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What Do You See?	By : Snowway32 Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2093 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Wow; this one took a while and I don't think I've written a lemon/lime whatever you call it; like that before. I hope you enjoy it; it's the first of many lemons that will be with both our beloved sensei's and Naruto.
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Kakashi was on the verge of loosing his mind; he could find Naruto nowhere. It was starting to worry him that Naruto could have gotten into trouble and could be in grave danger. After that disastrous attempt to try and talk to Naruto the night before; Kakashi had instead ended up making Naruto more afraid than before and dare he say the pain he saw in those eyes? He shuddered; luckily their team had been given a week off. That gave him time to find his wayward student who was a complete emotional wreck. It was already late in the afternoon and the sun was sinking in behind the horizon; leaving an orange and pink sheen over Konohagakura no Sato. Kakashi was just about to leave from his perch on Minato-sensei's head to scout the streets again when a puff of smoke alerted him to a presence next to his. A kunai glinting in the sun as he forced himself back to create space between him and his opponent. Several kunai were buried in the ground where he had stood before; damn. He had missed his target.

"Yo! Kid!" Kakashi recognized that voice and stopped; his single eye catching sight of long white hair and a troubled smile. The emotions that he saw dancing in those black eyes were anything but cheerful; somehow he knew something had happened. His heart stuttered in his chest; had something happened to his precious Naruto?

"Jiraiya-sama?" Jiraiya had leapt forward as he stopped in front of Kakashi; a hand curling in his jounin vest as that hand fisted the material. A serious aura surrounding the two high ranking shinobi. Kakashi knew this was no longer a game. He relaxed; offering his submission to the stronger and higher ranking shinobi before him.

"Do you have three days to spare and old man?" Kakashi frowned but nodded anyways. He was a bit startled by the question; it was after all a very awkward question. At least Kakashi knew he wasn't going anywhere for the next week. When he tried to ask why Jiraiya merely interrupted him; stopping any form of protest or question from forming in his mind, nevertheless spilling from his lips.

"Good."

The sudden feeling of light-headedness was overwhelming; making Kakashi reel as the technique he knew as the transportation jutsu was activated. Knowing that behind them there would only be a flash of smoke and dancing leaves. As soon as his feet found solid ground again he grabbed his head at the sudden influx of pain that lashed through his mind. It had been a while since he had been forced to transport with someone else and at such a alarming short time to steel himself for the pain that came if the jutsu wasn't prepared for properly. He coughed harshly to try and clear his lungs.

"What the hell Jiraiya-sama?!" Kakashi shouted uncharacteristically - for the first time since the encounter at Wave Country. His head was still spinning enough so that it caused him to stumble; luckily he managed to catch himself against a wall. Sliding down the flat surface and willing his stomach to stop turning and his head to stop splitting apart. Damn, that was totally unexpected and totally underhanded of Jiraiya to throw him off so badly. A single grey opened in surprise at the gentle touch on his shoulder. His inquisitive gaze was answered by two black turmoiled eyes; the tenderness he saw there made something in his heart speed up. Wow, no one had looked at him like that in very long time.

"Sorry about that Kakashi; but I needed to get you here before Naruto woke up from his slumber." Kakashi's heart fluttered in relief; Jiraiya had Naruto. Naruto was safe. A breath spilled from his lips as he ran a trembling hand through silver locks; he had been so worried about his student. He didn't notice he was trembling until an analytical grey eye observed the slight trembling in his hands. Clenching his hands in a tight glove fist in order to stop their shaking; Kakashi stood up and followed Jiraiya's distinctive white hair through the traditional home ; he was slightly awed at the beautifully kept floor and the spectacular shoji doors. Each one depicting an important part of Konoha and fire country history. They came to a stop in front of black shoji door; intricate kanji marking the room as a study. With that a silence seal was worked into the intricate swirling patterns. Once Kakashi was led inside he made himself comfortable on one of the floor cushions and waited for the toad Sannin to take his place at the other side of the low table.

"What's going on Jiraiya-sama? Is Naruto alright? What happened? I can't feel his chakra; is he hurt?" Questions came spilling out after having time to accumulate in his mind; he scowled at himself. He could babble too much sometimes too.

