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Sukea	By : MisatosPenPen Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Kakashi/Sasuke Views: 3317 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I struggled with this one. I hope you enjoy.
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Kakashi groaned. “You weren’t kidding about dreaming of suffocating.”
Sasuke’s chest rumbled. He was using Kakashi’s chest as a pillow this time.
“I think I started associating you with snakes. Python. At least it wasn’t white.”
“What color?” Sasuke slurred.
“Black. Like your hair. But you have hair like a black duck’s butt.”
Sasuke growled. Kakashi chuckled and wrapped his arms around his bedfellow, turning onto his side. He kissed that raven hair.
“Your hair looks like your namesake,” Sasuke clapped back. His voice was rough and emotionless.
Kakashi pressed his hips into Sasuke’s body, not surprised to feel something hard there. Sasuke moaned in response, flexing his body to rub against him. He straightened up to help him shimmy further up in the bed so they were eye to eye.
“This is one bird who doesn’t get scared of the scarecrow.”
Kakashi kissed his hair again, kissed his hair covered temple, kissed his forehead over the eye, his nose, his cheek, his lips. Sasuke raised his face so their lips met.
“I’m a pretty lousy scarecrow.”
“You’re as lazy as one,” Sasuke whispered against Kakashi’s cheek scar.
Kakashi’s lips moved down his jaw, to his neck. He licked and rubbed his teeth over his jugular. Sasuke sighed in lust.
Kakashi put his hand on Sasuke’s ribs, the tender flesh of his side. It slid down to the dip of his waist then down under the elastic. His hip was bony compared to a woman’s. His ass was hard muscle covered with soft, smooth skin. Down the other side, he was softer, less muscle grew there. Smooth, pliable skin. Except for the most important part. Firm and so very warm. It was like gripping a kunai that had lain in the sun all day or a porcelain cup freshly heated with hot tea in the evening.
Sasuke wasn’t idle. His hand was warm against Kakashi’s abs, tracing muscles and the scar he found there. Some of Sasuke’s heat flowed into him through that hand.
He didn’t even make it to Kakashi’s groin when Kakashi lost patience.
The blanket and sheet covering them was cast off. Overwhelming hunger. Sasuke reacted merely by turning onto his back as Kakashi moved over him.
What surprised him was that his lust was not to be touched, but to touch. He did not even try to penetrate him; he dove in to taste the younger man’s chest. He sucked at his nipple then ran his tongue down between his pecks. Sasuke was nearly hairless, but a light dusting led from his navel to his groin and the small, trimmed pelt there. He was hesitant to go further than lapping at that trail of short black hairs. He kissed his stomach, moving to the side and up, back to the other nipple.
Sasuke pulled Kakashi up to kiss him. He looped his arms around his neck making Kakashi collapse on him. He didn’t need to rub his body against Sasuke’s; he nearly came from feeling his tongue in his mouth charged up as he was. Sasuke’s tongue curled to rub against the top of his mouth. The tingling ran straight down to his balls making them tighten and shift.
Hands mused his hair, petting, rubbing, grabbing. He loved the attention. Like an affectionate hound desperate for a return of affection. And he finally got it. His morning wood didn’t even concern him. He could live with that ache. He just wanted to be with the person who loved him. Feel him touch him, kiss him.
With a groan, Sasuke pulled his lips away. “Please tell me you have lube.”
Kakashi huffed. “I jerk off with the best of them.” He leaned over to fish out his personal lubricant.
“Show me,” Sasuke whispered as he pushed his boxers off.
Kakashi coated his hand and grabbed Sasuke’s twitching erection.
“Not just mine.” He pulled Kakashi’s boxers down far enough to free his cock.
Kakashi took them together in his hand and started to jerk them both off. He could feel Sasuke’s pulse through his cock and hand. It was pounding almost as much as his. He groaned as he slid his hand over their glans. The sensitive underside of their cocks rubbed together with his motions and their heartbeats.
Sasuke grabbed his shoulders, his neck, scratched his chest, then clutched at his shoulders again.
Neither had opened their eyes more than a sliver since they woke up, but Kakashi opened them to see Sasuke’s closed eyes. Peace and struggle. The torture of pleasure so close. His heart ached with love for this young man. His hand moved faster. Faster to release Sasuke from that torture, not his own.
Sasuke came first. Kakashi wished he’d been able to keep his eyes open to witness it. Nevertheless, Kakashi followed suit at the feeling of Sasuke’s cock throbbing with ejaculation.
Bliss.
Kakashi settled down as much as he could next to Sasuke. He had to shed his boxers which were tangled around his thighs.
He instantly regretted throwing the blanket away. It was a cold spring this year. Sasuke was the one who fished over the side of the bed for it, even before his breathing slowed.
“You keep it warm in here,” Sasuke commented in a gruff voice as he maneuvered the bedding back over their nude bodies.
“Is it too warm for you?” Despite that, he rubbed his warm hand over Sasuke’s ribs.
“No. I’m used to the cold, not adverse to warmth.” He curled into Kakashi to soak in more prompting Kakashi to drape his arm over Sasuke’s chest.
“It’s not like I love you just for your cooking, but I’m really regretting how spare my kitchen is. I told you, you were spoiling me.”
“I’ll buy you breakfast. But not now.”
Even if it wasn’t full sex, orgasm tired them out. Under the blanket, against their lover’s body, they both drifted back to sleep.
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Kakashi was fully covered: uniform, mask, headband, and fingerless gloves. But he was nervous. This was the first time they ate alone together in public as Kakashi and Sasuke. There was that little meal on the retaining wall late that night and meals with their team, but this was awkwardly public.
A morning meal like this felt intimate. They hadn’t really had sex, but having orgasmed together, it felt just as . . . scandalous. He might as well have been wearing a sign that proclaimed they were lovers. Why else would they be having breakfast together? It was almost lunch, but still.
Sasuke ate a bite of tamagoyaki, emotionlessly staring at Kakashi, watching him going through his angst.
“You’re wearing a forehead protector,” Sasuke said, “no one can see your relationships on your forehead. We didn’t do anything this morning that would leave marks.”
Kakashi’s eyes widened and darted to Sasuke’s neck; it was red from grazes from Kakashi’s teeth this morning.
