be in when he came home.
After he finished shopping, he stopped by his apartment to pick up some changes of clothes to keep at Sasuke’s place from now on.
He had to stop himself from henging on the way to Sasuke’s apartment. At least no one was hanging around the building.
Sasuke was not inside so he carefully picked the lock on his door. He huffed in amusement. There was more to the lock than a normal one. You must see underneath the underneath. There was a second layer. He searched for a third layer, but there wasn’t. Sasuke probably had to turn his key back and forth to fully unlock the door, a key with special notches. Kakashi smiled at his former student’s caution.
Now here with his clothes, he didn’t know where to store them. He didn’t feel comfortable rummaging through his lover’s drawers, so he tossed his pack into a corner. He laid out the ingredients for dinner and waited for Sasuke to return.
He made himself somewhat at home, taking off his vest and fingerless gloves. He tossed those on top of his pack. He laid down in Sasuke’s freshly made bed and waited. He started to wonder if he should send clones to his own apartment and the rooftop. But there was no angry mob outside with torches and pitchforks. He was getting antsy.
Kakashi rubbed his hands down his face. His mask. Sasuke said no masks when they were alone. He pulled his mask down. He was confident that Sasuke would return home alone, therefore he was unafraid of being unmasked before Sasuke even got home. He hooked his thumb under his headband and slowly pulled it up off his head. He let it lay on the bed and finger combed his hair free.
Finally, Sasuke arrived. Kakashi sat up and ran his eyes up and down his lover. Sasuke glared at Kakashi.
“You heard,” Kakashi said.
“It seems someone heard. I’m murdering my neighbor.”
Kakashi laughed nervously, hoping he was kidding. “Do you know which one it was?”
Sasuke pointed to the wall he was pounding on last night. “I don’t normally lose control.”
That made Kakashi smirk. He was the one who made the Ice Prince lose it. He stood and approached him, carefully, as if he was a growling dog.
“Are you okay?” Kakashi asked. He stopped just outside Sasuke’s reach.
He could see Sasuke relax. “It’s humiliating that people are imagining us having loud, passionate sex.”
“I’ll publicly confess to being the screamer,” Kakashi offered.
Sasuke smiled. “I’ll think about that. How did your meeting with your friends go?”
“Half approved, the other half were apprehensive but supportive. I still have my friends.”
“That’s good.” Sasuke really did look relieved. And a little vulnerable.
“I told them I love you.” He took a step closer. “You know, I told them I hesitated to reciprocate your feelings so that I could consider the consequences with a clear head. I don’t think that was ever possible, not even for a moment. The moment you first implied you loved me I lost all clarity. I don’t think I can ever think clearly about you ever again. I’m not sure I ever could. Should I have taught a genin the Chidori? No. Should I have let you run, taken Naruto home and let you stagger away toward Orochimaru? No.”
Sasuke’s eyes widened.
“It may have been raining, but I knew what direction you were going. I couldn’t smell you, but you left a trail that practically glowed in the dark. I knew you needed to go. I should have been the first out there to bring you down. I could never do that. You’ve always been my family. I’ve always loved you. Just not the way I do now.”
That stripped all façade from Sasuke’s face. Sasuke was still standing in the genkan. Kakashi moved in closer. Sasuke was relaxed, not defensive.
“Since when?”
“When you were assigned to me, Sandaime went over your profile with me. I recognized myself. During the bell test, you reminded me of me. I think I started seeing you as family when you fed Naruto. We both only passed the bell test because teamwork served our interests. You weren’t my son or my brother, you were me. But our paths divided. As you said, I never had anyone to take revenge on. You were an avenger, I was a—”
Sasuke cut him off by kissing him, swallowing the word. Kakashi shut his eyes and he felt them roll back. Kakashi was planning to be the one to attack, but Sasuke ambushed him. Fuck, did it feel good.
The headiness of sake, the exhilaration of nearly taking a kunai to the back, the weakness of safety and relief after a battle, the heat of a warm bath, and the softness of a civilian’s pillow. He wanted to drink him in. Warm, clear, sake. Delicious, smooth, addictive.
Kakashi was barely aware how they were grabbing each other. Sasuke might have initiated the kiss, but Kakashi was pushing him back against the door.
“I never want clarity again,” Kakashi gasped. He frantically kissed him again. “I never want to be sober as long as you’re my sake.”
“Is that supposed to be a pun on my name?”
“Uke is a better pun, don’t you think?”
“Fuck you.”
“I’ll think about it. Maybe one day.”
Sasuke laughed. He sucked at Kakashi’s lips. “I love you so much,” he whispered, his lips brushing Kakashi’s. “Damn them all if they don’t approve. I will take you with me.”