"Calm down Kakashi; take a deep breath." Kakashi nodded; doing as the older Gama Sannin instructed him. After he had taken a calming breath and allowing the tension to slip from his body Kakashi turned his attention to Jiraiya-sama.

"Naruto is fine - for now - he is fast asleep in the guestroom. I have learned some disturbing things about him and his past in the last few hours and have been trying to comfort him." Kakashi nodded; his heart stuttering in his chest. Had it something to do with what he had done? He was interrupted by a chuckle.

"Kakashi; whatever happened between the two of you last night is between you. I'm not going to pry. I called you here because Minato said you were the only besides me who can help Naruto." Kakashi frowned; Minato-sensei? Minato-sensei was dead. How could he have told Jiraiya that? Kakashi was now completely confused.

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Jiraiya rubbed his temples; this was going to be difficult. A sigh left his lips as he prepared to talk to Kakashi about what has been going on. Black eyes locked with a confused grey and he smiled softly with strain; running fingers through his hair before loosing the tie. He was getting a headache and the tie in his hair was way too tight; the loosening of his hair allowed a sigh of relief to travel from his lips. Long white hair spilling around him in a waterfall of soft trends. He had forgotten how long his hair really was; spilling from its tie; it fell down his back, over his shoulders and came to rest all around him - even resting on the floor.

"Kakashi; this is not going to be easy to explain so please bare with me as I sum it up." Jiraiya said as he ran his fingers through his hair for the last time. When he saw that silver head bob in affirmative; Jiraiya got his thoughts together. As he stared at the sincere expression on Kakashi's features; he smiled softly. Now at least he knew that he alone was not the only one who loved Naruto; Kakashi was definitely someone who loved the kid just as much as he did.

"I followed Naruto last night when I caught him lingering at his father's grave. Let's just say I was worried; I had a right to be worried. I don't know if you knew but Naruto is a cutter." Jiraiya held up a hand to stall Kakashi's protests. If he was going to explain this properly it was going to have to be without interruptions.

"After he ran from your home - not that I know why. I instead followed Naruto towards the academy. I had to watch - tormented - as he cut himself. I was afraid as those were not just small cuts Kakashi. If Naruto had lost concentration and slipped; he'd really be dead from blood loss. You had no idea how it hurt to see that; knowing that I was not there to help or to give him the comfort he needed." Jiraiya took an exasperated breath. Nearly cussing at himself; he wasn't suppose to tell anyone of his emotions and feelings of helplessness.

"When I confronted him about it this morning; what I discovered made my hairs stand on end. If it was possible," Jiraiya tugged at his long white hair. "This mane would have turned whiter than ever. Such was the fear and absolute anger I felt. I was transported into Naruto's mind by a high level technique that only Minato could have known. Ironically; Naruto had said these words - 'This is a technique Fugaku had taught Tou-chan when they were still lovers.' now that was a surprise in itself. I had thought those two had nothing more than a friendly rivalry..."

"Impossible." Jiraiya scowled at the interruption. Jiraiya chuckled running fingers through long white hair again; it was really annoying him but at least his headache seemed to have dulled to a slow throb. He chuckled at Kakashi's exclamation; nothing was ever impossible when it came to a Namikaze.

"Not for a Namikaze." Jiraiya said with a smirk. His countenance turning serious again; enough time had been wasted already y beating around the bush.

"Within Naruto's mindscape I came across the room where Kyuubi was sealed. Not only that; Minato was there as well. Smiling as always as he berated his son for - using my jutsu without my consent. It was an understatement to say that I was surprised; but that was nothing compared with the things that he had shown me under that genjitsu. Things I never knew; things that even you didn't know. Like the fact that the sealing process of the Kyuubi actually went wrong. Even though the Kyuubi is sealed; his seal is weakening but with that; the fact that 's Minato's soul was practically reborn within Naruto that night. As I understand it; their souls are merging together. One day - in the near future; closer than we might think - they really will be one in the same person." Jiraiya took a breath; steeling himself for what he knew was to come. Luckily Kakashi was silent; merely absorbing the information. Although Jiraiya knew that when the questions came it was going to make his ears bleed with their volume.