“Your neck is red.”
Sasuke didn’t emote. “I wear high collars. Eat the tamagoyaki.”
Kakashi did as he was bid. “Not as good as yours.”
“Nothing’s as good as mine.”
Kakashi ducked his head a bit. “Please, don’t flirt with me in public,” he whispered.
“Eventually, people will know. Let me have a little fun. And I think we should be honest with each other.” His eyes glowed with amusement. “But maybe we shouldn’t really speak here. Should tell Naruto and Sakura before anyone else finds out.”
Kakashi couldn’t imagine what that was going to be like. Sakura still held a torch for Sasuke, and Naruto . . . Would Naruto be able to handle the idea of someone taking Sasuke from him? They may just be friends, but Sasuke had just returned.
“Stop stressing. What are you really afraid of?”
That gave Kakashi pause. What was he frightened of? His reputation? He never put much stock in his reputation. He flagrantly read erotic novels in public, built up a lazy persona, and kept his circle of friends very small. The title of Hokage? He didn’t want the job. He found his only real concern was that Naruto and Sakura didn’t hate him. He said so.
“If Sakura truly loves me, she’ll want to see me happy more than anything. She may threaten you, but just that you continue to make me happy. Naruto . . . I think he wants that too. He’s not romantically interested in me. I think they know us both well enough to understand that there isn’t a power imbalance between us: we’re peers, you’re not taking advantage of your position over me and I’m not bullying you into anything. Okay, maybe I prodded you a little, but I didn’t lord my position or power to get you to agree to anything.”
“What if Sakura doesn’t ‘truly’ love you?”
Sasuke cocked an eyebrow. “Then she’ll have tantrum.”
“Which I am not looking forward to.”
“Nor I. But I think she’s more mature than that.”
“If I wasn’t so in love with you, I’m not sure I would consider anything worth that.”
“Tell me about it. She hung upon me like a disease. I hope you fare better if she feels scorned.”
“You’re not making me feel any better.”
Sasuke chuckled. “I guess you are sort of meeting one of my ex’s. Will I have any uncomfortable meetings in my future?”
“One night stands only. Only two knew my name. No one to get jealous of me.”
“Why do I feel that’s bullshit?”
“I’m telling the truth. No relationships.”
“I believe that. I didn’t have any relationships either. I just doubt there’s no one who will be jealous.”
Kakashi scoffed. “I haven’t exactly been beating them away with a stick the way you have.”
Sasuke gave him a slightly seductive smirk. “Not recently.” Despite the smirk, there was a tinge of bitterness in his voice. “Even Sakura was shy about letting me know she loved me, as obvious as she was; there are likely dozens afraid to let you know they like you. Nevertheless, I’m glad you were free for me.” His expression returned neutral. “I can name two. I can’t name another three.”
That made Kakashi laugh quietly. He’d discovered that Sasuke did indeed have a sense of humor few others would believe existed. The joke relaxed him.
The fact they were in public reentered Kakashi’s conscious and he hunched in. He wasn’t exactly ashamed of their relationship; he wasn’t comfortable with Sasuke flirting with him in public. Or in private.
Sasuke eyed Kakashi’s masked face. Kakashi didn’t like how they seemed to drag down from his eyes.
“Finish your breakfast,” Sasuke urged. “I’m paying for it.”
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When they walked out into the street, Kakashi was at a loss of what to do, but being outside made him relax, even though they were more public than in the restaurant. Sasuke stood beside him and with a raised eyebrow urged Kakashi to walk with him. Kakashi was loathed to leave Sasuke’s company, so he walked beside him, letting Sasuke dictate the path. He expected them to head toward Sasuke’s apartment, but they were headed toward the edge of town and the training grounds.
They didn’t stop at the open area where they normally trained, but into the trees.
“We’re alone here,” Sasuke said. He picked a tree to sit down against. “So, tell me, what has you anxious this morning?”
Kakashi laughed nervously.
“Well? You were rubbing your face a lot when we got up and you’ve never been as anxious when we’ve eaten together before. Be honest when we’re alone.”
Kakashi sat next to him. “I can’t help but think . . . Did seeing Sukea yesterday stir anything? Did you sleep with Sukea last night? And this morning?” It felt like Sasuke’s eyes had run down the shapes Sukea wore on his cheeks earlier.
Sasuke snorted. “I don’t see you as Sukea. There is no Sukea. You are much better. We have more in common and I know you. Don’t get anxious or self-conscious. I love you. I know you would do anything for me. You said you would become Sukea for me, kill Kakashi and be whatever I wanted you to be. I believed you. I do believe you. I want you to be Kakashi.” He leaned over and pulled down the mask. “If I wanted Sukea, I believe you would become him for me.”
“If you asked.”
“I’m not asking.” Sasuke straddled him and kissed him deeply, putting his hands on Kakashi’s neck. Kakashi readily accepted him and held onto Sasuke’s waist.
“What would you do for me?” Kakashi whispered against his lips. “I don’t really deserve anything with the way I deceived you, but I’m curious.”
“Stay in Konoha. Not join any of the many rogue shinobi groups who want me to join or lead them. Not leave and protect Konoha from the outside but stay and serve Konoha more openly.”
Kakashi was at a loss for words for a minute. “You’re doing more than I am.”
“You may lose your position, maybe your other students, and maybe your friends. You have a lot on the table. Anyway, I started this. I’m not saying I love you more, but I’m very keen to keep you. I do relish the idea of going out there and working alone, but for you, I’ll stay.”
Sasuke teased him with his lips and tongue, taunting him with near kisses, pulling back just a little when Kakashi tried to deepen it. It was playful. Kakashi smiled. As cute as it was, Kakashi put his hand on Sasuke’s neck to prevent him backing away and put an end to the playfulness. In retribution, Sasuke put his hand on Kakashi’s groin and petted it with his thumb. Kakashi groaned.
Sasuke pulled away quickly and sat nearby on the grass. Kakashi barely registered that someone was approaching and raised his mask in time.
Two shinobi appeared. “Oh, sorry,” Zaji, a sensor chunin, said. “We were looking for our teammates.”
Sasuke was resting his elbow on his knee, hiding his swollen lips behind his hand. He shrugged his indifference at being interrupted. He restrained his breathing, but Kakashi had been too caught off guard to get his panting under control in time.
