Kuro Ran: Black Orchid | By : Snowway32 Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1865 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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I took a break yesterday to get my thoughts together and rest for a bit since I've been working for ten days straight without stopping. Anyways I am woeking on another multi-chapter fic with a Jiraiya/Naruto pairing; one of my favourites.
Oh; sorry for the confusion but the last segment of the last chapter was not Minato's parents talking it was Naruto's sage master and his wife. The two toads like to see if Naruto is doing well. Anyhow; please enjoy. ------------------------------------------------ 'Naruto? Slow down; you haven't even had a chance to sort through your emotions.' Kyuubi warned as observed from inside Naruto how the blonde's world seemed to fall apart at the seems. Naruto was still in a haze of fever and disorientation but was already pushing himself forward to shake off the emotions that crippled him. Kyuubi gave a heavy sigh as he picked up on Naruto's sage master's chakra. It seems that they were checking up on Naruto; the toads were always concerned about the child of prophesy. ~ 'Naruto?' That voice Naruto recognized. Blue eyes turned and met with another set of blue; so much like his own. The mindscape around them was one Naruto had only seen once before. It was where he first met his father many centuries ago; a deep sigh escaped his lips as he sank to the floor. He knew what this meant and he also knew that he was going to have to face his emotions that he had so abruptly locked within himself at his suicide attempt. He instinctively pulled his legs into his chest and wrapped his arms around them; making a perfect ball as he rested his head on his knees. 'Please talk to me.' Was the soft request as a warm body settled against his and Naruto felt a wave of fear and trepidation wash through his soul. What if his father hated him now? What if he never wanted to see him again? It hurt to think and his mind kept spinning in circles. He could feel his emotions of failure and regret creep up on him; maybe it would have been better to not have woken up after all. He didn't think he could live with himself if Minato looked at him with hatred and disgust... 'Naruto you're thinking too much.' Was the gentle words and Naruto steeled himself a glance at blue eyes; surprised when he only met with concern and love in those depthless pools. Naruto frowned before burying his head on his knees again; hiding his face from his beloved. Minato was patient and didn't want to push Naruto; knowing that he would eventually start talking on his own. A small smile flitted across his lips at the vivid memory that drifted through his mind. Naruto would be babbling soon and the more he babbled the faster it became. Just like their first meeting... The quiet stillness was unnerving to Naruto. His mind tried to sort through his emotions as he began speaking without realizing it. 'I don't know what to feel anymore; it hurts so much to breathe sometimes and keep moving forward. You know, I sometimes wonder what it would have been to die and to not live my failures over and over again. Now I can't even begin to think the implications of falling in love with my own father. I really should have died, I certainly deserve it more than any other human being. Oh yes but I'm no human am I? I just had to go and merge with Kyuubi; always defied the laws of nature. Next I'll be able to get pregnant I swear. My life is jus one hell of a messed up string of events that proves fate hates me.' Naruto took a breath as more words spilled forth. 'I hate myself more than anything and yet why can't I just live a normal life; fall in love without having to worry about losing a beloved to the passages of time nor to my own negligence. I swear there is something wrong with me big time; you really should just leave me before I taint your pure soul any further. I don't think I can bear to watch as I ruin you. I'm tired, I'm filled with self hatred I really am no good...' Naruto ran out of breath and words as his emotions seemed to run dry. Suddenly feeling empty and alone again just like so many times that life dealt him a blow. But this had to be worst blow ever, knowing you are in love but being denied that love by society as being taboo and wrong. 'Hush Naruto; you're thinking too much.' Minato said soothingly as his fingers traced comforting patterns across his clothed back. Naruto wanted to protest and say he wasn't when it finally hit him what Minato had said to him. 'W-what do you mean?' Naruto said softly as he finally lifted tear stained cheeks to stare at Minato. What he saw there made his heart beat a little faster even if this was only in his mindscape everything felt so real. Bewilderment blue eyes stared at him with love and understanding. 'You think too much Naruto. I'm not angry, I'm not upset at you. I certainly don't hate you Naruto. Your mind works a lot like mine; you blame yourself for everything that happens without looking at the facts surrounding the incident. I know you've lived a long, difficult life and you've dealt with emotions many of us would never even dream of touching in one lifetime.' 'B-b-but I kissed you?!" Naruto shouted before trailing off. 'You are my father! I...' Naruto was silenced by soft lips on his and a gentle hand settling in his hair. It was a silent admission of acceptance between them and Naruto stiffened; his mind trying to deny what his body had already accepted. 'Naruto; I may be your father but I cannot help that fate has bound our souls together the moment you were brought into this world. Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing (1*). I accept the bond that has been forged between us runs deeper than blood; I accept that it is taboo but you know what Naruto? I don't care; I've never felt so at ease with myself as I am with you nor have I felt my heart soar at a simple smile that you give me.' Minato said softly as they broke apart after their short kiss. 'But what about your parents?' Naruto asked as the ugly head of doubt reared in his heart. Minato gave an exasperated sigh before hanging his head; a small smile lilted across soft lips. 'You won't stop until you've berated yourself until every angle had been dismissed isn't it?' Naruto frowned but then he finally understood what Minato had said. 'Heh, I guess not.' Naruto said with a small understanding smile; finally admitting defeat. 