“You won’t have to. If they don’t approve, I’ll go with you.” He kissed him again. “I’ll go anywhere with you.” Just saying those words made his groin tingle. He growled into the kiss.
Sasuke gently pushed him away. “Fuck me, now.”
Kakashi chuckled darkly. “Not against the door. How many would hear us?”
“Let them all hear,” he gasped. “I don’t give a fuck.”
“You think I want anyone else hearing what you sound like when you’re with me?”
Sasuke smiled. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you growl in public. I don’t want anyone else to hear the way you growl when you’re with me.”
Kakashi growled and attacked Sasuke’s neck. He didn’t care if he left a bite mark or a suck bruise for people to see. He wanted to mark him. He didn’t bite him hard, but he did rake his teeth over the skin after gnawing at it. Sasuke groaned.
He untucked Sasuke’s shirt and ran his hands up under it. More bold than ever before, he pushed Sasuke’s lower clothes off and grabbed his firm ass. There was a furry of pulling and stripping clothes. They stumbled over half discarded cloth to the bed, falling in like clumsy, inexperienced teenagers.
Sasuke fell on top of Kakashi and kicked off the last of his clothes.
Sasuke rubbed his cock against Kakashi’s for a full minute before sitting up and sliding his balls and taint against the underside of Kakashi’s cock making the older man moan.
Kakashi officially took over the duties of preparing Sasuke. He grabbed the tube from the nightstand, coated his fingers and reached behind Sasuke. He had to pull Sasuke forward to reach him properly, sliding him up his cock. Kakashi shuddered from the feeling.
Sasuke kept moving up so that he was sitting on Kakashi’s sternum. Kakashi was almost tempted to pull him even closer. He’d stopped Sasuke from sucking him off, but now he wanted to go down on Sasuke. The only thing stopping him was that he was on his back and he feared choking on him.
Sasuke leaned forward to make it easier for Kakashi to finger him. It also put Sasuke’s exquisite chest and abs right over his head. Kakashi was suddenly very aware of the lights. He was so beautiful.
Sasuke wasn’t looking at him, his eyes shut as Kakashi slipped a finger inside of him. He found Sasuke very relaxed and was easily able to add a second finger. Sasuke started rocking back onto his fingers.
“We’ve had sex so many times recently, I don’t need as much prep as I normally do.”
That set Kakashi off. He pulled Sasuke down and rolled over onto him and bit his neck hard enough to cut off some blood flow but not draw blood. Sasuke just gave in, he didn’t resist at all. He just arched more into his lover.
Kakashi quickly let go and gave the bite mark a lick. Sasuke trembled.
“Did what I said turn you on? Or did it make you jealous?”
“Both.” He leaned back to look at Sasuke’s face. “You’re mine.”
Rather than being angered over the possessiveness, Sasuke smiled. “Good.”
Kakashi kissed and licked at the spot he created. He licked down Sasuke’s chest to flick his tongue over his nipple. He sucked at his nipple as hard as he had his neck. He might not have a breast, but he didn’t care. Sasuke mused his white hair in appreciation.
He started to lick down Sasuke’s stomach. Sasuke’s erections was dragging against Kakashi’s stomach and chest as he moved. He grabbed it and gave it a few pumps. Sasuke’s body twisted in pleasure.
Kakashi had never given a blowjob, but he’d received a few. Tasting his skin from his neck to his navel, he wanted to know what Sasuke tasted like.
He licked the tip, tasting his essence. Not bad at all. He took the entire head into his mouth. Sasuke let out a long breath as his cock drew over the ridges of his hard palate. Kakashi closed his lips around him. He could hear Sasuke breathing now. Then he gave the underside of the head a lick. Sasuke had to restrain a thrust of his hips. He gave him a suck and Sasuke forced his body to freeze. A sprit of precum coated Kakashi’s tongue. He gave him a hard suck making Sasuke buck his hips.
When he tried to take him deeper, Kakashi was forced to pull away, dragging his lips over the sensitive head. He wet his lips and tried again. His throat instinctively closed, his tongue pushing up to guard it. The action made Sasuke groan.
Unable to relax his throat, Kakashi used his tongue instead, rubbing it on the underside then swirling it around the head. He also experimented in sucking: hard, soft, hollowing his cheeks to let the smooth flesh of his cheeks rub the sides of Sasuke’s cock.
“I’m going to cum,” Sasuke warned.
Kakashi didn’t disregard the warning, he pumped the lower half of Sasuke cock while he sucked on the head. He wanted to taste him.
