German Roulette | By : YamanashiOchinashiIminashi Category: Naruto AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1186 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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CHAPTER 10 Alluring darkness of the night in the balcony was a stark contrast to the brightness of the ball room. It was cozy, nice and… romantic. It was like a different world. It instantly changed Kakashi's earlier fury into something else, something no less dangerous and no less wild… but different. Iruka's eyes shone like two ambers in the moonlight. Fear increased his perspiration and now his smell was more intense, more distinct over the unpleasant scent of infirmary and acrinol. Kakashi couldn't let him go. Or maybe he could, but certainly didn't want to. "General… please, stop." It was almost a whisper and it sent shivers through Kakashi's body. Gods….how he wanted to embrace this man, to squeeze him in his arms, to hug him, and sink his face in Iruka's shiny chocolate hair… but most of all he wanted to take him away from here, away from everything and everyone! Hide him, lock him up and keep only to himself… The blood rushed in his veins and his heart pounded like a battle drum, faster and faster, pulsing blood almost blurring his vision. He pushed the shorter man forward and grabbed the railing with his hands on Iruka's both sides, successfully trapping him in his arms. Iruka didn't dare to protest. This man was not only angry and dangerous but also ravishing and pressed to his back. Iruka's body was starting to betray him. Kakashi's lips were less than an inch from his right ear and his arms were around his whole body. There was no chance that the taller man wouldn't feel him tremble pitifully. Hopefully he would mistake it for fear… Hot breath fanned his ear and Iruka steeled himself for what was to come. Would Kakashi hit him or push him over the banister? "You don't want to go anywhere with me, Colonel? What makes you think I care what you want?" Kakashi inhaled deeply the intoxicating smell of the embodiment of sin in his arms. He wanted to press his lips to the exotic dark skin, to lick it, to bite… fuck, he would eat him if he could… But he couldn't really do any of it, could he? He was sweating and panting and there was close to NO chance that the Colonel would miss on that detail. He was forcing his hips to stay away from the tempting behind of the shorter man. Would Iruka believe it was just a saber poking his butt? No, he couldn't risk that… Revealing the nature of his interest would be a catastrophe! But his body didn't give a fuck. It was on fire and at this point Kakashi was ready to burn to death in its flame… and he would take Iruka with him. "What is your relationship with Stauffenberg?" It was like a hiss, straight to Iruka's small and deliciously looking ear. He needed some, at least remotely reasonable, explanation for what he was doing to Iruka and his irritatingly friendly behavior with Stauffenberg looked just perfect for this purpose. Especially that it was the very reason of Kakashi's initial anger that night. "What?" Iruka tried to keep calm. How did Kakashi know? Neither of the did anything yet. It was still just some distant plan that Iruka had few information about. How would the General know about something even they didn't? Was he bluffing? "Stauffenberg is a traitor! What are the two of you up to? Is Fromm in it too?" "General…! I don't know what you're talking about…" Ok, Kakashi couldn't know and Iruka was sure about that! He was just saw him with Claus, whose reputation was a bit doubtful in some people's eyes and he was hoping that Iruka would slip. "I saw those looks he was sending you… and the way he smiled. How do you even know him?" Kakashi's lips were brushing softly the shell of Iruka's ear. The Colonel squeezed his eyes shut and tried to breath normally but he couldn't. All the blood from his body was flowing south and he was tempted to brush the front of his pants over the balcony railing but of course, he didn't do it. He was too scared to move. He desperately tried to keep track on what the General was asking. Ach, yes… Claus… "I… I met him in the hospital in Munich after he got hurt in Africa…" Iruka was hardly able to have a normal conversation. He needed to run away from there. This situation had a potential of being either very dangerous or very embarrassing and Iruka wasn't up for either of the two. "What were you doing in the