Fake a Smile | By : Mandymoo Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male > Naruto/Sasuke Views: 1527 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Hey there guys. So this is my first story here on AFF. It has not been beta'd so I apologise if there are any mistakes.
Enjoy!Naruto’s POV
I’ve loved him, all along I’ve loved him and yet he treats me this way. I didn’t mind at first, it wasn’t all the time and besides I deserve it. Don’t I? The story I lay curled up on the couch, a cup of tea clutched in my hands and a book propped up on my legs. I read the words but never understood them, I was too busy waiting, listening for the sounds that would alert me to his arrival. It’s one thing I dread these days. He’s been out with friends and I know what he does when he goes out. He drinks. And when he drinks, that’s when I hate him. That’s when I just want to leave him. But every other time he is just so caring, he strokes my hair, whispers in my ear and is just plain amazing. I hear the car, he pulls into the driveway and you can hear he’s drunk. The door slams making me jump. I put the mug on the table and fold the corner of the page in, closing the book and placing it on the table beside my mug. I stand and walk to the door, opening it to let the raven inside. He slurs his words and flops onto me. For the moment I’m safe but it won’t take too long. His weight forces me down, my knees bent under him and he says something I don’t hear. A fist slams into my face and sends me flying backwards. I land slumped against the wall, my head down. The next morning I wake up, Sasuke curled around me, his face pressed into my shoulder. I cringe for a moment as pain washes over me before carefully peeling the raven off me and heading for the bathroom. I strip off and stand in front of our full length mirror; inspecting the bruises he left me this time. The biggest one was on my side; it was a dark mottled blue and ached whenever I moved. I winced, running my finger over each bruise carefully before turning to the shower. I step under the warm spray and lift my face into it, the drops falling on my bruised face. The tears burn on my face but so does the shower. I could even fool myself. I stand in the warmth for a time until I hear him stir. An awful retching sound comes from our room and he rushes into the bathroom to fold over the toilet. I wrap a towel around my bruised torso and walk to stand behind him, rubbing his back slowly. He finishes and stands, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand before leaning over the sink and washing his mouth out with the cool water. I stay where I am and just watch him, last night all but forgotten in my loving gaze. Sasuke straightens once more and walks to me, folding me against his chest. I wince again as the pain flashes through my body as he crushes my arm against my side. My head falls into the dip between his neck and shoulder where I close my eyes and breathe in his musky scent. He smells like spice and woodfire, he smells perfect. His lips caress my neck and I hum into his skin, my fingers tightening around his waist. The pale hand slides up my back to grasp the back of my neck, forcing my face to his where he captures my lips, his tongue sliding into my mouth to explore the insides of my cheeks. His tongue brushes mine and I touch the tip of it to his as it swirls around mine. My moan is caught in his mouth and he holds me closer, his hand grasping the towel that serves as my only cover. He pulls on it gently and I let it slip from my waist, exposing me. This, this is what I endure it all for. His caress and the way his body feels when he is above me. It’s almost an addiction. My breath quickens as his hand slides down my chest and pauses, resting in the hollow of my hips. I gasp once more and Sasuke takes my lower lip between his teeth as his hand wraps around me, ever so gently. My hand clenches in his midnight hair and he releases my lip. I arch backward, pressing myself to him as he pumps a fist over me while his other hand creeps around my back. My hips and my legs hurt as I lay underneath him; his sleeping weight on top of me. He had fallen asleep quite abruptly afterwards, leaving me uncomfortable underneath him. One limp hand was still tangled in my hair; the other hung over my side and curled on the bed. I lay waiting, my blue cerulean eyes closed, and a hand on his back while his face was cradled between my shoulder and neck. Sure, it wasn’t the most comfortable position but at least it wasn’t the pain. At least his fist isn’t buried in my stomach or face. He looks so peaceful, a far cry from what I know. Sasuke groaned and opened midnight eyes to my face, his hand falling from my hair to caress my face and then my lips; so gentle. I shivered and held him closer, relishing these few moments with him. His lips touched mine, his thumb moving from my lips to my neck where it rubbed gently, sending more shivers coursing down my spine. He pulled back and swung his legs over the edge of the bed and stretched before standing and plodding to the bathroom. Saturday had come at last and I knew I had him for the weekend, Neji was in America. For two insignificant days I had him to myself, I had peace and no pain. Sasuke came back from the bathroom after a few minutes and lay down beside me on his side, one hand reached out to rest on my chest as he stared at my face. I took a deep breath before picking up his hand and placing it on the bed. I stood and left our bedroom, walking down the hallway to the kitchen where I started pulling out a few bits and pieces. I laid the bread out and started spreading jam over it when Sasuke reached his pale arms around my waist and buried his face into my shoulder, scattering kisses over the bare flesh. With my sandwich made I ducked under Sasuke’s arms and made my way to the table where I sat, curling my legs up under myself on the seat. My raven sat himself opposite me and he simply stared, his fingers laced in front of his face, his midnight eyes peeking over the top. I lowered my eyes and stared at my sandwich, chewing slowly and deliberately to avoid any conversation. Sasuke tilts his head, his bangs falling into his eyes and sending my heart into a flutter that is close to painful. I can no longer swallow my food, an iron lump has formed in my throat and I can’t get anything past it. My breath hitches and I look up into those deep pools of darkness, wondering just what he’s looking at. Can he see the bruises he left me with? Is the faint yellowish tinge on my cheek telling him our story? Probably not, he never remembers, he tells me to keep out of trouble, don’t provoke anyone and I don’t. The irony makes me want to laugh.Next chapter shouldn't take too long. I should have it up by next week some time!
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