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Author: FireAshes
Anime: Naruto
Pairings: Sasu/Naru
Disclaimer: I do not own
Naruto.
Warning: Yaoi.� Do not read if you do not like!
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Codes: Bi,Dom,HJ,M/M,Oneshot,Oral,SH,Yaoi
Summary
You understand more about me than
I�ll ever know myself, more than anyone else could.� I only thought I knew you too. [First Person]

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I met Sasuke about three
months ago, and a week ago I gave him a key to my home.� I don�t even remember where I met him; all I
know is that we connected.� He understood
things no one else would, and for that reason I felt comfortable to be myself
around him.
At first he seemed like such
a hotshot; too good to know how tough life could be.� I thought he was such a jerk, yet there was
this underlying acceptance of who I was.�
He spoke degradingly to me and acted as if he knew me better than
myself.� Wouldn�t you hate that?
I was talking nonsense one
day, complaining and moping, and being a whiny idiot, though it wasn�t exactly
pointless.� There�s just all these
people, �friends� and peers.� They know me, or at least the side I let
them, but even the ever-pleasing-friend isn�t good enough; nor my insistent
affection for Sakura.� So I complained
about how stupid and unsympathetic they were.�
Somehow I think Sasuke understood it all.
The words were muttered so
quietly though in a hoarse tone.� �They
don�t understand what it�s like to be alone.�
I had been leaning against
the wall of some caf� we went to; closing the world off from my sight and
leaning heavily against the brick wall with my face titled towards the dimming sky.� If I had bothered to open my eyes, been
courageous enough too meet his gaze, what expression could I have seen?
After that I became
painfully aware of the fact that I wasn�t the only one.� He had understood the reason we were drawn
together and exposed something personal to me.
I thought I wasn�t
scared.� In my mind I saw myself seeking
and everyone else turning away, yet I avoided this man whose past held secrets
like mine; Sasuke, who understands me in a way I have yet to comprehend.
I made it a point to see him
at least twice every week aside from work.�
Calling him or even dropping a message was scary.� Every time I was surprised that he didn�t
decline.� The fact that he took me up on
my offers was so out of character from this image of him I had. �After all, he hates contact with other people
and passes up every party invitation thrown his way.
Our way of dealing with each
other and our private histories had started out since the very beginning as
disputing.� Whatever the other said, you
opposed.� I believe it was intuition that
we both acted that way before either of us had fully realized our
similarities.� Although once we
recognized it our habitual behavior became banter; no longer said callously out
of confusion.
He accepted me, and I him;
the way he is so antisocial and
disrespectful; how I�m obnoxious and loud.�
We learned to tolerate these grating differences instead of trying to
change each other.� What we gained by
doing so was a bond closer than family.
So far I had gone to his
house twice and he had visited mine far more.�
There was always a stifling atmosphere at his house no matter how much
of an idiot I would be just to make him crack a smile.� I think we both enjoyed sitting on my couch
better, whether or not it was as impressive.
This link that kept us so
close gave me the most perplexing feelings though.� I was happy
to finally have someone I could call family, yet there was something
inappropriate about our relationship.� In
the closeness we shared, even the rare times under covers side by side, lurked
an unsettling knot.� Was it society, that
told us two men were not supposed to share such intimacy, even if gay rights
was moving forward everyday; not that we were in that kind of relationship.� What Sasuke and I had was purely platonic, or
at least I thought.
Four days after I had given
him the key we were both invited to another party.� Kiba shouted out
the invites from across the parking lot.�
Of course Sasuke declined, but I on the other hand inwardly wondered if
being with Sasuke had changed me.� I
wanted to know if this change I felt was seen by anyone else, so I went.
When I entered my house that
night I had a strange feeling, though I was still a bit buzzed from the
drinks.� I�m not sure anyone noticed the
difference in me, but that was okay because I felt great; confident as my
demeanor had always been.� Yet I was
furtively disappointed Sasuke had not joined me.� Somehow I got it in my head that wherever we
went it was together.� Oh well, some
things just don�t change.