“Did we interrupt something?”
Kakashi knew they didn’t look like they had been sparing.
Sasuke moved his hand so he was cupping his chin, his fingers still covering his mouth. “Genjutsu training,” he said.
“Genjutsu training?”
“My Sharingan gave me immunity to all but the highest level genjutsu,” Kakashi explained. “When I lost my Sharingan, I lost that immunity so Sasuke is helping me retrain in resisting genjutsu.”
“Hn.”
“Oh, that’s brilliant,” Zaji said. “No one is better at genjutsu than an Uchiha. We’ll leave you to it.”
The two shinobi jumped away.
“Fast thinking,” Sasuke said.
“It is the truth. It’s been on my mind, so it was easy to use. I relied on that eye for over a decade. I can only think of Itachi who could trap me in a genjutsu. I couldn’t break out.”
“He trapped me, but I got out every time.”
“A genjutsu duel between two Uchiha must have been quite the war.”
Sasuke smirked. “It was intense. But he was playing with me. He never intended to do serious harm. I will never be as skilled as he was. No one could surpass him.”
“Except maybe Shisui; he was famous for his genjutsu.”
“I didn’t know him well. Itachi often went out with him, but he was rarely around me.”
“I met him a few times, never really spoke to him.”
Sasuke settled back next to Kakashi and grabbed his hand. “I don’t want to talk about members of my family. The dead aren’t sexy. At least not to me. You’re the only family I want to think about.”
Kakashi was heartened at being described as family.
“However, I guess I should think about Naruto and Sakura.” He growled. “Before I put us through that ordeal, are you certain about this? I mean, I don’t care about my reputation. If this is something you’d prefer to hide, I will defer to you. You have the most to lose.”
“I don’t want to be Hokage; I’m only accepting the position out of duty to the village and to Obito. You’re more valuable to me than that. If my relationship with you makes people uncomfortable with me becoming Hokage, then I choose to be with you and forgo the promotion.”
“People respect you too much; you’re not going to be able to use me as an excuse to get out of the job.”
Kakashi took a deep breath. “I’m certain. I love you.”
“Then I’ll tell them tonight.”
“Tonight?!”
“This afternoon, evening.”
“Today?”
“Why wait? You know how stressful sitting on this is. I’ll send them messages to meet us this afternoon. They need to be the first to know. They’ll be on our side. Unless Sakura freaks out.”
“Good luck with that.”
Sasuke scowled at him. “You will be there too.”
“Yeah, I will. Joking.”
Sasuke’s scowl easily morphed to a smirk. “We’re both geared up. I’ll send the messages and we’ll train a while.”
“Yeah, let’s get this over with. But wait. Are you certain? There is a thirteen-year age difference. I was a jounin when you were born, even when you were conceived.”
“I already told you I like older men.”
“It is because of Arata?”
“No. I chose him because he was older. I can’t stand my peers. I told you before, none of them lived like I lived, none of them could see the world as I do. Even when I had a family, I was already clashing with Naruto and I wasn’t interested in making friends. Afterward, I couldn’t stomach their vain concerns. Passing exams, crushes, being recognized for small achievements. It was all so beneath me. I wanted to be seen as an adult. Even now, I can’t connect with them. I can’t sympathize with their petty desires.
“Arata was nothing to me; I used him. That should make me a horrible person, but he knew it. I told you not to worry; he has nothing to offer me, nor I him. But you, you are another matter. I just prefer an older man.” He thought about it. “I guess I’m assured that you already know who you are and you’re stable and you’re not likely to change. You’re already mature. You also don’t have that youthful enthusiasm Naruto has.”
“I think I was just insulted.”
“And complemented. I trust you. In all things, I trust you. Even if you did deceive me for over two months.”
Kakashi demurred.
“I’ll let it go when I get over it and you can let it go too. Until then, you are still an asshole. Whom I love.”
“I know you may never fully forgive me, but if you get bored and leave me or leave because I get old, I will definitely never forgive you.”
“Understood.” Sasuke gave him a brief kiss. “I am certain. I think I hold grudges more than you do, so I won’t let you off the hook for a very, very long time. I wouldn’t give up the opportunity to tease you for the rest of our lives. I’m certain.”
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A few hours later, Naruto and Sakura arrived at the training grounds the team normally used on the few occasions they trained together. They, of course, were surprised to see Kakashi already there.
“He told me the wrong time so I wouldn’t be late,” Kakashi lied with his smiling rainbow eyes. He stood in his normal lazy mien with his hands in his pockets.
“So, what’s up?” Naruto asked. Sasuke’s note hadn’t mentioned a mission or training, just a meeting so neither of them had their full equipment, just their pouches.
Sasuke always had impeccable posture. It was so tonight. Nevertheless, Kakashi saw the unease. As much as Sasuke wanted to have this meeting, he was not as confident as he seemed. Kakashi wanted to jump in and save him, but Sasuke had some kind of plan and Kakashi didn’t know what to say.
“I just needed to talk to you. On neutral ground. There are things I need to say to you both.” Kakashi wondered if the others picked up on the word ‘both.’
“First off: Sakura, I cannot return your feelings. I want to tell you that I do appreciate your feelings for me and that you wanted to make me happy. You even forgave me after I tried to kill you. I value our friendship and I hope that you’ll accept that, but just that.”
Sakura was dejected.
“You are precious to me, but like a sister. I respect your strength and talent, but I do not love you the way you love me. You deserve someone who loves you back as much as you love me, so I want you to give up on your feelings.”
“You’ve never given me any hope; I don’t know why I continued to believe you’d give me a chance. But I’ve always loved you.”
“I know it. Thank you, but I’ve fallen in love with someone else.”
Sakura’s eyes widened in a forlorn way. Naruto was shocked. They both knew how unsocial Sasuke was. Kakashi thought they might be wondering if it was a one-sided love, that Sasuke had fallen for someone and never interacted with them.
“Who?” Naruto couldn’t contain his curiosity for another moment. Sakura grew nervous. Kakashi saw the anxiety on her face. Who had displaced her?
