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I Saw You....Walking In The Rain	By : Mija Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1128 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-I Saw You....Walking In The Rain
- 2-I Saw You..Other side of The Coin
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I Saw You…… Walking In the Rain
By Mija

Warnings/Disclaimer: I do NOT own Naruto or any of its characters and make no money from writing this. I also don’t own the title of this fic, since it was taken from a song I heard long ago, don’t know who wrote or sang it, been too long, but other than a vague premise and title this has nothing to do with said song. Be warned that there is mentions of boy/boy relationships, cussing, some violence and angst. The characters might be OOC a bit, but I hope when you read this it will make it easier to see it was necessary. Thanks.

He was fuming, he paced the length of their tiny apartment living room, grumbling to himself, eyes narrowed and face scrunched into a mask of barely controlled rage. He glared at the front door and then the boxes stacked there and contemplated ripping the boxes open and tearing everything in them to shreds and then burning the left overs. The fact that he had the urge to do something so utterly against his nature just pissed him off more. Only him, only that annoying loud, brash moron could ever bring him to the brink of madness and leave him feeling utterly out of his depth.
        This wouldn’t do. No, he wouldn’t let the moron take anything else from him than he already had. He would never ever admit to anyone but himself that any of this bothered him more than what was healthy. He was an Uchiha after all, and not just any Uchiha but thee, fucking cold as ice, emotionless, and stoic Sasuke Uchiha who didn’t give a fuck about anything or anyone. Granted, everyone expected some sort of emotion out him, especially when it came to that dumbass blond he called his boyfriend. But this was unacceptable.
Everyone knew that any true emotion Sasuke had ever exhibited was caused by one blond haired, blued eyed idiot that he had stupidly fallen in love with. One, Naruto Uzumaki. Naruto was the only one ever capable of driving the raven haired man insane. Be it anger, exasperation, annoyance lust or love, Naruto had been the only one who had ever made Sasuke lose control. But no more. He wouldn’t allow Naruto to make a fool out of him more than he already had. He would kill himself before he let Naruto or anyone else know how much this had affected him. Stupid dobe.
Taking deep cleansing breaths, Sasuke willed his body to calm down, for his heart beat to slow down to normal, for his body to loosen up and relax. Really, he shouldn’t be all too surprised that this had happened, his relationship with Naruto had been going way to well to be real. And granted he had never thought for one moment that his boyfriend would cheat on him, but the fact that it affected him this strongly really surprised him and pissed him off to no end.
Yes he knew most people would excuse him for his lapse in control, I mean who wouldn’t be enraged after seeing their boyfriend with another man? But this was unacceptable to Sasuke. He was Sasuke Uchiha, he didn’t DO freak outs of any kind. He would rather die than let Naruto or anyone else know how much Naruto’s lying unfaithful ass had hurt him, affected him. He wouldn’t give the moron the satisfaction of knowing he had wormed his way so deeply into Sasuke’s heart that it felt like Sasuke’s world was crumbling around him. Nope not happening, he would never let anyone know how much it had hurt to see Naruto walking in the rain with his ex-boyfriend, holding hands, leaning into each other so close, that Naruto’s blond hair was entangling with black as they whisped intimately to one another.
Fucking Sai! He hated that guy. Sai had been Naruto’s boyfriend when Saskuke met them. Sai and Naruto had been friends since middle school and highschool and had started dating in their senior year, then for the begining of their freshman year in college, where Sasuke had met them both for the first time. Even back then he had felt attracted to Naruto, but he had never tried once to interfere in their relationship, hell he never let on that he found the blond moron attractive at all on a physical level. He wasn’t like that, he wasn’t a scum bag, Sasuke didn’t do the whole breaking up relationship thing to get what he wanted. That wasn’t his style and he hated those that did, and he absolutely loathed those that cheated on their partners. So you can say that finding out that Naruto was cheating on him with his ex was beyond painful.
Naruto had never told him why he and Sai broke up and Sasuke never pried. And although the two had continued to talk, Naruto explaining that they had been good friend before they started to date and always would be, Sasuke had a lot of trouble accepting any continued relationship between the two. I mean who wouldn’t? What sane person was okay with their significant other continuing to see their ex, even if they both swore up and down that it was only friendship?
Apparently only him because after much arguing and a lot of back and forth discussions, and even stupid advice from Sasuke’s own so called friends as well as Naruto’s, who told him he had to TRUST his blond, he had accepted it. Okay so not accept persay, but he didn’t argue with Naruto over it anymore and tried to tolerate it. Stupid him, he should of gone with his gut. Fucking cheating, lying, slut!
