Runaway Train | By : fieldofsnow Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1142 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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For one terrifying split second Kakashi froze, his breath caught in his throat, his hands stilled momentarily and his eyes stared at the small dot of ink that grew slightly bigger under his still pen on the paper. But after years of training and then Special Forces he managed to force his feelings inside so nothing out of the ordinary could be seen from his behavior. His breathing seemed calm, what little could be seen of his face only showed mild curiosity, his posture remained relaxed, almost lazy even and he purposely finished writing the review he was on before he looked up. Despite all that his heart was beating so hard it felt like it was trying to break out of his chest and his mind was racing a mile a minute.
It was too soon and completely the wrong time. He knew he would have to tell him everything eventually but not like this, not now. He wasn't ready and there were just too many things to take care of, too many things to explain, and revealing them all now would only cause the boy unnecessary pain. Something Kakashi wanted to avoid at all cost. He wouldn't run away from this but he would handle this in a better way than he could possibly do right at the moment. This wasn't just something he could blurt out. "Oh well you see, it's a funny story really, I actually knew you when you were a kid. Oh yes. I was really close to your dad. So I actually knew exactly who you were when I purposely pretty much stalked you at the train station." Yeah that would work out well.
He made up his mind quickly. He wasn't going to lie but he wouldn't reveal everything just yet. Having decided that he looked up at the boy who was sitting across from him with a wary, questioning look in his eyes. 'Yes, definitely not a good time to tell him everything.'
"Hmm?" was all Kakashi offered, pretending not to have heard the question, to show that the inquiry hadn't affected him.
"How do you know Tsunade?" Naruto asked again as he held out the envelope, eyes never leaving his face as he waited for the answer.
Kakashi took a deep breath and leaned back in his chair, stretching his arms and back before entwining his fingers together and settling his hands on the back of his head. He looked up at the ceiling as if pondering how to answer the question. Not that he hadn't already done just that but the boy didn't know that.
"She was my lawyer when I was younger." He said before glancing at the boy again. Not really a lie since she had actually handled a few things for him in the past.
"You had a lawyer when you were younger?" Naruto asked tentatively, a hint of curiosity in his voice.
"Indeed I did."
"Why?" Naruto blurted out before he caught himself and added more quietly. "If you don't mind telling me."
"No I don't mind." Kakashi said calmly. He never liked talking about his past to anyone. Most of his old friends like Genma only knew half the story along with some rumors that were going around when they first met. But as he watched the young man sitting there, looking so much like the little boy he once knew, he found that he didn't care so much about it anymore.
Of course he had changed. The baby fat was gone, leaving a more mature and handsome face, and although he was smaller than other boys his age he was pretty fit. He wore darker colors now, mostly black but there was always some orange here or there as well, which was a big improvement in Kakashi's opinion since the boy had usually only worn orange.
But apart from that he was almost exactly like he remembered him. The unruly sunny blond hair, tan skin and the beautiful blue eyes, he even still had those goggles although they were now a different color. He'd always looked a lot like his dad but now he was the spitting image of the man.
After thinking about it for a moment Kakashi saw no reason not to tell the boy about his past, all he had to do was leave out the parts that had to do with Naruto himself and certain things that the boy shouldn't know just yet, if at all.
He gave a small sigh. "Where to begin?" He said quietly more to himself than the boy. "Well I guess it's best to start by saying I didn't really have a normal childhood by any means. I grew up with a single father, my mother died when I was around one or two years old so I never really knew her. My father, having been in the military since he was 18 and then Special Forces, really didn't have a clue how to raise a kid. He pretty much treated me like a new recruit, I had strict schedules and rules I had to follow and his idea of spending quality time together consisted of teaching me martial arts, tactics and weapon training."
Kakashi paused and looked at Naruto again; the boy was sitting there with a look of surprise and mild disgust on his face.