Sasuke took a deep breath but didn’t say anything. Kakashi decided to take some of the pressure off his lover. “Me.” He couldn’t resist the rainbow-eyed smile.
“No, seriously, who?” Naruto asked Sasuke.
“Kakashi. I’m in love with Kakashi.”
“NANI?!?!”
Sakura blanched and looked . . . defeated. Devastated. “But . . . how long?”
“How long have we been dating?” Sasuke asked Kakashi. “Ten weeks?”
“I think of dating as a ‘getting to know you’ period. I’d say we were dating for over seven weeks. We’ve officially been together for about two weeks.”
Sasuke nodded. “Agreed.”
“That long?! Why didn’t you tell us before?”
“We just recently decided to commit to a relationship. You’re the first ones we’re telling.” Sasuke hesitated. “That’s not true. I talked to Sukea about it. He both cautioned me and encouraged me to approach Kakashi with my feeling.”
Kakashi was the most shocked by that admission.
“He may not have known Kakashi for a long time, but he knew him in ANBU, so he knew a side we didn’t. I love Kakashi.”
“It was difficult to say yes,” Kakashi said, “but impossible to say no. Since Sasuke made his feelings known, I have fallen completely in love with him. I know I’m a lazy, carefree, aloof asshole, but I am sincere in my feelings for Sasuke.”
“I am not even going to engage in that contest,” Sasuke muttered. “But I am also sincere.”
Then Naruto asked the pertinent question. “Wait. You’re gay?”
Sasuke smirked, almost laughing at Naruto’s reaction. “I’m bisexual. Though I do lean more gay than not.”
“I guess you could say I’m bi as well,” Kakashi added. “I may lean more straight, but I fell hard.”
“So, you’ve seen his face?” Naruto demanded.
“Yes. But I swear, I was really trying to help you demask him. That’s always fun.”
“Well, what’s he look like?!”
Sasuke hesitated. “Very handsome,” he said slowly.
Kakashi was lost for a moment—not just from the words, but how he spoke them—but then said, “He’s being generous.” He unconsciously rubbed his masked face as he often did around Sasuke when they were alone.
“But his looks didn’t enter into it,” Sasuke continued. “We’ve always been kindred spirits and after we settled things between us—cleared the air—I realized I loved him.”
There was certainly a ring of truth to his words. Kakashi realized that what Sasuke was speaking of now was the period after Kakashi confessed, not the night Sasuke apologized. Sasuke had realized that he loved Kakashi. That settled his anxiety, but it didn’t settle the butterflies in his stomach.
“You are my closest friends,” Sasuke said, “you deserve to know about our relationship. I think, in return, we deserve to know your opinion. Do you support us or disapprove? If you disapprove, I’m open to discussing the issue. There is an age difference, but I feel there is nothing more inappropriate than that.”
“I mean, it’s weird,” Naruto said. “I thought you’d marry Sakura maybe, so I thought you’d get together with someone on our team, just not our captain. I guess I’m okay with it.”
“I’m too stunned to know how I feel,” Sakura confessed. “I don’t . . . I don’t know.”
“I understand.” He smirked. “I know how off putting such confessions can be.”
Kakashi suppressed a cough.
“I hope you will come to support us. I hope you’ll accept that I’m happy. Even if I fell in love with a lazy asshole. Appreciate that I probably feel for Kakashi what you feel for me. I hope you’ll be happy for us.”
Sakura demurred then nodded.
Sasuke approached Naruto. “I knew you wouldn’t turn against me or Kakashi.”
“Never.” He held out a fist and Sasuke fist bumped him.
That was a relief to Kakashi; he’d never want to come between Sasuke and his closest friend. Sasuke’s speech seemed to be working well on Sakura, so they probably had nothing to worry about with these two.
“That’s all I wanted to say.”
“I’ve got your back, always,” Naruto said.
Sasuke had no idea how to end the conversation so he just gave him an awkward “Thank you,” and nodded to say goodbye. Kakashi followed him.
When they were out of ear shot, Kakashi asked, “Why’d you bring Sukea into it?”
“Explains why I’ve been meeting with Sukea so much, what we’ve been talking about, and why I’m suddenly spending more time with you than Sukea. And it’s the truth. It was flipped, but still the truth. Shows the due consideration I took.”
“You did.” They were walking in the direction of Sasuke’s apartment. “Um, can I come over?”
“Of course.”
“I’m worried about you getting tired of seeing me every day.”
“I’m sure that could happen, but I doubt it ever will. Once you become Hokage, I’ll see you less. I’ll probably be on missions a lot of the time. I probably won’t tire of your company until you retire at the earliest.
“Now, we don’t have to worry about being seen together, so, yes, come home with me. I have some chicken. Oyakodon?”
“I don’t think you could cook anything I wouldn’t like.”
“Our tastes are similar,” Sasuke agreed.
Despite their abandonment of secrecy, they made it to Sasuke’s small studio without being seen. Kakashi reached out a hand to grab Sasuke into a kiss once the door shut, but he hesitated. Part of him wanted to drown in Sasuke’s mouth and body, but what they had committed to was a relationship. That was also how it started, as a friendship.
But he wanted to pull him into his arms and kiss him until one of them passed out.
That hand retreated to run over his masked face.
Sasuke turned his head slightly, showing he was aware of Kakashi’s movement, hearing his rough hand slide over the cloth.
“What now?” He said gently as he turned around, not exasperated.
“As much as I love you, I really want to grab you and kiss you more than anything.”
“You should have realized that I’m not as physically repressed as I seem. But only with you. Anyone else tries to touch me and they will lose organs.”
Kakashi laughed and came up and put his arms around him.
“We could have sex before dinner for once,” Sasuke said.
“I stink of sweat.”
“You can borrow my shower. I’d offer to share, but it’s barely large enough for me to turn around.”
“I don’t have any fresh clothes here.”
Sasuke gave him the most evilly flirtatious expression. “How scandalous would it be for you—or Sukea—to be seen sneaking out of my apartment building in the morning wearing my clothes?”
Kakashi’s cock jumped at the idea.
“Go, shower first.”
Kakashi obeyed.