hospital?" Kakashi couldn't get rid of the obvious worry from his voice. He couldn't help it. He WAS worried. "I was hurt too… Just few broken ribs and a shrapnel in my side. I was still just a Captain back then…" Kakashi wanted to hug him, to hide him in his arms and protect from the rest of the world… and he didn't care if Iruka wanted it or not. He rarely cared what others wanted. „So you want me to believe you Simple befriended him In hospital by accident?" "Yes…" "That man is lunatic blinded by his aristocratic beliefs. All that his simple mind is able to think of is to enslave Poland and rule, sitting on the throne in one of his many castles! Someone should finally put his feet back on the ground and show him his place. I DON'T WANT YOU TO TALK TO HIM EVER AGAIN!" "….uh… what…?" Kakashi's anger and poisonous jealousy were empowering his lust. He really didn't want Iruka to talk to Stauffenberg OR ANYONE ELSE for that matter ever again! But what could he do to assure that? He was so desperate! His head fell forward and he rested his forehead on Iruka's shoulder. The younger man smelled so wonderful… And surely tasted wonderful too… Kakashi was frustrated, angry and helpless… He wanted to cry… and bite the slender neck that was so nicely presented to him. It was so tempting to just leave his mark on the other man…. It would be so… bold, crazy and forbidden but at the same time so great, so reassuring and so perfect… With his cheek he could feel the vein on Iruka's neck pulsing faster and faster. Was he really that scared? What was he afraid of? Maybe Kakashi's false accusations were actually true? No… Iruka was too perfect for something like that… He was handsome, attractive, smart and was a brilliant soldier who even doing some mundane reviews managed to find a Russian spy! And on top of all that he smelled so nice… He was so close, not just in Kakashi's arms' reach but almost already IN his arms. Almost… He was so close and so far at the same time. He was… unreachable… Kakashi had no right to touch him… Even though it looked like the easiest thing in the world at the moment… and he wanted it so badly… The door burst open and a group of people stumbled out of the ball room and into the balcony talking loudly and laughing. Iruka jumped startled and turned around to see who had interrupted… uuum… saved him. Kakashi turned his head but didn't make any move to release Iruka from his entrapment. "Oh! General Hatake!" They approached the startled pair straight away and tried to engage them into some conversation. Kakashi was only glaring but he did move to stand beside Iruka, of course as close as he could. Iruka talked nervously not really knowing why he was so flustered. Only after some time he noticed that Kakashi's hand was on his back the whole time. At first it only rested pressed firmly to the small of his back but as the time went by and the conversation continued it started to move up and down his back. He was sure Kakashi did that unconsciously but it still felt nice… very nice.. much TOO nice. Finally Kakashi excused himself and Iruka saying that "the Colonel needs some rest after his mission" and with a slight push he maneuvered Iruka back to the ball room. All eyes were instantly on them. Most of them were hungry but some were worried. Asuma was truly terrified about what Kakashi would do to Iruka after dragging him away so harshly so he was visibly relieved seeing Iruka coming back on his own two feet. Kakashi's arm draped over Iruka in a friendly gesture was also reassuring. "Asuma, I'm taking Colonel Umino home. He needs a rest." "What?" Iruka hoped he misheard. "I'm taking you home. You don't look so well. You should get some rest. Here is too loud and too…" "Are serious, General? I'm FINE. And I don't need you to get back to my quarters." Iruka's eyes were looking up straight into Kakashi's only visible eye and the General realized it was impossible to look at Iruka and to listen to him at the same time. His hand moved over Iruka's back. It was supposed to be calming but turned out to be a bad idea. Suddenly VERY angry Gertrude pulled him away from Iruka and draped her arms over his neck. "Kakashi… You look hotter than Auschwitz furnace." Iruka felt sick at the inappropriate comparison. That woman was heartless and didn't deserve Kakashi's affection. He wasn't jealous! It was a fact! She was like a snake… "Dance with me, Kakashi…" She pissed Iruka off. "No, not now. I need to take Clonel Umino home." "NO! You don't! I'm