"Yeah I know, not the best way to raise a kid but it was all he knew how to do so I guess you could say he did the best he could. At least until…"
Naruto waited a moment after Kakashi trailed off; not really wanting to interrupt for fear that the man would decide he really didn't want to tell him after all. But when nothing else seemed to be coming he leaned forward a bit and asked. "Until what?"
"Until he killed himself." Kakashi said in almost a whisper. He stared at the next essay in his pile, not really seeing it. He hated how small and vulnerable talking about this always made him feel, like he was back to being the little kid he was when he'd found his father.
He cleared his throat and continued. "I was 12 when he did so they sent me to a foster home but having been raised like I was I never really fit in. I wasn't all that mature but I wasn't by any means a kid either. The grownups didn't know what to do with me and the kids didn't like me so I usually got into a lot of trouble and fights, which usually ended in me beating the crap out of the other guys since I was a much better fighter… and of course that only got me in worse trouble. I was sent between foster homes for the first year, none of them really wanting to take me in since no one could really handle me and by the time I was 13 I was pretty much living on the streets, hanging out with the wrong crowd and staying alive by not so legal means."
"You were a delinquent?" Naruto asked, like the mere thought of it was absurd.
Kakashi chuckled, a sound that always managed to send pleasant tingles down Naruto's spine. "Yeeaah, I was a little bit more than just your regular shoplifting hooligan…" Kakashi said as he scratched his head, more of an old habit than a nervous gesture. "I was in a gang for a while."
"A gang?" Naruto asked incredulously. "Wait, wait, wait… I thought you were some super nerd who skipped a couple of classes? How can you jump between foster homes, live on the street and join a gang while still managing to not only do well in school but do so well that you actually skip grades?"
"You don't." Kakashi stated.
"But you said…"
"That I skipped a few classes in elementary school, that was long before my father died. And I was never a nerd; I only managed it because of my dad's strict schedule."
"Oh… well that makes sense." Naruto said thoughtfully.
Kakashi studied the kid for a while; he didn't seem to mind at all that he'd just told him he used to be in a gang. But maybe it shouldn't be so surprising, the boy knew better than anyone that you shouldn't judge people by their past.
"Anyway… something terrible happened just before I turned 14 that turned my life around…" Kakashi stopped again and stared at the wall, unconsciously rubbing his left eye through the bandanna. This was something he wasn't prepared to talk about, not even with the boy. "I… Ended up in the hospital and the cops got involved. That's when I met Tsunade, she handled my case."
"What happened?" Naruto asked, but when Kakashi sat up straighter and looked like he was about to evade the question he continued. "I mean… after that. What happened after the case?" He knew he wasn't always the first one to catch on but Naruto could read people rather well and it was clear that Kakashi didn't want to talk about whatever it was that had landed him in trouble and even though he was curious about it he wasn't going to ask.
Kakashi smiled. "I was taken in by the most wonderful man I've ever met." He said. It was nothing short of the truth because he honestly thought that Naruto's father had been one of the greatest men he'd ever known. "Even though he was younger than my dad he was one of his bosses in the Special Forces. He became my sponsor and I lived with him and his family for awhile before he got me my own space. He got me into a training program for the force, I was still too young to join and almost everyone else thought he was mad for doing it but it really was the only thing he could do for me. It was how I'd been raised until then and anything else just made me restless."
Naruto raised one eyebrow. "So what made you quit and go into teaching?"
Kakashi looked away. Quitting… yeah that's what everyone believed he'd done. "Let's just say training for something is a complete different thing from actually doing it. It's sort of like martial arts, you can train and go to tournaments but no matter how much you fight in a situation like that it's nothing at all like being in an actual fight. You have to follow rules, there are people there to observe and essentially you aren't fighting to hurt the opponent."
Seeing the confused face the blond boy was making he decided to make an even clearer example.
"Playing paint ball with your friends is fun, doing it for real with real guns is not only a different story but a different genre entirely."