"After that enlightening experience and at Naruto's present request; Minato showed me the life Naruto had lived. I have never in my life been more disappointed with Konoha and Sarutobi-sensei - hell I wonder if I won't destroy it one day for the injustices that Naruto had to live through. Did you know that my precious little Naruto was raped at the age of eight? On his birthday at that?" Jiraiya asked angrily. He was till seething about that and when Kakashi nodded; Jiraiya nearly lost it. Clenching his hands into first to keep from doing something stupid. The images Jiraiya had witnessed had been horrifying; it was then that he remembered the flash of silver hair. The person who had picked Naruto up right after the event and comforted him.

"He didn't seem to remember me or that night." When Kakashi said that so mournfully; Jiraiya felt his heart break all over again. Here was a jounin who had suffered just as much by being separated from the youngest Namikaze. The things that were running through his mind at that exact time was that he had hurt Naruto by never being there. He was still angry that Sarutobi had barred him from seeing Naruto again after that; saying that it was best Naruto not remember and he might just trigger that memory. Kakashi was startled when a hand was laid in his; Jiraiya had leaned over the desk to comfort him - a jounin for Kami sake. Yet, Kakashi couldn't be more grateful for the older Shinobi than he was in that single moment.

"The reason he didn't remember you was the fact that Minato sealed away his memories. Only; my student said it didn't last long before Naruto unlocked those memories again and when he did; you were already a part of his life."

"When?" Jiraiya sighed; black eyes turning to the side. It was already early evening; Naruto would soon be waking up. They needed to wrap things up and quickly.

"Kakashi? When was the first time Naruto experienced severe trauma and just snapped?" It didn't take the copy nin long to answer; he could remember that day clearly. All that potent chakra of Kyuubi...

"It was in Wave Country with his fight against Haku and Zabuza. He thought Sasuke had died to save him and Kyuubi's chakra was released for a short while."

"Yup that would definitely have caused him to snap. It was that severe mental trauma that had caused Naruto to release both his, Kyuubi's and Minato's power all at once. That was the time when he unlocked his horrifying memories and also the first time that Naruto got acquainted with his favourite kunai."

"Well that about wraps it up." Jiraiya said. Beckoning the copy nin to follow him; he could see the younger shinobi was still a bit dazed. He couldn't blame the kid; hell he had sat like that for nearly thirty minutes before Naruto had managed to drag him back to himself. He chuckled slightly as he entered the kitchen; ignoring the house staff as he rummaged through a cupboard. A triumphant shout declaring his joy; he had just found a large bottle of sake and two sake cups.

Before Kakashi could protest, Jiraiya had already led him out into the traditional garden and sat in one of the benches. The sounds of the night was loud in his ears but Kakashi barely took notice as a cup of sake was pressed under his nose. The smell was so enticing.

"Now; we need to discuss what we are going to do to make little Naru-chan come out of his shell..."

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Naruto woke up in a slight daze; his heart thundering in his chest. He could have sworn he heard Kakashi-sensei's voice. He frowned; that sounded like a laugh? Carefully getting up from his futon, Naruto threw on a dark blue silk yukata - wondering when Jiraiya had gotten the time to collect such luxurious clothes. Shrugging slightly to himself; deft fingers tied his obi tightly around his waist. A glance at the clock told him it was in the early evening hours; the silver moonlight streaming in from the open window was a testament to the time.

'Naruto? Are you feeling a bit better?' Minato's voice startled Naruto slightly. When Naruto came out of his shock he had already crouched on the floor in an attack position; ready to face off against his enemies - only to find they were mere shadows. He chuckled slightly as he stood up; fingers running through blonde locks before ruffling the golden mass to get the tangles out.

'I actually do; you know. I feel relieved for some reason.'

'Finding someone who listens and offers you a place in their heart will do that to you.' Naruto nodded absentmindedly; silent footsteps carrying him through the traditional home. Naruto was surprised Jiraiya hadn't sent someone to come get him already - it was so late. The loud yawn in his mind alerted Naruto to Minato's exhausted state. He chuckled; skidding around corner quickly. Blue eyes looking for any trouble before he moved on.

