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A Heartfelt Fuck	By : chilepie Category: Naruto > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1017 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-A Heartfelt Fuck
- 1
Sai shifted his position in the tree and waited for the
person inside the apartment across the way to settle down and stop walking in
circles like a caged animal. Which, considering what he knew about said person,
was ironic at best. He wasn�t sure why this pacing was necessary but he had a
very good guess. He watched as his target walk by the window again.

The figure stopped abruptly and flopped down to sit on the
floor in front of the TV. The TV was flipped on and light from it cast
conflicting shadows across the unusually somber face of the one he was
watching.

�Sai, why are you watching me?� an irritated voice said from
directly above him.

He widened his black eyes but other then that small move,
Sai made no indication that he�d been startled by the abrupt appearance of
Naruto. He was better at sneaking up on him. He�d have to remember that.

�Hello Naruto. Lovely night isn�t it?� Sai responded with a
smile, turning his head up to look at the other man.

The tree branch never vibrated as Naruto landed next to Sai
and sat down. Back in the apartment the clone watching TV poofed out of
existence.� Naruto looked at Sai, his
face as solemn as his clone�s had been. Sai continued to smile that little
smile of his and Naruto sighed.

�Sai, why were you watching me just now? You�ve been out
here since I got home an hour ago,� Naruto said a bit exasperatedly. A hint of
his old pout ghosted around his mouth and he shifted his weight back so he
could swing his legs in the air agitatedly.

�I was watching the sunset,� Sai said.

�The sunset is behind us,� Naruto said dryly. �Who sent you
to watch me?� he held up a hand before Sai could say anything. �No, never mind,
I already know,� he shook his head and ran a hand through his blonde hair which
now reached the middle of his back; he said it was to be able to perform the
hair spiking jutsu of his teacher, Jiraya.

They sat there for a moment, Sai smiling benignly at Naruto
and Naruto looking down at his clasped hands. A warm breeze fluttered the
leaves around them, playing in their hair and swirling the dust of the ground
below. The light slowly changed from the warm reds and purples of dusk to the
cooler blues and greens of nightfall. Only Sai noticed all this, however, being
as he was the one prone to see things with an artist�s eye. Naruto seemed lost
in his thoughts and Sai wondered if he should leave. He could always watch from
a farther distance or even send one of his �pets� to do it. He gave a searching
look at Naruto and decided he would leave and come back. Just as he began to
shift to get up, Naruto started talking again.

�Well, if Sakura told you to watch me, you might as well do
it inside. Come on, I�ll set up the other futon,� he said tiredly. He stood
heavily, jumped to his window, opened it and went inside.

Sai stood up fluidly and followed the broad back of his
friend. Inside the room, he noticed that it was hot, almost unbearably so. He
glanced at Naruto who was moving around clearing an area to put the futon but
the other man didn�t seem to feel the heat. However, a bead of sweat rolled
down his back, staining the light gray shirt he was wearing. Sai tilted his
head to the side.

�What�s wrong Sai?� Naruto said without turning around. He
pulled the futon from the closet and lifted it to the cleared space. He rolled
it out, shaking the white top sheet straight.

�You�re getting better at that,� Sai said, not bothering to
be flippant. He knew Naruto better too.

Naruto smiled at the compliment and turned to face the other
man. He took in the flushed appearance and the sweat beading on his abdomen.

�You look hot,� he said without thinking.

�Thank you,� Sai said with a smile.

Naruto blushed and threw a small pillow at him. He walked
over to the thermostat and turned it on. There was a loud knocking sound and
hot air began to blow from the vent above their head.

�Damn it. They said it was going to be fixed today,� Naruto
grumbled, staring annoyed at the vent. He turned it back off and gave Sai an
apologetic look. �Sorry, it�s broken. It�ll only blow hot.�

�Really? That doesn�t sound so bad,� Sai said. This time a
leer showed faintly through his smile.