Naruto looked slightly horrified at that. "Oh… I'm sorry; I didn't mean to bring up any bad memories."
"It's alright." Kakashi stated calmly as he picked up his pen again and started fiddling with it absentmindedly. "I'm sure you've got your share of bad memories as well." He added as he looked pointedly at the boy.
Naruto squirmed a bit in his seat. "I don't…" He began but then stopped. His eyes fixed on the envelopes he'd been working with, only glancing momentarily at Kakashi before going back to the stack. "I don't remember any of it." He finished quietly.
"Indeed." Was all Kakashi offered before he started grading papers again, telling Naruto without words that this conversation was over with if the boy wanted it to be.
Naruto didn't have a clue what Kakashi meant with that one word but he was glad the man didn't try to pry any further. He was beginning to trust him, especially after the man just opened up to him about his past like that, but he didn't feel comfortable just yet with telling him everything he knew about his past. He didn't have to remember what happened because the facts spoke very clearly for themselves but there were still things about the case that not many people knew about, things that hadn't been leaked to the media at the time. There had been plenty of rumors going around at the time though and some of them still lingered around him even now, one in particular that he feared would come out. Both his fathers knew and he'd told Kiba as well but he didn't want to tell Kakashi about it just yet.
He traced the scars on his chest unconsciously before he started putting stamps on envelopes again. He'd have to tell him eventually, but not until they'd become a bit closer. Hopefully then Kakashi would understand… would see him as whom he was and not the… thing he carried.
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After a half an hour more of licking stamps Naruto felt like he'd never feel his tongue again, unless it was to taste that god awful not-quite-glue but not-quite-anything-else that he had been licking again and again. Honestly, how many letters did the guy have to send out? If he didn't know any better he'd think Kakashi purposely put off finishing the letters until he could dump them on some unsuspecting student during detention… or, apparently in his case, under protection. Although Naruto couldn't see just what Ino and Sakura could ever come up with that was worse than slowly killing his taste buds, surely never feeling the flavor of ramen ever again was the worst thing that could possibly happen to him… ever!
"Something wrong with your tongue or is this some kind of a weird way to tempt me with your mouth?" Kakashi's amused baritone voice suddenly asked.
Naruto looked up in confusion but soon, to his horror, found that he had absentmindedly been half gaping with his tongue lolling out as he tried to get the numbness and taste off of it. He quickly composed himself before he blushed and mumbled. "It's the stamps. My tongue's all numb and I can't get the taste off it."
Kakashi looked at the last two essays in his pile before he decided to just fuck it, he could finish them later. He stood up and made his way around the desk. "Come on, I'll get you something to fix that." He said as he lightly patted Naruto on the shoulder on his way to the door.
Naruto put the last of the envelopes in the pile with the rest and quickly got up to follow the man. He could have just gone and gotten some water from the drinking fountain in the dojo but decided not to mention it, he was glad for the company even if it was just because the man was doing his job. Walking around and stretching his legs after sitting cramped up against the wrong end of a desk was an added bonus as well.
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He'd just caught up with Kakashi in the hallway and taken a few steps alongside him when his thought process was momentarily thrown into complete chaos before it decided to take a small holiday along with the feelings in his legs. He had just about enough time to notice when he was grabbed by one of his upper arms and pulled through a door, which a small part of his brain found recognizable, into nothing but blackness. He would have panicked due to the similarity it held to his recent nightmares if it wasn't for the fact that almost as soon as the door closed behind him and cut off the light from the hallway he found himself pressed up against said door with a pair of lips pressing against his in a similar fashion.
At some level of his consciousness he realized that Kakashi had taken down his mask and was kissing him but that thought was pretty drowned out by his whole mind and body screaming at him that the stunning god of a man was actually kissing him! He blindly grabbed the front of Kakashi's shirt, tilting his head slightly back to give the man better access to his mouth.
