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All right people this
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So if you don�t like it sorry.�
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Chapter 11 Back to Square One
Outrage filled every pore of my body as that bastard stood
there looking so damn smug.
I took a step toward him, feeling a snarl tear itself out of
my mouth before I could contain it.� I am pissed, it told Sasuke, conveying
to him what exact emotion I felt towards him at the present, don�t make it worse for yourself or you will
regret it.
This message seemed to make its meaning clear to him as the
smirk he had wore only moments before was replaced with a more reproachful
appearance.
I felt the anger from before drain away, emotional weariness
taking over.� Even though I had just
recently gained the ability to feel was rapidly taking its toll.� At this point I just wished things would go
back to the way they had been before.�
At the present moment, however, I needed to deal with Sasuke
and attempt to put this entire situation behind me.� After all, I had far more important things to
worry about than an Uchiha who couldn�t leave well enough alone.
Mentally envisioning the image I wanted to shift into, I
felt more than saw my tendons and bones, cracking and reshaping themselves to
accommodate said image.� I had thought
that this might sicken Sasuke, but he watched in apparent fascination as my
body contorted back into its usual form.�
Not flinching at all at the random popping and cracking.
That fascination continued even after I had completely
changed back.� I felt my face get hot as
his eyes trailed their way down my once-again human body.�
Attempting to once again gain momentum I forced back the
embarrassment that had suddenly appeared and asked Sasuke as calm and collected
as I could in such a situation.
�Could I get my clothes back now?�� It�s getting a little chilly out here.�
That insufferable arrogant look that I couldn�t stand
appeared on his face as fast as it had vanished before.� Then this eerie smile lit up his face.� It was really quite creepy, a shudder went
down my spine as I got a really bad feeling.
�Hmmmm�.� He mused, placing a finger on this chin as if in
deep meditation. �I don�t think I�ll be able to do that until�.yes that should
do it.�
�What?� I asked, eyeing him warily.
Getting serious he finally cut the crap.
�You�re going to answer some questions for me Kyuubi.�� He stated as if it were already
pre-acknowledged that I was going to go along with this. �Once you do so I�ll
be more than happy to give you back your �clothes.�� He grimaced at the last word, making his
distaste in my apparel more than evident.
All right, I
mused, this is already more than
enough.� Kyuubi said I couldn�t use
youkai strength unless it was against another youkai or a life-threatening
situation.� Sasuke technically isn�t
human so the damn fox won�t be able to argue.
Sasuke took my silence as conceding defeat, not noting the
sudden stiffness of my body, he went on.
�The first question I have is why��
His words were halted as--from the human eye out of
nowhere�my clothes were snatched out his hands.
Making sure to mask my chakra I slowed my pace down to that
of a normal human, finally stopping when I had found a place that provided
adequate camouflage.� Wasting no time, I
yanked my eye-offending clothes back on my body.
Stupid bastard, I
mused, he really thought he could beat
me?� I snorted.� Not
likely.� I was curious, though, about
what he had done when I�d pulled my literal �fast� one.
I made my way back to where he had been standing not
bothering to be stealthy on this go-around.�
Once I�d arrived he was surprisingly still there.� It looked like he hadn�t moved at all.
I laughed out loud, the sound bringing his head to swing
around looking at me in shock.� I was
immediately sobered as I saw the look in his eyes.� I took a defensive stance, the gleam in his
eye that unpredictable, his body language was also unreadable.
Suddenly he too, started laughing, a broken, defeated sound
that pulled at something in me.� I didn�t
speak, something inwardly told me that if I did, if I wasn�t silent I would
somehow regret it.
The hysterical sound changed into a broken sob.� I was at a loss of what to do, I had never
had to deal with something like that before.�
I know it sounded selfish but at his broken sob I started to panic.� Shit, I
preferred the bastard acting condescending and pissing me off.� That I can handle, this is a whole different
story. �Sasuke�s voice brought me out
of my panic-induced stupor.
�You should see your face right now.� He half-sobbed
half-laughed, hysteria still slightly laced in his tone. �You act like you�ve
never seen someone about to go insane.��
He laughed again, if that horrible sound can be called a laugh.� �Then again I guess you haven�t. �
I cocked my head at him in curiosity.
�Why are you about to go insane?� I asked, genuinely
wondering why.� In my defense I had no
idea what he was talking about.� To me he
was spouting nonsense.
�You really don�t know do you Kyuubi?� he asked, bewildered
that I didn�t know what he was talking about.
�I said I don�t didn�t I?!� I said, knowing irritation was
beginning to fill my own voice. �And stop calling me Kyuubi!� That is not my name, you idiot!�
His eyes widened in surprise at my declaration, or maybe it
was just shock that someone had dared insult his person.