Naruto leveled a withering look at him. �None of that Sai.
I�m not up to your perverseness tonight. I had to train with Jiraya all day.�

Sai shrugged and sat cross-legged on the futon at Naruto�s
feet. He looked up into Naruto�s face and read the tiredness and underlying
sorrow in it.

�Are you still sad over Sasuke�s death?� he asked suddenly.

�Sai! Don�t�you can�t just�.damn it Sai�� Naruto stuttered,
completely caught off guard. His face went red then white and his hands curled
into fists by his side. He let out a short, quiet, inarticulate scream.

The other man sat still and watched in awe as short flashes
of emotion radiated from Naruto. It was his turn to be caught off guard when
Naruto dropped to his knees and pressed his lips to Sai�s with bruising force.
Sai let out a grunt as Naruto bore them in to the soft padding of the futon. He
reached up, grabbed a handful of blonde hair and yanked with enough strength to
separate the strands from scalp. Naruto�s mouth left Sai�s with a smack and a
groan of pain escaped his lips. Sai was up and standing across the room in an
instant.

He stood there and warily watched Naruto lift himself up
slowly to sit on his haunches. It looked as if he was moving through water.
Which was saying something because he knew just how fast Naruto was. He
realized Naruto was murmuring and leaned forward to hear him.

�Sorry. I�m sorry. You just�.and I�I mean,� he sighed. �You
look like him in the dark. I never got to talk to him Sai. Do you understand?�
he looked hopefully at Sai then away when his searching look was met by a blank
stare.

Blonde hair curtained his face and fell around him to fall
on the sheets where he knelt. Waning light from outside the window cast a halo
producing haze on him, giving him the look of some forgotten angel left to
suffer the cruelties of the mortal world. Sai resisted the urge to pull out a
scroll and paint the scene before him. The TV seemed loud in the silence,
ruining the illusion long enough for Sai to shake himself from his stupor.

He crept closer to the nearly sprawled man and heard him
still murmuring �I�m sorry� over and over under his breath. He tried to
remember what people did when they wanted to comfort someone and put his arm
around Naruto�s tense shoulders.

�Naruto. You kissed me because I look like Sasuke. Does that
mean you liked Sasuke?� he asked, trying to understand why he seemed so
defeated.

The shoulders under his arm slumped and a strangled �yes�
was heard.

�Does that mean you would want to have sex with me because I
look like him?� Sai�s tone came out normal, as if he was talking about their
next mission.

Naruto shot up so fast his hair whipped Sai in the face as
he turned to glare at him. �Why the hell do you ask things like that?� he said
heatedly. Moisture ran down his face but it was difficult to tell if it was
sweat or tears. More then likely the former since his eyes were dry.

�Because if you answered yes I wouldn�t object. Sex is a
good stress reliever and Sakura said you were under a lot of stress since
Sasuke died last week trying to save you from Itachi,� he said in that same
nonchalant tone.

Naruto stared at Sai�s serious face. It was so like Sasuke�s
in the semi-dark of the hot room that he had to search for the little
differences that set the two apart. The quirk of an eyebrow, the set of the
black eyes, the slightly fuller lips, all were different enough to dispel the
illusion that he was looking at Sasuke. However, they always seemed to morph
back in to that precious face he�d loved so much. He leaned forward and lightly
put his lips against Sai�s. They felt different then what he remembered
Sasuke�s feeling like.

Sai sat and let Naruto explore his lips without protest. If
this was what it took to get Naruto back to normal then he�d do it. The quiet,
thought filled man was a nice change but one that was quickly losing his
welcome. Everyone wanted their courage filled, over exuberant friend back. Not
that it was a hardship letting Naruto kiss him. Not at all, it felt rather
nice. The lips left his and traveled to the side, ghosting over his cheek and
hovering next to his ear.

�Yes,� came the whispered voice of Naruto. Hot, callused
hands came to rest on his uncovered sides and waited there. Naruto was waiting
on Sai, on Sai�s response. Giving him the time to back away if he wanted to.