The taller man didn't need a better invitation than that and when Naruto gasped as he pressed their bodies closer he slid his tongue into the boy's mouth, tasting and teasing that tantalizing muscle that had been driving him crazy for what seemed like hours now.
He knew that given their situation this was undoubtedly not a good idea. Not that he had at any point of the day been planning on dragging the boy into the supply closet again and kissing him senseless no matter how inviting the boy's mouth had seemed when he slowly, and agonizingly, licked stamp after stamp. He hadn't even been planning on that five minutes or so ago when he told the boy to follow him. But somehow taking the boy to get him something to drink had morphed into him taking the boy into a very dark closet where he could pull his mask down without being seen and mend the boy's numb tongue with his own. Not that he was complaining but this was certainly not bound to help the situation any in the future and he had a nagging feeling that he'd be kicking himself over this later but that didn't change the fact how good this felt right now.
It was therefore against all better judgment that Kakashi deepened the kiss further, sliding his hands away from the upper arms he had been holding, up over firm shoulders, a soft neck and into silky strands of hair. He tangled his fingers around them and pulled them closer as he angled his face slightly to the side to get better access to that sinful tasting mouth beneath his.
He could feel Naruto hesitantly kissing back, his lack of experience evident but not off-putting. The boy's eagerness more than made up for it and Kakashi was happy to learn that this was one of the things the boy was apparently not slow on the uptake on. He was thrilled when Naruto slid his hands from the front of his shirt and around his neck. Making it possible for him to press his body closer to the smaller frame once the arms were out of the way.
Naruto pressed his arms against the back of Kakashi's neck and shoulders, simultaneously pulling the man closer and holding himself up better. While the feeling in his tongue seemed to be amplifying each second his legs seemed to be losing theirs and when Kakashi's mouth moved from his own to trail kisses along his jaw before his teeth and tongue latched onto his earlobe he was glad he'd changed his hold because he had a feeling that if he hadn't he'd be lying on the floor in a puddle of bliss. He could hear an amused hum in his ear as a moan escaped his throat but he didn't care, no matter what the sound had been intended as he found it incredibly sexy.
He couldn't see a thing but he had a distinct feeling that Kakashi was smirking as the man took his hands silently and pinned them against the door above his head with one of his, the other hand trailing down his side and coming to a rest against his left hip as the man's mouth claimed his own again in another deep kiss.
The onslaught of sensations were sending electrifying currents all over Naruto's body, all of them seeming to head to the same place of his anatomy. He could feel his hard on rubbing gently against his boxers as the man slowly moved against him.
Kakashi was amazed at how well the smaller body fit to his, how right it felt in his arms. He slowly slid his hand under the boy's shirt and trailed random circles over the smooth flesh with his fingers. He swallowed a small cry when he took a step closer to the boy, maneuvering them so that he had one knee in between the boy's legs, his hip pressing against the boy's now apparent erection. He moaned as well when Naruto's pelvis rubbed against his own hardening cock.
He felt the boy tense up slightly as he started sliding his hand further up under his shirt but didn't have time to think much about it because suddenly the alarm on his watch went off. He groaned as he reluctantly ended the kiss, resting his forehead temporarily against Naruto's before he slowly started to entangle himself from the boy.
He could hear the disappointment and confusion in the younger man's voice even though he only uttered a short "Wahh?" While Kakashi went about sorting them out.
"It's time to go to the club." He said softly, not even bothering to try to hide his own disappointment. "You've already missed the hour of warm ups with Gai so we really can't… delay any further."
"Why didn't you tell me practice started an hour ago?" Naruto sounded more breathless than annoyed.
"I think we both had other things on our minds." Kakashi said quietly as he finally managed to pry his hand away from the boy's firm stomach, it seemed to take more willpower than he was comfortable with.
He took a deep breath to compose himself, urging the boy to do the same. After five minutes that seemed like hours he'd managed to get a firm enough grip on himself.
