Seasons of the Sharingan | By : danceswithninjas Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4124 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Kakashi settled back into the routine of his life quickly, and even though his friend's noticed that he seemed ill and more withdrawn than usual, they accepted that he caught a virus on a mission. Even Naruto believed him, so he assumed Hinata hadn't said anything about his condition in The Sea of Trees. Kiba gave him a few odd looks in passing. It was almost as if it had never happened after the medicine took effect.
Almost.
The hallucinations stopped, but the fear remained. He didn't think Sakura and Ibiki had killed Sasuke, or he would have gotten a direct answer when he asked about Sasuke's fate.
He was sure exile was out of the question for someone that dangerous. Sakura had probably put a chakra restricting collar on him and thrown him in jail.
That would be more her style, he thought. Her kind heart wouldn't let her kill him, even after all he did to her.
A couple nights later the dreams started every few nights. He would be on a mission, his teammates would suddenly be gone, and a shadow would pursue him, sometimes in Rain country, and sometimes through the Sea of Trees, with spirits around them. Somehow with dream logic he knew it to be Sasuke.
The dreams ended the same way, with him running toward Konoha and seeing the safety of home, and then facing Sasuke, who overcame him. Kakashi always woke as he was being raped, with Gai leaning over him anxiously. Hr would lie in Gai's arms until the shaking stopped. Thankfully Sakura had stopped the vomiting.
He saw Ibiki almost daily, and he was beginning to feel like he was starting to get a grasp on life again when he saw the shadow move. Hr had cast a jutsu and disappeared onto a nearby roof before he had time to think.
A dog below him stretched and scratched a flea. A dog? he thought. Did I just jump up here because of a dog's shadow?
He went home - Gai's house was home now, and when he didn't find Gai he sat at the table and tried to compose himself. He tried to be more sensible after that, but he was even more wary of shadows than ninjas usually are, and seeing a man that even remotely resembled Sasuke would send his heart racing with fear.
Sakura managed to find some reason or other to summon him, even though with the lack of A rank missions the jounin had become more teachers than field ninjas.
He knew why, and while it irritated him he let her do it. She was the Hokage, after all. If she wanted to waste her time worrying about a Jounin who was he to tell her she was wrong?
"The other jounin have taken Genin teams," she said one day. "When do you plan on taking one?"
"I wasn't planning on it," Kakashi said. "After what happened with Sasuke I don't think I need to teach children. I failed him miserably."
"He made an adult decision," Sakura said, "and even after we gave him a way out he continued. It would have happened with any teacher."
"Even so," Kakashi said. "I've been thinking about taking a different direction. I'm not sure what yet. Administration perhaps."
"I want you to pick a Genin team out of next year's graduates," Sakura said. "That gives you a year to prepare. It isn't a suggestion. It's an order."
He learned to hide the symptoms of his symptoms, and the only way that Sakura knew anything was wrong was when she noticed that when she saw Gai he looked exhausted, and his joyful demeanor was more often cloudy than not.
She went to Gai's house. "I thought I'd stop by for a visit," she said. "You've seemed tired lately, Gai-sensei. How are you?"
"I'm coping," Gai said. "I'm still learning how to deal with seeing a friend in c9nstant pain."
Constant pain? she wondered. "The last time I saw Kakashi he seemed well."
"He has good days and bad days." Gai glanced at his bedroom. "Today is a bad day. He has times when he's so anxious about the idea that Sasuke is out there waiting for him that he won't leave the house. Sometimes he won't even leave the bed."
"Tell him I'm out here," Sakura said. "I want to talk to him."
He came out a few minutes later. He had obviously hastily dressed, without his usual vest or kunai holster. His mask was on crooked, and his hair looked like one big tangle that he pushed back impatiently.
"Is something wrong?" he asked.
"I think so," Sakura said. "Are you really so worried about Sasuke?"
"The anti-depressants didn't work," Kakashi said. "I'm on something new. I guess I've been sleeping more than usual."
Sakura was used to his distracting techniques. "Yes, but what about your anxiety about Sasuke?"
He glanced at Gai, who sat down on the couch.
"I just have dreams. I'll get over it."
"You just have dreams?" Gai asked. "Tell her what happens."
"Gai, it isn't that big of a deal. I'm sure it will get better over time."
"I told you that I took care of Sasuke," Sakura said.
"You never said you killed him," Kakashi said. "You didn't, did you?"
She didn't like the way he looked at her so expectantly, as if a great deal depended on her answer.
"I had no idea it would affect you like this. I'll wait while you get a little more presentable, and then there's something I need to show you."
When he came out he looked more like himself, but Sakura noticed that every movement seem to distract him, as if he was constantly looking for an enemy.
"I hope I'm doing the right thing taking you," she said. "I'd explain, but it's probably better if you just see it. I'm going to show you what happened to Sasuke, and why you don't need to fear him.