The response he got was a nonverbal �yes� in the form of a
mouth sucking on his earlobe. He gasped and Sai turned his body so that one of
his legs was in between Naruto�s own and their chests were pressed together.
The heat in the room seemed to double and Naruto could feel the sweat sliding
down Sai�s stomach.

�It�ll be easier to pretend if you don�t look at my face,�
Sai told him in his ear.

That would have killed any mood he�d had but Sai pressed
just right into his groin at the same time and he was having a hard time
thinking at the moment and oh my what was that thing he was doing with his
tongue. His blue eyes slid shut of their own accord and he moaned slightly.

Sai took a roll of bandages out of the pack at his side and
wrapped it around Naruto�s eyes while they were closed. Naruto started to say
something but Sai cut him off with a gentle kiss. When he pulled back, he
looked at Naruto. He was flushed, panting and his head hung slightly like he
was waiting for a blow to fall. He was still too tense.

Sai shucked off his shirt, laying it to the side, watching
Naruto�s head immediately trace the sounds of movement in his blinded state. He
took off his pack and placed it next to the shirt. Reaching over, he grabbed
the hem of Naruto�s shirt and smirked as the other man lifted his arms to allow
it to be taken off. He�d never seen Naruto so�docile before. Loosening the ties
to his pants, he leaned over and sucked on a piece of skin near Naruto�s navel.
A sharp intake of breath and a shudder was his reward for the unexpected
action.

�Sasuke,� Naruto breathed out, making Sai hesitate in his
efforts to pull the pants down his hips but just for a second.

He pushed Naruto back so he could get the pants off of him.
Hands curled in his hair, the palms scalding on his scalp as they petted and
slid through the damp, dark strands. Sai leaned for a moment into the caresses
and sighed. The hands tugged and he followed their instruction up to the rough
lips waiting for him. They left his hair and traveled down to the waistband of
his pants to tug at them impatiently. He lifted his hips and let Naruto take
the garment off, chuckling at the growl he gave when sweat made taking them off
difficult.

His eyes widened as he was flipped unceremoniously on to his
back and the pants were ripped away quickly. Now they were skin-to-skin, body
heat to body heat as Naruto pressed down fully on Sai. Budding erections bumped
in to each other against their stomachs, sliding easily through the sweat
pooled there. Naruto panted heavily in Sai�s ear and Sai felt his heart speed
up unexpectedly. He moved his hips, causing a slick friction that left both of
them writhing and panting uncontrollably for a few breathless minutes.

�Saa�.� Naruto wheezed, sweat dripping from his hair in to
Sai�s eyes. He put his forehead on Sai�s and thrust suddenly in a smooth
controlled motion against the body beneath him. He could feel hot breath
puffing on his lips, unbelievably hot and moist. He wanted to capture that
mouth under his but the rhythm he set was too fast.

Both men were fully hard now. Sai could feel Naruto�s
heaviness sliding back and forth, back and forth over his own at a speed only a
shinobi could muster. It wasn�t enough yet to send him in to orgasm, but damn
it was close. A hand left it�s place from beside his head and drifted down to
his hip. There it massaged and stroked, moving lower and lower in an undeterred
path to who knows where. He was having some trouble keeping track of things
other than the feel of Naruto�s breath battling with his and the sensations of
his groin tingling and throbbing in front of him.

Naruto slowed his pace to a more sensual stroke and took
hold of a strong sweat slicked thigh.

�Sasuke, I love you,� was breathed in to Sai�s face like a
slap. The hand slide down Sai�s thigh and over his butt, fingers searching.

Sai closed his eyes and turned his head to the side. He let
his body go limp and placed his leg on Naruto�s broad shoulder to help him
locate the hole he was looking for. The hand, however, stopped the moment he
went limp. In fact, everything stopped. Sai lay there for a moment, waiting for
a finger to push in to stretch him. When nothing happened he opened his eyes
and turned his head back forward. Black eyes met blue and it was Sai that
flinched away from the torn, hurt look he didn�t know was a mirror of his own.