not going anywhere! I'm fine! Asuma, tell him…" Iruka turned his pleading eyes to the bearded man. Asuma looked confused and helpless. What the fuck was wrong with Kakashi? Was he going to kill Iruka on the way and dispose of the body under the darkness of the night? "Calm down, Kakashi. Iruka's fine. Go and dance with miss Klauser." "No. He's too pale. He looks like he's about to faint!" "And I'm sure you pushing and shoving him around will make him feel much better. Leave him alone. You act like some overprotective mother hen. He doesn't need you…." Whatever Asuma said after this was lost on Kakashi. That last part hurt more than… anything! But why exactly? Because he felt rejected? He wanted to help and Iruka didn't need it…. No, it wasn't that. It hurt really bad… Iruka didn't need him. Nothing seemed wrong with that at first but…. Kakashi had just realized something that DID made it a real catastrophe. It was the fact that Kakashi needed Iruka. Realization was like waking up in the middle of the cold winter night and realizing your duvet is missing and your whole body is chilled to the bone. First you're startled and then so painfully cold that you can't even move. He needed Iruka. He needed to have him around, preferably very alive, even more preferably – healthy and safe. It wasn't that he simply WANTED Iruka. He seriously NEEDED him to even be able to live. When Iruka was away Kakashi was like a zombie. He couldn't eat or sleep, he couldn't work, he couldn't rest. Now Iruka was back and Kakashi felt like himself again, powerful, demanding, intimidating… He needed Iruka to function but he couldn't have him, because Iruka didn't need him… And without Iruka he felt like a cripple. (He kind of was if you think about his recent 'problem') Will he have to spend the rest of his life like that? Was that what hit him back then when he had met Iruka and thought that he would be his downfall….? And then Iruka laughed at something Asuma said and the fire spread through Kakashi's body again. He could feel his cheeks warm…. He wanted to take Iruka away from these people, from all those gawking women and curious eyes. His hand circled Iruka's biceps and pulled slightly. "Come on. I'll take you home." "Kakashi!" Gertrude was livid. He almost ignored her again but realized that something was wrong. Iruka was frowning at him angrily, and Asuma was looking at Kakashi like he was a lunatic. Fromm glared from his spot not very far away too. "What?" Even though the question was supposed to be directed at Gertude, Kakashi somehow was still looking at Iruka and in all honesty he really wanted to know why the younger officer was looking at him like that. So the question turned out to be addressed to Iruka after all. "Nothing, General. It's none of my business but I don't like the way you treat a lady." Was he really acting that bad? He just wanted to take Iruka home and he never wanted to come here with Gertrude in the first place. She should be glad he even agreed to take her… She was bossy, demanding and calculated. She wanted to be there with Kakashi only because it would look good. Now she was angry only because him ignoring her looked bad! She didn't really care about him just as he didn't really give a fuck about her. And they both knew that! But apparently from the naïve Colonel's point of view it looked like mistreating a lady… Kakashi looked away from the angry brown orbs to take in his surroundings. Ok, maybe the sweet Iruka wasn't the only one to misinterpret the situation. Even Asuma, who knew the truth looked at him disapprovingly. He often tried to be protective over Kakashi's reputation and had this disgusting habit of always being right, so Kakashi trusted his opinions. Very hesitantly he turned to face 'the lady'. "Gertrude… We're leaving. Say good night to your boss and take your coat. I'll drive you home and I'll help Iruka to…" "I don't need anybody's help to get back to my quarters, General! And I refuse to accept any!" Iruka was blushing furiously. He felt almost like a woman around this intimidating man. It was unnerving and his temper wasn't taking it lightly. Kakashi watched in fascination the real storm break in Iruka's mesmerizing eyes. The man was trying to stay calm and courteous the whole night but now his patience was wearing thin very quickly. It was like looking at the grenade that is to explode right at your feet. Kakashi's heart sped up. It was kind of crazy and felt a bit suicidal but he just needed