“Fuck,” Sasuke sighed as he came. Kakashi was hard pressed to accept it without choking or letting it spill from his lips, but he managed it. It was not distasteful.
Sasuke relaxed into the mattress and pillows. He just seemed to sink with his eyes closed. Kakashi climbed up. He was still erect but his focus on what to do during the blowjob had let it calm a bit.
“I didn’t expect that,” Sasuke said.
“I hope I wasn’t too shit at it.”
“Not at all. I came faster than I thought I would. I didn’t think you’d do that. Will you let me do it for you now?”
“Still embarrassed.”
“When you’re ready. I don’t promise I’m not shit at it.”
“You’ve done it before.”
“Stop bringing him up; cools my libido. He could deep throat me, but he was sloppy with no finesse. I learned from the worst.”
“I’m not sure I can make my throat relax enough.”
“It felt wonderful. It was like I was too big and bottoming out. I think that’s the fastest anyone’s made me cum.” He opened his eyes. “Best blowjob of my life.”
That alleviated some of Kakashi’s anxiety. He worried how he could compare with his more experienced former lover. Someone who was exclusively sexual with him. No wonder Sasuke had so much confidence when coming on to him. Arata probably didn’t hesitate to have oral sex with Sasuke. But from Sasuke’s description, Arata was a bit cowardly around him, like Sukea had been. He probably was just as comfortable as Kakashi when Sasuke flirted. Then again, if Sasuke was telling the truth, he probably didn’t flirt with the other man.
“Give me a minute to rest and then I can help you with that erection lying on my hip.”
“Sorry I got a little jealous.
“I don’t mind. Mark me; everyone knows now anyway. Are you sure you won’t let me return the favor?”
“I think my head would explode.”
Sasuke looked over at him. “I don’t think I’ll ever get used to seeing your face.”
Kakashi blushed and brushed his hand down his lower face. This time Sasuke just smiled at that rather than admonish him.
“I’ve recovered. Fuck me up against the wall again. I love that. Just not that wall.”
Kakashi chuckled. He sat up and pulled Sasuke over to lean him forward against the outer wall. Kakashi racked his teeth down his trapezius, down from his shoulder, past his shoulder blade, to his spine. He licked back up his spine to his neck. He put his hands on Sasuke’s waist and rubbed his cock between Sasuke’s cheeks. Sasuke tensed up and ached back.
Kakashi entered him slowly. Sasuke moaned but he tried to keep it down. He also pressed his hands against the wall to keep himself from pounding on it. Though there was no neighbor behind the wall, his upstairs and downstairs neighbors could possibly hear sound through this one.
Sasuke pressed his chest against the wall and his ass back. Kakashi fucked him leisurely, taking the time to touch and caress his body. Sasuke rotated his hips and clinched around him to contribute.
Sasuke was quieter this time, just panting and moaning softly as Kakashi moved within him.
After some time, Sasuke grew impatient. “Faster, please. I want to cum.”
Kakashi wasn’t going to argue. As nice as the journey was, he’d not cum yet to tonight. Kakashi sought the best angle and pounded Sasuke hard when he found the one that made Sasuke groan and twitch. Sasuke started jacking off as Kakashi’s thrusts became less controlled. They came at nearly the same time.
They stayed like that, Kakashi still inside him, for several long seconds. Once their panting slowed, Kakashi helped Sasuke twist down to the bed. Sasuke lay on his back, Kakashi on his side.
Sasuke started to laugh. “That was amazing.” He continued to laugh.
Kakashi was so taken off guard by Sasuke’s laughter that he laughed too.
“We finally got to have sex before dinner,” Sasuke said.
“I’m just so glad Sakura didn’t arrive for a follow up conversation,” Kakashi quipped. He rubbed Sasuke’s stomach.
“Yes. If she did, I’d revoke that sister comment.”
“Although, with all the new rumors starting to float around, she might want to speak again. I’m sure we’ll have a mission tomorrow and we’ll probably get questions.”
“Uncomfortable stares most likely.” All humor was gone.
“We’ll get used to those before they pass. Or maybe they’ll pass faster. We’re not the first open couple the village has known.”
“But we are the most high profile.” He was silent a moment. “At the first sign of trouble, I’m ready to bolt.”
“Not the first sign, Sasuke, not the first.” He sought out Sasuke’s hand on the other side of his torso and gripped it.
Sasuke maneuvered it so that their fingers laced. “I’ll let you lead. But if things get bad, I’ll bolt.”
“I understand. Just give me a head’s up before you grab my hand to run.”
“I will.” He took several long breaths. “I . . . don’t want to flee. I see the freedom out there, but here . . . I see stability. I see a future. I don’t see one out there.”