�Look.� I said, cutting the bullshit, �I�m not great at this
whole �in touch with you emotions� thing.�
If you have something to say, say it already!� If not, let me know so I can leave!�
Inwardly I knew I was being rude, but this bastard had a way
of getting under my skin, making me lose all of my hard-earned control.� I don�t like not being in control, in fact, I
abhor it.
�Oh Gods.� He responded in wonder.� �The great Kyuubi is anti-social?� Who would have known?�
That was so it.� I
started to take off, but a hand on my shoulder stopped me.� I brought my head around to his and looked
from his hand to my shoulder.� Getting
the point he removed his hand.� I started
to take off again but an uncharacteristically soft voice stopped me.
�Please don�t go Naruto.�
I stopped but didn�t turn around.
�What exactly do you want from me Sasuke?� I demanded.� How much shit did he honestly think I was
willing to put up with? �First you won�t quit molesting me.� Then you turn into a whiny little child when
I won�t play your little games.� What the
fuck is your problem?!�
�You are my problem.�
That made me turn
around and look him in the eyes in amazement.
�I would love to know how I am your problem.� I sneered at
him.�
�Like now for example.� He now strangely calm, pointed out
logically.� �You run away whenever the
conversation takes a serious turn.�
This was creepy.� It
was like we�d switched places.� I was now
the emotional wreck and he was the cool, logical one. Not happening, that�s
what this was.
�Honestly Sasuke.� I replied wearily.� �I�m really just tired of this whole
situation.� Just leave me alone from now
on.�
I started to walk away again, not liking the fact that I was
in fact walking away, but what else
could I do?� I wasn�t exactly equipped to
deal with this type of situation.
Running away again,
ne gaki?
Fuck off Kyuubi.
Oh, someone is touchy
today. You know if you run away this time he won�t ever be open to reconciling
with you again.� This is in essence, your
last chance.
Kyuubi aren�t you the
one who told me to stay away from him?!�
Now you want me to make up with him.�
Hey, that was before
I knew how he really felt.� The Uchiha is
quite the actor when he wants to be, but even he can�t hide his feelings from
me for forever.
I knew the damn fox was right. Even with everything that
that stupid bastard had put me through I would regret it if I let things go the
way they were.� Turning around I made my
way back to where he was, grumbling all along about stupid foxes and their
inability to stick with one decision.
He was no longer there.�
Swearing under my breath, I took off in the direction of his
chakra signature.� Damn bastard, never around when you actually want to talk to him.
Swiftly closing in on his chakra I noticed it was close to
the village.� The weird thing was I
sensed another person�s chakra right next to this.
As I quietly approached the area where the two chakras
currently resided I was anything but prepared for what I saw.
Sasuke was thrusting into Sakura�s more-than-willing body,
their cries of near release more than evident.
I felt something inside of me shatter into pieces.� The pain was unbearable and I�d never felt
anything like it.� Nothing the villagers
had ever done could compare to this.� I just
stood there the whole time, with this pain filling my entire being, watching
them both finally find their release.
�SSSSSaaaasssssssuuuuuukkkkkeeee-kkkuuuuuunnnnn!�� I heard the pink-haired thing yell as it
reached what I assumed was its peak.
Sasuke came, right after, the only sound he made was a sort
of grunt.
He collapsed on top of her, and that�s when it happened.
Whatever had caused my emotions to surface, immediately shut
the door and locked them away once more.�
I went numb. It was as though
I had never, no matter how briefly had possessed the ability to feel at all. I
welcomed it with open arms. Emotions were overrated, why I had ever wanted them
in the first place was beyond me.�
Sasuke was in the process of pulling up his pants, brushing
bits of dirt here and there.� Sakura was
doing the same.� I disinterestedly
observed that there was no blood on her panties before she pulled them up.� Hm, either she went horseback riding a lot or
�Sasuke-kun� wasn�t her first.� I was
betting on the latter rather than the former.
What a gentleman Sasuke was, I mean, he even offered her a
hand up from her position on the ground, truly a great example of a
shinobi.�
I chose that moment to walk into their little bedroom away
from home.
Sakura�s face immediately went bright with color and she
looked away from me with embarrassment.�
Sasuke stared at me openly, gauging my reaction.� Apparently this was the moment I was supposed
to explode into tears and hysteria.
Instead I stopped, looked right at Sasuke, and let him take
a good look.
His eyes widened.�
I decided I didn�t want to spend another night confined
indoors, so I turned around and walked back into the forest adding a tenuous
excuse as I left over my shoulder.