�You didn�t have to take the bandages off. You can keep
going. I�ve got some lotion in my pack if you need lube,� he said to Naruto,
his voice so soft and distant that it was barely heard over the TV.

A rustling noise came from beside him and he glanced around
Naruto�s arm and his leg to see him digging through the pack. He put his head
back down and closed his eyes again, following Naruto�s movements though the
sounds he was making as he unscrewed the top of the lotion bottle and placed it
to the side. He heard the rustle of fabric a second before he felt his shirt
being draped over his face. Naruto�s weight came back and melded him to the
futon.

�I�m sorry,� Naruto whispered into his ear.

He felt the presence of the fingers long before they were
pushed gently into him, slick and cool with lotion. The lotion covered the
calluses and made it so they didn�t scrape and scratch the delicate lining of
his insides. Sai laid there, hearing Naruto�s pants grow faster, feeling his
erection bump in to his leg and focused on relaxing the muscles in his ass to
lessen the stretching time. He moved along with the motion of those fingers
pushing in and out of him, the blunt pressure not painful but strange.

Naruto pulled his fingers out abruptly and hoisted Sai�s
other leg on to his shoulder, catching it as it slipped off from the sweat. He
looked down long enough to guide his erection in the right direction and closed
his eyes again. The heat around them was a stifling, breath stealing one but it
couldn�t compare to the heat that was now enclosed around him. The lotion he�d
applied liberally to himself felt like it was boiling, searing him as he sat
half-sheathed inside the body beneath him.

He shuddered, moaning deep in his chest so it came out
strangled and ragged. He felt the legs on either side of his head tremble slightly.

�I�m going to move,� he said to those trembling legs,
kissing one on the inside of a thigh.

True to his word as always, he pulled out until he felt just
the tip left inside, the air cool around his hardness where it was exposed on
the verge of that sweltering heat. He drove in a little more forcefully then
he�d intended and heard a grunt from beneath him. Again that heat was around
him, sucking him in, seducing him to lose control and pound that hard body in
to the futon like an animal. He rocked back and forth, each time trying to
impale himself fully in to that tight ass. He lost count as to how many strokes
it took but the moment he got there he felt he was going to die from the
pleasure.

Sai�s body rocked in time with Naruto�s thrusts. Each one
bringing him deeper into his body and making him feel like he needed to go to
the bathroom. From the sounds Naruto was making above him, it had to feel good.
But for Sai, it just felt like a constant pressure. That blunt hardness that he
was so fond of making fun of was burning hot and uncomfortable.

After what seemed like forever, he felt balls slap against
his ass and a bolt of pain shoot up his spine. Somehow, his erection was still
hard and was now leaking pre-cum. Naruto groaned, his back bowing so that he
rested his head on Sai�s shoulder. Sai wished he wouldn�t do that since the
heat was really getting to be bothersome. Sweat rolled off the body above him
and dripped steadily down, splashing on his abs, his balls and pooling in his
navel. Not a pleasant feeling. He was itchy, had a throbbing pain in his lower
back and he was hot.

But this was for Naruto. So Naruto wouldn�t crack from
stress and sorrow of losing Sasuke. Everyone knew how he got when in emotional
turmoil. Sai shifted his hips up to take some pressure off his back and lifted
his legs to find a higher purchase on the shoulder�s he was sliding away from.
This put him more firmly against Naruto and had him driving in at an upward
angle.

Sai was unprepared for the tingle of pleasure that
immediately began to course through him when he did that. It caused him to gasp
and grab at Naruto�s arms, latching on to them tightly. The feel of nails
biting into the skin of his arms pushed Naruto over the edge he�d been
teetering on ever since he�d found himself fully sheathed. With a short scream
he came, eyes flying open, his cum erupting from him and spilling out to drip
down to the sheets.