When they reached the hidden floor Sakura told the guard to take a break. "This will disturb you," she told Kakashi, "but I think you need to see it."
Kakashi followed Sakura into the hospital room, where Sasuke lay much the same as he had since he had been there, except that his skin had lost its tan and become pale from lack of sunlight, and a feeding tube had been inserted.
"Come closer," Sakura said. "I want you to see that there's no harm in him."
Bandages covered his eyes. "What if those bandages come off and he attacks?"
Sakura removed the bandages revealing empty dark sockets.
"He couldn’t use his eyes even if he had them. See this scar?" she asked, indicating the scar on his head. "That'd from a lobotomy. He could be given his freedom and weapons and his eyes and he would just lay there and drool at you, and I cut a couple of crucial tendons."
She had expected some sort of joyful acceptance from Kakashi, but he looked horrified.
She pulled Sasuke's gown away, revealing a body already showing slight signs of atrophy.
"Catheters and colostomy bags must feel like tentacles inside him, and I like that. I've been telling hum they're tentacles, just in case he can understand me."
She pointed to the wire leading into his anus. "I got a kunoiche who was a pig farmer to help devise a system to collect semen. Watch as I apply a shock to his prostate."
She sent the shock through Sasuke, and his body jerked as he came. He whined, "no. It hurts."
"I like that he says that," Sakura days. "He could live for years like this. It's a machine modified from the old electric chairs."
She heard a loud thud behind her, and she turned to see Kakashi on the ground. She knelt by him and checked his pulse which was fast.
"Kakashi?"
His face was pale, and he was unconscious.
He woke and staggered out of the room. "What...I can't even..."
"I'm sorry," Sakura said. "I thought it might help."
"Sakura, that's dark - the sort of thing an ANBU might think of. Please, end it."
"I just want him to hurt forever. I want to take back every kind word I ever gave him, every year that he stole while we focused our training on killing him. I want to rip him apart like he did you."
"You've gone down a very dark road," Kakashi said. "Turn back before it’s too late, if it isn't too late already."
"What would you have me do?" she asked.
"Just kill him. I think you've more than gotten your revenge."
"Don't you need to see him suffer?"
"No," Kakashi said. "Over the years I've pitied him, worried about him, feared and hated him, but I can't hate that thing lying there. Please, for the love of everything holy, just end it. Let him go to whatever waits for him next."
"It will help you? That's what I want."
"I think it would help both of us," he said.
"I'll get something and come back," she said. "Will you be ok here?"
"Any fear of him is gone. I'll wait until you come back."
Sakura felt odd as she went to the dispensary and signed for morphine. What have I done? Did he really compare me to ANBU?
She decided to deal with it later. She heard Kakashi talking to Sasuke in his room.
"You were such a promising kid. I'm sorry for failing you, Sasuke. I'm sorry I can't forgive you, but I hope you find some peace somehow."
Sakura unplugged the monitors, gave Sasuke an overdose of morphine, and they watched as his eyes rolled back. She checked his pulse and pulled the blanket over his head.
"It's done," she said. "I became a monster because of him. At least it's over now."
"It will never be over," Kakashi said. "Let's get out of here. I want some fresh air."
They walked through Konoha, and of course they ended up in the cemetery. But no, to Sakura's surprise they passed it and continued to a small park.
"You aren't going to visit the memorial stone?" Sakura asked.
"What's the point? Obito isn't someone I want to visit anymore. This place is alive."
They sat on a bench and watched the families. "Who got his eyes?"
"No one yet," Sakura said. "They're being kept alive in a nutrient solution."
"Good. Perhaps they should be destroyed."
"I was thinking about that," Sakura said. "We can have as many children with Sharingans as we want. The Sharingan is so mysterious. What if somehow his madness goes with it?"
"And his seed?" Kakashi asked. "Will you really resurrect that doomed clan?"
"It didn't have to be doomed," Sakura said. "The reason there were problems was because they were a powerful clan that was isolated. I understand why it was done, but we both know the results."
"I've been considering allowing each clan to have full access to as many fetuses as they want. That way we grow stronger together."
"It sounds good," Kakashi said.
"I haven't decided how to spin this. I don't know how the village will react to knowing that it's Sasuke's DNA."
Life slowly grew better after that, in increments, although he couldn't find a Genin team to pass his test.
Years later, when the youngest of Sasuke's children reached the age to need a Sensei, Kakashi found himself looking over the pictures, report cards, and personal files of the graduating class.
The "implants", as he thought of them, were all very smart, but the vetting process to be even a graduate was tough enough that it was to be expected.
They hadn’t turned out to be clannish. In what Kakashi and Ibiki both thought of as a brilliant move, Sakura brought all the clan heads together, large and small, and told them a carefully concocted story. She told them that after many years they had managed to find Itachi's grave, and that using new technology - which she didn't explain - they recovered enough of his DNA to create offspring, and she praised Itachi for such an overwhelming sacrifice, saying that his children should be taught about their father who gave himself to save the village.