Breath. Breath. Sasuke told himself as he willed down his once again rising anger. Now Sasuke could of forgiven this light slip, maybe. He might of allowed Naruto to EXPLAIN how what he had seen was all a misunderstanding, if seeing them n the rain holding hands and conversing intimately had been the ONLY thing he had witnessed. But no, no such luck.
After seeing that and trying hard not to rush over there and tear them apart and start beating Sai into a pulp, Sasuke followed them. It wasn’t hard to trail them and not be seen since it was raining fairly well, people were mostly under umbrellas like Naruto and Sai were, sharing one damn umbrella to boot! Or running as fast as they could for shelter. So Sasuke wasn’t noticed as he followed the oblivious duo.
It wasn’t long before he stopped under a street light and watched as he boyfriend and his ex, climbed the stair into a brownstone apartment building. Sasuke knew from having been there a few times back when he was just FRIENDS with the two before him and Naruto got together, that Sai living there in a small studio. Sasuke was beyond pissed, beyond jealous. He wanted to so badly rush up the stair and into Sai’s studio and confront the cheating whores. But he refrained, barely. He knew that if rushed in there, he would do something he’d regret, probably.
So instead he stood there across the street under a street lamp and looked up at the windows that he knew were, where Sai’s apartment was located. He watched as the lights turned on in the dimming evening and stood still, till he saw a bare chested Sai walk over to the window and just stare out. Sasuke wasn’t sure if Sai saw him standing there or not, he could of sworn Sai’s black eyes had connected with his own coal colored orbs briefly before turning around as if talking to someone behind him. But it was hard to tell with Sai since the bastard had a face so empathic and emotionless most times, he put Sasuke’s to shame. But Sai had always been like that. Only Naruto had ever been able to bring any sort of emotion to Sai’s face.
Sasuke frowned and wondered if Naruto had a thing for cold emotionless pricks with black hair and eyes and pale skin. God, just thinking of how similar their basic traits were, was not making Sasuke feel better at ALL.
Clenching his fists, Sasuke watched as Sai turned back around to look out the window and them growled when Naruto came up behind Sai and wrapped his arms around the bastards bare pale waist and laid his chin on the pricks shoulder and close his eyes and sighed. What blew Sasuke’s top was that Naruto was bare chested as well and as his vision clouded with red, he saw Sai turn in Naruto’s arms and hug the blond back, naked chest to naked chest before closing the curtains.
Sasuke had left then. He couldn’t really tell you how he had made it home because he couldn’t remember. He didn’t even recall how he had gone about grabbing everything Naruto owned, beside the stuff Sasuke had given him of course, because hell would freeze over before Sasuke let Naruto take anything Sasuke had given him and use it with while with his old and new lover, and packed it in a few boxes they had in the hall closet from when they had moved in together five months prior. For Sasuke it had been almost instinctual and he did it all robotically.
Of course after placing what little Naruto owned by the door for the blond to take when he got back, Sasuke didn’t know what to do with himself. While waiting for Naruto to come home and confront the cheating blond, it gave him time to think, to stew, to go over everything in their relationship and try to see things he might of missed. When had Naruto and Sai start seeing each other again? How long has it been going on behind his back? Had they ever stopped? Maybe they had never broken up to begin with and just pretended they had. It wouldn’t be the first time someone had tried to get with him because if his name and money.
Just thinking of that made everything in Sasuke go cold. What if this had all been planned out? What if after meeting Sasuke and finding out who he was or more like who his family was, the decided to cash in on the fact that Sasuke seemed to have the hot’s for Naruto? He was sure he had kept his attraction to Naruto well hidden but what if he had slipped up somewhere?
What if both Sai and Naruto had known and decided to use Sasuke’s lust for Naruto and cash in so to speak? Pretending to break up with each other, and then having Naruto conveniently get together months later with Sasuke? Refusing to let go of his so called child hood friendship with Sai even though Sasuke was against it from the beginning? Swearing they were just friends and it’s why they still talked and hung out together? There was just too much staring him right in the face now. How could he have been so stupid? So blind?
Just thinking of how they had played Sasuke all this time and were fucking each other all along and were probably still fucking each other right NOW! Both laughing at how stupid and gullible Sasuke was! Was making Sasuke was lose his composure again and want to hurt someone. So it wasn’t much of a surprise when the door opened just then and a relatively dry Naruto walked in wearing a shirt he knew damn well hadn’t been on him earlier or anything he or Naruto ever OWNED, that Sasuke lost it.
Sasuke couldn’t be blamed for his actions; at least it’s what he told himself. Anyone would of done what he had in that situation, seeing that innocent yet surprised look on the tanned face of his lover when he saw Sasuke standing there, home early, since Sasuke usually stayed late at the university taking night classes. The look was of surprise and something else Sasuke couldn’t quite place, or maybe he was just to pissed to even try to name. Not that he really cared at the moment.