He’d barely run an eye over the shower the two or three times he’d used the room and it was tiny. Sasuke was right, there was no way they could share the space. Kakashi’s had a handheld wand; this one just had a stationary nozzle. He didn’t luxuriate under the spray but did shampoo and even apply a small amount of Sasuke’s conditioner before running the soap over his skin. Even though he didn’t take as long as he normally did in his own bath, the water ran cold. He rinsed quickly, guiltily.
He dried just as quickly to warm himself. He wrapped the towel around his waist for modesty.
“I’m afraid I used all the hot water,” he confessed when he came out to find Sasuke on the bed reading a scroll.
“That happens a lot.”
“I’m sorry.”
He waved the apology away. “I’m used to the cold. I should have warned you there’s often limited warm water.” He handed Kakashi a warm looking robe as he took his place in the bathroom. Kakashi used the towel to thoroughly dry his wild hair as he mused.
Kakashi entertained the notion that they could live together. His own apartment was a little larger, but his bed was too small. He wanted to save Sasuke from this depressing, cheap, little room. It would make him happy to live with him. Come home to him. Wake up next to him. Fall asleep with him in his arms.
Sasuke took even less time to bathe. He came out clad the same as Kakashi when he came out. Kakashi expected him to shamelessly come out with nothing around his hips, using the towel to dry his hair, showing off his body to his lover. Kakashi smiled shyly. He wasn’t the only one embarrassed to be seen nude in full light.
Understanding the same thing, Sasuke shut off the light before shedding the towel and sitting next to Kakashi on the bed.
“So, what was it you wanted to do?” Sasuke asked.
“Kiss you into oblivion.”
Sasuke turned to straddle him. Kakashi was startled by how cold Sasuke’s thighs were from the cold shower. He ran his hands over Sasuke’s back and kissed him. It was his fault Sasuke’s skin felt like ice; he’d better warm him.
Nothing, no genjutsu, could blank his mind like Sasuke’s lips. His tongue was on a whole other level.
“This morning was foreplay,” Sasuke whispered against his lips.
Kakashi smiled at that. He never would have pegged Sasuke as so lascivious. He wasn’t complaining as Sasuke ran his hands through Kakashi’s damp hair. Kakashi couldn’t care less what all the mussing was going to do his with uncombed, untamable hair.
Sasuke was still suffering from a cold shower, but he was no less amorous. Kakashi could feel heat returning to Sasuke’s body. Kakashi was ready to ravish him.
Three raps on the door. Sasuke and Kakashi froze, their eyes opening wide. The metaphorical bucket of ice water.
“That’s twice today,” Sasuke whispered. He tugged at the open robe Kakashi still wore. Kakashi stood a little to let Sasuke pull it from under him. Sasuke wrapped himself up, turned on a lamp, and answered the door.
“Um, can we talk?” It was Sakura’s voice.
Kakashi was a shinobi, he could hide even in this tiny apartment. But he didn’t really want to while naked with his female student in the room. He waited to follow Sasuke’s lead.
“I just got out of the shower. Give me two minutes.” Sasuke shut the door and turned to Kakashi. He signed to him as if they were shinobi in the shadows of an enemy camp. Sasuke tossed the robe to Kakashi and gathered fresh clothes. Kakashi wrapped himself up and grabbed all his gear including his shoes from the genkan. He ducked into the bathroom, lowered the toilet lid, and sat down, shutting the door gently.
Moments later, he heard Sasuke open the door and the murmur of their voices. He was ashamed to eavesdrop, but he didn’t have a choice in the matter. This matter did concern him too.
Their murmured voices became clear as they sat at the table nearer the bathroom door and Kakashi’s own heartbeat slowed.
“I’m sorry to bother you at home,” Sakura said.
“It’s fine. I dropped a heavy revelation on you today. I’d offer tea, but I intend to go to bed early.”
Kakashi could imagine Sakura fidgeting in the silence while Sasuke sat as a statue.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t give you an answer. I’m just in shock and embarrassed.”
“I guess I should have spoken to you alone, but we decided we should be together when we revealed our relationship. We needed to tell you both. But Naruto didn’t need to be there. My apologies.”
“It seems so sudden.”
“Our relationship’s been growing for a few months. Naruto may be my best friend, but it’s far easier for me to talk to Kakashi and we grew very close. I always liked him and admired him. No matter how much time had passed and how much I changed, he didn’t. I fell in love with him. I had already started meeting up with Sukea, so I asked him his opinion. I worried Kakashi was angry with the way I left and things I did and said since. Sukea encouraged me to make peace with Kakashi. He was certain Kakashi bore me no ill will. I spoke with him and he forgave me. We started meeting to talk after that.
“I told Sukea about my feelings and he advised me to confess to Kakashi, but also warned me to be sure. Kakashi being straight, I should approach him carefully. Kakashi was surprised and he needed time, but he finally said he was willing to try. It was obvious he fell in love with me quickly. He’d never thought about it before, but once we started a relationship he fell as hard as I did.”
There was a wistfulness to Sasuke’s voice that made Kakashi smile. He knew the expression that must be on Sasuke’s face.
“We’ve always been similar. We both lost so much. The only difference is that I sought revenge and he didn’t. Honestly, I don’t think he really had anyone to seek revenge on. I remember when he tried to stop me from seeking revenge. He understood. He always understood me.
“As hesitant as he was, we’ve . . . become lovers.”
How Sakura must be blushing at that.
“This morning, I asked him if he was certain. Our relationship could ruin us both, but I don’t really care about myself, but I do about him. He said he was certain. I assured him I was too. Being certain, I decided it was time we told you both.”
“You’re happy.” It wasn’t a question.
“Yes. I don’t really remember being happy, even when I was a kid. I’m sure I was, but all my memories are tainted. As far as I can remember, I’ve never been happier.”
Kakashi took a shaky breath.
“Okay,” Sakura said.
“Okay?”
“I’ve never seen you smile like that before,” she almost giggled. “If you’re happy, that’s all that matters.”
“Thank you.”
“But what about everyone else? You said you were worried about Kakashi’s reputation. Are you going to announce it? Hide it?”
“We’re not going to hide. We’ll decide how to reveal it.”
“Naruto would never abandon you and neither will I. Either of you.”
“Thank you, Sakura.”
More faintly, Kakashi heard them say goodnight and the door shut again. He could hear Sasuke’s soft footsteps and then light tapping on the door before he opened it.