His head was spinning and something was nudging him in the
stomach. He rolled over off the body he was lying heavily sprawled on and on to
his back. He felt relaxed, boneless even. His thoughts were sluggish and hard
to pull into focus so he didn�t try to. He just let them simmer blurrily at the
back of his mind. Heavy lids drooped down over blue eyes and their owner did
nothing to stop them from closing all the way.

Sai sat up and watched Naruto lose the battle to sleep with
a curious feeling. He looked down and saw his erection still hard and weeping.
His lips tightened and he grasped hold of it, pumping once, twice, three times
before shooting a load into the already dirty sheet with a low grunt. The man
next to him never moved. Sai sat a moment and let the haze of his orgasm clear
before standing and walking to the small bathroom across the room. Walking was
a chore in itself. The cum seeping from his ass was cooling and made his cheeks
stick together uncomfortably.

As soon as he made it to the bathroom he searched for and
found a towel. Wetting it in the sink, he lifted one leg, putting his foot on
the toilet for balance, and cleaned himself as best he could. He�d take a long
shower when he got home. For some reason he really wanted to go home.

That curious feeling was back. Sai tried hard to analyze it
but wasn�t having much success.� It
almost felt like what he�d heard was an indication of a heart attack. A sort of
heavy, lethargic, almost pain in his chest. Giving up on identifying it
completely, Sai shrugged and walked back to where Naruto lay asleep peacefully
on the futon. He was surprised he could sleep around the noise of the TV. Still
faintly puzzled, he walked over and turned it off. The silence was louder,
making his ears ring.

He picked up his clothes and put them on, wincing when he
had to bend to get his legs in his pants. If he�d known Naruto was that wide
he�d have prepared himself beforehand. Guess he couldn�t continue to call him
dickless anymore, at least not to his face.

Sai fought the most ridiculous urge to giggle. Giggle? Sai
couldn�t even remember the last time he had felt like finding something
amusing. What was wrong with him? A black haired head tilted to one side.
Equally black eyes found focus on the sleeping man at his feet. Naruto let out
a soft, whistling snore then a grunt and turned on his side.

That heavy feeling got worse until Sai found he was having
trouble breathing. Turning on his heel, he left out the window, leaving behind
his gear.

~*~

Rays of sunlight poured through the open window right into
Naruto�s eyes. He groaned and turned to hide from the bright light under his
arm. His leg bumped into a hard, cloth covered something and he lifted his arm
just enough to see what it was. Sai�s pack sat there staring at him
reproachfully, reminding him immediately and with full details of last night.
Blue eyes widened and he shot up, quickly scanning the room for Sai. However,
it was quiet. Sai must have left already. He let out the breath he wasn�t aware
he�d been holding and slumped back down to the sticky sheets of the futon.

He�d slept with Sai. He�d slept with him and called him
Sasuke knowing full well that he wasn�t him. Could never even begin to be him.
Shit. That look of hurt confusion on Sai�s face ghosted in front of his minds
eye. Naruto fisted a hand in the sheets, nearly ripping a hole in them. He knew
what the look meant but it didn�t mean he had to acknowledge it. In fact, he
wasn�t going to. Nope, he was going to get up, take a shower and go train, just
as if nothing happened.

Other people got to ignore the unpleasant things of life,
why couldn�t he do the same thing? Besides, Sai�d said it was fine if he
pretended he was Sasuke. He�d even covered his eyes to make it easier. That
must mean he was fine with it. Right? Naruto nodded to himself and got up. He
stretched his arms above his head and marveled at how relaxed he felt despite
the uneasiness of his mind.

After one last glance at the pack sitting there next to the
evidence of last night, he made his way to the bathroom. Once there, he turned
on his shower to the hottest it would go and stepped in under the scalding
spray. The heat only reminded him of how hot it had been when he was inside
Sai. That same scalding heat that brought him to such an intense orgasm. An
orgasm he�d had thinking about Sasuke while he was fucking Sai. Sai who�d
looked so hurt when he�d said Sasuke�s name.