'Get some sleep Dad. You sound exhausted; just what were you doing?'

'Nothing much; just strengthening your seal. I'm just bewildered as to fact that your seal is still weakening.' Naruto frowned; that was the first he heard of that. He shrugged as he pushed forward, he could see the door to the garden where he heard voices talking - rather loudly. Naruto was too absorbed in his mind to take any notice of the words being spoken.

'Tou-chan. Go. To. Sleep. If you're cold just curl up to Kyuubi; he's really warm.'

'NANI?!' Naruto chuckled.

'Don't think I didn't see the fur sticking to your coat and in your hair. Tou-chan. He is after all like a giant teddy bear; trust me I've slept wrapped up in his tails before. It feels really nice...' Naruto chuckled; he had just revealed that he knew about the older Namikaze's deepest secret. The indigent shouts in his mind left him chuckling; his pain and fears of earlier that day already forgotten and pushed into the back of his mind.

The slide of the shoji door dragged Naruto's attention to the outside and what he saw made him stop - thinking that the image in front of him was just a bit too bazaar to be real - was he even awake properly? He wasn't so sure anymore. Naruto cocked his head to the side; blue eyes blinking owlishly.

"Nani?" His voice sounded puzzled to his own ears. There were his two sensei's; one standing on the back of a large toad. White hair, finally loose from its tie; whipped around Jiraiya in a splay of white. His other sensei was calmly sitting on the back of one his larger dog summons; the dog seemed as unfazed by the intimidating image Jiraiya made as Kakashi-sensei. It was as if they were facing off against each other and the tension in the air suddenly made Naruto flinch. If there was one thing he hated it was conflict between shinobi that were precious to him.

"Kakashi-sensei? Jiraiya-sensei? What's going on?" It was as if his voice cut through the intimidating air; snapping two heads towards his location. With two large puffs of smoke; the summons disappeared. Leaving behind two smiling shinobi.

"Naruto! Yo!" Jiraiya yelled; waving animatedly. Naruto moved forward; without thinking he wrapped his arms around Jiraiya's waist. The scent was heady in his nose; it was always so pleasant to experience. Naruto felt the emotions shift quickly; the carefree moment gone as a seriousness descended upon the three gathered shinobi. Naruto was confused when another hand settled on his lower back; such gentle fingers, tracing up his spine and making goose bumps break out over his skin. A hitched breath as gloved fingers rested at the nape of his neck. The touch was so tender and loving that Naruto melted against the chest in front of him.

"Y-you t-told him?" Naruto asked; a tremor working its way up his spine. He was startled as a warm body pressed up from behind him; breaths brushing against this ear as Kakashi laid his head on his shoulder. Naruto wanted to be angry and upset but the complete warmth that surrounded him was so calming that he only whined his distress; he didn't want to be a burden on Kakashi anymore. Especially after what had happened the night before.

"Naruto; he needs to know." Naruto sighed; he couldn't' find it in himself to fight anymore; that strange numbness from the night before settled over him again. Maybe Jiraiya-sensei was right. Maybe...

"Chibi-Minato; we need to talk." Kakashi said in his ear and Naruto stiffened. He remembered that pet name; regardless of the memories it came with. It made him smile; he chuckled. It had been a long time since anyone had bothered to give him a cute pet name. It was then that he remembered that shame of that night, the pain and the utter helplessness. His hands fisted in Jiraiya's shirt; pushing himself backwards and trying to wriggle free. It was useless; strong arms hoisted him up. Throwing him over a shoulder. All he saw was gravity defying silver hair; it tickled his nose.

"Yo; Jiraiya-sama. I'm borrowing your private hot spring! Remember what we talked about; go see Lady Hokage - she needs to be informed." Naruto could hear the angry grumbling of Jiraiya but with a puff of smoke his one sensei disappeared and left Naruto with Kakashi-sensei; a deep blush settling over his nose. He had kissed his sensei and not just an innocent peck on the cheek. A full on kiss, tongue and everything. He was still confused at the reason why Kakashi wasn't yelling at him and berating him for doing that; more so as to why Kakashi was still holding onto him and hadn't dropped him the moment Jiraiya-sensei had left.