With those dour thoughts the
darkness of my apartment was welcomed.� I
gladly walked through the shadows, a slight fear in my edgy movements.� Immediately after I walked through my bedroom
door I began removing the clothes from my sweaty body.� I felt lighter with only my boxers on.
I turned back through that
door and went out to my bathroom, splashing some cold water over my face and in
my hair.� Looking up into the mirror I
remembered the time Sasuke spent the night.�
Once he had taken a shower he allowed me inside the foggy room.� We both had to go to work and there were a
few things I needed to do.� As I brushed
my teeth and ran a brush over my hair, his smoldering gaze watched over me.
I slid my toothbrush out of
its cup and squeezed toothpaste on it.�
The mint flavor went horribly with the food and liquids I had consumed
tonight, but after I was all done it left a fresh feeling on my tongue.� I went back to my bedroom and lay upon the
full sized bed, agitated by the craving for Sasuke to be near.
Although my wish was
fulfilled as a warm body settled upon mine, I was quite distressed.� �W-what are you---?�
His mouth sealed over my
lips and hands quickly grabbed my wrists.�
I struggled beneath him but my resistance was false.� I knew his intentions when the strip of
fabric tied my hands together.� I glared
at him as if to say, �How could you?��
This trust that I had in him was crushed, yet another part of me knew I
was secure with him.
The soft slender fingers
reappeared at the waistband of my shorts.�
They slipped under the soft material, moving in circular patterns over
my skin and into my curly hair.� His hand
wrapped around my length, but I kept myself from gasping.� He really is a jerk.� If he wanted me this badly he could have said
so, then again, maybe not.
It was like Sasuke to ravage
someone on his own schedule, whether or not the other obliged.� I know him as someone who takes what he wants
regardless of who he hurts so I should have been ready.� His aggressiveness shouldn�t have hurt, yet
it did, perhaps because I once thought I was different from the rest of them.
I promised myself not to
make a sound the rest of the night.� To
let him know how much his actions wounded me would be to admit how much I let
him effect me.� Any sound I gave off would
surely impress that upon him.� He would
definitely understand.
The hand squeezed around me
before loosening to a gentle grip.� He
aim was not to pleasure me but fulfill his curiosity.� The short nails raked over my skin, down into
my golden hair, and then the pads of his fingertips brushed against the most
sensitive area on my body.� Still, I kept
my lips firmly pursed.� I saw him look up
at me as if surprised by my silence, and then he smirked knowingly.
�I�ll make you talk,� was
what I heard through the curve of his lips.
A thumb swept over my hole
before a finger pressed into it.� I
closed my eyes.� Someone once said they
were the windows to your soul and for that reason I could not afford Sasuke to
see them.� I felt him grow rigid, maybe
with rage because I wouldn�t give him what he wanted.
Sasuke grabbed the sides of
my boxers and pulled them down my unrestrained legs.� No, I didn�t bother to kick him or
struggle.� I was through with that and I
know that it will get me nowhere.
I swallowed my concern as
his breath warmed my skin, exciting the organ he teased.� His tongue swiped the side all the way up to
its tip and kissed it.� I could feel my
heart beat faster.
For a minute his body left
mine and I felt how cold the room had become before his bare flesh covered
mine.� It was an experience I secretly
longed for somewhere in the back of my mind.
His mouth pressed against my
neck, lips open and sucking against my skin.�
He did so in so many places I felt slightly numb around my upper
chest.� Next a tongue brushed over my
nipple where he nipped at it with need.�
I could feel his arousal growing against mine.
As if wanting to make
certain I felt exposed, his hands roamed over every inch of my body in away
that told me he memorized it.� No indent
was left untouched.� The feeling was
quite extraordinary.� I never thought
someone would be so interested that their desire to possess me would become
deranged.� I wanted to laugh at him, but
my oath would not lift till dawn.
His lips had yet to touch my
own since our first kiss earlier this evening.�
As the minutes ran by, caress after caress, I began to wonder if he
would kiss me again.� Not once did he try
to force me into doing something like touch him back, he only searched for
whatever it was he wanted.
I can�t deny I liked the
feel of his want for me.� It pressed
against my thigh, sliding over my unscathed skin as he moved.� My muscle twitched underneath him.� He paused as if in wonder.� Those things don�t happen purposely, but his
motive changed as he sat up and straddled my hips, almost earning a sound from
my disobedient throat.