“People say I have a silver tongue,” Kakashi said.
“I’ve spent a long time around you. My libido’s died.”
“Mine too.”
“I’ll make dinner.” He ducked out of the doorway then back and threw a pair of boxers to Kakashi.
Kakashi slipped on Sasuke’s underwear and followed Sasuke to the kitchen.
“You know, I don’t remember ever being this happy either.”
Sasuke turned around to smile at him. The way Sasuke’s eyes moved from his eyes to his mouth made Kakashi as self-conscious as always. Sasuke could tell and he finally turned to start dinner, still smirking at the reaction just staring at Kakashi’s lower face prompted.
“I hate you,” Kakashi breathed.
“You better get used to me looking at your face.”
Kakashi rubbed his face. “I’ll wear my mask more often.”
Kakashi busied himself with folding his own clothes and putting his shoes back in the genkan. That done, he noticed the cushion he normally sat on had been moved. Sasuke hadn’t wanted Sakura to sit in Kakashi’s place. He moved his cushion back to his side of the table and placed it to sit back against the wall to wait for Sasuke to finish.
He ended up dozing. It hadn’t exactly been a long day, but they had trained and had exposed their relationship to the two people closest to them.
“Kashi,” Sasuke said to wake him.
“Sorry.”
“It’s alright. Still hungry?”
“Yeah.”
Kakashi moved to the table and took a bite. “Damn. I don’t know how the hell you can cook so well. Must be a secret Uchiha ingredient.”
“Perhaps. It may be because of my mother’s recipe for Dashi. Or my misremembering of her recipe.”
Silence was becoming more and more comfortable. Even if Sasuke kept eyeing him. Having someone watch him eat without his mask was bordering on creepy.
“I’m thinking of purposefully leaking our relationship,” Sasuke said. “It’s better to get it out before you become Hokage. Are you okay with that?”
“I love you and nothing is more important to me than that. I don’t want to hide, so I think it’s best to reveal it. If you have a plan, I’ll leave it to you.”
“Hn.”
After Sasuke took the dishes to the kitchen, he crouched in front of Kakashi, prompting him to move back against the wall. Kakashi smiled as Sasuke settled in against him. This had sort of become their spot. He wondered if he would miss this small room and cold wall when Sasuke finally moved out of this dreary apartment.
Kakashi’s mind lingered on Sasuke’s conversation with Sakura.
“You know, you are right that I didn’t really have anyone to seek revenge on. That and I felt guilty for every death. I wasn’t enough for my father to live, if I had just helped Obito from the start, if I could have protected Rin, if I had been allowed to help Minato . . . I even felt guilty for what Itachi did. I was his superior for some time, and I thought I should have seen the signs. I didn’t have anyone to blame but myself. You are right about me.”
“You’ve always been self-deprecating, so I figured that was the case. I’m not sure which of us was the luckier one. I could focus my hatred while you were depressed.”
“At least you’ve been freed of it at an earlier age. It took me much longer and worse heartache to start getting over my past.”
“The ghosts of both our past have been buried. I’ve been pardoned and you’re about to be promoted, it’s a good time for us to start a new life together.”
“As long as I don’t get too old for you.”
“You said you wouldn’t forgive me if I left you if I felt you got old,” Sasuke said, “but it would be me who would be devastated if you left me for any reason.”
“I can’t comprehend a reason a would leave you.”
“When I bring home a twelfth screaming baby into the house?”
“No child of yours would be that obnoxious. I’m actually looking forward to seeing how cute they’ll be. And I’ll be in that damn office most of the day anyway.”
“Hn,” Sasuke hummed with amusement. “I just wish they could be ours in every way. We’d be ugly in comparison.”
Kakashi chuckled. “A white haired Uchiha?”
“A Hatake with a Sharingan. Well, another one.”
Sasuke moved onto his knees between Kakashi’s legs. Sasuke had changed into a shirt and pants to speak to Sakura. Kakashi was still in a robe and boxers. Sasuke shrugged off his shirt and pushed the robe from Kakashi’s shoulders. Kakashi busied himself with just looking at Sasuke’s uncovered body. More than his face was beautiful.
Like their first time, Sasuke took complete charge and pulled his pants down to his thighs revealing he was wearing nothing beneath them. Kakashi took in a long breath as Sasuke revealed just how much his libido had revived. Sasuke took Kakashi’s hand and guided him to touch him. Kakashi gripped him and gently started running his hand over his hardness.
Sasuke leaned forward, bracing himself with a hand on the wall over Kakashi’s shoulder. Kakashi quickly had Sasuke panting. He didn’t stroke quickly since they weren’t using lubrication, rather he did it slowly, running the entire length of his hand over the ridge of Sasuke’s glans and curling his fingers to caress his length.
“Kakashi,” Sasuke sighed.
Being that they were in a very familiar situation, he was immensely relieved it was his name and not Sukea’s that Sasuke was sighing.
“Do you want to prep me?” Sasuke asked.
Kakashi had never done that and said so.
“Sit on the bed,” Sasuke instructed. He stood, letting all his clothes fall away, and turned off the lights.
Kakashi finished stripping and sat down. Sasuke took something from his nightstand and straddled Kakashi’s thighs. He handed him the lube.
“Just use your fingers to ease me open.”
Kakashi wet his fingers and reached around his lover. His dry hand caressed Sasuke’s ass cheek, his other hand feeling out Sasuke’s entrance. Kakashi was hesitant to breech him, rubbing his hole. Sasuke seemed to enjoy it, running his hands through Kakashi’s wild hair. Kakashi could feel every twitch of Sasuke’s muscles. Even as Sasuke tried to relax, his entrance kept clinching back to normal. It made Kakashi remember just how wonderful it felt to be inside him.
His left hand wandered from his ass up to his shoulder blade, he ran his fingers down the valley of his spine. That caress made Sasuke shudder.
After thoroughly massaging Sasuke’s outer muscle, Kakashi slid his finger inside. Sasuke tightened around him making Kakashi moan. Increasing lust made Kakashi lightheaded; all the blood vacating his brain.