Just knowing that Naruto had probably hoped to come home and get rid of whatever evidence he might have had of his tryst with Sai before Sasuke got home from classes, only served to make Sasuke see red. How could he?! How could that moronic cheating bastard look so innocent after tearing Sasuke’s heart out and making him look like a fool?! No one played an Uchiha like that, no one played HIM for a fool!
As he said, Sasuke was sure no one would blame him for his actions, but inside? Inside Sasuke knew what he was doing was wrong, so, so wrong. God help him, because he couldn’t seem to help himself from doing it.
One minute Sasuke was across the living room from where Naruto was located, but the next he was in front of Naruto slamming the smaller man into the closed door and holding him up off the floor by his neck. He could see the shock and the surprise on Naruto’s face, his deep ocean blue eyes wide and almost too bright in confusion, and was that a bit of fear?
Naruto started to struggle and both his tanned hands clawed at Sasuke’s wrist that held Naruto pinned to the door trying to break free, and perhaps breath? Sasuke wasn’t exactly being gentle and he could see Naruto’s face turning red and hear the choked gasps as he tried to suck in air to his constricted windpipe.
“Saa…” Naruto tried to choke out as he continued to claw at Sasuke’s wrist and get free.
For some reason seeing Naruto’s face contorted in pain and fear, of HIM, made Sasuke feel sick and brought a small amount of his lost control back.   Naruto had already taken a lot from him, made him look like a fool, played him so utterly, as pissed off as he was he refused to let Naruto take any more from him. He wouldn’t let Naruto turn him into something he wasn’t.
With a scowl and disgusted look Sasuke pulled back and tossed Naruto’s gasping form to the floor. Turning from the site of his blond lover who had tears in his eyes while coughing as he tried to regain his breathing, Sasuke swallowed and fought the anger and bile rising in his throat.
“Get out.” Came the all too calm words from Sasuke as he refused to look at the gasping moron. He was proud his words sounded to cool and collected, cold and emotionless, when he was anything BUT, inside.
“Wha..What the fuck bastard?!” Naruto growled as he shaking got to his feet.
“What the hell Sasuke?!” The blond added once he got his footing and was able to get a good deep breath of air into his lungs.
“I said get OUT!...I don’t want to see your face or hear your fucking annoying voice one more second! Get the FUCK OUT!”  Sasuke replied refusing to look at Naruto, his back still to the moron although Sasuke could swear he could see the confusion and growing anger on his stupid face, in his mind’s eye,
“What? Sasuke what the hell is going on? What are you saying?” Naruto asked, his voice laced with his annoying concern. Sasuke knew Naruto was confused, as if he never expected Sasuke to find out about his infidelity. Dumbass.
“Did I fucking stutter you MORON?!” Sasuke gritted through clenched teeth as he finally turned around to glare hateful daggers at his lying cheating boyfriend. Sasuke gritted his teeth harder as his anger boiled at seeing Naruto’s face filled with hurt, confusion. Such a good little actor he was.
“Saaa..” Naruto started but Sasuke cut him off, he couldn’t let him talk, he wanted Naruto out of his apartment, NOW. Just looking at those huge blue eyes and that round tanned face made Sasuke ache for what might have been.
“I saw you.” The raven stated, watching Naruto’s face intently for any guilt or emotion on his face. Not surprisingly all he got was a frown of confusion and worry. That wasn’t what he wanted from the traitor.
“Saw what?”
“I saw you….today….walking in the rain with Sai.” Sasuke practically spit. For a moment Naruto still looked lost and confused then like something dawning on him Naruto’s eyes went almost impossibly wider and his mouth gaped open. He looked scared and guilty, at least that’s what Sasuke saw. Which pissed the raven off more, but he kept himself in check. Barely.
“Sasuke let me explain…” Naruto started, looking panicked but Sasuke didn’t want to hear it, he really, really didn’t. He had all he needed, it was an admission of guilt and for Sasuke who for some reason had deep down still had held out some sort of hope that it wasn’t what he thought, couldn’t take it anymore.
“I said get the FUCK OUT! I don’t want to hear your fucking excuses! I could care less what you have to say! I want you out of MY apartment NOW! I can’t stand the sight of your face or the sound of your fucking lying voice!”   Sasuke growled, only a few words spat out in a higher tone of voice as he tried to reign in his anger, his hurt, his pain.
Without waiting for anymore words, Sasuke yanked the door open and started to toss Naruto’s boxes out like trash, not caring that some ripped open and the contents spilled out. Naruto could clean it or leave it for all Sasuke gave a flying fuck.