�Tell Kakashi that I�m training.�
�And if I don�t?� was Sasuke�s reply.
For about the millionth time today I turned around.
�Tell him whatever you want to.� I really don�t care.�
�You don�t care about anything do you?� he asked
softly.� �I just fucked Sakura right in
front of you and you didn�t say or do anything.� Sakura had disappeared or it
probably would have burst into tears about Sasuke putting their little �tryst�
into such course terms.
�I thought I did.� Was my response.
�You thought you did?� he growled angrily. �Either you did
or you didn�t�
�It doesn�t matter anymore.� I said emotionlessly. �You�ve
made your choice and I hope you and the pink monstr�I mean Sakura will be very
happy. You certainly deserve each other.�
�You really are frustrating Uzumaki, Naruto!�� Sasuke cried.
�You know Uchiha,� I stated coldly, �you really need to work
on your own emotional control.� If I
didn�t� know any better I would say you�d never received any education on the
principles of being a shinobi.�
�What the hell is wrong with you?� Sasuke hissed. �I know
you have the ability to feel now.�
�Funny thing.� I sneered at him. �I actually have you to
thank for that.� So thanks.� Now you might want to head back to your
girlfriend. I think she�s feeling your loss.�
�Laugh at her all you want.� Was his retort. �At least she�s
still human.�
I laughed at him, it was an empty, hollow sound.�
�What is so damn funny?� he asked, puzzlement evident in his
features and tone.�
�You just paid me a compliment, you imbecile.�
�What do you mean?�
�You really think that I want to be human?� incredulity
filled my voice.� Scoffing I continued.
�You may have youkai blood but you are still so very naive.� The evidence in that is the fact that you
would compare me to one.� In fact I can
guarantee that these supposed youkai you say are in hiding, if they have any
pride as a youkai then they won�t want to be anything like you people.� But of course, you wouldn�t know this.� You know nothing about part of your own
heritage, obviously other than that there are some youkai in hiding. You�re lucky
I�m not Kyuubi, otherwise you would now be dead for the statement you just
uttered.�
Sasuke was now�thankfully�silent.
�Now that we understand each other let me give you some
pointers, for your own health.� I went on. �Don�t talk to me unless it�s about
youkai.� Two I don�t give a fuck who you
fuck.� Otherwise stay the hell out of my
way.� With that I took off leaving Sasuke staring at my back.
Well that didn�t go
quite the way I thought it would.
Don�t tell me you�re
siding with him again.
Hell no, I hate him
again.� Stay away from him.
Kyuubi, you have to be
the most fickle being I have ever encountered.
So sue me, it
replied, it�s not my fault that the kid
is such a fucking moron. But forget about that you have bigger problems.� You�re now back to square one.
I don�t care anymore
Kyuubi.
You say that gaki,
because, you don�t know any better again.
You stupid fox, I do
know better remember I know now what it�s like to feel.
You had a brief taste
gaki, it�s not like you�ve had prolonged exposure.� But am worried about what you felt just
before you lost it.
What?
That bastard broke
your heart.
Oh, so that�s what
that pain was all about? �I mused. That really hurt.
Don�t think your
worries are all over now gaki.� Once your
emotions return �and I�m sure they will�you�re literally going to be in for a
world of hurt.
I�ll worry about that
when the time comes.
All right gaki but
don�t say I didn�t warn you.� Now for a
change of subject, where exactly are you going to sleep?
Somewhere in the
forest, probably the forest floor.
Are you sure that�s
really the wisest idea? With that Zabuza guy out on the loose?
Let him bring it, you
know he�s no challenge for either of us.
Well that kid is
nothing to sneer about either.
Yeah I know, I
suddenly frowned. �That kid is going to be a problem
Because he�s stronger
than Uchiha or because you may have trouble maintaining your mask to save the
little bastard�s ass.
Like I care about him,
I scoffed, it�s the kid.� I don�t want to have to kill him, but the may
force my hand.
You know gaki I love
the fact that you�re confident in your abilities but this kid may be as strong
as you.�
Yeah right, I
scoffed, Kyuubi are you trying to make me
laugh.
Actually yes, it
chuckled, but it worked didn�t it?
�I reached an area
that I deemed suitable to sleep on.� All right Kyuubi I�m going to bed now.
Goodnight.
Goodnight.
End of Chapter 11
Back to the Square One.
So that�s all for now
folks.� Stay tuned and remember, I don�t
give a shit if your sensibilities are offended by this story.� Guess what?�
This is Chapter 11 which means you were interested enough in it to read
this far, so you couldn�t have been that offended.� Anyway enjoy.
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