Kakashi added a second finger, squirting a little more lube to aid the insertion. Sasuke arched into him. Kakashi took advantage to lick at Sasuke’s nipple. Sasuke pressed his chest into Kakashi’s face and used his grip on Kakashi’s head to prevent Kakashi from stopping.
Then, Kakashi found Sasuke’s prostate. Sasuke let out a sharp moan and painfully gripped Kakashi’s hair. Kakashi gently rubbed that spot, turning Sasuke into a moaning mess. He experimentally poked it making Sasuke cry out.
“Fuck,” Sasuke sighed. “Stop, stop, stop. Just stretch me. I’d rather you do that with your cock.”
Kakashi abandoned his prostate to work open his entrance. He really wanted to get to the main event as well.
“It’s enough. Fuck.” Sasuke stood. Kakashi got up and out of the way so Sasuke could get on the bed. Rather than get on his back or on his hands and knees, he leaned forward against the wall. Kakashi had liked that position as well.
Kakashi got behind him on his knees and pressed his erection against the cleft of his ass. His heated cock picked up lube from his hole and it glided between his cheeks making Kakashi groan. Sasuke shivered at the sound.
As if to ease his lover’s shiver, Kakashi ran his hands down Sasuke’s chest. Sasuke responded by rubbing his ass against Kakashi cock. Even though it felt wonderful, Kakashi stopped him moving by pressing his chest against Sasuke’s back and wrapping his arms firmly around him.
Sasuke moaned. “Hurry.”
Kakashi didn’t. He held him tightly and sniffed Sasuke’s slightly damp hair.
Finally, Kakashi let Sasuke go and added another dollop of lube to his cock before seeking out Sasuke’s entrance.
Sasuke’s lungs emptied as Kakashi entered him. “Fuck,” he sighed. “Your cock is so hot,” he whispered.
“That’s not fair,” Kakashi whispered. “If you talk like that, I won’t last long.”
Sasuke purred.
“So tight. So hot.” Kakashi’s brain was shutting down from the pleasure.
Neither were moving, just drinking in the other. Kakashi ran his lips over Sasuke’s neck and shoulder drawing a trail of puckering on his skin. Sasuke breathed deeply both from lust and the slight pain of being fully stretched around Kakashi thick cock.
Kakashi moaned as Sasuke began to relax. As he relaxed, Sasuke leaned a little more forward which prompted Kakashi to lean forward too, easing his cock back into his ass, going a little deeper this time. Sasuke’s body straightened up even more as Kakashi penetrated him more deeply.
Sasuke sighed his name. Hearing his name, his real name, had the same effect that his declaration of love did to Sasuke. So, he requited. “I love you.” They both knew the triggers for each other now.
Kakashi pulled his hips back slowly and, just as slowly, pressed back in. Sasuke hissed. Kakashi didn’t think that was in pain so he did it again.
Their bodies were still pressed closely together. Kakashi tightened his arms. Gentle thrusts were all he could manage.
“I love you,” he repeated. This time he wasn’t trying to get a rise out of him but meant it sincerely.
Sasuke repeated the words as he pressed his forehead to the wall. He moaned and said them again. “Please. Fuck me. Hard. I need it.”
Kakashi raised a hand to Sasuke’s throat to gently rub it. He opened his mouth to lick in a tuff of black hair. Then a lick at the edge of his ear, then the shell. He lightly bit his short ear lobe.
“Kakashi,” he hissed. “Seriously. If you don’t fuck me, I’ll rip your hair out.”
Kakashi chuckled against his neck. He did comply this time. He pulled his hips back slowly, then snapped them forward. Sasuke grunted. Kakashi loosened his arms to be able to pull back further.
He ran his hands down to Sasuke’s hips and slammed into him. Sasuke moaned. Kakashi lost any sense of control. Sasuke cried out under the sudden assault. “Yes!” He unconsciously hit the wall with a weak fist.
Sasuke started to grunt under his assault. He practically clawed at the wall. The grunts softened to a whine. Kakashi didn’t think the word fit Sasuke, but it was the only word he could come up with for that sound, that small cry every time he thrust into him.
Sasuke flattened his upper body against the wall and rubbed his temple against the wall. Those small cries showed how relaxed Sasuke was. He wasn’t trying to hide his pleasure. Kakashi reveled in it: Sasuke with no façade.
It felt so good, but Kakashi was chasing climax. Sasuke seemed even more tortured by the waves of pleasure and the delay of satisfaction. Kakashi had no idea what it felt like to be fucked, but it seemed to be even more intense than what Kakashi was feeling. Kakashi was impatient but seeing and hearing Sasuke like this entranced him. He wanted to help him get off, but he was enjoying seeing Sasuke like this. Sasuke’s cries grew in volume.
He was so lost in Sasuke’s cries that Kakashi didn’t even notice how close he’d come to the brink. “Sasuke, you’re so . . . I’m going to cum.”
“Oh, fuck. Not yet,” Sasuke begged.
Kakashi grabbed Sasuke’s cock and jerked him off while he increased his pace. He needed them both to climax soon.
As Sasuke got closer, his cries grew louder. He was crying out in pleasure.
“Cum for me,” Kakashi whispered.
“Fuck, yes!” Sasuke’s cum splashed on the wall.
Kakashi grunted with his last few thrusts and growled when he came. The hand that was around Sasuke’s cock curled to gently grip Sasuke’s still twitching balls and his left arm crossed Sasuke’s body, holding him tight. He came deep inside the younger man.
Only Kakashi holding him kept Sasuke from collapsing down to the bed. Sasuke was gasping against the wall while Kakashi panted into his neck.
Sasuke turned his head to touch his lips to Kakashi’s. Kakashi didn’t like the half ass kiss. He grabbed Sasuke’s shoulder and turned him around. Kakashi sat back on his haunches, pulling Sasuke with him. Sasuke’s eyes were hazy and unfocused. So beautiful. No smirk, no expressionless mask. Kakashi realized that when Sasuke dictated no masks when they were alone, Sasuke was referring to his own as well. Orgasm helped, but Sasuke was not hiding from him in any way.
As lovely as Sasuke looked, Kakashi closed his eyes and kissed him. Slow, deep, intimate. Sasuke was responsive but unusually passive. Kakashi grew more and more aware of their naked bodies touching. Sasuke’s skin was hot, flush with their exertions. Kakashi rested his left hand on Sasuke’s hip, the other slipped into his hair.