“Sasuke stop! I don’t know what you’r thinking but whatever it is let me explain!”  Naruto shouted out franticly as he rushed to Sasuke’s side and grabbed his arm, trying to stop him from throwing any more boxes out.
Sasuke didn’t mean to, at least not conscientiously. But as he felt Naruto grab onto his arm, the mere thought of those very hands having had just been around Sais bare torso made him want to throw up. Without thought he swung out with his arm, yanking it viciously from Naruto’s grasp and used the other hand to punch Naruto right in his deceitful face.
Naruto went flying a few feet from the impact and crumpled on the floor, holding his check as a trickle of blood made it way down the corner of his mouth where part of Sasuke fist had caught his mouth as well as cheekbone. Those stupid impossibly blue eyes, looking wide and teary, fearful and shocked. Was that a spark of betrayal Sasuke saw flash behind those sparkling eyes? He had the fucking nerve to looked betrayed by HIM?!
“Don’t touch me.” Sasuke hissed.
“I can’t stand the thought of your filthy hands on me, the thought of any part of your anywhere near me makes me want to puke. I don’t know what possessed me to ever let someone like you anywhere near me to begin with….while I stood here and thought of you and that fucking whore laughing and screwing each other behind my back, I started to wonder what the hell I ever saw in you in the first place. It’s not like we ever had anything in common, it’s not like I could ever really stand your grating voice or your obnoxious laugh, your stupidity and moronic faces always drove me nuts, so why did I ever give you the time of day? Then I realized why. Lust, I wanted to fuck you and after I did, I figured it was decent enough and kept you around till something better came around.” Sasuke stated, his voice now calm and cool, cold and impersonal. Naruto mouth gaped open like a fish and he looked totally crushed.
“You’r lying.” Came Naruto’s whispered denial. Sasuke laughed, he actually laughed. None of this was funny so it sounded strained but the hurt and anger in Naruto’s eyes made it worth it. He wanted to hurt Naruto so bad for his betrayal, for playing him for such a fool.
“Ya, I’m sure you really wish I was. But I’m not, in fact I’m a little grateful to you…if I hadn’t seen you and your faggoty boy toy together today I might have continued to keep you around. Maybe even ended up having actual feelings for you other than lust. Thank God that didn’t happen. Seeing you today helped to bring me back to my senses, because not even a great lay is worth looking like a fool, and I refuse to let some back stabbing little blond bitch continue to make me look weak and foolish! Be gone by the time I get back and never ever come near me again…because I swear to God I will beat the shit out of you if you do.” Sasuke stated before he walked out the door slamming the door shut behind him with such force pictures fell down and the bookshelves shook toppling knick knacks over.
When Sasuke returned hours later, he came home to an empty and dark apartment, nothing, and I mean nothing of Naruto remained, not a single knick knack, photo, even the stupid flyers Naruto had placed on their fridge with magnets or magazines he had left on the coffee table remained. Sasuke had thought he had packed everything the blond owned that wasn’t anything Sasuke had gotten for him, but he hadn’t been really been thinking of simple stupid things like magazines, flyers, or knick knacks like the little bamboo figurine sitting in a hot tub, that had sat over the fire place that they had gotten as a souvenir when they had taken their first weekend together as a couple at an onsen in the mountains.
But it was gone, everything Naruto owned or had any part in decorating their small apartment was gone, and although Sasuke was grateful nothing of the blond remained, he couldn’t help the small chill that ran through his body as he realized that the empty and dark feeling of the apartment wasn’t because Naruto’s things were gone, but because Naruto was gone. That night Sasuke did something he hadn’t done since he was a child, and something he swore he would never ever do again so long as he lived. He cried.

THE END.

AN: Kay I wrote this fic like a year ago, but lost it when my computer crashed, but a few weeks ago I was packing my things to move and came across a notebook and saw a few snippets of this fic and its sequel, yes I had started to write a sequel for it back in the day because with most things there is always two sides to a story lol, so anyhow I read my notes, felt the need to see it completed once again and finally did so. Not sure if I will do the sequel this time around, since I never got around to it the first time. So yes this was always supposed to be how this ended, in true life things don’t come out roses and rainbows. Anyhow whether I do or don’t do a sequel I hope you enjoy this on some level. Reviews or comments would be nice, helpful ones, if they are just to flame me then I rather not get any, thanks for reading. Huggles and smiles Mija.

AN2: On a side note, this fic had originally been and oddly enough inspired by an old old song called “I Saw You, Walking in The Rain” hence the title. Funny enough that song too had a sequel from the girls point of view, it is one of the reasons I had wanted to write this fic to begin with. But it doesn’t need the sequel its stands alone, hopefully. Yes unresolved stuff can be annoying but it happens.
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