“What is the future you see?”
“A gaggle of children with black hair and white hair. You with one of each in your arms. A black-haired boy and a white-haired girl. Half a dozen others around us. I imagine they’re all around the same age, but I wouldn’t do that to us. Both our clan symbols on their shirts. Toy shuriken and stuffed dinosaurs and foxes in their hands. I don’t see that out there. I bet it was Naruto who gave them the fox toys.”
“Probably. It’s a good future.”
“I’m hungry and you promised to cook for me.”
Kakashi smiled at him.
“You start the marinade—if you haven’t already—and I’ll freshen up.”
“Alright,” Kakashi said and let go of Sasuke’s hand.
Sasuke sat up and stretched, showing off the beauty of his muscled back, even with its scars. Kakashi was compelled to caress it and trace a scar. Sasuke just relaxed against the touch. Kakashi sat up and moved behind him to run his lips across his shoulder. He got into a better position behind him to wrap his arms around his waist.
“I want to raise children with you. A whole herd.”
“You’ll regret that in five years’ time.”
“Like I said, there’s no way a child of yours would make me regret anything.”
“Even another brat like me?”
“Not even another little brat like you. Not even twelve little vengeful brats.”
“I’ll hold you to that. I need to bathe.”
“You’re like a cat.”
“And you’re like a dog who ruts and then crawls in a corner to like his balls.”
Kakashi laughed. “Cats lick themselves clean too. Go take a shower. I’ll start marinading the fish.”
Kakashi replaced Sasuke in the bathroom once Sasuke finished. By the time Kakashi finished, the fish was ready to cook. He didn’t know how Sasuke occupied himself, but dinner was soon ready. He tried to make the presentation just like he did when he was a kid with cubed vegetables and a sprig of herbs.
Sasuke was waiting at his spot. Kakashi tried to serve with Sasuke’s normal grace. “Mackerel Meuniere, Kakashi-style.”
“Itadakimasu,” they both said before trying it.
“This is excellent,” Sasuke said. “I will no longer cook the fish; that is your job now.”
Kakashi nodded but didn’t say anything for a moment. “This was the last and only real meal I ever made for anyone. Obito and Rin decided to stalk me one day. We were very young. They watched me fish and watched me cook through my kitchen window. I told them they might as well stay to eat. Obito hadn’t even noticed Rin was also stalking me. I roast fish or squirrel on missions, but that was the only time I really cooked a dish for anyone. It’s not a difficult recipe and it always reminded me of my friends, so it’s one I make periodically.”
Sasuke stared at him. “Rather than cast away things that remind us of our grief, we covet them.”
“Like your clan banner?”
“Like my clan banner. Do you still fish for dinner?”
“No. After I graduated the academy, I didn’t have the energy. And I had more money. Going on C and B rank missions was a significant pay raise from an orphan’s stipend.”
“You had us going on D rank missions after we graduated.”
“It was a time of war. The only reason I was allowed to graduate that early was the war. No manpower. All the jounin were engaged on the front lines. I was a talented genin. I think it was the same with your brother. Had we been at war or at least felt threatened when you were in the academy, you would have been allowed to graduate early. You were no less bright or talented than Itachi or I.”
Sasuke touched his forehead, almost unconsciously. Kakashi realized Sasuke had his own tell. Kakashi rubbed his face, Sasuke touched that spot on his forehead where Itachi used to poke him. Kakashi wouldn’t mention it. Sasuke didn’t want him rubbing his face because that was a sign of insecurity; Sasuke touched that spot in remembrance of his brother. Kakashi would never take that away from him.
“Well, I would like you to continue cooking fish and I have no plans to burn that banner.”
“Where is it?”
“I threw it under the bed. I’ll display it in our home. I want our children to be proud of that symbol; they won’t see it as a symbol of sadness.”
“Maybe, one day, you won’t feel pain in looking at it. Even if just once or twice.”
“It seems disrespectful, but I sometimes wish I could forget them. All of them. Even Itachi. No memory of them makes me happy. I’m not sure if I’d tell them about their grandparents and uncle. But I don’t want them to hear it from anyone else. Unless you tell them.”
“I’d tell them for you. Spare you from it.”
“Hn. Thank you.”
“Thinking a lot about having kids.”
“Yeah. You’re already family and I’m thinking about how it will expand. Maybe I’m just trying to get used to the idea. I’m not ready. I’ll never be truly ready.”
“Well, that won’t scare me away.”
“Maybe I am trying to scare you away. See if you really want to jump into that hole with me.”
“I do.”
They already had sex, so when they finished cleaning up, they curled up together in Sasuke’s bed and fell asleep.
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