She let them have the first democratic vote, giving the larger clan heavier representation, but allowing all of them to participate. Even Kakashi. The Hatake clan only had one member, but it was still technically a clan.
She declared the "genetic discoveries" forbidden knowledge, saying that it was allowed to return the Sharingan to Konoha, but that it could start a eugenics war between the clans.
Kakashi looked over the pictures, and he could pick out Sasuke's features in many of them, bit in some their birth mothers’ features were stronger. There were three children that had almost no resemblance.
He chose to create the teams himself, as usual, and the put the "implants" into teams that he worked hard on to ensure balance. Sakura and Shikamaru helped him, and he ended up looking at his own Genin team.
He had changed things over the years, but the beginning was always the same. They met, failed the test, and went back to the academy for another year.
He really hoped this group would make it. "So," he said. "Tell me about yourselves, what you like, your goals, ambitions."
"You go first," he told Haruno Aika, one of Sakura's cousins. She looked unlike Sakura, but she had the same unusual green eyes. As much as he liked Sakura, Kakashi was glad Aika had been spared that forehead. She tossed long red hair out of her face.
"I like puppies," she said, glancing shyly at her teammates, "and my goal is to be a medical ninja like Sakura sama. My ambition is for her to acknowledge me."
Uzumaki Jiraiya was next. He liked so much like his father it was uncanny. "I like ramen and pretty girls with red hair," he said, grinning at Aika, who rolled her eyes.
Not this again, Kakashi thought.
"My goals are to be stronger than my dad, because he's the strongest, but I'm going to be even stronger. Believe it! As for ambitions, when my dad dies I have to be ready to be the Kyuubi's jinchuuriki, and I need to train hard for that."
Well, he had a better start than Naruto. Seems focused.
And then the one he'd been most curious about. Inuzuka Chiko sat with his puppy, Oku kun. Kakashi could see Sasuke’s chin and hair, but his bright blue eyes, energetic and outgoing nature were all Inuzuka. "I love running," he said. "Running is the best. And dogs; dog's are the best. And ramen." He stopped to give Jiraiya a high five. "My goals are for me and Oku to become so strong that he can have a million puppies, and my ambition is to fight Aobozu."
"Why would you want to fight the blue monk?" Kakashi asked. Please don't let him say he wants to be an avenger.
"I heard he's a tough yokai, but that he could be killed by someone extremely strong. I'll kill him and then kill stronger things."
"That's an unusual ambition," Kakashi said.
"Yeah. Or I might try to be ANBU. I don't know - just something cool."
Yeah. He's definitely an Inuzuka.
"You're so brave," Aiko said. "Do you want to be my boyfriend?"
"I have a girlfriend," Chiko said.
"Oh," Aiko said. She blushed bright red and looked down at the ground.
Ouch, Kakashi thought. Going to have to work on his social skills.
They passed his test easily. The boys were already good friends, and little Aiko was smart and powerful. After they disbanded Kakashi hid to watch them.
"I'll be your boyfriend," Jiraiya told Aiko.
"No," she said. "I only like tall boys."
"Hey!" Jiraiya said. "I'll be tall someday!"
"Ask me then," she said. She looked at Chiko, who was playing with Oku. "I have to go," she said.
Jiraiya watched her walk away and sighed.
Chiko was on his back, holding Oku above him while Oku pretended to attack him.
"That's not how you get a girlfriend," Chiko said. "You need a dog, or a cute little sister or something to get their attention."
"She likes you," Jiraiya said.
"Of course she does. She's a girl, isn't she? Anyway, if she's tries too hard to be my girlfriend Wakai kun will kick her ass."
Kakashi went home with a light heart, and when Gai cane home he greeted him with a kiss.
"You look happy," Gai said. "I guess the team passed?"
"They excelled," Kakashi said. "Naruto's kid is a lot happier and stable than he was, Sakura's cousin seems like a bright girl."
"What about the "implant"?"
"He's going to be interesting. I can see some of Sasuke in him, but he's so much an Inuzuka that I think he'll be outgoing. My initial impression is good."
Gai grinned mischievously. "I bought a congratulatory present."
He handed Kakashi a book. "We already own the Kama Sutra,” Kakashi said.
"It's the expanded edition," Gai said. "Men only. There are a few chapters on techniques and toys. Check out page 52."
Kakashi did, and his eyes grew wide. "I'm limber, but wow. I'm not sure my ass will stretch that wide."
"Let's find out," Hai said.
"Hentai," Kakashi said fondly.
"Only for you. I'll get the lube. You get the rope."
Page 52 turned out to be challenging and a little painful, but as Kakashi lay on his back with Gai laying under him and penetrating from beneath he was excited to try something new. Gai's clone leaned over and kissed him before slowly penetrating him from above. As Kakashi felt two large dicks stretch and fill him he realized that he and Gai had waited so long to find each other that they had a lot of catching up to do.
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