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Lost and Found
By: Late-Sleeper
Beta-reader: Pay Backs a Bitch
Disclaimer: I don’t own
a thing…
Note: Contains ItaNaru,
so yeah that’s all
It had been
six months since I have last stepped into this house…six months that I have
been looking for that person.
The person
I’ve hurt the most, the person I’ve loved the most, the person I would want to
live the rest of my life with.
I glanced
at the front gate and smiled. Home. I’m
finally coming back home.
I gingerly
entered the gate and greeted by our trusty guard with a courteous nod. I
returned the nod and went on my merry way inside, inside our house. My house.
I wonder what the hell my brother is doing.
The last I’ve heard from Kisame is that he
had a new toy last month. I wonder if they’re still
together, although I am quite certain that Itachi must have been bored by it by now.
Relationships
are not Itachi’s thing. It is a mere play to him.
Then again,
my brother was cool like that. That is why I look up to him more than to anyone
even though people think of him as a bastard. He is still my Idol.
He’s the
only family I have.
I smiled at
that thought but set it aside because I’ll soon have a
family, as soon as I found that person again. The person that
would complete me.
But
today, I’d have to refresh myself. Seeking a person was hard especially when
all the people that you knew could tell you a lead disliked you like you’re the
devil’s reincarnate.
However, I can’t blame them. What I’ve done
was wrong. I’m paying for it now…paying it with tears
and broken hearts.
I grabbed
the doorknob and turned it. I carefully opened it and glanced inside the room.
Hmm, no maids, therefore, Itachi must have someone
over. He always gives them a day off whenever he takes someone home. It means
he want to screw that someone silly.
I felt
myself scoffed a bit. I wondered when my brother would learn to take
relationship seriously. He’s not getting any younger,
and also I don’t want to settle down before him.
I gave a
loud sigh.
If only
Itachi could find someone like the person, I’ve found.
Maybe he would be a change man.
…if only I
could find that person again.
A sad
smiled carved on my face as I remember the face of that person.
The face
with the bluest blue eyes likes that of a blue sky that you could be suck
deeper and deeper as you gaze your eyes at him…
…and hair like sunshine, as though the sun has shine atop his head…
…red lips
that taste like strawberries and cream…a feline like scars on both cheeks…
…and finally, a smile like an innocent child.
I strolled
towards the living room, trying to locate my perverted brother, hopefully, not
screwing someone. I cautiously opened the door and waited for tell tale signs
of inappropriate activities but I received none.
I was about
to close the door when at the corner of my eye caught a movement. Being the
curious being that I am I stalked towards it. Not to my surprise lay a figure although fully covered with a
blanket.
It seems
like I was right, my brother was indeed screwing someone. Thank god, I arrived
late or else he would be forcing me again
to join in.
I know you
may have been shock… I was too.
My brother
called it sharing, a way of a brotherly love.
However, to
others they call it threesome. While I call it: disgusting!
It appalled
me to think that I would use or…umm yeah use someone my bother has already
defiled. Come on, who in the world would give or even
force his date or lover to his little brother after they got bored or just for
the heck of it. Itachi, that’s who!
And he
calls it sharing.
The creep.
Although Itachi’s taste are always the finest
quality.
I was
itching to unravel the hidden figure, not because I might give in to Itachi’s
proposition, I’m just curious. Honestly…
I went
towards the sleeping figure and reached out my hand towards the blanket when
suddenly I heard my brother called me from behind.
“I wouldn’t
do that if I were you. He’s still butt naked.”
That,
somewhat puzzled me. When did Itachi become concern if someone is naked or not?
Hell, I’ve seen him screw more people than an airplane
could carry when I was just an innocent boy. I was scarred
for the rest of my life by the way.
Why be
conservative now?
“New toy?”
I snapped back hiding my puzzlement with a taunt.
He smirked
at me and stride towards his sleeping lover. “No, he’s not new. We’ve been
together for a month.”
“Oh that’s…new.”
I heard myself exclaimed mindlessly. He just gave a soft smile. “Because I’m in love.”
In love my
ass.
I gave him a
what-the-fuck-are-you-smoking-look.
If I know,
another more week and he’d throw his new boy-toy without
even batting an eye.
He scooped
the figure with his arm in a bridal carriage and walked passed me. I was a bit
curious and confused. “He must be a god in bed, huh?” I chided before they
left.
“Yeah.”
“Nice. You’ve got me curious. Okay I’ll fuck him too.”