The sensation of his body
grinding against mine was unimaginable and I couldn�t control the thrust of my
own hips that wished to meet his.� I
could feel the triumph in his movement at getting a reaction.� He was pleased and maybe the kiss he planted
on my lips was some sort of a reward.
Sasuke pressed a firm hand
on my stomach just as I was close to the end.�
Grudgingly I stopped my actions.�
His fingers wiped pre-cum off of my head and then I heard the sounds of
his mouth sucking on the digits enjoyably.�
Those fingers then came back down to brush against my puckered
hole.� This time two fingers pushed
inside and my eyes tightened at the intrusion.�
It hurt as he moved them around, spreading his fingers apart inside me,
yet on the other hand I felt relief.
He did this because he
didn�t want to hurt me, correct?� This
pain was to keep me from more.� I tried
to relax against the touch and found it easier to do so after some time.� Again I was feeling excited and a spot he hit
made me bite my tongue.� The fingers
stilled and I knew he was starting at my face.�
They retreated and another kiss was left on my lips.
I began to wonder how
closely he was watching me and if these were truly �rewards,� wondering what I
would get if I actually did moan and move to grab him, but that was probably
exactly what he wanted.
He dragged his length across
my body, up my chest into the cave of my neck and shoulder.� My nipples were pert and goose bumps rose on
my skin.� He lifted himself up and down,
rubbing his clammy skin against the underside of my chin.� I tried to remain impassive; unfortunately
that was his forte.
The fact was that I liked
him taking advantage of my body and bending me to his will.� He sensed it as his arousal slid across my
cheek and over my lips until the tip was resting perfectly in the middle.� I knew what he wanted me to do and this one
time I consented to feel his reaction and find what consequences it would
bring.
Sasuke groaned as he sunk
into in my mouth and I felt him breathe in deeply.� I wondered if the site he saw was
pleasing.� One of my fantasies had once
been to watch as Sakura engulfed me, yet right now the thought was quite
unwanted.� I pushed away all else and my
focus became pleasuring the man above me.�
He was gentle in pulling in and out of me.� It made me think he might end it all if I
said no, and that probably was true, but I wouldn�t say no.� He knew that too.
The taste of his cum in my
mouth made me aroused and I wanted to bring him off soon, if only to sample
more of his essence, but before Sasuke went over the edge he lifted completely
out of me.� My tongue only followed him
to my lips which closed afterwards.
�Are you ready?�
I�m not sure if I heard
it.� Maybe I just felt it; in the way his
hand slid down my side.� It gripped my
hip as he slid in between my legs.� I
helped him ever so slightly to lift my legs up onto his lap.
If I had ever imagined, I
would have thought Sasuke the type to bury his lover in the bed, face pressed
against the pillows.� Perhaps he didn�t
because he knew I wasn�t going to open my eyes anytime soon or just maybe
because he wanted to see my face.� When
his fingers slid through my hole it didn�t feel nearly as uncomfortable as the
first time.� After massage it for a
moment he added another and it felt a bit painful again, but the feeling soon
dulled and dissolved.
I was ready for it as he
removed his fingers, then suddenly his body was gone.� My ears strained to hear the sounds he
made.� I heard the rustle of clothing,
but still I refused to open my eyes.� A
kiss touched my forehead, then my cheek, the other, and another on my
nose.� All the while a hand played with
the tie he had wrapped around my wrists.�
When he was finished I felt the loose confines slip onto the mattress
and jolted at the sound of the closed door.
Why?� What had he come here for?� I thought I would understand but now I was
only confused.� Did he find what he was
looking for?
A whimper scratched at my throat
and a tear pleaded to open my eyes, neither of which I allowed.
Still, Sasuke, why did you
come here?� What did you want?� What did you find?
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A/N:� I
wanted to do something dark� instead I found another interesting angle to their
relationship.� I had much fun with this
story.� My only hope it makes sense and
people enjoy it.
There was something else I wanted to do with
the end.� Later I may add an alternate
ending, but today I was looking for something perplexing.
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