Goodbye, Sasuke | By : Disgracefulsoul Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1497 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Author's Note: Hello Everyone! It has been ages since I last posted and I know I have a lot of other stories to catch up on but life has gotten the better of me. I got married, went back to school (nursing school is very demanding -_- ). So please bear with me because I am trying to go back to writing. My only warning I have is that I literally put this together in the mist of homework, class and breaks. So please, if you have any suggestions, see any mistakes or anyone would like to be my beta, I would greatly appreciate it.
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He stood in the middle of their bedroom. He watched as the peach colored curtains danced in the air from the warm breeze that entered through the half opened window. He could see the room slowly start to darken as the sun set. He watched the shadows crawl across the walls. He couldn’t help but watch as the picture that stood on their night stand was slowly eaten away by the shadows. They were both sitting down and leaning against a tree. He had his left arm wrapped around his shoulder and was holding up a peace sign. He had a grin on his face while he had a small smile on his lips.
They were happy then.
He smiled sadly at the picture, a single tear fell from his eyes. When had it all gone wrong?
He closed his eyes as he felt tears threatening to fall. Damn it, he wasn’t going to back down now. He closed his hands into a fist, he had to do this. If he didn’t do it now, he would never be happy.
He would never admit how much he longed for that happiness. But he knew it would never matter if he didn’t have him by his side. Yet it would be equally painful to remain by his side. Why couldn’t things be the way they were before?
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They were in the middle of his living room. They lights were off and the light from the TV cast shadows across the room. They had been arguing about what to watch and had ended up struggling for the remote. Sasuke had had the upper hand and had tackled him to the ground, only to have Sasuke shift them so that he was on top of Naruto. He sat straddling him with the remote above him. As Naruto moved upwards their groins rubbed against each other causing a small groan to escape them. They stilled as they realized what had just occurred. Naruto looked to Sasuke and watching as his expression changed. He felt Sasuke shift forward and started leaning downwards, inching his face closer to his.
“Sasuke?” he called out. Sasuke stopped when he was mere inches from his own. His eyes locked with his own, seemingly searching for something.
“Dobe” he whispered against his lips.
Naruto could hear his heart beating loudly and felt his mouth go dry. He opened his mouth to say something when lips pressed against his own. Fingers tangled themselves into his golden locks, gripping them softly as they kissed. He felt Sasuke’s tongue run along his lower lip, he parted his lips and allowed him access. He groaned as tongue met, his hands gripping Sasuke’s shirt. Their tongues danced sensually against each other, seeking to dominate on another.
He wasn’t sure how long they were kissing but eventually parted when air was needed. He couldn’t help but stare at Sasuke’s swollen lips, those sinful lips that had barely been upon his own. He looked up to meet lust filled eyes and couldn’t stop the shiver that ran through his body.
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It hadn’t been easy but they had made it work. They had to go past their differences and learn to work together.
They had been dating for 4 years before they decided to move in together last fall. It had been something completely new but they were eager to make it work. Everything had been going great until the new interns started at Sasuke’s company. That’s when the insecurities and jealousy started.
He started noticing all these incoming calls and texts on his phone from her.
Every single time.
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They had been sitting in the living room watching a movie for the first time in months. Naruto couldn’t help but look over at his lover. Sasuke was sitting on the couch with his arms around him. Naruto couldn’t help but smile. Sasuke had been busy for some time now and because of it, they rarely had time together. Sasuke had promised to take tonight and tomorrow off to spend time with him. He leaned over to kiss his cheek when he heard the buzzing of a phone. He felt Sasuke tense and quickly unwrap himself from him.
“I thought you said you wouldn’t take any calls tonight” he frowned.
“It’s important” was all he got. He watched as Sasuke made his way down the hallway towards their bedroom.
He got up and followed but was met with a locked door. He jiggled the handle and gave a frustrated growl. He gave the door a kick before returning back to the living room and threw himself onto the couch. After a few minutes Sasuke returned and simply sat down next to him without a word.
“So what was so important that they had to call you at ten at night?” he asked with annoyance.
“It was from the office. Don’t worry about it dobe and watch the movie”
Naruto couldn’t help but feel uneasy but knew Sasuke would not say anything further about the matter. He let out a sigh and went back to watching the movie. After the movie ended, they both headed to bed. Sasuke went to the washroom and Naruto prepared the bed. That’s when he noticed Sasuke’s cell phone on the night stand.
He looked to the bathroom before grabbing the phone. He couldn’t get this uneasy feeling to leave him since Sasuke received the call earlier. He turned it on and checked the call history. He felt his heart stop at the name on the very top.
Sakura Haruno
It was her again. He felt his eyes water and felt his heart ache.
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He had thrown the phone at him when he emerged from the washroom. He confronted him about the call but it seemed to only lead to excuses and arguments. Then Sasuke started staying late at the office more frequently only to come back with marks on his bodies and smelling faintly of perfume. When he asked, he merely brushed it aside.
Their love making had turned cold, he never seemed interested in anything but the act itself. He left their bed as soon as they were gone, the distance was very obvious.
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It was dark in the room.