to push Iruka's buttons to see the explosion. And he really wanted to be the centre of the storm that was approaching. "You'll do what I say." He knew how much the younger man detested to be ordered around, especially by Kakashi. "No, I will NOT!" Iruka's face was getting redder and his hands formed fists at his sides. "Why don't you stomp your feet for emphasis, Colonel?" Kakashi smirked. He loved to have an upper hand with Iruka. "Don't piss me off." Iruka actually did stomp his feet. It was close. "Or what, Colonel?" Then the lightings tore through the amber orbs. "Or I'll make you regret it!" That was it. Kakashi grabbed Iruka's shoulders and once again pushed him out of the ball room but this time into the relatively empty hall. He didn't need a public for this. Unfortunately Gertrude and Asuma followed. "Who the hell do you think you are, Hatke?! You are using your rank and your power to undermine other people! I'm sick of your behavior! You may report my insubordination but first you WILL hear what I have to say! You make me sick! You're so selfish and ignorant! I won't tolerate it anymore! I'm a gentlemen and I won't stay silent when a man treats a woman like THAT in front of my very eyes! Being a General doesn't give you the right to act rude! We are at the social gathering, not in the front line or in the general staff! When I say I want to stay, you should respect that and leave me alone! And when lady asks you to dance you should politely accept!" Kakashi's cheeks were getting hotter with Iruka's every fierce word. He could only hope that others would think it's from embarrassment or anger. Angry Iruka was incredible! "What kind of a lady asks a gentleman to dance?!" Kakashi narrowed his eyes provoking Iruka even more. That was fun. It made his blood run faster. It made him feel alive! "The kind you chose as your company for this party. Take responsibility!" "You're going to teach me how to be a gentleman now, Colonel?" "Yes, if your father forgot to do that!" "He didn't. He just killed himself when I was eight!" Kakashi crossed his arms over his chest. Iruka's jaw dropped. Ok, he said something wrong this time. But it was because of anger. Normally he would never… "I'm sorry, General. I didn't mean to touch hurtful memories, but I've been an orphan almost my whole life too and I still managed to grab the general concept of courtesy and being nice! So stop hiding behind your broken past and ranks and be a man you claim to be!" Now Kakashi's jaw dropped. Iruka was an orphan too? He should have known, he should have check it! He had Iruka's files on his desk all the time, but apparently he gave too much of his attention to the pictures instead of the written content… "By bringing miss Klauser to this party you committed yourself to be responsible for her and the time she spends with you, so why don't you stop harassing me show HER some interest?" Iruka almost winced hearing his own words. He sounded so pitifully jealous that it wasn't even funny! And then he realized that his finger was poking Kakashi's broad chest making his medals jingle funnily. He pulled the hand away and looked back up into Kakashi's eye, Generlal's gaze burning like a napalm. Why, oh WHY Iruka could never control his damn temper? Kakashi often thought about Iruka when he masturbated, imagining him on his knees or with his pants down, bent over the desk, but that was the first time he really wanted to kiss him. Well, actually not just wanted but needed, and wasn't sure how to stop himself. Those trembling lips throwing insults at everything he is looked irresistibly kissable at the moment and he found himself leaning closer. Asuma rubbed his forehead. After they all had drinks together few days ago he thought that they made up. Now they were once again in each other's faces. What was wrong with them? They acted so childish. Kakashi teased Iruka on purpose, that much was obvious, but it didn't look like there was any real anguish it. It was … just to rile the Umino up. Like boys pulling on girls' pigtails to get their attention. He shook his head to get rid of the weird comparison from his mind. It was ridiculous. As ridiculous as Iruka's reaction to Kakashi's prompts. He was asking for it! Someone needed to do something, NOW! Just as the thought passed his mind he saw Kakashi leaning toward Iruka and the Captain was almost sure that any moment now Iruka's fist would be in the General's face. Kakashi was leaning toward the offending lips. His