'We'll worry about that when the time comes Naruto; cross a bridge when we get there and not before.' Minato said as he gathered Naruto into his arms. Yes, they would face their problems one by one not all at once... -------------------------------- Crawling out of a pleasantly warm feeling Naruto felt at ease with himself like he hadn't felt in a long time. Black lashes fluttered open to the rays of sunshine and a peaceful face in front of him. So close that their foreheads were leaning against each other. Naruto didn't want to move knowing that if he did the moment would be shattered. His recall of what had been said between him and Minato left him feeling warm and accepted. It was a feeling he was hoping would last for a very long time because he wasn't giving up now. Minato's breath was even in his slumber; he looked vulnerable and beautiful at the same time. For the first time Naruto allowed himself the luxury of observing his student. Beautiful locks of light blond hair; shades lighter than his bright blond. Those black eye lashes were beautifully long and brushed against lightly tanned skin. A delicate nose with warm, thin lips a little darker than a white rose. Beautiful, vulnerable and his. Naruto lifted a hand to trace softly at unmarred cheeks and soft lips not surprised when Minato's chakra spiked and blue eyes fluttered open to stare directly into his. "Naruto?" Minato asked with a sleep heavy whisper and watched as Naruto nodded but didn't stop in his gentle caresses. Minato gave a relieved smile as he sat up; allowing Naruto's fingers to fall limply from their exploration as blue eyes widened at the sight now presented before him. The covers had fallen away to reveal a bare torso, toned with wiry muscles and beautifully tanned skin that shone in the early morning sun with a golden hue and the light reflected off of blond hair and sharpened blue eyes. "Damn it!" Naruto cursed as the image burned itself into his retinas and refused to budge. "Now I'm going to be stuck with that image until I get it on paper!" Naruto yelled in frustration but was pulled from his reverie by a chuckle and gentle fingers on his whiskered scars. "Don't worry you have me first thing in class this morning and we better get ready before we're late." Minato chuckled as he stood up; covers falling away to reveal black satin pyjama bottoms and Naruto sighed in disappointment. He had wanted to see more... "Naruto; stop staring. Any longer and I'll begin to think you're a pervert."Minato teased as he headed for the bathroom; he really couldn't resist causing that deep blush across tanned cheeks. ~ "It's good to see you up and about Naru-chan." Hana Namikaze said as Naruto stepped into the kitchen after Minato. She smiled and pointed to a seat that was unoccupied. Naruto thanked her and smiled as he took his seat; stumbling slightly before righting himself. "Sorry I'm a bit clumsy." Naruto apologized as he scratched his head in embarrassment. "Are you sure you're okay Naru-chan? You're fever was pretty high until very late last night. Shouldn't you be in bed at home instead of going back to University?" Hana asked only to be waved off by Naruto's smile. "I'll be fine; besides I've imposed enough on this household. It seems Minato has really picked up an unwanted stray." His words were spoken light-heartedly but was tinged with a whisper of pain. Only two people seemed to pick up on it and Minato immediately curled their fingers together beneath the table where no one would see; Naruto gave a small nod in thanks only to be berated by his supposed grandmother. "Now, Naru-chan. We can see that Mina-kun has made a very precious friend and we will do anything to ensure your safety and well being." So that's was why they seemed so accepting; they thought they were close friends... ---------------------------------------- "Naruto-sensei? Are you feeling better today?" One of his students' asked as he came in for his class. Naruto gave a reassuring smile as he nodded and began with his lecture. He knew he was still pale and felt a bit faint but he was feeling better than he had in a long time; content with himself and all those around him. "A free form art class today." Naruto smiled as his eyes shifted towards Minato and smiled. A hidden message shared between unspoken words. He needed to take it easy as he felt a blush creep onto his cheeks at the image he was about to draw; a small shiver of anticipation coiled in his stomach. The classroom was quiet with only the sound of pencils and charcoal scratching against papers and the smell of paint to fill memories spent in silence and contemplation. The image was shaky and scratchy at first but cleared as he began adding more details; exactly like the lighting Minato was bathed in that morning. Luckily the students weren't curious about his work today or he might of died of embarrassment. The image; although simple and uncomplicated, spoke volumes of hidden emotions and held a strong current of pure eroticism. He didn't count the minutes or hours; all that mattered was finishing the features and bringing them into a better perspective. "Wow, Naruto. If I looked like that everyday I may have been molested by countless fan girls." Came the reverberating voice of Minato as he leaned over Naruto's shoulders to observe the work his sensei was doing. Naruto's hand stopped moving and he tilted his head to stare at the same depthless eyes that were portrayed so beautifully in he image before him. He was still in a dazed like state and blinked owlishly; jumping slightly when fingers traced the hitai-ate around his neck. It was only then that Naruto realized the classroom was empty and Minato was the only presence that he could detect in a fifty metre radius. "Tomorrow is Friday Naruto and I'm taking you out. Neither of us have classes so no protesting. I'll pick you up at eleven and bring something warm." Minato said before turning on his heal; gave a smile over his shoulder and left. Naruto tried to process just what had happened when the shuffling of shoes announced his next class. Had Minato just asked him out on a date? 'Yes kit; he did. Now stop looking like you have seen a ghost.' Kyuubi commented with a laugh and Naruto snapped out of his daze and stood up; welcoming his class to another lesson and sat back down again to try and get his thoughts together. He was going on a date with Minato? What should he wear? Wait when was the last he ever went on a date; damn he couldn't remember... "Uzumaki-sensei? I need some help with this." A voice called out and Naruto gave a nod before standing on shaky legs; he was still trying to sort through his rampant thoughts. "Hn." He stated simply; sometimes speaking Uchiha helped when you were too shocked to speak or even think. Tomorrow was going to either a disaster or a day he would never forget. --------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------- 1* - Qoute from Optimus Prime in the first Transformers movie. Awesomeness at its peak unless Minato or Naruto shared his stage. Thanks for the read and the reviews. 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