The light from the bathroom at the end of the room was the only source of light.
‘Typical’ he thought as he looked over his lover’s shoulder as he positioned himself on top of him.
“Sasuke” he moaned out as his lover thrust forwards into him hard and fast. Even from the lack of light he could see his pale skin glisten with sweat and his dark black locks stuck to his forehead. He couldn’t help but reach out to touch his face, Sasuke’s eyes glossed over with lust.
No matter how many times they did this, he could never get tired of looking at him. A groaned escaped him as Sasuke continued to thrust into him, his movements becoming more frantic.
“Na-ruto” he heard him groan.
Naruto felt Sasuke’s hand move in between them and wrap around his penis. He gasped as he started moving his hand up and down, moving in the rhythm of his thrust.
Naruto reached out and wrapped his arms around him as he felt himself near and knowing Sasuke was too. Sasuke continued to thrust and soon stiffened as he groaned. Naruto felt his seed release into him, causing his own climax.
“Sasu—nnn-Ah!” he screamed.
Everything went white for a moment as his body shuddered in pleasure. After a few moments Naruto’s body relaxed and was left panting. Sex with Sasuke was always intense, draining and always left him exhausted.
Naruto felt him pull out of him and lay beside him. Small puffs of breath escaped Sasuke as his hand laid across his face, covering his eyes. Naruto took a moment to look at him, admiring his handsome looks before he reached over to touch him. Just before Naruto’s hand could reach him, he moved out of his grasp. Sasuke quickly sat up, and leaned over the bed to grab his boxers.
“Sasuke?” he called softly.
“I’m going to shower” he said as he stood and headed towards the bathroom and closing the door behind him.
I love you Naruto…
Naruto closed his eyes as he recalled his words. He couldn’t help but grasp the sheets under him as he tried his hardest to hold in a cry.
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Everything was slowly changing and he knew it.
Most nights he ended up going to sleep with tears in his eyes. His friends started asking questions, but he told them it was nothing. Even though he really wanted to tell them, he couldn’t bring himself to. Eventually, their concern faces became too great that he stopped answering phone calls and wouldn’t answer the door if they stopped by.
He heard shuffling from behind him.
“Naruto” a voice called from behind.
He quickly raised his hand and wiped away the tear that had escaped.
“Yes?” he answered.
He forced a smile as he turned around to face the very cause of his unhappiness. He watched as Sasuke fixed his tie while walking towards their bed. Sasuke picked up the jacket that laid on the bed and put it on. Naruto walked over to him slowly, standing behind Sasuke, smoothing out the wrinkles from his back.
"I'm leaving"
“Will you be back late?” he spoke softly. He felt Sasuke slow his movements but did not answer. Sasuke eventually moved away and headed out of the room. Naruto slowly followed and watched as Sasuke grabbed his keys from the living room table and turned to leave.
“Sasuke?” he felt himself call out. He watch as Sasuke stilled but did not turn to look at him. Naruto felt his heart clench, he knew that he was going to see her and was not going for a late meeting. He wanted to cry, scream and demand him to stay by his side. Yet he knew that no matter what he did, nothing would change the fact that Sasuke had willingly decided to hurt him. He closed his hands, and focused on the pain from the nails digging into his palm.
He stared into his back, willing himself to memorize the image of him leaving. He took a small breath before he spoke the words that weighted heavily in his heart.
“I love you Sasuke”
For a moment, nothing but the ticking of the clock and the fluttering of curtains in the air were heard. He couldn’t help but hold his breath, hoping and praying that he would say it back. He wanted an excuse to continue hoping. He wanted a reason to stay by his side regardless of the pain but he never received one. Instead, Sasuke opened the door and walked out, closing the door behind him.
The moment the door closed, he felt as though his heart had been pulled out from his body. Nothing could have prepared him for the excruciating pain he felt. He felt his body give way and he fell on to the floor. He felt his chest heave as tears fell from his eyes but willed himself to calm down. He couldn’t break down, he needed to stay strong for just a bit longer.
With a shaky hand, he grabbed hold of the couch next to him and used it to stand up. His legs struggled to keep him up but after a few minutes, he was steady enough to walk to the bedroom. Once there, he walked over to the closet and opened it. He grabbed hold of the suitcase that stood there and dragged it across the room onto the bed. He turned to the night stand and reached for the picture that sat there, removing it from the frame. He grabbed a pen from the top drawer and wrote on the picture before laying it on top of the pillow.
He grabbed the suitcase from the bed and left the room. He walked down the hall and across the living room towards the door. He opened the door and lowered the suitcase before turning around and looking into the apartment. The apartment held some many wonderful and painful memories of them. Yet even as his heart ache, he knew this was the right choice.
“Goodbye….Sasuke” he echoed the words he had written on their photo.
With one last look at their apartment, he slowly closed the door to the life he once shared with the person he loved.
Maybe in another life, they could have been happy.
Or maybe… it was simply wishful thinking.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Please review and let me know what you think! I will be writing Sasuke's POV as part of the follow up to this one shot. We'll be see more in depth of what happened and why it happened. So again, please share your thoughts!
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