eyes widened in surprise when something suddenly stopped him, pulling him backwards. "That's enough, Kakashi." Asuma's hold on his forearm was strong and firm. "Iruka is right. Take miss Klauser home. You were leaving, right? Iruka is staying so..." "I'm not leaving without him, and he is not staying! He looks pale and weak. It's not a time or place to act cool in front of the Admiral's daughter and pretend he's alright. He needs to rest." Iruka was really tired of all this. He hoped he would have a chance to talk to Stauffenberg a bit about those things Shika was telling him. Iruka needed some confirmation. Where they seriously going to kill Hitler? They all knew that it could be even worse than letting him live. This matter was extremely delicate and the decision required some serious consideration. It couldn't be acted on the spot just like that. There would be consequences. And who would take over? They needed to secure this aspect first. And what if they're attempt failed? Questions and worries were multiplying in Iruka's head and he really needed to talk to Claus at least about some of them because it wasn't as simple as they believed or hoped it would be. But Kakashi was doing everything to ruin this. Why? After what he enquired on the balcony earlier it looked like he had pretty good idea about Stauffenberg's politics but did he really suspect Iruka or was he just being an ass and doing all this just to spite him? Iruka sighed and rubbed his forehead. Kakashi was just another delicate matter and Iruka had no idea how to deal with it. "Fine, General. I don't know what you want from me but Asuma knows I'm leaving with you so…" "Don't be silly, Colonel. If I wanted to hurt you I would have done it already and you know it. I'm taking you home so you could rest. That's it." "Fine, good night, Asuma…" "Good night, Iruka." Asuma's worries faded away. He wasn't wrong before. Kakashi did like Iruka. He didn't even mind Iruka's inappropriate behavior. He took it all with a straight face not minding even the comment about his own father. Normally when someone dared to say anything about Sakumo, Kakashi was livid, but not this time. He wouldn't hurt Iruka. He was probably just using him as a reason to flee the party. "Good. Let's go then." Kakashi pulled Iruka's arm again. "Wait! Kakashi! I need to take my coat!" "Then go and get it and we'll go to fetch a car." Kakashi pulled Iruka toward the exit not waiting for Gertrude. When the distance between them and her was big enough he leaned to Iruka's cute little ear and whispered. "I don't want you to talk to those people in public. Stauffenberg is a traitor and Fromm knows it! His stupid secretary is completely oblivious to all that or she pretends to be. But you… I want you to stay out of this. If they go down – and they WILL – you'll go with them! Is that what you want?" "Why do you care?" Kakashi's blood boiled. Apparently he cared more than this stupid git himself! He grabbed Iruka's shoulders and pushed him against the wall. The Colonel moaned when the pain shot through his injured arm and Kakashi gasped at the erotic sound. He wanted to bite Iruka's bottom lip or at least take it into his mouth and suck. Unfortunately Iruka didn't take all this manhandling all too well. He was tired and in pain and Kakashi was pissing him off, so he retaliated and pushed him as hard as he could. When Kakashi realized that Iruka was once again out of his arms anger multiplied. He grabbed Iruka's wrist and pressed it hard to the wall high above Iruka's head. He was bigger and stronger, and colonel's other arm was in a sling. The shorter man managed to push him away only because he took the General by surprise. It wouldn't work the second time. "Don't mess with me, Umino!" "Let me go!" They were glaring at each other, the air between them heavy with sexual tension and irritation. "I do it to protect you, you ungrateful little fuck!" "I don't need your protection!" Kakashi hated the truth of those words. His fist hit the wall mere inches from Iruka's scared face. "You have no bloody idea what you need, you stupid twit…" "Kakashi!?" Iruka never thought he would be glad to hear miss Klauser's voice. Kakashi instantly let him go and stepped out of his personal space which he apparently loved to invade. "Let's go." Kakashi walked out of the building and Iruka followed obediently few steps behind, while Gertrude hung herself on the General's arm again. It took a minute before they brought Kakashi's