"Chibi-Minato! Stop thinking so much!" Kakashi said sternly.

"K-Kakashi?" Naruto stuttered as he was suddenly put down; the shift in his balance made Naruto stumble forward into a strong chest. Kakashi's laughter was rich in the air; gentle arms and enveloping him in a soft embrace. Gloved fingers brushed over his face; smoothing over furrowed eyebrows, touching closed eyelids and sensually tracing slightly parted lips. When Kakashi spoke; he was so close to Naruto that Naruto could feel small puffs of breath brushing up against his whiskered cheeks.

"Naruto; it was not your fault. I was the one that was afraid last night. I'm not supposed to harbour such intense feelings for my student; and less of all; I am not supposed to act on them. But we'll discuss that a bit later; for now Jiraiya has given us permission to use his private hot spring. I - for one - am not going to pass up on that opportunity; I think we both need to relax don't you?" Naruto was feeling dazed and his eyes was slightly out of focus. Why was it so difficult to gaze into Kakashi's single visible eye? Naruto nodded after a while; why was his mind feeling so hazy and warm? A strange sensation flitting across his body, causing a deep blush to settle over his nose heavily again. Something told him it wouldn't be the last time it happened that night.

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A sigh spilled from Naruto's lips; the water was so nice and warm against his skin. It was as if all the tension just melted away from his body. He had no idea how he had reached that relaxed state; only that his eyelids felt heavy and wanted to slip closed. He stopped himself from that though as he felt Kakashi's familiar chakra signature approach the edge of the natural hot spring. His ears could pick up the sound of the water being disturbed just as the ripples brushed up against his skin pleasantly.

Blue eyes shot open at the body that pressed against him; arms pulling him in between Kakashi's legs as he was settled in-between Kakashi's legs. Naruto was well aware of the intimate position he was now in and a deep blush fluttered on his cheeks. His mind was running through many different thoughts but the single repetitive words were - Kakashi is pressed against me; naked. He was shivering lightly; the sudden intimacy of their position causing other memories to flit through his mind.

"Chibi-Minato; this is going to be a lesson. So listen very carefully. Not every touch has to hurt; bring shame and pain." That deep voice purred in his ear; lips brushing up against his ear at every word. Naruto felt weird; something was curling in his stomach but it was completely different from the stone of dread he was so used to.

"I want you to clear you mind; don't think and just allow yourself to feel. Let go of your fears, your pain and desperation. I'm going to take good care of you; I won't hurt you. Do you understand?" Naruto nodded; even when his breaths were coming fast and were close to panicked gasps.

"Naruto; relax. Close your eyes." Kakashi's body never moved against his own; it was a pillar of strength that kept him grounded. He jerked when he hand was pressed against his chest; his heart stuttering slightly.

"Hush; take a deep breath. That's it; now let it out." Naruto concentrated on what Kakashi was telling him; a haggard breath spilling from his lips as he felt a wetness on the side of his neck. That strange feeling in his stomach increased and he wanted to squirm; he felt warm all over and oddly content. Only he wanted something more.

"See; I'm not hurting you." Kakashi cooed against his neck and Naruto nodded; arching back slightly as the hand on his chest started moving in slow circles. Each touch sending little spark of something dancing across his skin; Kakashi's chuckle drew Naruto from the little mewls and sounds he made. A deep blush settling over his nose; he didn't even know it was possible to make such sounds.

"Naruto you've never touched yourself have you?" Naruto frowned. Of course he had; what sort of question was that? He touched himself when he combed his hair; or wiping away at his tears and also when he washed...

"I don't mean mundane touches Chibi- Mina; I mean in an intimate manner. You know; masturbation." Naruto shook his head in denial; he hadn't. He never needed to since he was plagued by horrifying nightmares every night and never even paid anything arousing any mind as he was too afraid of what would happen to him; such thoughts also made him feel dirty and disgusting.

"Hush Naruto. I'm not going to hurt you. You need to know your body, know what you need and you need to allow yourself to experience pleasure. If I'm touching you like this, does it hurt?" Naruto's breath was picking up now; the sensual purr of Kakashi's voice against his ear was making him arch into the touches that was bestowed on his body.