Sasuke pulled away to breathe. He pressed the side of his face against Kakashi’s, so they were cheek to cheek. Kakashi continued to muse Sasuke’s hair.
“That really took it out of me,” Sasuke whispered. “But I hope you’re up for another round.”
Kakashi chuckled. “You’ll be the death of me. I would be disappointed in myself if I couldn’t satisfy you.” He dropped his hand to Sasuke’s neck to pull his head back. Kakashi looked into Sasuke’s eyes. “I’m scared of asking too much of you. I could kiss you for hours. I want to drown in you.”
“Be as selfish as you want. I will be.”
Sasuke was on his knees between Kakashi’s thighs. He climbed onto Kakashi, pressing his groin to Kakashi’s, clutching his shoulders to steady himself. The touch of the bare flesh made Kakashi’s cock jump. Sasuke gently humped him. They weren’t kissing, rather Sasuke was looking right into Kakashi’s eyes. The lights may be off, but the moon was already shining brightly into the room. The shyness that had plagued Sasuke the first time he had sex with Kakashi was gone. His eyes were lustful and challenging. They were predatory. Kakashi’s heart leapt at that. Those were the eyes he saw when Sasuke was seducing Sukea. They really had passed that hurtle.
Sasuke soon had Kakashi panting. Their breathes mixed hotly between them. And Sasuke wouldn’t break eye contact. Those deep black eyes were as hypnotic as a Sharingan.
It occurred to Kakashi now that Sasuke could have used the Sharingan to pry the truth from Sukea or could have used it to try and force Sukea into accepting a relationship. Sasuke hadn’t activated it once in front of Sukea. Nor with Kakashi. Only on the battlefield. Kakashi guessed it was beneath an Uchiha to use the Sharingan in such a way. As horny as the younger man was, he was always a gentleman.
Of course, Sasuke’s declaration that he would be selfish meant he may not be very gentlemanly anymore. Kakashi didn’t want him to be. He genuinely wanted to be consumed like the fuel to a flame.
Soon, their erections were back. Kakashi grabbed the backs of Sasuke’s knees to lift him up. Sasuke was still holding onto his shoulders and had to grip them tighter to keep from falling back. Kakashi pressed him against the wall, still holding his knees up. As Kakashi adjusted to penetrate him again, Sasuke wrapped his legs around Kakashi’s waist, pulling them from Kakashi’s grasp.
Kakashi pressed into him. Sasuke leaned his head back against the wall and ran his hands down Kakashi’s arms. Kakashi grabbed his hands, threading their fingers together and pinning the backs of Sasuke’s hands to the wall.
As amazing as fucking Sasuke felt, being able to look at his face as he did so made his heart race even faster. Sasuke’s eyes were shut in ecstasy, his head leaning back so that every thrust wouldn’t knock his head into the wall. As it was, the thrusting of Kakashi’s hips made a muffled thump run through the wall.
Sasuke started moaning again, a stifled cry with every thrust. He struggled against Kakashi’s firm hold of his hands. Kakashi feared Sasuke might break his fingers. Kakashi had to use all his strength to keep Sasuke from pushing their hands from the wall. He stopped with his cock seated deeply inside him.
“Don’t even try to compare strength with me, Uchiha,” Kakashi growled into his ear. “I may be leaner than you, but I’ve been competing against Gai’s strength for a decade.”
“Don’t compare me to that green spandex fool,” Sasuke panted. He attempted to push against Kakashi’s hands, but Kakashi held him firm.
Kakashi hummed with amusement. “Of course, I love the stubborn side of you. Stubborn.” He thrust into him. “Arrogant.” He thrust again. “Obstinate.” Thrust. “Violent.” Thrust. “Impetuous.” Thrust. “And beautiful.” He thrusted hard.
Sasuke cried out. A strangled cry of pleasure. “Right there,” he sighed. “Fuck!”
Sasuke’s legs climbed a little higher on Kakashi’s body to improve the angle. He was nearly sobbing with every thrust. Kakashi swore he felt the bones in his fingers creak with the force Sasuke was gripping him.
Kakashi cursed the fact that it took them longer to find release the second time. He was growing tired and frustrated. He wanted to cum so bad. So did Sasuke if the agonized expression on his face was to be believed.
“Let go of my hand.”
“Why? I don’t want you jerking off.”
Sasuke groaned. “I need to cum.”
“So do I. No cheating.”
“Kakashi. Please. Make me cum.”
That gave Kakashi renewed life. He fucked him a little harder and faster.
“Fuck, yes,” Sasuke moaned.
Sasuke’s muscles twitched and trembled around him.
“I love you, Sasuke,” Kakashi whispered.
Sasuke stopped making any noise as his orgasm ramped up. He gasped loudly as his orgasm ripped through him. Kakashi came from the sight as much from the feeling. Kakashi remained buried inside Sasuke as they both road out the pleasure pumping through their bodies. Kakashi couldn’t even hear their thunderous breathing until he started to recover.
Sasuke loosened his legs to kneel in front of Kakashi. Kakashi released his hands.
“Kakashi,” Sasuke whispered. “That was the best orgasm of my life.”
It took Kakashi a minute to smile at that, too out of it, too tired. “I think I have to agree.”
Sasuke’s thighs began to tremble with the effort of kneeling. Kakashi felt the burn in his back, ass, and thighs too. He walked back on his knees and they both lay down. Kakashi pulled the sheet and blanket over them.
Sasuke moaned and looked up at the wall. He chuckled. “You stained my wall.”
“Me?”
“You caused it. You made me cum on the wall during the first round.”
“What?” Kakashi asked sleepily. “Do you want me to lick it off the wall?”
“Too tired to think that sexy.”
“I’ll wipe it down in the morning.”
“Turn around,” Sasuke said.
Kakashi didn’t ask questions, he just obeyed. Sasuke spooned him. He had no idea how good that would feel. It was one thing to hold Sasuke, but to feel him behind him, holding him, felt like nothing else. His warmth seeped into Kakashi’s back. It was sublime.
Sasuke hummed with contentment. Kakashi knew this would last. The sex was awesome, but it was this that would last.
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