car so Iruka just stood there with his good hand in his pocket, looking straight forward and trying to ignore Gertrude's irritating chatter. She was talking about what she and Kakashi would do after dropping Iruka off. When the chauffeur brought their car Iruka opened the door for the lady and the General. Kakashi frowned. He wanted to sit next to Iruka, but he couldn't put Fromm's secretary in the front seat. It was considered the most dangerous position so according to the rules Iruka should sit there. But Kakashi hesitated looking for some other option, if not just to sit closer to Iruka, then to avoid sitting with that obtrusive woman… "I'll drive!" The chauffeur's eyes widened in surprise. He would have to walk all the way to the barracks. "Yes sir…!" Kakashi took the keys from him and took the driver seat ignoring Gertrude's whiny protests. Iruka didn't say anything, even when they stopped in front of some elegant tenement. Kakashi stepped out of the car and opened the door for 'the lady' looking pointedly at Iruka and smirking after finally catching his eye. He wanted to show the younger man how gentlemanly he could act if he only wanted to! The irritated woman got off the car. "Goodnight, Gertrude. Thank you for the wonderful evening." "Will you come back after dropping him off?" "No." She scowled at him and took a swing to slap his cheek. Kakashi was a gentleman but he wasn't going t let her do that! Holding her hand in his tight grip he briefly wondered if he would let Iruka to hit him and shivered at the realization that he actually would. Any physical contact with Iruka would be appreciated. Yes, he was that desperate. Gertrude only huffed and left. Kakashi didn't ask where Iruka lived, he already knew. "Your name means 'dolphin'…" Iruka looked at the General genuinely surprised. "You're one to talk! And how did you find out?" "I was in the library and just…" "Decided to check what my name means?" It was making Iruka all giddy. Kakashi glued his eyes to the road ahead and tried to force his blush to subside a little. Why did he say this? It was so incredibly stupid to admit to something like that… It was already outrageous that he had actually done it but to admit to it, and to Iruka of all people, it was… it was an absurd. He did it on the third day of Iruka's trip to Penemünde… He was losing his mind back then and did a few crazy things. Some of them were just stupidly cute, like his library searching, but some almost traumatized him for life, like his adventure in the house of 'entertainment'… But Iruka didn't need to know about any of this. He stopped the car in front of Iruka's quarters and quickly jumped out of the vehicle to open the door for Iruka. "I'm not a woman, General!" Iruka glared at the helping hand awaiting for Iruka to accept it. "But you're hurt. Let me help you." "I don't need your help!" Iruka was trying to get out of the car and Kakashi was trying to help him anyway so Iruka pissed as hell planted his booted heel firmly in General's feet. The silver haired man's face turned purple and some sweat appeared on his forehead but he swallowed any undignified sounds that were trying to escape his traitorous lips. "Oh, I'm sorry, General, did I step upon your feet?" Kakashi just shook his head not trusting his voice just yet. "Thank you for the lift, General Hatake. Good night." "Wait… You… Aren't you going to invite me in? For a drink?" Iruka just stared, blinking and wondering what was it about this time. "We were supposed to drink bruderschaft, remember?" "But you said that I look like a walking corpse and that I need to go to bed right now." Slight stir in Kakashi's pants confirmed that 'the problem' from before was not a problem anymore… or at least not in a way it was before. He hoped Iruka wouldn't notice… But he really wanted to get into Iruka's apartment… And stay there with him, drinking, talking, and getting closer… Maybe Iruka would fall asleep and then Kakashi would have a chance to watch him sleep… "I lied. I was looking for some excuse to get out of there." Iruka chuckled. Kakashi loved that sound, and Iruka's smile. It was mesmerizing. "Zur letzen Instanz tomorrow at one, General. Don't be late. I know your reputation." Did Iruka just invite him for dinner? Kakashi grinned like an idiot. "It's a date then, Colonel." Iruka shrugged and left hiding his own stupid grin from the other man's view. TBC. Thank you for reading... review?
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