Damn it.

Angrily, Naruto turned the water to cold and speedily
cleaned himself off. He needed to be training anyway. Shutting off the water,
he stepped out and dried himself off with a towel. He put his body on automatic
and shut his brain down so as not to remember anything else from last night.
When he had sex with Sai. Their hot, sweaty bodies moving together. Opening his
eyes to see black ones with a pained surprised expression.

Fuck.

He slammed a fist into the nearest wall and heard a click.
Cold air wafted over his heated body from the vent above him. Looked like the
air conditioner was working. He leaned his forehead against the wall and
sighed. This was going to be a long day.

~*~

That pack. Why the hell had he brought that damn pack with
him when he�d left to go train? It had been boring holes in his psyche all
afternoon. It sat there under the tree where he�d placed it, looking innocent
enough. Except he couldn�t stop thinking of how he�d reached into that very same
pack to get the lotion Sai told him to use as lube. Used as lube when he had
sex with him last night. On the futon on the floor in his apartment. Right
after he called him Sasuke. Right after�.

�Hello Naruto,� a voice said cheerfully from behind him.

He froze. Oh. Shit. He turned slowly to face the man who�d
called him. Sai stood in a beam of sunlight looking out of place. His beauty,
unlike Naruto�s own, was better accentuated by moonlight. Naruto shook his head
and turned his face to the side to stop staring. He didn�t want to see the dark
circles under black eyes or the paler then usual complexion. Especially not
when all he wanted to do was strip him naked right there in the middle of the
training grounds and fuck him senseless. Blue eyes flicked to the pack lying at
the base of the tree not to far away. The lotion was still in there.

Suddenly, and to Sai�s confusion, Naruto slapped himself.
Hard. Right in the face.

�Naruto?� Sai said inquisitively. He took a step towards the
other man but stopped when Naruto held up a hand.

�It�s nothing. Just� No, it�s nothing,� Naruto said
dejectedly. He looked with such a sad look at Sai that Sai tilted his head to
the side. �You�.left your pack last night,� he swallowed what he was going to
say at the last minute. Giving a little gesture instead to the pack by the
tree.

Sai gave him a little smile. �Thank you. I had wondered
where I left it.� He walked over and picked it up, putting it around his hips
and securing it in place. When he looked back at Naruto, he noticed the other
had been staring at his behind the whole time. Making a little �up here� motion
with his hand, he smirked when Naruto�s blue eyes snapped to his and he blushed
a bright red.

�Sai, about�last night,� Naruto began hesitantly, running a
hand nervously through his hair. His eyes refused to look in Sai�s direction;
instead they darted around, never focusing on anything very long before darting
to something else. Honestly, he didn�t know what to say. Sai probably didn�t
even understand that he�.well�.he wasn�t going to even think it.

�Ah yes. That was relaxing wasn�t it? Did it help with your
stress?� Sai asked in a happy tone.

Naruto started rather violently, then, he stared wide-eyed
straight at the other man. Was he�? Didn�t he hate him? Was that hurt look just
something his guilt stricken mind made up? Maybe. Maybe he was reading too much
in to things.

�Uh, yeah.� Really, what else was he supposed to say?

Sai strolled over to Naruto. �If you need to relive some
stress again, we can always have more sex,� he said in that same happy tone;
his �normal� benign smile a bit thin around the edges.

Up close, Sai looked even worse then when Naruto was just
observing him from across the grounds. The dark circles were heavier and darker
looking against his translucent skin. It made him look tired and sickly. There
was a faint sheen of sweat glistening on him. Which should have made him look
sexy but only served to make him look feverish. Naruto made up his mind right
then and there, he was most certainly not going to go to Sai for �stress
relief� as he put it. He didn�t want to deal with what was obviously wrong.

�Sure Sai, I�ll keep that in mind,� Naruto told him, not
meeting his eyes.

~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~

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