"Nggh; f-f-feels good." Naruto said softly; eyes clenched as a finger dipped into his navel. Pleasure shot up his spine; such a simple touch and he was already backing up against Kakashi-sensei. Nails digging into Kakashi's thigh as he tried to ground himself. Was it possible to feel so good that his mind was finding difficulty in focusing at all. Kakashi-sensei's hands were driving him crazy; one continued to touch his seal and the other was now tugging lightly at one hardened nipple.

"Ghah!" A desperate sound spilled from his mouth; he wanted more.

"That's it; just allow yourself to go." Naruto nodded dumbly; how he was still able to process Kakashi-sensei's words was a mystery to him but the words that were spoken made sense to him. He didn't need to be told twice...

"P-p-p-please Kashi-s'nsei." Naruto would have been horrified by his slurred words but right now he couldn't concentrate enough to even notice his speech patterns. He moaned loudly; the hand on his nipple had shifted upward and tipped his head back so that mismatched eyes locked with glazed blue. The tenderness he saw there took his breath away; yet as he parted his lips another pair was fused over his own. The emotions being swapped in that single moment made his heart swell in his chest; he could feel Kakashi-sensei's sincerity, love and devotion. It was overflowing into him and once a tongue swiped against his and coaxed it into play; Naruto forgot all he was supposed to be thinking in that moment. The kiss was wet, sensual and filled with so much pleasure that Naruto didn't think he could ever see straight again. The hand on his seal shifted; brushing against his inner thigh. Naruto jerked away at it slipped beneath his modesty towel; his legs immediately falling away apart as his heart lodged itself in his throat and blood rushed in his ears.

"Does it feel good?" When Kakashi pulled away; he face now pressed against Naruto's neck as lips touched his pulse point Naruto whined. When he realized that Kakashi-sensei had stopped he whined loudly; his head was spinning with the pleasure that rushed in his veins. Warming him from the inside and brightening the ember that burned in his abdomen.

"I'll take that as a yes. I'm glad you're enjoying this." Naruto yelped when a hand encircled his erection; the tiny spark of chakra against the sensitized flesh made his muscles contract before releasing again. Naruto groaned; head turning to the side as Kakashi moved his hand. A thumb swirling around the head before moving down again. The movements was repeated over and over gain; causing Naruto to arch back against Kakashi-sensei. Even at the quiet hiss in his ear as he brushed up against his teacher's arousal Naruto didn't notice. He was completely lost to the pleasure that flitted across his skin and ignited every nerve ending in his body.

"Relax Naruto; don't tense up so much." Naruto nodded dumbly; releasing the flesh of his lower lip and forcing his muscles to relax slightly. He shuddered; that simple move had managed to make the pleasure flitting through him in a desperate rush; more intense than before. He needed something; something more but what it was he didn't know. All Naruto was aware of was Kakashi own laboured breath in his ear and his loud mewls and keens at the sudden new sensation that washed through him.

"Good. You want more right?" Naruto nodded again and reeled when his head was tipped back and for a second time that night a tongue pushed into his mouth whilst a chakra laden fingertip traced his now visible seal. A pleasured shout was muffled by Kakashi-sensei's lips. Something deep inside of him snapped; it was as if fire and ice was mingling through his veins and clenching around his heart. A feeling like none other he had ever experienced shot through him; it was hot. It was cold and hell it was like the most sensual, erotic poison that flitted through his veins. Making his mind hazy and making stars burst behind his eyelids.

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"Chibi-Minato; you still with me?" Naruto groaned; his entire felt so satisfied and heavy. He didn't want to move from where he was; curled in protective arms and head buried against a pale neck.

"W-why?" Naruto chocked out. The emotions that now swirled in his mind was filled with doubt and fears. He didn't want Kakashi-sensei to leave and when said copy nin shifted; Naruto tightened his hands in silver hair; refusing to let go.

"We're going to have to work on your insecurities Chibi-Minato; I love you Naruto. I'm not going to leave you, I'm not going to abandon you I only want to help. Just like Jiraiya-sama; we're both here for you and we always will. Stop doubting that; my beloved." For some inexplicable reason Naruto felt happy; content and for the first time in a very long time like he was truly loved...

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