I felt a
sudden tension in the room and glanced at my brother’s shoulder sudden
stiffness. If that comment did make him livid, it did not show in his voice as
he answered me. “Sorry little brother this time I don’t think I’m sharing.”
What?!
Now I’m really curious.
I smiled at
him even though he did not turn his back to face me. He just continued walking
as he carried his bundle, probably towards his room.
I shrugged
at my brother’s sudden bout of insanity. I looked at the clock and was
surprised at how late it was. I haven’t had lunch yet
and as my mind processed the time my stomach growled in recognition. I patted
my tummy and proceeded to stalk to the kitchen.
I went
directly towards the fridge and rummaged it for some decent food. Good thing there
was still something edible inside. Usually Itachi only buys booze and smoke,
and without the maids…damn the fridge would be empty
and barren like a dessert.
I proceeded
to make myself a sandwich complete with meat and veggies. I placed my plate
with my meal on the counter and made myself comfortable in a chair.
I was eager
to munch on my masterpiece when I heard hurried footsteps towards the kitchen. I
heard a loud thud; the idiot must have bumped something. Might be drunk? Or high? Or maybe both since it is
Itachi after all.
I heard a
quiet shuffle then another thud. Heh, must be wired as hell. I waited for the person to emerge
from the entrance of the kitchen and surely, after a few quiet curses a blond
head popped out from the door.
Oh…
I felt a
bit suffocated. I felt the temperature dropped.
Then my
heart just slammed on my ribs.
Naruto…
I saw him
rubbed the back of his head with embarrassment as he smiled at me then it
dissolved into a shocked face. It must have just hit him that it was I in front of him. The dobe never changes.
His shocked
face then turned sour. He scowled at me as if I was the most hated man in the
world. Well, maybe I was. To him that is.
He pointed
an accusing finger at me and barked at me with hate. “What the hell are you
doing here?!”
“I live
here.” I retorted impassively.
That might
have angered him more as he glared at me venomously. “Wha?! Why? This is Itachi’s house.”
“Actually our parents’ house.”
“What? I
thought you said that you don’t have…” He paused; a sudden realization might
have hit him as he bit his lip in agitation. He bowed his head as he mumbled.
“Of course that was a lie…I should have known it was a lie…you’ve always lied
to me…I should have guessed…”
Yes, I
lied.
I lied to
everyone.
But, most
of all to him.
I lied
about myself. I lied that I have no family left, that I was alone.
I lied
because I don’t want anybody getting close, and Naruto
then was getting too close for comfort.
I wanted to
be detached, so I kept him at arms length. I wanted to be like my brother.
Cool, indifferent, not a care in the world, doesn’t
give a fuck what other people feels…
But most
of all I don’t want to be labeled as a fag.
I wasn’t ready. I thought I could never be, but Naruto was a
temptation I could not seem to pass. Therefore, I kept him a secret.
A secret that only he and me knows…
A secret that only his room and the four corners of it knows, the only
thing that hears his pants and moans.
We were
lovers…but to the outside, we were strangers.
Then, he
wanted more…I cracked, I was young, stupid, libido driven…I couldn’t
give him what he wanted.
I couldn’t let others know what we do and what we are to one
another, so I told him the truth.
The truth,
that I was just using him for my own physical pleasure.
He cried
and slapped me on the cheek and as I gazed on his sad blue eyes, something
inside my chest throbbed painfully. As it is now.
When he
left I went on my normal ways…fucking whomever I see, whoever approaches me,
but I can’t seem to find the pleasure my heart pleases.
I went from
bed to bed. I went insane. I drank; I got high, I was self-destructing then
after awhile the only thing that could calm me was a picture of him and me.
The only
picture of him I had. The only picture that could make me smile.
The only thing that reminds me of his loving smile.
The only thing that says that he loved me once.
Then and there I knew I love him.
I stood up
and was about to walk to him when I heard a soft chuckle. I was
frozen on the spot, confused beyond hell. I saw him raised his head, a
joyous smile etched on his beautiful lips, eyes dancing with merriment as he
smiled at me and said.
“Well…let’s
forget the past, ne?”
I frowned.
I still don’t get what he was thinking.
“Let’s
start anew.”
Does it
mean he forgives me?
He raised
his hand as though in greetings and smiled warmly at me. “Hi I’m Naruto. I’m Itachi’s newest
boy-toy. Nice to meet you.”
My heart
cracked.
“Naruto I…”
“Well,
well, well. So I see you met my brother.” I glanced at Itachi leaning on the
door. He gave a cautious glanced at both Naruto and me.