"Are you ready to go?" He asked Naruto.
"Uhm… not really no." Naruto told the floor embarrassingly. "I… can't seem to calm down."
At any other time Kakashi would probably have laughed but he didn't want to bother the kid, he sounded uncomfortable enough as it was. "Just try not to think about it and calm down."
Naruto snorted. "I'm a healthy young man. This is pretty much all we think about."
Kakashi did chuckle at that, not knowing that by doing so he wasn't helping Naruto's little problem in the slightest. Well he did have the definite mood killer, he just hoped the boy wouldn't be too mentally scarred by it.
"Well then there's only one thing you can do." He said matter of factly.
Naruto looked in the general direction of the man's face. "And that is?"
"Think about all the things we just did in here…"
"How is that gonna hel…"
"And then imagine Gai and Lee." Kakashi finished.
There was dead silence in the supply closet before Naruto's disturbed voice spoke up. "I… think I'm going to have nightmares for a whole different reason tonight."
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Naruto was walking with Kiba back to his friend's car. He was feeling ridiculously pleased and felt like grinning his head off but held himself back, not wanting to look like a complete lunatic. His thoughts were interrupted when the dark haired boy punched him lightly on the shoulder. He looked over to see the smirking face of his friend.
"Sooo… What were you and Kakashi up to before practice?" His friend asked far too innocently.
"Nothing. I just helped him put some stamps on a bunch of envelopes while he graded papers." Naruto said with the straightest face he could.
"Either that's not all you did or there was something seriously wrong with those stamps. You've been grinning like an idiot all practice…"
Alright maybe he hadn't been able to hide it that well.
"Not to mention you show up an hour late looking thoroughly fucked and pleased with yourself. That added to the fact that you blush like a schoolgirl any time you see a certain pervert and that you both avoided each other for the rest of the practice clearly indicates…"
"Alright, alright!" Naruto blurted out as he grabbed his friends mouth to silence him. He looked around frantically making sure no one had heard him before he half whispered. "We… made out in the supply closet."
"WHAT." His friend shouted but added more quietly "What?" When Naruto shushed at him with a firm glare. "In the supply closet? Oh my god! My innocent little friend is finally spreading the wings of his sexuality." Kiba said with the air of a proud parent hearing their kid got their first A at school.
Naruto groaned. "Just… don't tell Shikamaru and Chouji alright? I know I'm not gonna hear the end of it from you but I'd rather not spread it around before it gets serious."
"You just made out in the supply closet! That's like going steady at our age." Kiba said very seriously.
"Yeah well he's not our age, and you know what I mean… alright?"
"Yeah yeah, I won't spread it around." Kiba promised his friend.
Shikamaru and Chouji were already at the car when they arrived and when they were all settled in their seats and Kiba was pulling out of the parking lot Chouji asked them how the rest of their day had been.
"Yeah, how was your afternoon with Kakashi sensei?" Shikamaru added lazily.
"It was alright…" Naruto began.
"They made out in the supply closet!" Kiba blurted out loudly.
"KIBA!" Naruto snapped at his friend before he looked in the back of the car where he was met with two slightly startled faces.
"Well… that's good isn't it?" Chouji asked, surprising Naruto.
"Well… yeah." He said hesitantly.
"So what's the problem?" The chubby boy asked around a mouthful of chips.
"It's… well… Nothing. Just don't tell anyone about it please?" Naruto gave a small glare at Kiba. "I just don't want to get him in any trouble or anything you know… and I don't know where this is headed really so even though I know you have questions and are probably going to tease me mercilessly with this then I can't really tell you much about it."
"Are you happy?" Shikamaru's question caught him off guard.
He was even more surprised when he didn't even have to think about it before he answered. "Yes I am."
"Alright, good. If you're happy then we support you no matter what you do."
Naruto smiled. He really did have great friends and hopefully with things looking up in his life his nights would get better as well.
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