“Itachi,
you never said you have a brother? Mou…meanie.” Naruto
hurriedly glomped my brother’s arm as my brother ruffled his blond hair with
fondness.
My chest tightened
a bit.
“I did, but you were too drunk to care…” Itachi gave a sad smile at the blond. “…always drunk.” He added as an afterthought as he shook his
head in dejection.
“Oh? He he
he…I’m sorry…I’m promise I’ll never drin…” Naruto had
not finished his sentence when suddenly he went blue and swayed a bit. Nausea.
I was ready
to catch him if he falls when my brother suddenly grabbed him, for the second
time my brother’s action amazed me.
Here he was
helping a sick, due to alcohol intoxication, person towards the sink. If I wasn’t Itachi’s brother I might
say this was a normal reaction.
Then again,
sadly, I am his brother so I know this is NOT normal.
I watched
him half-drag, half-carry Naruto towards the sink as the dobe
held his puke at bay. He grimaced as I heard him throw up his last meal on the
sink as my brother gently made circular motion on the dobe’s
back as he murmured assurance and sweet nothings to him.
For the
first time I see my brother care for someone.
Hell, even
if I was the one drunk and puking like that he would
be by my side smoking and chuckling evilly on how pathetic I have looked. That’s the way he shows his affection.
If other
than me, he would care less. He’ll throw them out with
a speed of light. Itachi always hated the sick for some reason.
So I was wondering why? Why?
I watched
as Itachi rinsed the dobe’s mouth out as the other
had passed out. He gently removed some puke that was on the dobe’s face
with his hand and gently washed Naruto’s face. I
almost laughed as I watched him do those things. It’s
not his type to do such things.
I saw him
smiled and kissed Naruto’s temple and gently carried
him.
“Hey Sasuke,
could you take the medicine to my room.”
I nodded
and went straight to the medicine cabinet. I was still in total shock as I
digest what I just saw a few minutes ago.
It took me
a couple of minutes before I located the medicine I was looking for since my
mind were still in total disarray.
I went upstairs
as slowly as a human could. I wanted to recollect myself, to calm my nerves. To
process what was happening…
To grasp
that Naruto was no longer mine.
That he
belongs to somebody else now.
And, that
somebody else is a precious person to me.
I gingerly
opened the door and walked in. Itachi did not even turn his head to acknowledge
me as he busied himself washing Naruto’s body with a
face towel with a basin at his side. “Hey, did you get it?”
“Yeah.”
He smiled
but did not look up as he continued wiping the small towel on Naruto’s leg with care so not to awaken the blond. He smiled as he finished his task. He gently laid the
towel on the basin.
He smiled
at Naruto and brushed the blonde’s hair away from his
face with his hand while his other hand held Naruto’s
hand. He raised it to his lips and kissed it.
I saw the
love in his eyes…
I know because
I’ve seen such loving eyes in the past…
Such kindhearted eyes that gives you a warm feeling inside…
Eyes that
Naruto once gave me unconditionally as he watches me doze off to sleep…he never
knew I too was watching him…watching him as tears well up in his eyes as he
murmurs quietly that he loves me…
I pretended
I did not hear his confession of love…because I knew that I could never say it
back…
If only…If only I knew what my feelings for him were…If only…
I felt
tears forming in my eyes and a painful lump in my throat. I tried to blink the
tears away. I don’t want my brother to see me like
this.
I can’t let him know.
…that the
one I have searched for so long,
…the one I’m willing to live for the rest of my life with,
…the person
I love the most is the one he is holding in a hug and looking down with love.
“If only they’re morning sickness…” I
heard Itachi mumble as he brushes Naruto’s hair.
He turned
his gaze at me and I was paralyzed for a bit. He
smiled at me and said. “What do you think of me settling down little brother?”
He smiled at me warmly that I almost cried.
As I
restrained myself from breaking down, a lump in my throat made me croaked while
I answer.
“Sounds good.”
I felt a
bit numb, as he took a small box from a drawer. He smiled as he showed me what
was inside.
A ring.
An engagement ring.
“I’m going to ask him to marry me today that’s why I called you here.”
For the
first time since our parents died, my tears flowed from my eyes.
I’ve
searched for him…
I’ve
found him…
Then again I lost him…
‘I really love you Naruto.’
:OWARI:
Late-Sleeper: This was inspired by a
review…someone who hated ItaNaru…and because she
hated it…I got inspired…I know I’m weird…I already
established that a long time ago. Oh and I’m actually
an angst writer…writing humor kinda drains the energy
out of me for some reason.
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